Nina P. O. V

I made my way to Lottie's house after school. Knocking it took a few minutes before Diazy came opening the door for me hugging me and telling me it's good to see me. I made my way to Lottie's room knocking she called me come in. Her posture changed when she saw me, she turned back to her studies tieing her hair up before pushing her chair to the back turning to look at me. "Hay" was all she said.

"Hi, you left school?" I asked.

"Louis saw our text messages" she replied, diverting from the subject. I swallowed the lump in my throat at the new info, "I'm so sacred for him Nina. He's really hurt Nina, you hurt him really bad. I shouldn't be talking to you."

"I know I'm sorry,"

"And you left with no explanation? The hell was that?"

"My grandma I told..."

"Don't give me that I went to your house your dad told me she's better. Why didn't you come back?"

"I just wanted to get away, I.. "

"You  wanted to get away? You were having a hard time? Nina you slept with someone while going out with someone else! That's the definition of.. " she stopped and didn't complete, shaking her head. "Look you need to fix this, I've see my brother go in and out of relationships but no breakup left him like this. You fix this if you want us to stay friends."

"But you said that we'll still be friends either way Lottie" I defended.

"Yes I did, and you said even if it came from you. Did you know that's was gonna happen? that's low Nina"

"What are you hinting Lottie, you can't possibly be thinking I meant this!"

"I'm not hinting to anything Nina, I don't want no trouble I just want my goofy brother back." she replied turning around crossing her arms. I knew she wanted me out, so that's what I did I turned around leaving.

"I'm sorry Lottie I really am, I just knew Louis is too nice for me. He'd never hurt anyone, I'm sorry. I'll leave, come back to school though don't miss out because of me" with that I left her house walking to mine, to a crazy announcement.

"Is this serious?" I asked dad.

"Yes! It'll  just be  temporary, look at the good side though you'll get to see all your friends again!" Dad exclaims.

"I know, I'm happy for that but why so suddenly? I mean I sure can finish those papers at the end of the year right?"

"We are already at the end of the year Nina, sweety it's just 2 months or less to graduation" mom reasoned.

"You have to finish the paperwork from L.A because basically that's where you had your education, if you want to enter college." Dad told me.

"Fine okay, how long will it take?" I asked.

"2 week, 10 days if you're fast," mom told me.

"I have no idea what to do mom please come with?" I begged.

"Of course I will, you could sign divorce papers hence, why I will come to avoid any jail time" mom joked.

"Ha ha" I mocked, "I'm not that naive"

"Define naive" mom sased, drinking her coffee, making dad laugh.

"Your game is upgrading honey" dad said, I looked at him 'like really dad! You're doing this now' he cleared his throat pointing at me, "and no private universities"

I rolled my eyes nodding, "fine"

In no time I had my bags packed for the airplane leaving tomorrow morning. I texted Lottie again with a long @$$ message explaining the current situation, to which she surprisingly enough took smoothly and wished me a happy flight, and luck with my university.

Most of the team were also taking a few days off school, apparently I was the only one late for the train and everyone was securing their places in college. Some travelled, and others registered on the internet but most were taking time off school. Thank God my parents were keeping up, with everything that's been happening lately I was distant and lost most days.

What did you do to me Tomlinson?

I made my way to the departure gate waiving at Dakota and Asher and Dad and a few of my friends whom were kind enough to bid their sayonaras to my mom and I.
At the back of my mind I had wished for at least one of the Tomlinson family to come. But, no sometimes your heart needs more time to understand what your mind already knows.

As soon as my flight took off I lulled myself to sleep, on Louis's melodic voice. At least I have 15 hours less to not think of him, even if it meant him being the one putting me to that.

When I arrived my whole team was waiting for me in the airport, they made quite a scene when they caught sight of me. Ahmm nothing better than being surrounded by the right people, but are they? Of course they're. I missed those girls so so much.

I went to my house first changed and showered, then mom and I took off to see our friends planning on resting today and starting work tomorrow. We wouldn't want to sloth around,not that we were such organized people but dad would probably drag the both of us all the way from the States to England.

I had a wicked, 'wicked?' Louis is rubbing off on me. Next thing I know I be calling everyone 'babe' and 'love!' Anyhow, I had a good time with my friends all day.

Subsequently, hours were passing so quickly and my days were moving even faster. I had surpassed all expectations of myself as I was sinking further into the guilt. I should apologize, shouldn't I? I mean I sure own the blue eyed boy an apology, only I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I thanked The Lord mom came with me, because saying there was a lot of work and places to go would be an understatement. While I did almost nothing mom did all the work and driving, if I may add.

It wasn't that long that we stayed in L.A so I decided I needed some time alone to think, after doing one less lonely shopping trip for mom I took a Taxi to my favorite fancy restaurant. I thankfully found a seat, not because it was empty but because Mrs. Julie was my friend. I had helped her granddaughter out of an asthma attack last year and since then whenever I visit she clears up a table for me and offers me huge discounts. Such a lovely lady, I greeted her and her son who also happens to be working tonight and made my orders. I spaced out, going to places with my imagination. I heard someone call my name, pulling me out of my cubicle. Looking up smiling politely, I got up.

"Hey, what a pleasant surprise." I said kissing and hugging the taller guy.

"What are you doing here?" He asked sitting down in front of me.

"Uhmm. It's a long story I'm finishing up paperwork for university, because you know I use to live here"

"Yeah right, Lou did mention once you lived in L. A for how long you staying?" He asked playing with rings on his fingers.

"I'm leaving tomorrow,"

"Oh, well have a safe flight." He told me.

"How's Louis?" I whisper ask, as our talk dies down.

"I should be asking you that Nina, he's not well. You obviously took a wrong step?"
I nodded, "he never stopped talking about you you know, he's my best friend. I'm not sure what happened and I don't want to know, I just want to say : if you're lucky if you're the luckiest if you're the luckiest on the entire planet..."

"I get it,  your point is?"

"Right, I was saying, if you're favoured - the person you love will decide to love you back. You're horrible at acting you don't care you know,"

His words were cutting to the chase, but pissing me off too he was too straight forward and I hated it. He chuckled, "everyone has a heart break that changes them, you'll know what I mean when you let him go" he said. My eyes softened and all anger left me at peace, "I should've just apologized I would've been happier" he continued, muttering to himself more like.

"I'm.. I'm sorry"

"Don't be, it's fine. People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone, truth is you do - you just never thought you'd lose it" as if on cue the waitress came placing my food down.

"What do you think I should do?" I asked, I was certain I should be asking myself.  Smiling he looked down, I knew exactly what he and I both knew should happen.

"I should get going now," he started getting up.

I nodded, getting up as well to say goodbye. Before he disappeared behind the corner I had made up my stubborn mind and decided I should thank him.

"Harry!" I called. He turned back around looking at me. "Thank you so much" I mouthed,  he smiled pretending to take off the hat for me bending down.

"You're welcome m'lady" he replied.
I smiled, flicking my tears off. He stopped, walking back to me and wrapping his arms around me. "Hey, it's okay. You'll be okay,"

"I'm so sorry, Harry he hates me. I said some really horrible stuff!"

Hello beautiful readers, Yes! Finally I'm back yo writing this the spark had left me a very long while ago but thankfully came back TODAY!  8th of March, 2017 @ 3:36 AM
HAPPY TO SAY FINISHED this is in one day, actually couple of hours I had no idea what I was doing. Took precisely 2 hours and half lol ;)
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