Chapter |38.
So thanks for all the support...
I wore my plain sweatpants and my panda sweater, I looked at myself in the mirror and the person in the mirror, looked sad and not the person she used to be, even though she was arrogant, she was also fun.
I sighed and carried my gray bag and opened the door and then I don't know what made me to look back and I saw the letter that I wrote to Sky on the table and then I shook my head and closed the door.
I quickly went downstairs, because today we would be having a live dance show and it would be going live. My mind drifted back to my first live show, when I had my accident and I shivered, that was the worst experience I have ever experienced, see what I just did there, I made a pun.
God D keep your mind in the right place, okay breathe in. I went into the kitchen and sat down on the Island and grabbed an apple. I stared at the juicy apple and as I was about to bite it, Mum came in and she was in a red strapless mini gown and with high go-go boots and she looked stunning.
She had not yet noticed me as she rummaged through the drawers looking for something. I stared at her as I brought my mind back to last night.
When I dropped the letter in mum's room, later in the night she came in and then she woke me up and she told me that she wants to move on and she told me to tear it and that we should burn it. I asked her whether she was sure. She nodded her head and I tore the paper to pieces and then I went over to my candle and I burnt it... Bye bad memories.
I blinked my eyes and I saw my mother staring at me and her hands we're on her waist. I said, "Yes! Where are you going to?"
"Williams Is taking me out." She chirped so happily.
I rolled my eyes at her and then I stood up and stretched my arms and I replied, "Happy for you, I have a live show at the studio, so I better hop out."
"Are you happy there honey?" She asked me.
I looked at her, I had a feeling that she knew that I was not happy there, I missed my real friends, the people that made me truly happy, my love...
"I don't want to talk about it mum, I need to go." I told her.
I popped a gum in my mouth and then I carried my bag and then I left the house.
*
As I was in the limo, I drifted off to sleep and then I had this weird dream
I was in a dark room and I was on the floor, I rubbed my eyes and carefully stood up form the floor. I looked up and then I saw a very big chandelier and the thing was spinning so fast and it felt like the thing was going lower every second.
Then I heard a noise and turned to my left side and saw Mia, Penny and James. They looked like zombies and they looked scary they we're shouting "Coooome to us". Please God what kind of dream is this.
I heard another noise and turned to my right and saw Finn, Ariel, Juliana, Parker and Asher. They looked like angels and they we're sparkling. They we're shouting, "Coooome to us."
They both teams continued to shout that and I could not take it anymore and then I covered my ears and I could still hear them and then I screamed, "Get out."
Silence
I slowly removed my hands from my ears and then I looked round and I did not see anybody and then I looked up and saw the chandelier going lower and lower. I looked for somewhere to go, but there was no way out.
And then I saw someone's hand and the person brought out he/her hand for me to grab. I tried to reach for it, before the chandelier would kill me. Then as the thing was about to get the person's hand. The person removed he/her hand and then I noticed the person's face and I realized that it was Sky.
He whispered, "You made the wrong choice."
And after that all I heard and felt was
A CRASH!
I woke up from that terrible dream and I noticed that I was sweating and then I looked outside and I noticed that we we're stuck, because of the traffic. I rubbed my eyes and then I looked outside and I saw people gathering somewhere and then I rubbed my eyes again and what I saw surprised me.
I saw Ariel, Juliana, Parker, Finn and Asher. They we're putting on a show as they danced for people and they looked happy as they danced and they smiled at the crowd and they we're enjoying their selves and I could not help but smile.
They looked so cute with their costumes and then I felt bad, that instead of them to be practising for the competition, they are here on the road and that felling made me fell so guilty that I had to blink back my tears.
Then God answered my prayer and then Traffic stopped and cars started moving and I sighed. I hope am making the right choice.
*
I carried my bag into the studio and I saw the others they we're all dressed up.
James had this kind of white leather jacket with this fancy gray sweatpants, he looked hot and he jelled his hair and he looked like Zayn Malik and hmm..
Penny looked cute, but too much mascara was plastered on her face, she looked like all the old ladies that try to put on too much mascara. I laughed in my mind.
Mia looked adorable and she had this kind of short mini skirt and then she wore black leggings inside and she had wore a very cute black and white sneakers.
I sighed and walked inside to my dressing room and then as I passed, I saw Alma talking to all the people in charge of all the technical things and she saw me as I passed, she gave me a smile and continued to talk to them.
I closed the door and then I sat down and saw my costume on the chair and then I saw the makeup. I cleaned my face with my facial wipes and I started the work on my face and then when I was through, I looked at the mirror and saw a pretty face, not too much I said to myself.
I stood up and wore my outfit. it was a white zig zag strapless crop top, then I wore my black fitted sweatpants and then my high heel black and white decorated sneakers.
I took my phone and snapped pictures with them and then I dropped my phone in my bag and then I sighed and walked out of the room.
*
Alma shooed us to the stage and then we stood up there. I could feel my heart beating and it was so fast, saying one thing You made the wrong choice, but did I? Please God show me the way..
Alma announced, "In five, four, three, two.."
I shouted, "Stop!" Everybody turned to look at me, but I did not want to explain myself to them. I went straight to Alma. She would understand..
I lowered my head said, "Am sorry Alma, I can't, I have people out there waiting out there for me. I can't bail on them."
I counted to five and looked at her, she was smiling. Wait she was smiling.
"I feel you, you can go." She told me
And when I heard it, I knew she was sincere. I hugged her really hard and I whispered, "Thank you." She nodded her head and I released her.
I turned my back and looked at everyone. James gave me a smile, but Mia and Penny we're glaring at me, so I ran into the room to collect my bag to go and make amendments.
*
I was in the limo, as I instructed Mr. V, where to go. I was just praying in my heart that they would still be there. I crossed my fingers and I relaxed, but what if they don't forgive me. No! Delphine stay positive and you would make it.
As Mr. V came to a stop, I rubbed my eyes and pressed my face on the window to see whether they we're outside. Then I saw them, they we're sitting down on the bench and they we're talking and they felt sad and I felt bad.
I opened the door and I came down from the limo and went to them. They we're still talking and they had not yet noticed me. I coughed.
They all looked up and stared at me, I calmed down all my nerves and I said, "Please follow me, I have a studio."
God Delphine, how can you say that kind of thing, when you want to apologize.
Juliana raised her eyebrows and that's when I noticed that she had a new tattoo that had Trust on her neck side, and it looked cute on her. I looked at everyone and they looked great.
"Why the fuck would we follow you!". Juliana asked me.
I looked at her and they we're blazing with anger. I sighed and said, "Because I made the wrong choice okay, and am sorry, I really fucked up and I am sorry, I just need a second chance and I promise I won't bail on you guys again, I- just want to help.
They all looked at me, like I just finished giving a speech and then I waited for someone to speak and then Finn looked at me and stood up, "I forgive you." Then he brushed his hair back and announced, "So guys, who's in?"
I smiled at Finn and looked at the others and waited for their response. I prayed in my heart that they would just let me in again.
Ariel slowly stood up and smiled at me, "Am in."
Then Parker followed suit and he smiled at me and gave me nod of acknowledgement.
Then the person that stood up next was Asher, he tucked his hands into his pockets and gave me a shy smile.
Then finally Juliana stood up and rolled her eyes at me, but I could see the twinkle in her eyes and she smiled at me, "Am in then."
I smiled at them and I felt so happy and so complete and I felt like one burden has been uplifted from my shoulders. I smiled at all of them as we entered the limo...
Okay guys the part two would be out tomorrow... I hope you all are enjoying my book.. PS this is not the ending part.. I have like up to five-six chapters remaining.. Good night!! GN!!
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