I will be posting this in a lot of stories in order just to get this off my chest.
I've noticed that I've lost like 1K followers, and I just wanna say, that I completely understand why, and it's kinda made me realize something.

You all are great, you're not the problem at all. You've been so supportive over EVERYTHING I've done for the past two years, and it's been so amazing seeing your comments, hell, I still get blown away by the fact that you guys are STILL reading and STILL enjoying my stuff, even to this day.
I'm so honored to have people like you guys, and you'll always have a special place in my heart
You guys care so much, and you've given so much to me. Good times, embarrassing times, sad times. Everything.
And I'm so happy to have inspired you guys. To have to an extent, saved people's lives. Like hell, that's a crazy feat.
I've been able to make you cry, laugh, and cringe so much in my stories, I'm so happy to have you guys.
But, I'm sad I can't give you guys what you deserve back.
I'm unmotivated, lazy and selfish. And to an extent, I really don't deserve awesome people like you.

I won't be updating much at all, and I just wanted to say that up front.
I just don't really know if it's entirely plausible at this point for me to continue.
I mean, I've tried so many times to motivate myself, and get my ass up and write and do all of this cool stuff for you.
But it's just not working...
I'm just not that interested anymore, and once again, it's not you guys' fault.

I'm just not a trustworthy, responsible, and productive human being.
I mean hell, I'm trying to get over an addiction to my phone right now.
I don't know if I'll be able to write such great stuff for you anymore...
And I feel bad, I REALLY don't deserve you guys, I mean, truthfully I don't.

If I continue writing, I think I might like a fresh start...
Clean slate, try and get some stuff done.
So I'm going to give it one last try... Don't know if it'll work. But I'm gonna try anyways, and I just wanna tell you.
Don't be disappointed if it fails.
I have some ideas, I'll try some stuff out.
If you wanna skype with me, kewl.
If you wanna talk to me Wattpad is a bich and isn't sending me dm notifications.

I'm going to try and set my life on the right track with school and everything else.
So what better way to start being productive, then to do it with you guys?...

Once again, it's just an idea, don't be surprised if I fail.

I'm sorry to have been so distant and such.

Thank you for your support and I hope you enjoy my current works.

-Megan.