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"What do you mean he didn't accept my rejection for marriage! " I asked in a high voice.
"Zelene... I didn't know what happened yesterday but King Everard don't like your attitude that he wants to punish you. " that guy is making my life hell " By accepting that marriage, he wants to marry you, my daughter. "

What! What did he say? He wants to marry me! I will never marry him, I will rather kill myself than to have him as my husband.

"No, I will not marry him! I will either be dead than be with him! " I saw my parents gasp in what I said.
"Zelene! " my father scream my name while easing my mother's back because she was crying in what I said. "Don't ever mention about dying to us, ever since you were young you are always saying ' I die hanging myself ' do you know how much we are devastated hearing those word from our little daughter at such a young age? We are like stabbed in our heart. " while he is getting teary " If you don't want to get married, then don't we will protect you. "

I walk towards my parents and hug them while I'm crying. I didn't mean to hurt them by my words, I was young back then and so confuse in the memories in my mind that I didn't know I was hurting them.

"I'm sorry mother and father. I didn't mean to hurt you both... I want to say all that's in my mind back then but I can't because I have past memories that will make both of your lives in danger. " I remove my mother's tear.
"What do you mean with that, Zelene? " my mother asked me while holding my hand.
"I remember my past memories mother, those memories where I get betray and kill myself. "

I said this to my parents, I wanted, to be honest with them. I don't want to hurt my parents again, I want them to understand why I can't accept that marriage. Hearing their gasping and crying makes me sad and lonely.

"I will say the reason I can't accept that marriage. " while giving them a sad smile.
"What is it? " my father said bravely.
"Everard is the one who betrays me, I'm Princess Leanne Redwillow the Fallen Maiden of the Royal Palace of Southwood. "

Making my mother eyes widened and make her cried some more, and also making my father hugs me really hard.

"The reason I can't say all those words to you when I was young is because our kingdom is in a war over the Southwood Kingdom. I don't want to add any problems to you father and mother. I want to love and listen to you in which I didn't do in my past life. But there's only one thing I can not do. "

While listening to me attentively and I smile with sadness surrounding me.

"And that is to marry King Everard... That's the only thing I can't do father and mother. " making my mother nod and she hugs me.
"Don't worry we will do anything in our power, so we can separate you two. " my father said.

I both hug them until they calm down, knowing that they are so shocked at what I said. After some time they bring me to my room and let me sleep so I can forget anything.

For my parents, I know that I was hurting and it takes a lot of guts to say all that.

When I was alone again in my room; I lay down and I succumb myself to the white ceiling in which I didn't admire because I remember my dead while looking at those white walls.

I just close my eyes and wait for what will happen for tomorrow or the next day.