Sorry for uploading a lot today. It's not like me

I just wanted to talk because I'm tired of not

My dad just called and whenever he does, I tend to pace around and stutter and not be able to talk well (as if I already am talking well). And to this moment, I'm still pacing around. I'm just walking back and forth across this long ass porch and it just started to rain. I love the sound of it

I should probably stop pacing around since I've been doing it for a while and my family probably thinks I'm even more crazy

Oh well

This summer has been very different. I just want to stay locked up in a room and not talk to anyone and just blast music

God I'm terrible

And these goddamn mosquitoes love sucking my blood, even when I'm sleeping. They were created for a reason, though, and I'm gonna have to deal with them

When will TOP's new album come out? That's what I want to listen to right now. I bet that Josh is going to be rapping and playing the piano. I hope he plays the piano or comes up with a melody for Tyler

Who's your favorite drummer?

I'm staaaaaaarving and I'm still pacing around. It stopped raining, but I miss the rain. I can just hear it sliding down the roof

Emily, my little guitar, is unfortunately messed up. Her neck is built weird and now whenever I play her, it sounds wrong. I wish that it was the strings that were messed up because that would be fixable. The neck, though, isn't

I still have Omar, but he's back home in New York. I'll be going back in about two weeks since I want to be back home earlier. Sorry P.R, but I miss my baby and my mom

My mom is going to get me a ukulele. You don't understand how happy I am!!! My friend and I had to share a ukulele at school since there wasn't enough to hand out. She named her Malakai, so I'll name my ukulele Malakai Jr.

Or Blue. I'm not sure. Tell me what you guys think

I have Bad At Love stuck in my head. I want to listen to it now

Oh God. I just realized that I snapped at my aunt when she found me pacing outside. Uuuhhhhh I'm such a terrible person. And it's hard for us to communicate since I know English and she knows Spanish

That gets irritating sometimes. When you can't talk to someone you don't know and want to know, but you guys don't know the same language. We sometimes use a translator on Google, but we're too awkward to talk to each other like that

And now she's calling me crazy

Great, now my family wants me inside

I'll talk to you guys later

Bye