I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while.We had to put the dog I've had since birth down yesterday and I feel lost with out her .She was my fuzzy buddy.She had tumors everywhere and she could barely stand on her own, she wouldn't eat she wouldn't drink so my family choose her life quantity over her quality.She had a good life 13 year for a black lab is pretty good.But there's still that feeling that something is lost that that lost is her.She won't be there when I get home from school to wag her tail and act like a dork, she won't be there to hug when I'm sad.She was the sweetest dog you could ever ask for and seeing her lying there on the vets table after the shots I..it broke my heart.So please don't be mad at !e this is a huge loss of our family she was like a sister to me and my sisters she was like a daughter to my parent she wouldn't let me and my sisters get a hug from my dad when he got off the road for the week until she got her hug and pets from him (no she wouldn't snarl at us she would only block us from my dad) ( and I know what your thinking 'this chick is crazy' but really she was like a sister to me she was a huge part in our family) I hope you guys understand that I need time to realize she's actually gone (this morning I actually prepared her food bowel for her and then I realized she's gone I broke down)