Suicidal (Y/n)
((Y/n)'s POV)
I stood there, ready to jump. I knew someone would try and get me down, but I didn't care. I didn't deserve to live, I was just a nuisance, a pest. The only two people who say they cared, propably thought I was an annoyance. My dad was in prison, my mom was depressed, and the kids picked on me cause I'm different. Yuzu and Yuya only met me because they found me crying in preschool.
"(Y/n)?" I turned to see Yuya, his face full of concern. He ran up to me.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"I should be asking you the same thing. Why are you so close to the edge?" Yuya asked. I wanted to cry a little, knowing this would be our last encounter.
"I'm leaving and never coming back" I answered, tears in my eyes. Yuya looked confused before understanding.
"You can't just leave like this" he says.
"And why not?" I asked. He walks closer, his cheeks tinted.
"We'd all miss you, especially me" I always liked Yuya, but this was too late, my decision was decided. Confessing now would make since as my last memento.
"Before I go I'd like to say that I've always..... I've a-always l-l-like—" I was interrupted by a pair of lips touching mine. I kissed back.
"I love you..... Goodbye..." I tear up before stepping back and pushing off. The last thing I seen was a tearful Yuya reaching out for me, screaming no. The last thing I heard was my impact. I died happy.
(Yuya's POV)
(Y/n) jumped off, I couldn't grab her in time. I immediately ran down the stairway of the building to find her on the ground, a smile on her face. Her pulse was gone, I could feel the tears. I held her hand as I dialed 911.
Everyone was sad after the incident. None of us had smiled, it always seemed to rain. Her funeral had everyone in tears, even her father. The news devastated everyone. Her smile and laugh haunted me. Memories flooded my mind.
'Your hair is shaped like a tomato! Hehe!' The first time we met.
'Whatever, tomato head' the annoying nickname
'Thanks Yuya! I love it!' The first gift I ever gave her.
'Next time we battle, I'm gonna win!' Our first duel.
The days we watched movies together and she'd fall asleep.
'Yuya, are you ok? You look sick with your face red like that' the first time she made me blush.
'I love you..... Goodbye....' the last time I ever seen her smile.
It drove me crazy. I couldn't eat, sleep, anything. We were walking back to school when Yuzu spoke.
"It's been pretty... different without (Y/n) around" she looked down. I looked down to.
"What was the last thing she said to you?" I asked Yuzu.
"'Want some ice cream.' What'd she say to you?" I blushed immediately.
"She told me she loved me. She kissed me and then jumped off the building. I-I could've done something to stop it, but I wasn't fast enough. It's all my fault"
"No it's not! None of us knew anything about how she was feeling. She wouldn't tell anyone anything. Don't blame yoursel—"
"I still could've stopped it! I'm a terrible friend! Yuzu, I loved her! She was my soulmate, my everything! I could've stopped this!"
"Yuya, calm down!" Yuzu grabbed my hand and squeezed it. I looked at her and ran. To many people disappeared in my life, I can't have her disappear too.
I didn't see it, nor hear it, a car. At least I can avenge her death.
I'll be with you soon, (Y/n)
(No POV)
'Yuya's just in a coma. Nothing but injuries and tons of blood loss. Do you know what could have led to this, Ms. Sakaki?"
"Well......"
A/n: This is done! Sorry about the feels train coming to this stop, but suicide is a big and real thing that effects tons of lives and this is one example. If you ever feel suicidal, feel free to message me, I've been through this before. Tomorrow will have a usually happy oneshot and only the father in prison part is cannon to most of the oneshots in this book. MCI Out, Peace😜
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