Sometimes I wonder why I even have friends...I bore everyone and annoying them too. Even my best friends... I sit here sobbing with my cat as comfort. I feel like they could leave me at anytime. I don't deserve friends. My boyfriend doesn't even seem to care. I'm hurt and I feel ignored. Who would even miss me if i was gone? 

@walkawayfrommoney is my main comfort source. But i feel like i could lose her at anytime . she would miss me...anyone else would be happy to have me out of their life...

@ShadowTay and @JESTER-OVERLORD  i feel should be mentioned as best friends

along with @sunnysadup and 

Edit: Fixed and added two other main friends