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Squinting my eyes adjusting to the bright light, I rubbed my temple replaying what happened groaning at the memory. I turned my head to see Louis as if on cue he turned around to face me a mug and newspaper in his hand, he lowerd his mug when he saw me awake. Putting the items down, I noted his shirtless chest diverting my attention away supporting my weight with my elbows trying to get up.

"Are you stupid or something" he shouted, walking towards me. "The fouuck were you thinking hitting and fighting like that"

" Me? They were harassing you! Fans huh obviously very loving and dedicated" I scoffed.

"They're okay! don't you dare disrespect my fans," Louis warned.

"That's all because of you, you're such an ungrateful idiot Louis"

"Ungrateful? Me? Yeah right. I didn't ask for help did I?"

"You know what, I should've never came here" I said straightening my posture only to cry in pain.

"Your hand is fractured, instead of blabbering nonsense thank God your legs aren't in bad shape or we'd be propably standing in a tribute" he said, I stopped looking at my arm which is now wrapped in a strip of white gauze. Louis lifted my leg holding it up sitting down on the sofa before placing my feet on his thigh. Rubbing a creme on my soar uppermost joint of my leg, unhooking my anklet and rubbing more I hissed hitting him.

"Guess it's not in a very good shape then," I hit him with my toes making him hold my leg tighter. "Stop fouckin moving" he gripped my leg.

"Stop hurting me stupid" I shouted. He lost his words looking down at my bruised legs rubbing circles blowing cold air on it before wrapping gauze carefully.

"That's really foolish of you, and top all that - you came here! walking! the hell were you thinking." he said placing my leg gently back on the sofa.

"You obviously weren't thinking either going out naked"

"Are you blind I definitely was not, just to your pervert eyes" Louis replied throwing stuff in the trash can.

"WHAT? You didn't have a bodyguard!"

"Oh really, now that's not showing off. And I can protect myself okay"

"Roger that" I scoffed.

"Do you have any idea how horribly your body is bruised!"

"I can ask your fans!" I mocked, shrugging my shoulder making me wince yet again feeling pain in my back.

"What?" Louis asked.

"Nothing" I replied.

"What is it?" He asked coming closer.

"Nothing I'm fine" I defended. Louis bent down on his knee before me moving my hair to the side. He slid my shirt down my shoulder.

"Fouckk" he cursed. "Take it off" he demanded getting up and getting more bandeges. I did huffing he sat behind me, "Nothing's wrong my @$$ your back is bruised badly. How many fouckin times did you fall and get hit there!" He scolded, I didn't reply leaning my head on the sofa's back cushions. I felt Louis's fingers pull the strip of my bra to the side, struggling I put his suffers to an end unclipping the clasp slipping it down my arms. His actions stopped, brushing his fingertips down my spine. I inhaled sharply, his touch putting my tholes to an end.

Shortly, Louis started cleaning my bruises and markes. I slipped my bra back on waiting for him to finish, when he did he clasped my bra back in place lingering there for a second before exhaling his breath hitting my bare back I felt both his hands on my shoulders. I placed my un-bandeged hand on his, my eyes softening as I wished he'd let them stay there. However, he escaped my hand getting up leaving me.

I recovered, laying my head back on the soft material yet leaving my hand on my shoulder as if I could still feel Louis's touch on there.

Is it real or am I going out of my mind? He really hates me. I bet any girl has a touch that'd make him fall in love, how do they do that? I wanna try it too. I looked up at the ceiling trying to shake the tigles of his fingertips off; as it burned deep on my skin.

I felt my tears brimming, shit I'm getting way too emotional than I've ever in my 18 years of life. Maybe this once I can cry for no reason, or maybe it's just too many reasons. I flicked the stupid streaks off, it feels like choking when you want to do just anything to make the guy you hurt forgive you but at the same time chaotic when your sinister mind won't let you look bad under any circumstances. But I mean, no regrets right - I reminded my damaged brain.

"I'm sorry," I muttered as I felt Louis' presence around me, I look up at him to see him eyeing me like he was holding a thousand words behind his blue pupils. "I'm so sorry Louis" I apologized, not lowering my gaze. I leaned back down, not wanting him to see how vulnerable I was.

I neve felt so pathetic in my entire existence, "can you walk?" He asked helping me up. I nodded concentrating on his touch on my back and forearm. I also got distracted by the nail scratches on my stomach and chest to notice I've stepped on my seemingly broken heel.

"Fouckin shit!" Louis cursed, when my knees gave up catching me in time. Before I got a chance to say anything Louis gently placed a hand on my lower back and another on the back of my thighs carrying me up.
"You're in for at least 2 weeks grounded when your mom sees this"

"You told her?" I asked, flicking my stained cheeks.

"Of course I did, and you look so bad."

"I don't care it was worth it"

"Yeah and that's because you're fighting my fights for me" Louis rolled his eyes scoffing sarcastically.

"No your mom is doing that" I replied equally.

He buffed, "you better not fight anymore with anyone especially young girls in the street, who knows next time there might be casualties"

"Whatever," I rolled my eyes, leaning in his arms my eyes lingering on his chest tattoo. He placed my half naked body on his bed, "get some rest" he pointed.
"Do you need anything?" He asked.

"No I'm good," I said lifting one pillow up, yet groaning as uncomfortable pain shot in my back and arms.

"Shit, what am I supposed to do now ha" Louis shouted.

"Nothing! I didn't ask for anything okay. I'm fine I'll leave in a few!" I gritted.

"Yeah and I'm supposed to be cool with your half fractured body and help you get through it or am I supposed to file a complian on the people who had beaten you up"

"Nothing okay! Do nothing, I'll be fine I'm taking full responsibility " I said.

He twirled his tongue in his mouth, balling his fists breathing in. "Come here" I whispered. He rolled his eyes taking short steps towards me sitting on bed.

"What?" He asked.

I bit the sides of my cheeks, "I want something" I said.

"What hurts? I have meds,"

"No I want..." I started, looking at Louis he waited for me in anticipation. Those eyes that once looked at me like I was a piece of art.
I leaned in slightly, needy for it all. "I want you to touch me." Well if sweet talk, which I knew nothing of apparently, didn't buy me his forgiveness, which I also didn't know why I needed so fast and bad, then I've one thing left to do. His eyes widened slightly, boring into mine.

Fouuuck him, cross that, make love. Something I never had and since I basically had no energy whatsoever it seems like the perfect timing to take it slow. I waited for him to say something, hiding the glow in my eyes when he started to leane in and whisper.

"You've officially lost it Nina"

"I know I won't do anything, I can't anyway. Please - I want... to know how it feels like to make love to someone"

"Are you stupid, sorry you're fouckin crazy! Why don't you ask Camton I'm sure he can help" Louis said.

"It doesn't feel how it does with you" I whispered.

"Get away from me Nina, first thing you should know about making love those two people whom are willing to give their all to each other have to be on ground speaking terms. And be actually in love, half of which we don't share."

"I still want to do it with you - right now" I added.

"And guess what I don't want" Louis threw at me getting up, mindlessly I held his hand about to tell him to wait. When he snatched his hand back "don't touch me" he shouted, hitting me with the back of his hand on my shoulder making my arms hit my chest which of course led to an unplanned shrill.

I was now laying on bed, "Bloody hell I'm sorry fouuck... I mean are you okay?" Louis asked. His fingertips delicately pushing my hair away from my cheek and forehead. I didn't move, didn't turn, eyes fixed on the side window, chest heaving. I didn't quite know what to do; but I felt weak.

"Nina" Louis whispered. I didn't bother looking at him because for all I knew those blue ocean eyes would only make my tears stream. My eyes widened when I felt, wet- lips on my chest. I turned my head to be met by Louis's brown soft hair tickling my face, his biting on my skin grew rougher then I remembered.

I moaned softly, my back arching he held my hips roughly putting me down. I breathed loudly my eyes wild trying to make what just happened. His eyes grew darker, biting his lip looking down at me. My mouth dry, chest on fire I diverted my eyes to where his mouth once was. Taking a sharp in take of breath as the sight.

Shortly Louis intertwined our hands pinning them above my head to continue what he started kissing and biting on my stomach, leaving soft kisses on my already bruised skin.

"I still remember the feeling I felt when first started talking to you" I heard Louis I locked eyes with him, he doesn't just give me butterflies anymore it's the whole damn zoo. I wonder how things would be if he hadn't walked into my life.

"Do you hate me?" I asked my voice just above a whisper.

"I should, I really should hate you for hurting me.." He started, I closed my eyes letting the tears escape swallowing my pride. "But I hate myself for letting you hurt me" he added, my cue to sob.
His kisses travelled to my cheek. "My feelings came back for you the minute I saw you Nina"

"Then they never left?" I asked, swallowing the lump in my throat.

"Guess not" he said.

"I'm sorry, I care about you" I said.

Louis's face tightness made it clear he was getting angry. "Last time we spoke you made it clear you didn't give a damn about me Nina; now all of a sudden I'm supposed to believe that you care!"

"I'm....." I didn't know what to say. Looks like hurting a man's pride isn't easy to fix as expected.

"Do you even have any idea how I felt, hearing something that legitimately crushed me but had to act like everything was okay? And that my world didn't just end!"

"No I Don't"

"You're damn right you don't" he said letting go of my wrist. With so much work, I was able to lift my body up. Louis got up walking towards the window avoiding me, nevertheless I followed him. Genuinely feeling like passing out, I placed a hand on his shoulder ducking under his arm and standing in the tight space in front of him.

"Love me now? Just tonight" I whispered.

"You literally can't lift your body up Nina, that's a suicide mission"

"I'd rather die that way" I whispered.

Louis held the back of my neck kissing me deeply. I gasped at the intensity wrapping my arms around his neck. I wasn't even turned on, no I just loved the feeling behind it. Just how slow it was going, he unclasped my bra. Sliding it down my arms, taking my black jenes off along with his joggers not leaving my lips a second except to look at me. Louis dodged lifting my thighs up wrapping them around his waist.
True we're not something, but we definitely aren't nothing. Maybe when I'm inexcusably drunk I'd be able to openly tell him.
Have you ever wanted something so badly but you just know you'll never get it, so you don't bother going after it.

My hard nibbles pressed tightly against Louis's chest, he grabbed my bum making me moan. I had totally forgotten the world lost in the way his fingertips burned tingles on my skin. My eyes rolled at the back of my head when Louis pressed his hard member to my clothed center.

"Want to know a secret," I said kissing his neck. "I can't stop thinking about you" I added creasing his cheek, then leaning ever so slowly connecting our lips.

"You're too good to be true Lou" I said brushing my fingers over his soft lips connecting our foreheads. Uniting our bodies making them one when he placed my body on bed, my back hurting and arching.

"I can't take the heartbreak"

"I know, I'd ruin myself trying to fix you"

"I'm not broken"

"You're not I'm" I said kissing his lips.

"Would you tell strangers about me"

"Yeah" I said, brushing his hair away.

"I was so in love with you that I ignored how horribly you treated me" Louis said, pulling a condom on.

"I love you too Louis, I'm sorry I pushed you away" I said, wrapping my legs around him - ignoring how he put his words in past tense. I'm hoping this can at least fix half of what's been broken.

**

Louis chuckled, "I can't believe you made me do this" shaking his head out of breath.

"You're not stuck with me"

"Maybe I want to be stuck with you" he replied turning his head to look at me. I responded with a deep passionate kiss, "can we go again?"

"Yeah, I'm ready for my 6th orgasim" I giggled, letting him spread my legs Louis laughed "I know you're not like a thing or anything, but I just want to let you know you mean a lot to me" I said, leaving small kisses on his throat.

"God! The more I try to forget about you the more I remember" Louis said removing chunks of hair away from my face.

"Kiss me" I whispered.

I got lost yet again, pulling him closer by this thighs my hands traveling to his back.

Louis had his hand on the back of his head looking at the ceiling, I was laying on my side admiring him. I was starting to get more and more greedy by the minute; I miss how he'd hold me and draw circles on my skin while telling me jokes I never wanted to hear but still laughed hysterically on.

"Hay wanna hear a ceiling joke" I whispered.

He chuckled, "hmm"

"So I was staring at my ceiling I'm not sure how long I've been staring but I'm sure its up there"

"I'm positive that's not how you say it. It's not the best but it's up there you're supposed to say." Louis said.

"Whatever, have you heard any other ceiling jokes"

"No" Louis retorted throwing his arm over his eyes.

"That's because it's over your head" I toned my voice. Seeing Louis's lips twitch I mentally danced For someone who hates jokes and jokres I did pretty good.
"I'm homesick for arms that don't want to hold me" I pouted.

He rolled his eyes, nevertheless pulling me closer smiling I laid my head on his chest.

I buried my face in the crook of his neck nibbling there, Louis started chuckling moving his head. "Stop it" he whined.
I hummed no pulling his face closer, he gripped my bum making me stop and bit moaning. I moved unintentionally further on my side, my hold on Louis' cheek toughened. "Bbe you okay?" He asked softly looking at me.
I removed my hand laying on my back, letting out a sharp in take of breath screaming. "Nina!" Louis got up.

I breathed heavily, closing my eyes and swallowing. "I'm fine" I nodded. His fingertips brushed my cheekbones, moving my hair.
I opened my eyes to see him staring at me.
What's that look supposed to mean? His features infuriated, he looked down for a moment before looking at me as if he just regreted feeling worried about me. I wanted to tell him, though I was deeply touched by his solicitude. However, none of that was said for he broke me into pieces by saying:

"I don't want to see you again" Louis said.

Oh, didn't see that coming.

Hello beautiful readers, so finished this chapter today, 9the of April 2017 omg!!! Harry's Sign of The Times!!! And omg that radio interview with Nick Grimmshow is legit.. It was amazing 🌋🌻
I saw a different side of Hazza, but one thing can't seem to make me fully happy besides Wifi and Harry two of which I'm incredibly greatful for. Norah... She still is out! I hope she's okay🌼
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