Monday - 9:49 A.M.
October 13, 2015
Momo

Ty came back with Zain's food a while ago with Monique and Nik tailing him.

Watching Zain devour his food like it's his last meal broke my heart. Spoons after spoons were rapidly being placed in his mouth with some even missing his mouth. There were some small residue on the corners of his mouth and on his gown.

It's saddening, Enzo must've treated him harshly. It's most likely why Nunu didn't want him anywhere near her baby. All I can think about is that this is my fault.

If it hadn't been my idea to invite random people into our community, we'd wouldn't have had a mole. If it weren't for my persistence on trying to find Nunu, she'd still be safe and happy with Zain. It's my fault, Nunu and Zain had to go through this, it was my fault from the jump.

"Did the doctor come in yet?" Daniel said, walking into the room. He had went to go talk with the French officials about what had happened when the plane was landing.

"No" I said shaking my head. Daniel sighed as he came forth to take a look at Zain. Zain was playing softly with a little toy car, his mind was in his own little world. Completely blocking out the traumatic event that's going on now.

Daniel moved some of his curly hectic hair out of his eyesight, he smiled, "I saw your brother, he's a little fighter." Daniel said bringing Zain's attention to him.

Zain smiled a little before going back to play with the car, "Grandma said that when Ant was getting better after that mean man threw him at the wall."

Our hearts stopped, he did what?!!!! Everyone remained still as they imagined the event playing in their heads. Oh poor baby, I should've killed Enzo, I should've made him suffer!!

Monique cleared her throat, "Um let's talk about happy things. What fun stuff did you do with your brother?" She asked.

Zain shrugged his shoulders and began taking parts of the toy car apart. "We used to play hide and go seek with his mommy but then the mean man killed her. So when Grandma came she took us to the park every day but then she left. And that's when that mean man separated me and Ant."

This is going no where, all the good that had happened turned out bad. Making him reminisce that will make him sad, no sadder.

"Is Ant his real name?" Ty asked

Zain shook his head no, "I call him Ant because he's always crawling on the floor like an Ant. And his real name is hard to say, but I do know how to spell it." He said happily.

We chuckled, "Do you wanna spell it for us?" Daniel asked. Zain shrugged his shoulders, "I guess."

Quickly I moved to get a pencil or pen and paper. I found a pen in my purse, while Daniel randomly popped a sheet of paper from behind his back. We gave him the materials and watched him write.

With his left hand he scrabble some letters on the paper and when he was done, the letters spelled Antonio. "Antonio? Is that your brother's name?" Nik asked

Zain nodded happily, "Yes that's his name."

The door opened and in walked a doctor, followed by two nurses. "Good Morning." The doctor cheerfully said with his thick heavy accent coating his English words.

Only Daniel returned the greeting, its not a good morning at all.

We watched them check up on Zain while having small talks with us. Well not 'us' mostly Daniel since his friendly ass talk to everyone.

"Ok everything is fine, the bruises will heal up in a couple of days and if you feed him on the pace of the schedule I gave you, he should be gaining weight and strength."The doctor said cheerfully. Can he just stop smiling? There's nothing to smile about.

"What about Ant and Janunu? Can we go see them?" Nik asked.

The doctor's mouth kept closed as he tried to think of how to break the news to us. Even his nurses looked away from us, keeping to themselves, not wanting to spill the tea.

We waited impatiently for 30 seconds before Monique spoke up, "Pull your tongue out of the cat's grip and speak." She said annoyed.

The doctor cleared his throat, "Um, we've made no progress on Ms. Williams. She's received lots of damage to her head resulting to her possibly being brain dead, we won't know until she wakes from her coma like state."

Brain dead?!!
Coma like state?!!

"W-wait a minute, so your telling me y-you can't..fix my sister?" Ty said trying to keep in his tears and yells.

The doctor lowered his head, "I'm sorry but we will try everything to heal and keep her alive."

That "keep her alive" part drew Zain into the conversation. "W...what do you mean by 'keep her alive.'" He said about to cry. His lips trembled and his eyes we're beginning to water.

Oh no not again, "Zain, your mom is doing fine." I smiled through my tears as I reached to touch him. He aggressively snatched his hand out of my grasp, "N..no! Your lying! He said keep her alive! So my mommy is dying!"

Zain quickly threw the bed sheets off of him and tried to run out the room, Nik picked him up and held him back, "Let me go! I wanna see my mommy!!" He cried out as he reached for the door.

His legs repeatedly kicked Nick's chest, trying to release himself from his tight hold. "Please!" He plead, my heart broke I can't take this-

Beep
Beep
Beep
Beep

A rapid beeping noise sounded down the hallway, then the doctor and nurses rushed out. Zain took an advantage of the sudden chaos and sent Nik a powerful kick to his lungs, pushing out all the air.

Then he jumped down and ran out the room. "Fuck!" Ty yelled before running after him. I stayed with Nik and kneeled down with him. He coughed out loud excessively, "G..go, I'm ok."

I was about to say something when he shut me up with a yell, "Just go!" He yelled. My body reacted to his command and immediately went to go help Tyrone chase down Zain.

I followed after the small herd of running nurses to a room, where Zain was forcefully trying to get in. Tyrone stood back and watched Zain bang on the door as he yelled out his pleas to see his mom.

I grabbed Zain's hand and pulled him towards the big window where you can see what's happening inside.

He froze at the sight of seeing his mom plugged up with tubes and bandages. Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry. And I cried, I'm so sorry Nunu. I'm so so sorry this happened to you.

"M..mommy..." Zain softly said as he approached the window. We all watched as the doctors shocked my sister's irregular heartbeat with an AED.

"Dégagement!"
(Clear!)

Please, please, please be okay. Fight Nunu please fight. Your a fighter Nu, you've been fighting your entire life, don't give up now. Especially when you have people here who need you.

"Dégagement!"
(Clear!"

Nunu's heartbeat got faster, the beeping noise increased and the pressure on me got heavier. Come on Nunu, come on.

"Dégagement!"
(Clear!"

The beeping stopped and went flat lined, "N..no...no." This can not be happening, please not Nunu! I haven't even said sorry to her, no no no no!

Beep

Beep

Beep

I looked back at Tyrone to make sure, I wasn't the only one hearing that. His teary face showed me his pearly white smile, he began laughing happily and hugged me, "She's ok! She's ok!" He yelled out before going to pick up Zain.

He spun a crying Zain around in circles, "Your mom is gonna be ok." He happily said, hugging the life out of Zain. The amount of joy i was in knocked me off of my feet, she's ok. My sister will live!

~

Friday - 2:14 P.M.

We had Nunu transported back to the states on Tuesday, things have been going well. Ever since that traumatic moment back in France. Doctors was able to finally look into Nunu's condition.

The good news is that she's perfectly fine, she'll heal in due time. Though the bad news is that, she's not waking up. She's not in a coma but she just won't wake up, it's like she's in a deep sleep.

Doctors are still doing tests and all that other crap to see what's going on, so while they do that I've made sure to have Zain see her everyday.

Oh and I almost forgot, his adorable little brother is out of the hospital and doing well. No one has been able to touch Ant without Zain's consent.

Zain does everything for his brother, he cleans him, feeds him, play with him, and even change him. He's also made sure to introduce Ant to Nunu's sleeping state.

It was pretty funny since Ant was reckless and kept trying to pull Nunu's hair and play with the machines.

Anyways it's time to go see Nunu.