Hey guys there gonna be slow updates on this book....

I'm trying best to do so many things and......

I've been working in other things as well....

In school its a big thing for the 8th graders and since I'm one.....

UHHHHH!!!!!!

Im saying that I have to worry about so many things......

I have to sign up for classes and see what's best for me and my career as a writer.......

And if it means spending less time in wattpad I'll do it.......

And I'm sorry if you dont like this but its the best for me.......

This app ad given me soooo many things to improve on my skills.......

I've been having so much thought about this and it breaks my heart......

Having a fear of losing my
hopes
Dreams
Faith......

Its all so hard to handle.....
I'm growing up and thats so hard to do.........

Having to get a job, a home, a
f-f-family...... It put so much pressure on me......

I dont want to leave the wattpad world.....

I want to be here with you guys having so much fun......

But when I have to look for all of those things.....

I get scared.....

Getting older and facing the real world......

Its pretty scary I know......

But we can make it through together.....

There's always darkness in this world but that one light can help you see the bright side of thing's.

I'm the second oldest in my family......

They all say that I have to be like my younger sister...   .

She gets amazing grades, she has so many friends and she has the support of my mom.....

I never struggled to be in the spot light.... But when I need it the most the family help.....they only look at my sister.....

She wants her to be a success in life that she forgets me......

I do get good grades I try so hard it's just that I can't be like her.....

They know that I can't be like her but they just want me to try to be like HER!!!

I never get the chance to tell others what I feel......

Enough about this......
I'm getting over ahead of myself....

I hope you don't mind.....

I'm really going threw things.....

I'm so sorry.....

I hope you have a great day....