Forewords

A/N: Okay winglin is jut being plain weird today. I tried like a MILLION times to get into my GinaBean2 account and my old one, but it just wouldn't let me. So in the mean time I guess since it allowed me to make a new account, I'll start one of my new stories. It's a YunJae! As usual it's a BoyXBoy love so if you don't like, PLEASE do not read and leave nasty comments. It doesn't do you or the author OR the readers of the stories any good. Thanks so much for the support and whenever I can get back into my account, I'll update and finish "Hate That I Love You."

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Main Couple: YunJae

Characters: Changmin-Yunho's friend, Taeyeon-JaeJoong's ex- girlfriend, Heechul- The hair dresser, Siwon- Has a thing for JaeJoong(shows up later in the story.)

Side Couples: YooSu, KiMin and otheres to come as the story progresses

Rating: Mild(for language), but may turn mature as the story goes on.(There will be warnings when the time comes)

Summary: What do you say to a weird guy who asks you to be his boyfriend for ten million won? Well if you're hard up for money the way I am right now, you say: "Hell yes! Where do I sign?" Well it was supposed to be that easy. I was supposed to act gay for a year and then I get my money. But I guess I'm pretty naive to think that any agreement came without any strings attached.

THANK YOU! :^D Chapter 1

Mom Said Never Talk To Strangers

A/N: Due to Winglin's funny behavior today, I've taken it upon myself to create a new account and start my first YunJae story.(For those who don't know, I'm GinaBean2) So I hope this story will be just as much of a success because along with being a huge YooSu lover, I simply adore YunJae. I hope everyone enjoys JaeJoong's personality here and likes the direction of the story. Thank you^^

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"I need four skinny bitchs on wheat buns!" Ever since I could remember, I watched my mom bust her ass everyday working five jobs just to put food in my mouth and cloths on my back. Never once did she complain though. Whenever I'd ask why she worked so hard when it was just the two of us, she'd just say 'It's the job of a mother.' Seven years ago, she died doing the job of a mother before I could do the job of a son. I never got a chace to take care of her.

"Jae, you have clean up duty tonight." I poured glasses of water trying my best not to drop the pitcher.

"No can do Sungmin. I've got to get to my other job after this." I shoved the burgers onto the tray and husled back out into the dinning room. I slipped pass Junsu who was trying his best to hear the custumors order over the loud music.

"Four vegi burgers on wheat buns and water. Enjoy." The giggling girls eyed me as I walked away. I went back to the kitchen and turned in my tray and appron and went into the locker room to get changed. I sighed and put my school uniform back on reminding me that I was nearly failing history for the second semester in a row.

I dashed out of the restaurant on my way to catch the train. It was five minutes until midnight, but my night had just begun.

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"I'm here." I kicked off my shoes and walked through the door, and tripped onto the couch. I was crazy tired.

"Are you going to sleep here tonight." Taeyeon came out of the kitchen to greet me. She was carrying a pipping hot cup of coffee and she looked ready for bed.

"No, not tonight. Jonghyun has as a doctors appointment early tomorrow morning so I've got to get him there on time so I won't be late for school." Jonghyun was my five-year-old nephew. He really was cute as a button. She sighed and sat in the arm chair next to the couch. Lately all she would do is sigh whenever I mentioned something that didn't envolve her.

"You know I really don't understand you. Why are you constantly taking care of everyone else besides yourself?" Because if I don't, no one will. I sighed and looked over at her.

"Taeyeon, we've already been through this. It's my responsibility." She shook her head and began to sip out of the coffee I desperatly needed.

"But you don't have to have so many. Why don't you just move in with me? You can quit on of your jobs and focus on school more." I can't even count how many times she's asked me to do the same thing.

"No." I got up and went to get Jonghyun. I swear, talking to her was like talking to and movng brick wall.

I eased open the bedroom door where he was streached out in the middle of the bed. I bushed his hair out of his eyes and kissed his chubby cheeks. In an instant, lovely dark blue eyes found my own.

"Joongie papa!" He jumped into my arms nearly knocking me over. Hugging his soft little body was always a reliefe at the end of a long day.

"Hi kid. Go back to sleep; it's way to earlier to be awake." He pouted and shook his head no latching onto my neck. I picked him up and carried out into the living room. Taeyeon leaned against the door obviously annoyed.

"You're leaving now? You haven't been here even five minutes." I sighed and shifted Jonghyun to my other arm.

"Tae, I've got a lot to do and Jonghyun is tired." She rolled her eyes and stamped her foot dramaticly. Here we go.

"You know what JaeJoong? I'm really sick of having a boyfriend who has no time for me. I might as well be single." Well I don't need a girlfriend that's always constantly bitching.

"Then why don't you be?" I don't have time to deal with her crap. I have enough on my plate as it is.

"Fine. It's over then. I'm sorry I wasn't high enough on your priorities list." I grabbed Jonghyun's things and headed out the door. Well there goes his babysitter.

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Jonghyun and I got home at around three that morning. I put him to bed in our room and then began to make his lunch for kindergarden. When I was finished, I sat down at the the kitchen table and began to sift through all the bills. That's all they ever sent to this place. I counted up all the money that was needed to pay this months bills and after the total, I'd only have four hundred won ($40 USD)left to live off of for another week.

'Mhm, this must be the newest version of hell.' I licked the last of th envolopes and left them on the counter. I went to the living room where I left my bag and emptied the books out onto the table. Weither it was four thirty in the morning or not, I had math homework that needed to be done.

Two hours later, I managed to get about and hour of sleep before it was time to get up again.

"Come on bud, it's time to get up." Jonghyun whined and streatched a little before his eyes popped open, imdiatly focused on me. He reached up and placed his small hands underneath my eyes.

"Joongie papa, why are your eyes red?" I smiled and placed his hands over my eyes and did a quick peek-a-boo. I guess I probably looked pretty scary with blooshot eyes.

"My eyes are just tired don't worry. Now lets get washed up and put on our uniforms." He smiled happyly and ran off to the bathroom with his uniform in hand. I sighed and streatched before following him. Just call me energizer bunny!

After he ate breakfast we jogged all the way to the bus stop in fear we would miss it. When we got there, people were still waiting so we sat down on the bench and waited.

"Joongie papa, what does it mean to be poor?" It means you live in a crap hole and work all your life like us.

"Poor just means you have a little less than most people. Why do you ask?" he twirled his backpack strap around his finger not looking at me.

"Because yesterday,I asked Minnie if I could use her crayons because mine were broken and she said no because I was poor. All of the other kids started to laugh at me and wouldn't let me use theirs either." I picked him up and placed in my lap smoothing down his out of control hair that memiced mine.

"Don't listen to them. You are not poor, you just don't have everything that the other kids have. I tell you what, I'll buy you a new art set and pencils tomorrow okay. I'll get you the one with two hundred crayons." I didn't know exactly how, but I would. I didn't like to see his dissipointed face because his smiles were the only thing that kept me going.

"Really? You'll do that for me Joongie papa?!" I nodded and planted a big kiss on his cheek. I sighed in reliefe when the bus came. And so another day begins.

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"Bye Joongie papa!" He ran off into the kindergarden catching up with some of his friends. I sighed and walked down the street to my high school already twenty minutes late, but now I was in no hurry.

I was almost to the entrance when I saw a man leaning up against a tree openingly staring in my direction. Causiously I turned around to check each side behind me, but there was no one behind me which meant he was staring at me.

'Well it wouldn't be the first time I've caught the eye of a pervert. From a distance I kind of looked like a girl anyway.

I picked up speed and and passed the man without giving him another glance.

"Excuse me. Do you have a moment?" No. But despite myself I truned around anyway not wanting to be rude.

"Um yes. What can I help you with?" Now that I really looked at him, he was actually kind of handsome. Perverts didn't usually look that good.

"Well my name is Jung Yunho and I was wondering if you'd be my boyfriend." Okay perverts didn't look that good, but apparently crazy people did.

"You want me to be your what now?" What the hell!?Chapter 2

Easy Money?

A/N:Hiya!Well needless to say that I am super excited. I've recieve so many comments on just the first chapter alone and I'm ready to make another chapter worthy of a lot of great comments. Well here's chapter 2!

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"Ahaha wait, wait. Omo, come on be serious! You want me to do what for how much? Oh I'm dying!" I had been laughing now for a good fifteen minutes. The man who had introduced himself as Jung Yunho, sat in front of me looking kind of embarrassed. I guess I was laughing a bit loud. Some of the people in the cafe had even turned to look. I cleared my throat and wipped away the tears that had fallen from laughing so hard.

"Are you done now?" I waved my hand and nodded trying hard to resist laughing again.

"Okay, so can you go over this with me again? Last time I sighned a contract from a stranger, I almost became a porn star." Well that was a different story. His eys widened in apparent horror, but he quickly returned to his serious state.

"I'm asking you to pose as my boyfriend for one year and throughout that time, I will give you as much money as you ask for. When the contract is finished, I'll pay you a full ammount of ten million won. All you have to do is read the conditions." Gosh I thought this type of shit only happened in movies. I nodded and pulled my eyeglass case out of my pocket and put them on. The contract looked pretty legitiment. There were only ten main conditions.

"This is nice and everything, but I have one question: How the hell do you know me in the irst place?" He stractched the back of his neck and looked away. Mhm, was he nervous?

"I've kind of been watching you. A couple of weeks ago I did a background check. I can't just have anyone be my boyfriend right?" Was that supposed to be his way of making a joke? Well if it was, it wasn't funny.

"Dude, what you're trying to say is that you've been following me. Oh I get it! You're what they call a stalker right?" Hell, I wasn't Miley Cyrus. I didn't need some old dude stalking me. I could see from how red he was turning, that he was either angry or frustrated.

"If you put it that way, it sounds like I'm a rapist or something. I have not been stalking you. I don't know where you are every minute of the day and I don't know where you live;I asked for those parts to be left out when I was doing the background check." A very nice stalker. I stood up and folded the the contract in half and stuffed in my bag. I had already missed two of my morning classes and I didn't need to miss a third.

"Look, I have to go. Do you have a business card or something with your contact on it?" He looked slightly startled by my actions, but nodded anyway. He stood up and handed me a card. I took a glance at it and put it in my pocket.

"Thank you for at least considering it. I hope to see you soon." I nodded and ran out of the cafe back down the street to school. It was going to be one of those days.

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"Hey Jae. Why weren't you in class this morning?" Junsu sat down with Yoochun at my table during lunch. I wasn't eating because I didn't have lunch money yet again. I pulled the contract out of my bag and slid it across the table to them.

"That's where I was. I after I dropped Jonghyun off at kindergarden, this guy came up to me and asked me to pose as his boyfriend." Junsu dropped his apple and Yoochun spit his milk out. I picked up Junsu's apple and took a bite out of it.

"I know right?! So crazy." He was looking at the contract wih full intensity while Yoochun was nearly dying from laughter.

"This isn't like the time where you almost became a porno star right?" I shook my head no and started drinking from Yoochun's milk. No need to let it go to waste.

"Nah, it's not like that; I asked this time." Hey I was only fourteen then and really tall for my age.

"Was the guy high? What the hell made him think you of all people were gay?" Junsu slapped him up side the head so hard that I winced.

"Why not? What are you huh? Does a gay person look a certain way huh?" Yoochun was now clinging onto Junsu's arm pleading with puppy dog eyes. They were always like this.

"I didn't mean it that way sweetie. I was just saying why would he choose Jae. Of course I don't think that way." I sighed and grabbed Yoochun's sandwhich and was about to take Junsu's juice when he saw me.

"Yah! You think I don't see you behaving like a hobo? Don't touch my juice." I rolled my eyes and bit into the sandwhich. I was hungry.

"So can we get back to me here? Does it look like a scam?" He shook his head no and flipped to the second page. Suddenly his eyes got very big. I'm guessing he saw the part about the ten million won.

"He wants to pay you ten million won?!" I nodded and burped just as I finished off the sandwhich ignoring the daggers Yoochun was staring a me.

"Yeah and he said he'd give me money whenever I need it." Junsu shook the paper at me and began waving his free hand in the air.

"Dude, do you know what you could do with ten million won? You could pay your dad's hospital bills for at least two years. You could move out that shit hole you call an apartment. You could even give those people at the rehab center a big check and tell them to keep you sister as a gift. You BETTER take this. Hell if you won't I will!" I snatched the contract back and stuffed it back in my bag. He was right about all the things I could do with the money, but I still didn't feel right.

"You know I don't like owing people. If I pick up another job or an extra shift, I'm sure I can cover everything properly. Besides, I don't even know this guy." Junsu sighed and began to drink his juice while Yoochun was picking at his salad. I guess he really did want that sandwhich.

"Whatever you say, but oppurtunites like this don't come along very often. You're in just the situation where you could really use the money. Don't let the kid suffer though. My parents already said that eiher him or both of you are always welcomed if you need somewhere to stay." Yoochun raised his hand and nodded.

"Same here! If you or Jonghyun really need somewhere to stay for a while, my mom said you could." I smiled and leaned across the table giving both of them a kiss on the cheek. They were honestly way too sweet to me, but my pride just wouldn't allow me to mooch off of them. Bell for fifth periord rang and I said my goodbyes. Almost half way though the day.

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"Joongie papa, I told everyone that you were going get me a new art set and they all played with me again." I took his backpack and placed it on the front of me. He grabbed my hand and started skipping. I sighed and knew that I really needed to find that art set now. Smelly kids.

We took the train home the whole way he talked about what he'd make with the set. He said that he'd make a fathers day gift for me and dad. I nodded realizing that it was in fact almost time for fathers day.

When we got home, I could already see the bright pink paper sticking to the outside of our door and we hadn't even gotton near it yet. Jonghyun tugged on my pant leg asking for the key. I handed it to him and he ran for the door and opened it right away. I walked slowly dreading what that pink notice meant. The last one we got meant the water was being shut off. The one before that was the lights.

I sighed and ripped it off the door. In big black letters, the word eviction was printed at the top of the paper. The guys who were out to make my life even more difficult sure loved pink.

I took the paper and went inside just as the phone rang. What now?

"Hello." A happy sounding lady voice came from the other end.

"Hello. Is this Mr. Kim?" It depends. I wish I was Bill Gates right about now.

"Yes this is him. May I ask who's calling?" Jonghyun came out of the room holding up his towl and pajamas. I stook up one finger telling him to wait. He dropped his head and went back into the room.

"This nurse Ling from the hospital where your father stays. I'm calling to let you know that you're late on this months bill and your fathers health as of late requirs more treatments. We wanted to get your premission to add the expense onto your already pending balance." More money. I swear they were bleeding me dry.

"Yeah go ahead and as for the bill, I will pay for it as soon as I can." The bastard never did shit for me and mom, so why the hell did I have to break my back for him?

"Wonderful! Thank you for time." Whatever. I hung up and went into the room to Jonghyun who was now sitting in just is underware reading a book. I smiled and picked him up taking him to the bathroom. He sqeeled and laughed when I plopped him down in the bathtube he had already filled with water. He really was growing to be more helpful these days.

After his bath, I made him dinner with the last of the food and put him to bed. It was okay if I didn't eat, but I could let him be hungry. I sighed and added grocery shopping to the list of things to do.

I put on my shoes and went down stairs to the landlords office to talk to her about the eviction notice. I knocked lighty on the door and waited until she came to open. She was a short lady who looked kind at first sight. It was just a look though. I'm convinced she new the devil personaly.

"What do you want JaeJoong sshi?" She sat back down at her desk not even looking at me. I sat down in the small chair in front of the desk and placed the notice in front of her.

"This was on my door when I got home." She looked at the paper and nodded. She handed it back to me.

"So?" I thought old people were supposed to be a little nicer than most.

"So, it wasn't there this morning. I thought that maybe it was a mistake." She peered up at me over the top of her glasses looking very bothered by my presence.

"You live in apartment 318 right?" I nodded. "Then there was there no mistake. You have three weeks to move out." She knew I had a kid, how could she act like that?

"Look, I know I haven't paid my rent lately, but three weeks is a little too short of time to find a place for me and Jonghyun to live." She took off her glasses and slammed them down on he desk startling me a bit.

"Lately? You haven't paid me in four months! Unless you come up with one million won over night, you have to go in three weeks. Now get out of my office." Old grey pig. I got up and went back to the apartment. I was definatly screwed now.

I went back in and started my homework. After I was finished I laid up side down on the couch not bothering to take off my uniform. I saw something laying underneath the table and picked it up. It was that guys business card. It must have fallen out of my pocket earlier. I stared at the card long and hard. I wouldn't really need this right?

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I kissed Jonghyun's forehead and sent him in. I was about to walk away when his teacher called me.

"Mr. Kim may I talk to you for a momment?" I nodded and stood there waiting for her to tell me what was up.

"Well the kindergarden is going on an overnight trip to the Pusan district this weekend. I know your situation with money is tight, but if you can't pay the one thousand won($100 USD), then I'm afraid Jonghyun can't go." I sighed and ran my hand though my hair. Did people only know how to ask me for money?

"Is it absolutly necessary that he go on the trip" She put her hands in her dress pockets and fronwned. The last time she asked to see me and did that, she told me that Jonghyun had put bugs in one of the girls panties.

"No, it's fine if he doesn't go, but he is really looking forward to it. I'm sure if he didn't go, he'd be very upset." And that was the last thing I wanted him to be. I sighed and stuck my hand in my pocket, the card pricking my finger.

"When's the latest the money can be turned in?" She smiled and clapped her hands as if being responsible for another kid really made her happy.

"You can turn it in Friday or on the morning of the trip, Saturday. Thank you again Mr. Kim." She smiled and bowed lightly before going in. I really wanted to scream now. My dollar was being streatched in every direction and was ripping. I pulled out the card and looked at it again.

"Shit!" I turned around and ran back in the direction of the train station.

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"You can't just go in like that. You have to make an appointment. Sir?" I ignored the lady and procceded to the door with the name plate that had Jung printed on it. I barged in and slammed the contract down on the desk.

"Where do I sighn?" You hear that? That's the sound of my pride screaming as it's being hit and run over by a bus. Oh Well.Chapter 3

The Art Of Being Useful

A/N: Hi there! I'm glad to have yet another day where I can write another chapter. So far I've been recieving very nice comments and I hope to get more. Thanks so much for reading^^ Anyways, here's chapter 3. Hope you like it:^)

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"I really didn't excpet you to come to an decision so quickly. That doesn't matter though I'm just glad you came." Why did he have to be so damn perky? It wasn't like this was something normal he was asking me to do.

"Yeah, well some things came up and I'm really strapped for cash. I'm sorry to rush this, but I'm really in a hurry." I began digging through my bag for a pen, but I kept coming up with mechanical pencils. He smiled and placed a pen down on top of the contract.

"Did you read eveything carefully?" No. I nodded and began to sighn on the firt dotted line then the next. I had a feeling I was going to get into A LOT of trouble for this later, but I didn't have time to think about that right now. I gave him the sighned contract and watched him as he looked at the signitures. With a nod of approval he took out what I assumed was a check book.

"Now, how much do you need?" I leaned closer as if we weren't the only ones in the room.

"Um, can I have two million won? I promise I'll pay you back as soon as I can!" I guess I would have changed the amount a few times before he actually wrote it down, but he had already handed me the check.

"Is that all? You sure you don't need more?" Huh? I stared down at the check in true disbeliefe. I wonder what would happen if I asked for a car....

"Yes...this is fine. Thank you? Okay wait a minute! Where are the camaras? You knew I was coming today didn't you? If this is a prank and I go to the bank to cash this then someone is going to get a serious ass beating!" No, my mother didn't raise me to be a thug, but she was no Marry Poppins herself. He began laughing and shook his head. He didn't seem like the sort of person to smile let alone laugh. It was a bit awkward.

"I swear to you JaeJoong sshi that this is not a prank and that check is real. You're helping me out just as much as I'm helping you out." Okay then. Skepticaly, I stood up and put the check in my ridiculously empty wallet and backed away to the door, the whole time he kept smiling at me.

"I'm going to go now. I'll just assume you have my number so I'll talk to you later." I bowed a little before running out of the office like I was on fire. I walked swiftly back to the train station still trying to figure out if what just happened was for real. I sure hope this wasn't some twisted dream or else I was going to be really pissed when I wake up.

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"Where were this time? Were you asked to be someones long lost son on your way here?" I flipped Junsu off and banged my had against the table. Yoochun smiled and gave me some milk and cookies.

"I think I just sold my soul to the devil." I sighed and took the check out of my wallet and showed it to them. Junsu immeditaly snatched it from me and he and Yoochun began to gawk at it.

"Jae! Where the hell did this come from?" I sighed and shoved a handful of cookies in my mouth. Yoochun was now holding the check up to the light to see if it was real. Did he think that I hadn't done that already?

"Santa thought I had a nice ass so he gave it to me as an early Christmas present. Where the hell else do you think I got it?! It's from the dude from yesterday. I went in this morning and sighned the contract." Junsu smiled and handed the check back to me. I knew what he was going to say next.

"I told you so." Yup, I knew it. I sighed and finished off the milk and cookies. Yoochun smirked and leaned his head on Junsu's shoulder.

"So now that you're a rich man, what are you going to do?" I stood up and threw my bag over my shoulder.

"To do what else, pay bills." Rich man my ass. Rich men didn't pay bills.

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-YUNHO'S POV-

"You're serious? He really signed it." I was still staring at the contract myself not totally believing that this was for real. I nodded slowly and Changmin ripped it out of my hands. He was just as shocked as I was.

"He really sighned it." He sighed and shook his head handing it back to me. I think I should put it in a frame. It was just to good to be true.

"Okay so he sighned it, but doesn't this make you sort of a pedifile? I mean he's not even eighteen yet." I threw my biggest paper weight at him, but he caught it with one hand.

"For your imformation, it does not. His eighteenth birthday is three days from now. I am not doing anything illegal okay." He laughed and played with the paper weight. I guess this is what I get for hiring my friend to work for me.

"It may be legal, but it's still weird as hell. I guess I get you though, he is pretty cute." I pointed to the door telling him to get out. He raised his hands in surrenderence and smirked before leaving. I sighed and ran my hands through my hair. I hope this was the right thing to do.

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"How was your day kid?" I took his backpack and we began walking to the train station. He smiled and began skipping.

"It was great! I could only think about the new art set. Did you get it?" I smiled and handed him the bag with his new, and very expensive, art set in it. He practicly fell over from jumping so much. He took it out and looked at the box that was almost as big as him.

"I love it! Can I open it when we get on the train?" I shook my head no and put it down in his backpack.

"No. You have to wait until we get home first." He smiled up at me and nodded dragging me quickly towards the train station.

When we got home he ran for the door and practicly broke it down. I smiled and handed him his bag enjoying the look of happieness on his face. There's no way I would have been able to get that for him if I hadn't asked for that money.

"You can open it, but you have to wash up and take off your uniform first." I dumbed my bag onto the floor and started unpacking the small amount of groceries I had picked up after I got out of school(well after I ditched last period).

I began making dinner and when it was almost finished I went downstairs to the landlords office again. I knocked lightly on the door until I heard her yell a loud 'come in'. I walked in feeling extreamly cocky and handed her all one million won in cash. She stared down at her had in disbliefe. Yeah, I'd say that's the proper reaction.

"You said you need one million right? Well there you are you old hag. Now try putting another eviction notice on my door again!" I walked out quickly before bursting out in laughter. She looked like she was ready to have a heart attack. Damn that felt good!

I went back to the apartment feeling awesome when I heard Jonghyun's voice. I unlocked the door and went in and I nearly fainted. There on our couch was the devil, I mean Yunho. Jonghyun was sitting there in just his underware showing him his art set.

"Joongie papa! This guy says he knows you so I let him in." Yunho turned around and smiled.

"Sorry to come over like this, but I couldn't reach your phone." Hold on a second! I thought he said he didn't know where I live! Chapter 4

A Possible Angel

A/N:LaLaLa! Hi again^^ Today I'm presenting you all with chapter 4! Also, I've finnaly got a graphic and all the credit goes to Jnster at vanilla sky^^ THANKS SO MUCH I LOVE IT! A good poster and BG always makes a story a little easier to read right? Well anyways, here goes chaptr 4. ENJOY!!!

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"Yah kid what are you a nudist? Either go put on some cloths or take your bath." He smiled cheeckly and picked up his art set and ran into the next room. Yunho stood up and smiled. I sorta had to look up at him; he was really tall.

"I'm guessing that's your nephew. He's adorable." I smiled and nodded putting my hands in my pocket. Why was it so awkward?

"Yeah that's my other half. Sorry you had witness him in almost nothing. He and cloths don't get along." He laughed and waved his hand.

"No problem. I'm sorry for intruding on you like this, but I couldn't get in touch with your cellphone or your house number. I thought something may have been wrong." I pulled out my cellphone to check it and the battery was dead. I then went over to the home phone and picked it up, but didn't even get a dial tone. Well that was just shity.

"Oh. Um I guess I forgot to pay the phone bill this month." Forgot to pay it? More like I didn't have the money to pay it. He smiled a too bright smile and began staring at me.

"Well that's fine. I just wanted to check to see if you were alright and to see if you had anytime to talk." I looked at my watch and sighed. I didn't start my shift at the restaurant for another two hours so I guess I could make some time.

"Sure, just let me finish dinner and help him with his bath and we could go somewhere to talk for a while." He nodded and took off his jacket and began rolling up his sleeves. Mhm, nice forearms. Stop it!

"Anything I can help with?" That was a good one. When was the last time someone asked me that question without ending it with 'how much will you give me'?

"Well you could finish making the rice and set the table if you don't mind." He smiled and without another word went into the kitchen. For a moment I stood there almost not believing that someone I had met just yesterday was in my kitchen helping cook dinner. Most would say that was unsafe and careless, but I say it's a present from the Gods.

I went into the room and gathered up Jonghyun for his bath. He was already organizing his crayons and colored pencils and making a list of all the things he was going to draw.

While I was washing his hair he looked up at me with a puzzled look.

"Joongie papa, who is that guy?" I smiled to myself and rinsed the soap out of his hair. How do you exactly describe someone who just pops out of no where and gives you the answer to some of your problems?

"That man is Mr. Fairy Godmother. I think grandma sent him from heaven for us." That was my best explination for now. Right now, it was the only thing that made close to sense. He nodded slowly and made and small 'o' with his mouth.

"Okay. Should we thank grandma?" I smiled and kissed his little nose. It was so easy being young.

"I think she'd like that." I dried his hair and sent him on his way. I went into the kitchen and saw that three bowls of rice were already on the table next to the radish kamichi stew I had made.

"You guys ready to eat?" I nodded and sat down at the table, something I hadn't done in forever.

"Jonghyun dinner's ready." He ran in at the speed of light and hopped up into my lap. Yunho sat down in the chair across from us waiting for us to get our food first. Jonghyun immediatly began eating the rice before anything else.

"Yummy! The rice is so fluffy. Did you make this Mr. Fairy Godmother?" He leaned across the table looking at Yunho. Yunho smiled and nodded. Was he trying to say my rice sucked?

"Is it better than mine?" He nodded and held up a chopstick full to my mouth. I ate it and was hit with the hard realization that it was better than mine. I sighed and began to eat more. So he made a good bowl of rice. Wonder what else he could do.

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We finished dinner and I got dressed for work. Then we all took a walk to the park down the street. Yunho and I sat on the bench while Jonghyun played on the slides.

"I guess we have a lot to talk about. Where should we start?" I looked at him silently thinking of all the questions I wanted to ask.

"Well for one, how about we start with why you're doing this in the first place." He smiled and turned a little in my direction.

"Okay well every since I've gradutated from college, my parents forced me into going on blind dates with woman from good families. For a few years I went along with it, but as of late I've grown tired of it and it's really killed my tast for woman. This year I turn twenty six and the limitations for my parents to find me someone to marry expires next year. That's where you come in. If I can stay together with someone of my choosing that my parents approve of, then I can marry anyone I want." Wow, rich people had issues. It looked like they bitched about everything. I would never be able to constrict Jonghyun like that.

"That all sounds really complicated, but if you don't mind me saying, you're a pretty handsome guy and on top of that you have money and if that isn't enough you know how to cook. Why in the world would you need to pay someone to pose as your boyfriend?" It wasn't like I was ungratful, but he just seem like the type of trouble to have relationship problems.

"Well due the whole parent thing, I can't date on my own freely. If I do it either has to be kept a secret, which is impossible, or inroduce them to my family. Besides in my line of work, I don't have time to meet and mingle with people like I used to." So that's how that worked huh? I sighed and turned to completely face him. There was still one more question burning my brain.

"I have one more thing to ask you before it's your turn. I don't have a problem with it if you are, but are you...gay?" Like you wouldn't have asked the same thing! He chuckled and folded his hands in his lap.

"I'll be honest with you JaeJoong sshi. Right now I'm undecided. I hope you can take that as and answer for now." I cracked a small smile at this. After dating Taeyeon for such a long time, I was ready to jump ships and join the other team myself.

"I can accept that for now. Um, do you have any questions you want to ask me?" Jonghyun came over to us rubbing his eyes. I picked him up and placed him in my lap.

"You sleepy bud?" He yawned and nodded before buring his face into my chest falling fast asleep. Yunho smiled and stoked his hair.

"Is it okay for us to talk now?" I rubbed small circles in his back and nodded.

"He won't hear you." I shifted him in my lap and turned to face Yunho.

"The only question I have for you tonight is how did you end up responsible for a five-year-old?" Ah, the million dollar question.

"I'll start from the beginning. My dad cheated on my mom when I was about three. One day after we hadn't seen him in almost a month, he shows up with a ten year old girl and says her mother was dead. He wanted my mom to take care of her. He expected my mother to just do as he said because he was her husband, but the next day she came home with divorce papers and we left him. Flash forward eleven years, four years after my mom died, the police show up with a baby and said my half sister was taken to jail for drug dealing. At the time, Jonghyun was only six months. He didn't have any family and niether did I, so I started taking care of him." I had never told that story to anyone before because no one ever asked. They always just assumed he was my kid from some girl I knocked up.

"Compared to you, there's nothing complicated about my life. Is that why he calls you papa?" I smiled and nodded looking down on Jonghyun's sleeping face. It was a face I had grown to love very much.

"I'm releived that he calls me papa now, because when he first started talking he was stuck on calling me mother." This earned a laugh from him. He gently lifted up a strand of my long out of control hair that was pulled back in a pony tail.

"If your hair was as long as it is now, then I can understand the confusion and along with you're very cute." Uh... thanks. Despite my sarcastic thoughts, I was in truth a bit embarrassed. Other people tell me I'm cute in a teasing manner, but the way he said it made is sound so serious.

I checked my watch and saw that I needed to get work.

"I wish we could talk longer, but I have to go to work." I stood up resting Jonghyun on my hip.

"Are you going to take Jonghyun with you?" Well I didn't have much of a choice since me and Taeyeon weren't together anymore.

"Yeah, just until I can find a baby sitter." He gently eased Jonghyun out of my arms and into his.

"If you want, I could keep him until you finish with work." I didn't want to have to drag Jonghyun around from job to job all night. I guess the best option was for him to keep him. I walked over and kissed Jonghyun softly on his eyelids and smiled at Yunho.

"That would really be a help to me. If he wakes up asking for me between now and in about four hours, then call the first number on the frige. If he wakes up anytime after that then call the third number and after that the third number. I should be home at around three." His eyes widened.

"As in three tomorrow morning." Yes genius!

"Yeah, what you can't take care of him for that long?" He quickly shook his head no.

"That wasn't why I asked. I was just a bit concerned that you work that late. I have no problem with taking care of him. I don't have work tomorrow anyway." Lucky bastard.

"I'll be fine. I do this everyday so it's no big deal. I've gotta go. Remember to call." I then took off towards the train station. I guess for tonight at least, I had to trust Mr. Fairy Godmother.

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That night I worked my fastest just to get home to Jonghyun. Yunho hadn't called me all night and I was worried sick.

Instead of taking the slow elevator, I took all four sets of stairs. I think I made it there quicker too. When I opened the door, reliefe washed over me in an instant. Camped out in the middle of the living room floor was Jonghyun and Yunho sound asleep. Yunho was holding onto Jonghyun for dear life and Jonghyun looked very content. I smiled and gently shook Yunho awake. He grunted slightly before opening his eyes.

"I'm home." He smiled a little and placed Jonghyun down gently. He stood up and grabbed his jacket from the couch, but I put my hand on his chest to stop him.

"You don't have to go. I don't have much, but I do have a bed and lots of blankets." I didn't want to make him feel like I had just used him to look after my kid and then kick him out once I got home. Besides, he was a nice addition to the apartment. Chapter 5

You Didn't Read It, Did You?

A/N: It's chapter 5 everyone! Hehe well I'm praying this chapter turns out better than chapter 4. Anyways here's chapter 5. Hope you like it:^)

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"You asked him to stay? What happened after you did? Did he get frisky with you?" I picked up my water bottle and poured the whole thing in Junsu's soup for that comment. Yoochun started to snicker until Junsu decked him in the jaw.

"Yes I asked him to stay because it was late and I didn't want to just kick him out after he stayed with Jonghyun all night. And no he didn't get frisky with me. We just met you dumbass!" I sighed and put another sushi roll in my mouth before giving him the rest.

"I'm not the dumbass. I didn't have some guy I met yesterday stay in my house all night. So did he tell you why he choose you?" Come to think of it, I didn't ask that last night. I mean why did it have to be me?

"No I didn't ask, but I know why he's doing it so that's good enough for me right now." I'm sure he had his reasons for why it had to be me. He'd tell me if he wants to. I sighed and got up to go to my next class. For a change I'd complete a full day of school since I actually made it here on time this morning thanks to Yunho. I think Mr. Fairy Godmother was just the right name for him.

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I dragged my bag full of books down the street to Jonghyun's kindergarden. I had and enourmous shit load of homework to do tonight. Had I really missed that many classes?

I slowed my pace when I saw Yunho's car parked in front of the kindergarden. He knew where he goes to school?

"Joongie papa, look who came!" Jonghyun was sitting on top of Yunho's shoulders as they came out. All the mothers who came to pick their kids up where beginning to circle around them. Ew, old hags.

"Yeah I see. Yunho you didn't have to pick him up. I go to school down the street." Like he didn't already know that. He smiled and placed Jonghyun down on the ground before taking my hand and leading us back to the car. Wait, holding my hand? Huh?!

"Well if I didn't pick him up today then there's no you'd know where your new home is." Hot old guy say what? He turned onto an express way that went in the opposite direction of home.

"What do you mean our new home?" He gave me a look that said I should already know what he was talking about. Jonghyun leaned up to the front seat and smiled widely.

"Mr. Fairy Godmother is going to take us to a new house to live in. He says he lives there too!" Okay so the kid knew what was going on, but I was still in the dark.

"JaeJoong sshi you guys are moving in with me. Don't you remember?" No, should I have? I sighed and stared out the window and marveled at all the huge mansions we passed. It was truely like nothing I've ever seen before. And when I thought my jaw couldn't drop any lower, he pulled into the driveway of a stupidly large house. (http://realtyworld.files.wordpress.com/2009/07/luxury-mansion-in-london.jpg)

He got out first to open Jonghyun's door and the he opened my door. My knees felt like that cheap seventy cent jello that didn't jiggle. Is this where he lived?

"If you think the outside is nice, then you'll be floored by the inside. Come on." He took Jonghyun's hand and put his other hand on the small of my back coasting me inside.

When he opened the doors, he might as well have punched me. It was amazing. The entire front room was eluminated with large chanderleers. There was a giant white sofa in the middle of the room positioned perfectly in front of an awesome flat screen tv. Every where you looked there was something expensive on the tables, but the most mind blowing thing were the walls along the stair case. They were glass that revealed a real life size aquarium filled with fish. Jonghyun immediatly ran for it as soon as he saw them.

"These are real right? There not the ones with batteries right?" Yunho smiled and went over to him. He picked him so that he could have a better veiw. You know, I just noticed something. From behind he kind of looked like a prince.

"Nope, these are one hundred percent real. And here, you're allowed to tap on the glass." Jonghyun smiled and started pecking at the glass with his small fingers. I still stood by the door not really sure what to believe. Yunho noticed and returned to my side. He rested his hand gently on my waist and smiled down on me. Yeah, it definatly felt weird when touched me.

"Shall I show you to your room?" My room? So dude really was serious about us living here. I nodded stiffly as he led me up the stairs and down the hall with Jonghyun following closly.

It seemed like we walked forever before we came to the end of the hall where there were a set of double doors. He stepped out in front of us and opened the door displaying what seemed like another house. It was ten times bigger than our apartment.

"I hope it's enough. I didn't know wheiether you'd want to be too far away from Jonghyun, so his room is right through that door next to the bathroom." Enough! He had a house inside of his house! He pointed to the big door painted green and had Jonghyun's name on it. Jonghyun ran to door and pushed it open.

"Wah! Joongie papa, you've got to see this!" I glanced a little at Yunho before going into the room.

I was sure my eyes had failed me this time. Every color imaginable was in that room and there were toys in every cornor. This was any kids dream come true.

"Did you really do all this for him?" He smiled and nodded. He placed his hands on my shoulders and directed me back out into the main room. He went over to a door next to the bed and opened it and a light came on.

"And this is your closet. Whenever something gets dirty, just drop it in the basket and the maide will get it." He called this a closet? It looked like a small apartment. the walls were lined with shelves of t-shirts, jeans, and shoes and there was even a a chair in the middle. That's when it dawned on me. None of the cloths were mine.

"Um Yunho, where are my cloths? I don't see my work uniforms any where." I wasn't finding this funny at all. He was messing with my lively hood here. He shook a single finger at me and smiled.

"You won't need those anymore." What?

"Why the hell not?!" Well there goes the sweet image I was working on building around him. He started laughing and patted my shoulder reasuringly.

"Because starting today, you don't have to work anymore." That statement there put the icing on the big methaphorical cake of the crazy things Yunho says. Feeling a little light headed I sat down in the chair.

"I don't get you. Why don't I have to work anymore?" Maybe this should have been obvious to me, but I just wasn't getting it. He got down on one knee next to me and took my hand in his.

"You don't have to because my boyfriend doesn't need to." Oh yeah that's right. I was his...boyfriend now. I stractched the back of my neck and sank down in the chair.

"You seem a little bit too surprised about everything today. You did read the contract didn't you?" Uh...well about that.

"Do you think I'm an idiot? Of course I read it!" Oh I forgot to mention, I'm a piss poor liar, but hopefully he believed me.

"You know JaeJoong sshi, you're not a very good liar." No shit. He ruffled my hair and stood up.

"It's fine if you didn't read it completely, but did you at least read some of the conditons." Nope, not a one. Shamfully I shook my head no. I looked up expecting him to be angry, but he was actually smiling at me.

"You're not angry?" He shook his head no and pulled a folded piece of paper out of his pocket. He unfolded it and handed it to me and I saw that it was the contract. He carries this around with him?

"Why should I be? I'm not the one who sighned something without reading it." Very good point. I looked at the contract and the fisrt numbered condition was: "I agree to leave behind my old life and adopt the new one given to me and anyone else who I may be with. This includes moving in with my "boyfriend" and no longer working." That was really to the point. I smiled sheepishly and handed it back to him.

"Alright so I didn't read everything. You caught me." Anything was more like it. He put it back in his pocket and shrugged.

"Well I'm going to be acting by the contract from now on, so don't let anything come to you as much of a surprise anymore okay." I nodded and got up to check on Jonghyun sense he had been really quiet. I peaked in the room and saw that he was streatched out amoungst a sea of stuffed animals asleep. He looked really sweet.

I went over and picked him up and placed him on the bed that was cutely shapped like a cookie. Yunho had really thought of everything.

"Why don't you go was up and then we can decide what we want for dinner." He slipped his arm carefully around my waist and we left the room. I nodded and quickly wormed myself out of his arm and went to the bathroom. It felt weird when he was that close.

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After my shower, which was wonderful, I went into the closet looking for something to wear. Everything too fancy. Even the t-shirts looked like they cost a lot of money. Deciding to get over it, I picked out a black tank top and and pair of white skinny jeans. I found it a little gross that had even gotton my pants size right though.

I sighed and headed downstairs to find Yunho, getting lost along the way. When I did find my way down stairs I saw Yunho sitting on the couch in jeans and a t-shirt watching tv. He looked quit normal without the whole business suit on. I stood next to him until I got his attention. He smiled running over my body with his eyes.

"You enjoy your shower?" I nodded and smiled dropping how awkward I felt.

"That was the best shower I've ever had. Water shot at me from all directions! I think I'm really clean now." Who gushes about a shower like that? I did! He laughed and stood up and tugged on my arm pulling me into the kitchen. Like everything else in the house, it was also incredible.

"What do you feel like today?" He handed me a menue bigger than the ones at the restaurant. I looked at it for a moment, but all the choices were a bit over whelming.

"Ramen. Instant ramen." He raised his eyebrow at me in question.

"That's all?" What did he mean if that was all? I haven't had raman in ages.

"Yes. Do you want me to make it?" He smiled and shook his head no.

"No, the chief will do it. We just have to wait." Oh silly silly JaeJoong! Of course Yunho's boyfriend didn't cook. I followed him back out into the living room and we both sat down on the couch. I just noticed that he was watching American basketball. He gets American channels!

"So, is there anything in the contract that I should be more prepared for than anything else?" It only made sense to ask concidering I didn't read it. Yet again he pulled out the contract.

"I think number four should be brought to your attention." I scanned the page down to number four and began reading.

"Being intimate is apart of any relationship real or fake. I agree to practice being intimate with my "boyfriend" both in public and in private, to better ready myself for meeting his family." Hello! Well there is one prefectly good example of why you should never sighn ANYTHING without reading it first.

"As in intimate, you mean...." He glanced over at me and winked.

"Yup!" Mhm, suddenly I didn't feel very much like eating anymore. Chapter 6

You Make Me Tingle Tingle...In A Good Way

A/N: Well it does seem to be a double post today! I hope you enjoy the chapters:) Here come's some YunJae^^

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"And how exactly do you expect us to practice being intimate?" He smirked and scooted closer. In what seemed like a half a second, I was wrapped in his arms and we were barely centermeters apart. Instinctivily I put out my hands to push him away, but he had already grabbed them. He smiled lightly and released me.

"We can start when you're comfortable. It doesn't have to be rushed." I took a deep breath and nodded. When he was holding me, I could feel his heartbeat vibrate against my own.

"Um I'm going to wake Jonghyun and give him a bath. Come find me if we're not done before the ramen is finished." I got up and ran up the stairs, surprisingly not getting lost.

I gently shook him awake and gave him a bath. I looked in his closet and pulled out a pair of superman pajamas. He dressed himself and ran down stairs straight to Yunho. Yunho picked him up and placed him in his lap.

"Did you have a good nap?" He hugged him and Jonghyun snuggled up to him. It was as if they were best friends.

"Yeah! I liked my bed, but can I sleep with Joongie papa tonight." I smiled and sat down on the couch and pinched his cheek.

"Of course you can kid, but you'll have to get used to your new bed soon." He nodded happyly and began to focus on tv. Yunho lifted up his long hair and dropped it again. I hadn't noticed until now how long Jonghyun's hair had gotton.

"When's the last time he got a haircut?" I ran my hand through my own long hair and sighed.

"I don't think I've ever given him a hair cut. It's quit long huh?" He nodded and sat Jonghyun down between us.

"How would you like if you got a haircut tomorrow?" Jonghyun looked up at him with sparkling eyes and smiled.

"I'll get one only if Joongie papa gets one." Yunho looked over and me and raised his eyebrow.

"Sure I'll get one too little girl." I smiled and began tickling him. Yunho joined in and for a moment it was like we were a real family.

"Master Jung, your dinner is ready." Ha! These type of people really exsisted huh? He was almost bald and dressed like a penguin.

Yunho nodded and picked up Jonghyun and brought us back into the kitchen. We all sat down and ate the ramen and I even had thirds. Jonghyun ate so much that he fell asleep at the table. I picked him and carried him to my room and put him in my bed. I kissed him lightly on the forehead. When I turned around again, Yunho was leaning against the door smiling.

"What are you smiling at money bags?" I opened my bag and began placing all the books on the desk so I could start my homework. He smiled wider and sat in the chair next to the desk.

"I don't know, you just make me smile. You really love him don't you?" I opened my history text book and flipped to a clean page in my notebook. He had picked up my math text book and began looking through it.

"He's my angel. I think if it wasn't for him, I would have given up on myself a long time ago, but because he loves me, I have a reson to keep going." I guess when he got older and didn't tell me he loved me everyday like he usually did, then I'd be a mess.

"Do you think he's the only person capable of loving you?" That's just it, I didn't expect anyone else to love me. Before him it had been my mother and that was it. I scribbled down a few notes and closed my history textbook opening my science book next.

"Jonghyun is little, so he doesn't fully understand who I am. I'm rude, mean, stubborn and if that isn't enough I can be selfish sometimes. I'm not really sure anyone else would be intreasted in loving me." No I wasn't throwing a pitty party, I was just being truthful. He'd have to find out eventually anyway.

He stopped looking at the book and put all of his focus on me. He reached out and stroked the side of my face causing me to shiver. His touch was unerving.

"You shouldn't think that way about yourself. You could turn out to be the love of someones life. Love tends to look past all the bad parts in search of the good." His voice had lowered to a soft whisper and his eyes had softened as well. He looked as if he were in some sort of pain.

A part of me didn't understand why I did what I did next, but the other half of me thought that it would some how help. I put down my pencil and leaned forward in his directon. I found my way to his cheek and gave him a kiss. It was quick, but his head immeditaly came up just like Jonghyun's when I wake him from a nap. His eyes met mine, but I looked away.

"You don't look right when you're sad so stop." I sounded just like a little boy. He smiled and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear.

"Thank you. I'll try not look sad anymore." I nodded and kept my eyes on my book. I stared so hard at it that I got a headach. He stood up and streatched and went back over to the door.

"I've got work in the morning, so I'm going to get to bed. Don't stay up too late." I waved and smiled a bit before he left. When he was gone I let my head drop to desk. I suddnely felt like I need a shower. A cold one.

'What the hell is wrong with me!?' I sighed and finished up the rest of my homework. Ready for bed I pulled off my shirt and climbed in next to Jonghyun and fell into a deep sleep. My goodness that bed was comfortable.

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"Joongie papa it's time to wake up now. If you don't get up me and Mr. Fairy Godmother are going to lick you." I turned over and put the pillow over my head.

"Lick me and I'll spank you." I guess you could tell I wasn't much of a morning person after a good nights sleep. I reached for the sheet, but something heavy was laying on it.

"Will you spank me too? I think I'd like that." Oh my gosh, there's a kinky pervert in my bed! I frowned and opened my eyes a bit getting the shock of my life. Yunho was laying on his side looking at me. I threw off the pillow and rolled away from him unfortunatly landing on the floor. Jonghyun began to clap and laugh.

"That was funny. I've only seen him do that once!" I stood up rubbing my back side and looked at Yunho.

"That wasn't funny." I turned around and made a scary face at Jonghyun and he ran out of the room laughing. Yunho got up and walked over to me looking oddly smug.

"For having such a small waist, you're well built on top." What the hell was he- Oh yeah, I was half naked. Like a stupid, I tried to cover myself with little success.

"Yah, are you a perv?" This guy managed to bring out my rude nature almost instantly. He smirked and tossed me my shirt. When I caught he walked passed me and stopped at the door.

"No I'm not a perv, I just like what I see. Your school uniform is already in the bathroom; meet you down stairs." I sighed and went into the bathroom to get ready. I ended up taking that cold shower I needed last night needing now even more. When I was dressed I made my bed and grabbed my bag. Downstairs, Jonghyun was already waiting by the door with his backpack. Yunho stood next to him twirling his car keys around his finger.

"Well since we're early, I think today would be perfect for a haircut. What do you say?" He looked at me directly and smirked. I turned away still feeling exposed. Jonghyun began hopping up and down.

"Yeah! Let's go get them now!" Yunho opened the door and Jonghyun ran out to the car. He smiled and gestered for me to do the same. I rolled my eyes and walked out to he car with him close behind.

About twenty minutes later we arrived in front of a fancy looking salon. We got out and followed him. We were greeted at the door by a flamboent looking man with shoulder lenght black hair. He smiled at Yunho and gave him a hug.

"It's been forever since we last saw you. Here for the whole treatment before work?" Um hello? Were me and Jonghyun invisible? Yunho shook his head no and put us in front of him.

"I'm treating them to a haircut today. We'll need to make it quick since I have to get to work and they have to go to school." The man looked at me over the top of his glasses.

"Robbing the cradle huh Yunny sshi?" Excuse you! I looked up at Yunho who was smirking.

"No not quit. He'll be a college student soon. So can you help him and his nephew out?" He nodded and clapped his hands and two other men appeared with sissors. One picked up Jonghyun who was giggling like crazy and the other pulled me to a chair. In a flash he was clipping away at my hair and clumps of it fell down around me. When he was finished, he unsnapped the cape he put around me. I leaned forward to look in the mirrior and I barely even reconized myself.

"Joongie papa look at me!" Jonghyun ran up to me looking like a new person. His long black hair was now cropped off into a cute bowl shape.

"You both look extreamly handsome." Yunho stood next to us smiling.

"Your guys did an amazing job as usual. Here you go." He handed him and obscene amount of money and headed for the door. Me and Jonghyun bowed before following him out. Geez, rich people even paid and arm and a leg for haircuts.

We got back in the car and he drove us both school dropping Jonghyun off first. I handed him the money for his teacher and he ran inside. Then he drove a little further down the street to my high school. I was about to get out when I noticed he was staring at me.

"What?" I touched my face thinking there was something there.

"You really do look nice with that haircut. I can see your eyes better now." That would have sounded corny, if his voice wasn't so smooth. I nodded and smiled a little.

"Thanks. Um, I'll see you at home." I got out and went inside just as the first bell rang.

I don't think I've fully regerstered what I got myself into, but how I would handle it would be intresting to watch.

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The next morning I woke up early to pack Jonghyun's bag for Pusan. So far everything was ready and I all I had to do was put his lunch in before he left. I stired around in the kitchen careful not to make to much noise. I had just put he lid on the last bento when I heard someone come into the kitchen.

"What are you doing awake so early?" I glanced up and saw Yunho with a glass of water. I opened the fridge and put his lunch in.

"I was making Jonghyun's lunch for his trip today." He leaned up against the counter and smirked at the over packed bag I was holding.

"How long is he going to be gone? A year?" I shoved past him and went into the living room and he followed.

"Haha very funny. He's only going to be gone until Monday morning. I just want to make sure he has everything he needs." He smirked and took from me placing on the couch. Then he led me upstairs to another room I hadn't been in.

He walked over the desk and gave me the box that sat on it.

Skeptically, I opened and found two brand new cell phones. I looked at him questionaly.

"Your old one is junk and if you guys are going to be apart, you have to stay in touch." I took the phones out and turned on the one I assumed was mine. The first number programed was his and then Jonghyuns'.

"You didn't have to do this, but thanks anyway." I placed them back in the box and tucked it under my arm. I was about to go back to my room until I felt his hand grab my waist. He turned me around so that we were face to face and chest to chest. This time I didn't pull away.

"Since he'll be away, we have all weekend to practice being intimate if you want to." Like he was giving me a choice. His hands slid from my waist down to my hips. I was tingling all over.

Four days. We had only know eachother four days, but we'd already been this close twice. He had already tocuhed me several times and I had even kissed him on the cheek. I hadn't even touched Teayeon in the two years we were together, but now here with Yunho, it was as if we had known eachother forever.

"You could have fooled me. I thought we've been practicing for a couple of days now. You can't seem to keep your hands off me." Something in me was attracted to Yunho. The way he talked, how he was able to make me angry one second and smile the next. Even if it had been for a short time, he had delievered me from the hell I had been living in for honestly too long.

He leaned down and pressed his lips softly to mine in a gentle kiss that didn't last long enough. He let go of me first and stepped back.

"I'm sorry, I should have more self control. Did I make you uncomfortable?" No on the contrary. I wanted him to do that, but I had to pretend like I didn't.

"It's fine. We're supposed to be in a relationship right? Might as well get a head start." That was my best excuse to cover up how I really felt. I took the box and and left the room and went back down stairs. I sat on the couch and stared at the blank tv. The sun wasn't up yet so it was still dark ouside and quiet.

How in the hell was I going to handle this weekend?

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The Weekend Begins

A/N: Hi there! Happy Sunday^^ Wells today I'm giving you chapter 7 of "The Ageement" and depending on how this goes, there may be chapter 8 today as well. Also an edit from like chapter 2 when Yunho said JaeJoong's bday was going to be three days. Well I notcied that three days passed and no one acknowledged it, so in the next chapter or so his birthday will come(not his actual bday, but his story one) That was just a little side note. Anyways, here's chapter 7. Hope you all like it^^

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"Joongie papa, if you don't let go I can't go on the trip." I know I was probabaly being overly dramatic about Jonghyun being gone for a couple of days, but he was my kid! He tried pushing me away, but I held on tighter.

"Come now Jae. It's not like you're not going to see him again." Yunho grabbed me around the waist and pulled me away. I sighed and folded my arms.

"You better call me when you get there and before you go to bed tonight. If you don't I'm going to annoy you until you do okay." He smiled and nodded. He hugged my leg and then turned around to get on the bus with his friends. This must be what mothers feel like about there kids.

Yunho took me hand and pulled me back to the car. I was ready to break down in tears.

"You want to stay until you see the bus leaves?" I nodded happyly and went back to gate and watched the bus. Yunho stood behing me resting his arm on my shoulder. I think I wasn't just anxious about Jonghyun's trip, but what exactly would happen with me and Yunho being alone for two days.

When the bus left we went back home since it was barely eight o'clock yet. I sat down on the couch and turned on the tv trying to be as normal as possible.

"Do you want the chiefs to make you anything to eat?" I wasn't exactly hungry, but maybe it would help keep my mind clear.

"No, don't wake them it's still too early. I'll make something." I got up and went into the kitchen and decided to make an omlet. Yunho cut up the vegitables and we were ready to eat in a matter of minutes. We sat down at the counter and ate in minumal silence. Sometimes when I looked up, I would catching him looking at me. The last time he did it I caught him and stuck my tongue out at him.

"Why'd you do that?" He laughed and took a piece of ham out of my omlet.

"Because you keep staring at me. Is there something you want to say?" He looked away and sipped from his coffee.

"I just wanted to know if you were angry with me about what I did earlier. You seemed a little tense." I wasn't angry just a little confused. I shook my head no and put my plate in the sink.

"I thought I told you earlier that I wasn't angry. It was just practice right?" I wanted it to be just practice right? He got up and put his plate in th sink as well. I turned and looked up at him and saw the serious face he was giving me.

"No, Jae. What happened today wasn't just practice. It was something I wanted to do." Why didn't he just trow a brick at me? It would have made more since than what he was saying now. Then I thought back to what Junsu said last time.

"Yunho I wasn't going to ask you this because I figured that you'd tell me on you own if there was any specific reason, but why did you choose me?" He looked away from me and began to walk out of the kitchen. I grabbed his arm to keep him in place.

"I deserve to know that much Yunho." He sighed and took my hand and we both went up stairs to his room.

"Wait here." He sat me down on his bed and went into his closet. A few moments he came back out with a box. He sat down next to me with box and opened it. He handed me a picture of a girl in a blue dress and she was hugging, I assumed to be, a younger Yunho. That's when it occured to me. The girl looked strangly like me.

"I chose you because I saw her in you the first time I laid my eyes on you. Everything about you reminded me of her." So I was just a rencarnation of someone he loved. Somehow this made me a little dissapointed.

"So what happened to her?" He looked at the picture for a long time with sad eyes. It was the same pained expression he had the other night.

"She passed away just before we started our sophomore year of high school. She had been suffering from cancer since we were little." For such a stoick looking man, he could pull the sadist expressions. I laid my hand on his cheek and stroked it gently. I didn't know what else to do.

"You miss her?" Of course he did! Sometimes I was a real genius. He took my hand and held it tight in his.

"I do, but I know you're not her. I promise, I'll try my best to think before I act next time." He took the picture and put it back in the box. He was about get up and put it away but I held onto the end of his shirt.

"It's okay to be a little selfish. I would have done the same thing if I were in your situation. I sighned up for this, so technicaly I'm yours until this is finished." This person talking, I didn't reconigze at all. Was I just saying this for my own selfish reasons? He sat down again, but this time he was closer.

"Do you mean that Jae? I don't want to hurt you." Hurt me? That was a good one. Someone with skin as thick as mine didn't hurt that easyly. I nodded and smiled softly.

"Weither it's me or her you see, I won't mind. As long as I don't fall for you for real right?" It ws a condition in the contract. I had asked for the contract so that I could read over it. Condition six: "I agree to keep my feelings for my "boyfriend" to that of a relationship that it is only pretend. My actual feelings, should I have any, should not be put into the relationship for as long as the contract stands."

He snaked his arms gently around my waist pulling me so close that our lips almost touched. His brown eyes danced with an odd light. Reliefe maybe.

"Can I kiss you then?" I smirked and rolled my eyes. I reached up and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Did you ask last time?" He laughed quietly and moved his head slightly so that are lips met. This kiss was longer and I could really tast him this time. Sweet like pepermint candy, but a little sugary like butterscotch.

I pulled away first this time in need of air. He smiled and inched away. I flopped back onto his bed and let out a long sigh. I felt like I not only need a cold shower, but a nap as well.

"I'm going to borrow your bed for a while. Don't mind me." I curled up in the middle of his bed and quickly fell asleep. The weekend had just started, but I was already worn out. Chapter 8

The Way He Makes Me Feel

A/N: WHATS UP! Heh well I got yet another wonder response from my readers and I love you all so much! You guys seriously became friends and I look forward to all your support. Also thanks so much to those of you that have added my to LiveJournal. Anyways here's chapter 8. Hope you all like it!

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"I love you kid; sleep tight." I sighed and hung up feeling much more realeved after talking to Jonghyun. I was now in my room laying upside down on my bed staring at the floor. This is how I reflected. What I was reflecting on specificly, you guessed it, Yunho and our shared kisses. Now, I'm not someone who freaks out about small issues, but I was extreamly bothered by the fact we had already kissed twice and we still barely knew anything about eachother.

Around him, I seemed to forget who I am and become someone new and selfisly, I savored this feeling. In the end though, I know this won't turn out to be anything more than just a relationship bonded by an agreement. We weren't really in love and I didn't plan on falling in love with him.

"If you lay like that for a long time you'll get a head rush." An upside down Yunho appeared in the doorway. I popped up too quickly and saw spots. Shit, he was right.

"Are you going to the gym? It's kind of late." He was dressed in black jogging pants and gray t-shirt that showed his built.

"Nah, I'm just going for a run. You want to come with me?" Mhm let me think about that. Go with you or stay here in an insanly huge mansion by myself at night. And my answer is...

"Sure, let me get changed." I jumped off the bed and ran into the closet and came out a few minutes later with blue jogging pants and a white t-shirt. We went down stairs and put on our shoes. When we left we walked along side eachother in silence until we reached a long streach of road.

"This circle takes you eight miles around. Do you think you can keep up?" Me keep up? I should have informed him that due to my less than perfect attendence at school, I had to run every where.

"The question is can YOU keep up." I winked before taking off at my fastest. In a instant he was by my side again running hard. I smirked at him and picked up speed and took off into the dark. The wind in my face and the chilly night air on my skin made me feel so alive. I was awake again.

After we both ran the circle twice we met back up where we started. I colapsed on the ground and Yunho stood next to me with his hands on his knees breathing hard. I smiled up at him and crossed my legs.

"What's wrong old man, can't keep up with a kid?" He wipped sweat from his forehead and sat down on the ground next to me.

"No, you're just incredibly fast. You're like a freaking bullet! I mean compared to me you're like a midget, so how do you run that fast?" I laughed and punched him in the shoulder. So what if he had long sexy legs. Short legs are sexier! Wait, did I just call his legs sexy?

"Whatever! The lenght of my legs have nothing to do with it. Just admit it, I kick your ass in running." He grabbed me around the neck puting me in a headlock and gave me a noogie. I pushed against his chest and ended up taking us both to the ground. He released my neck and moved his hands to my shoulders. I looked away before he could see me blush.

"Fine I'll admit it. You kick my ass in running, but I want a rematch." I smiled and pulled away. I got up and began walking back in the direction of the house.

"We can have a hundred rematches, and I'll still own you. Now come on, I'm hungry." It was crazy how it felt like we had known eachother forever. He saw parts of me that my only my friends saw.

"Wait up!" He ran after me and fell into step next to me. He trew his arm around my shoulder in a friendly manner and pulled me closer.

"What do you want to eat? I'll make it." He smiled down at me before looking ahead again.

"I feel like ramen." I elbowed him in the side and smiled. I was glad he said that's what he wanted, because that's exactly what I was thinking.

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When we finished with our showers, we met back down stairs in the kitchen to make the ramen. While we waited for the noodles to boil, we sat down at the counter.

"So when does my official work as your boyfriend start." I could tell I startled him because he knocked over the salt shaker.

"What do you mean by work?" I don't know, that's why I asked you!

"Well you know, meeting your family and getting them to realize that I'm the "one" and all that." What the hell did he think I meant by work? Ahaha oh, he is a pervert.

"Oh well my family kind of works like a mob. You have to meet each member seperatly and then they come back together and make a decision. And if all goes well, you'll have a group dinner with them." Whoa, they sure knew how to make things dramatic huh? It was like he was some murder on trial.

"So exactly how many memebers of your familiy do I have to meet?" I'd be lieing if I said I wasn't concerned.

"Only 3. My sister, my mother and father, in that order." I nodded obsorbing the information and it sounded simple enough, but then again nothing was as simple as it first seems.

"So when does she want to meet me?" I got up and turned off the stove. He removed the pot and poured our noodles in the bowls. I poured the soup over them and our ramen was complete.

"She's having a party Friday night. She said she'll make you dinner." I slurped loudly causing soup to splater all over the place. He laughed and wipped his face.

"Yah you I just had a shower." I rolled my eyes and threw a napkin at him.

"I can't wait then. I'll make sure to impress her." He took the napkin and dabbed at his mouth. He looked as if he had something else to say, something I didn't want to hear.

"There's something about my sister that you should probably be aware of. She's a huge fan of PDA and has an odd obsession with shonen ai characters from manga. So if she tells you that you look like an anime character, go with it." Weirdo's. They were weirdo's an I was fully convinced that it ran in the family.

"Anime and PDA, got it, but when you say PDA do you mean the whole deal?" In my book there was two levels of PDA, The frist one being the old couple type where you only kiss eachother on the cheek and hold hands. And then there was the teenager type where you're practicly doing evrything expect humping eachother. This sumed up Yoochun and Junsu's daily behavior.

"Well she like's a lot more than just a few kisses and hand holding." So that's why he said we needed practice. His sister was a pervert just like him. I sighed and finished the rest of my ramen.

"Mhm so I assume you'll want to spend time practicing. Well after school is out of question because I have home work to do and late at night won't work ether because I must get my beauty sleep. We'll just have to work hard with the time we have in between." I was only teasing him. It wasn't like he really expected us to touch and kiss eachother all the time...Did he?

I turned away from the sink when I noticed he hadn't gotton up to put his bowl away. He was sitting there staring at me with an confused and paniced expression. I guess my humor didn't reach everyone.

"Dude It was a joke. I was just joking. What the hell is wrong with you?" I snapped my fingers in front of his face to get his attention. Whatever state he was in, he came out of it after a few blinks.

"Oh I know you were. I was just...um spacing out." No shit. I sighed and took his bowl and put it in the sink. I looked at the clock and saw that it was already eleven thirty. I yawned and shuffled out of the kitchen and up stairs.

"Going to bed already?" I turned around when I was almost to my room and saw Yunho standing in the middle of the hallway. He was holding a dvd and a large carton of chocolate ice cream.

"Yeah, what else is there to do?" That ice cream looked tempting.

"I was going to my room to watch a movie and I can't finish this ice cream off by myself." I raised my eyebrow getting an idea.

"You got any other flavors in the freezer?" He nodded and I ran down stairs to the kitchen. I came back to his room holding two other flavors of ice cream and chocolet and and oatmeal raisen cookies. I was holding the butter knife and the ice cream scooper in my mouth.

"What are we going to do with all that?" I smirked and put the items down on the table by his bed.

"Just put in the movie and I'll show you." He nodded and put the dvd in. I opened the vanilla ice cream and took out two chocolet chip cookies. I spread the ice cream between the cookies and smiled. The perfect ice cream sandwhich.

"Say 'ah'" He did and it to him. He chewed slowly and then smiled.

"Good right?" He nodded and climbed onto the bed next to me. That's when I felt a new feeling. I was comfortable. Just sitting next to Yunho made me feel comfortable and I really liked it.

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At about two, we were both hyper and still wide awake. Almost all the ice cream was going except for the cookie dough, but that wouldn't be for much longer if I kept eating it with the scooper. For some reason watching "Dear Jonh" had made me extreamly hungry.

"I didn't have any of that one, share." Yunho nudged me lightly in the ribs. Still focused on the movie, I handed him the carton with the scooper. I was about to reach for the remote to turn up the volume when a warm hand inched around my waist. He pulled me close to him. He took my chin in his hand and tilted my head up. Before I could pull away, he kissed me again.

He bit my bottom lip and I opened letting his tongue slid in my mouth. With one hand he put the ice cream on the table and slowly lowered me down on on his bed not once breaking our kiss.

My heart felt like it was racing out control. The body heat between us was like static electricity. I was sure if I pulled away we'd both get shocked.

When he stopped he stared down on me with a cocky smirk. I turned away because I knew I was tomato red.

"I liked that flavor. Cookie dough right?" I forgot my embaressment and punched him hard in the chest. He laughed and rubbed the spot pretending to be hurt.

"You're nothing but a gross pervert. Undecided my ass! You know you like guys!" I folded my arms and stared at the tv angrly. He chuckled and ruffled my hair.

"Maybe that's true, but I was just practicing. Nothing I did just now wasn't apart of the deal. You're just mad because I caught you off gaurd." So what if I was?! I was also mad with the fact he was able to have that kind of effect on me. It pisses me off.

He laid his head on my shoulder and linked his arm with mine. I glanced at him out of the cornor of my eye.

"Don't be upset with me. Next time I'll warn you okay?" I smirked feeling a sudden wave of genius wash over me. When he wsn't paying attention, I took his arm and managed to wrestle him down until he was flat on his back. I sat down in his lap and leaned in close to his lips. His eyes got wider and he looked hesitant, just the reaction I was looking for. I smiled and got off of him and started walking over to the door.

"Don't look so surprised. It's just practice; didn't mean to catch you off gaurd. Well goodnight boss!" I smiled and left the room with him still laying in that position.

When I got in bed I didn't fall asleep right away. My mind was still in jambles. If he was going to make me feel that way every time we got close and kissed, then I don't know how long I'd last. He wasn't makeing this easy.

I reached up and touced my lips that were still sort of puffy.

"Cookie dough right? pfft, pervert." Although it was Sunday, we still had the whole day together which meant more time for practice. Woo freaking hoo.

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In The Moment

A/N: Hello there again my lovely readers^^ Today shall be a double post. You'll not only get chapter 9, but 10 as well! I hope you all enjoy them. Thanks again^^

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"Wake up JaeJoong sshi. You can't stay in bed all day." I batted at the air with my hand and turned over. What did he mean all day? We were up until two.

"But I want to have fun today?" I'm sure you do you pervert. I growled and put the pillow tighter over my head.

"Come on. If you don't move in thirty seconds, I'm going to grope you." You're going to what?! I immediatly jumped up and stood in front of him, in my shirt this time. He flashed me a toothy smile and ruffled my hair.

"Are you happy with yourself now? I'm up so what the hell do you want?" He smirked and pulled out a piece a paper that I automaticaly knew was the contract. He then handed it to me.

"Refer to condition seven please." I blinked a few times to focus my eyes and began to read. "I agree to participate in couple like dates with my "boyfriend" whenever he ask. On these dates, behavor similar to those of actual couples is a must." Sigh, he got me again.

"Okay so we have to go on a date. Where are we going?" Out of his other pocket he pulled out two passes.

"I got us passes to the amusment park. We get free food and admission to rides all day." This guy was older than me right? His eyes looked so happy though. It was annoying, but I couldn't say no to him.

"The amusment park it is. I'll be ready in fifteen minutes." He smiled happyly and left the room. When the door closed, I flopped back down on my bed and closed my eyes. Why did this weekend suddenly feel like it got longer?

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Dressed in black skinny jeans and light blue t-shirt, I headed down stares and much to my horror, I discoverd that Yunho and I were matching. He smirked when he saw my epression.

"One of us has to change." He smiled and picked up his car keys.

"It's already one in he afternoon, so we don't have time for that right now. Besides, it's cute when couples match." Cute and strange. I sighed and followed him out the door to the car without anymore complaint, it'd only give me more reason to be annoyed with him.

"So what do you do at the amusment park anyway?" He drove slowly down the street of the neighborhood. All the driveways were empty. Seemed like everyone was out enjoying the Sunday.

"Haven't you been to one before?" I shook my head and stared blankly out the window remembering what my Sundays were usualy like. It consited of four hours at the restaurant and two hours at the hospital as an assistant and then I spent whatever was left with Jonghyun at the park. That's how it's been since I was a freshman.

"Nope. Me and my mothers idea of amusment was stuffing our faces with ice cream under our neighbors tree when it was hot outside. She'd always buy one carton for us to share whenever she got paid well." He turned onto the freeway picking up speed as he switched lanes.

"Well it's basicaly an extra large playground. They have all sorts of rides and different types of junk food, both Ameriacan and Korean. If you don't want to go on rides, then you could take pictures in the multiple photo booths around the park. It's really fun." I guess it did sound fun. I looked at my pass that had the picture of all the smiling people.

"Then we should do everything. These passes must of cost an arm and a leg." Like it really matter to richy rich here. He shook his head no and smiled.

"No, actually my friends family owns a chain of amusment parks around Seoul. He got me the passes for free." Using your connections to get free stuff, I like it. I smiled and put it around my neck just as he pulled into the parking lot. I could hear the screams already.

We got out of the car and raced eachother to the gate. When I beat him, he picked me up and slung me over his shoulder like I weighed nothing and procceded.

"Now because you beat me, we have to go on every single ride." I hit his back with my fist trying to get him to put me down. I could only imagine how weird we looked. When I realized that he wasnt going to put me down, I gave up and went with it.

Even though I had slept half the day away, It was going to be long anyway.

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"Why did you eat so many corn dogs and then go on the rollar coaster?" I puked out the rest of the dangerously delicious corn dogs while Yunho rubbed my back.

"I usualy have a strong stomach. I thought I could handle it." I stood up and he wipped my mouth. Even though my stomach was empty and I probably smelt foul, I was actually having fun.

We had now been here for six hours and we wern't tired yet. We even managed to take pictures in every photo booth in the park. He smiled and put his hand around my waist and led me away from the garbage can. I didn't slap his hand away, but leaned into him instead. No need to ruin the day with my embarassment.

"You want to make our last ride the farris wheel? It doesn't go very fast." I looked up at the giaint wheel and smiled. It looked so high up.

"Sure, but I'm going to get a smootie first. I still tast corn dogs." He laughed and we walked over to the smootie stand. We order a large strawberry smootie to share. After we finished, we got on the ferris wheel. Soon we were high up in the night sky. It felt like if I reached far enough, I could actually touch the stars.

Not thinkig much about it, I laid my head gently on his shoulder and he squeezed my waist tighter. I couldn't remember the last time I had this much fun and it really made me wish our day was almost over.

When the wheel made it to the top again, it shook to a stop. I grabbed Yunho's hand and looked down. All of the people looked like ants.

"What just happened?" He intertwined our fingers together and looked down as well. Mhm, his hand was warm against my cold one.

"It just stalled. This sort of thing happens all the time on ferris wheels. The ledgend is that the couple that get's stuck at the stop will be together." I snorted and elbowed him slightly.

"You don't honestly believe in crap like that do you?" He pouted cutely and head butted me lightly.

"Of course I do. It's nice to have things to believe in. Don't you have something you believe in that others may think is silly?" I sighed and stared out into the night sky.

"Sure I have things I believe in, but I'm too much of a realist to admit them. I think things that can be touchd are the only things that really exsist. Ledgends are just stories people like to tell to get other people to listen to them." Yeah, I'm only seventeen-years-old, but I've already seen how harsh the world can be. If we don't wake up and see the truths, we'll be forever someones door mat.

"But Jae, it's okay to believe in things that can't be touched or seen. That's why we have imaginations. Anything we wish to create can begin in our mind. That's how love starts. You can't tell me you don't believe in love either." I shifted slightly feeling a little uncomfortable.

"I believe in the love one gives their family. The love you speak of is still hard for me to process." I knew that what Junsu and Yoochun felt for eachother was nothing but pure love, but who's to say that years from now it'll still be that way. If either of them were unfaithful, their love could be destroyed.

"Are you afraid of the pain that could be caused if something happens to your love? You still think about how your father cheated on your mother. You saw her suffer therefore you don't wish to go through the same, am I correct?" He was more than just correct, he had found exactly what I was thinking and made me extreamly frustrated. I took his hand from my waist and scooted over.

"Yes you are right, but what's wrong with that? It's not like I'm incapable of falling in love or anything, I just don't wish to cause myself unecessary pain." Maybe that was the problem with me and Taeyeon. I enjoyed the idea of being in love, but the entire time I feared that I'd hurt her.

"But the pain of love is something that comes even when you don't want it to. Not everyone cheats and intentionaly hurts eachother. Love is something to cherish and pain is just one unfortunate part of it." It made sense, but I had never viewed it in that light before. Someday down the road, I'd try to believe that.

"Thank you Dr. Yunho. I'll make sure to come to you the next time I need a lesson on life's biggest hurdles." He smirked and pinched my cheek lightly just as the wheel began to move again.

We got down to bottom and got off. I took out my phone to check the time and noticed that I had missed a call from Jonghyun. I nearly fainted from panic as I called him back.

"Hey kid. I'm sorry I missed your call earlier." We got in the car and he drove off.

"Yeah I know it's late. Did you brush you teeth yet?" All the kids in the background made it hard to hear until he yelled shut-up. That's my boy!

"Okay then kid I'll see you in the morning. I miss you." Yunho glanced at me and I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Alright, goodnight." I sighed and hung up. When I looked out of the window again we were already home.

I went up stairs and took a shower and put on a pair of jogging pants. I came out of the bathroom to grab the shirt that I left on the bed when I found Yunho laying across my bed with the shirt in his hand. He sat up and smiled at me.

"So was I helpful to you this weekend?" I looked at him confused by what he meant. I reached for my shirt but he stood up and held it higher.

"What do you mean? I know you're not being very helpful right now." I jumped, but still couldn't reach it.

"Was I able to take your mind of missing Jonghyun for a bit?" I stopped jumping realizing what he meant. This weekend he had planed with hopes of taking my mind off missing Jonghyun. I smiled and nodded. Forgetting about being shirtless, I wrapped my arms around him giving him a hug. How starnge, we had already kissed three times, but this was the first time we've hugged.

"Thank you so much. That was really sweet and it helped alot." He would make an awesome real boyfriend. He lowered his arms and hugged back. When he did I grabbed my shirt and smiled wide. I turned around to put it on when he pulled me around the waist back towards him. The shirt fell slowly down around me stopping where his hands were.

He put his face in my hair and I heard him inhale. I tried to get away, but he turned me around so that we were face to face. Instead of kissing me on the lips like I expected him to, he ducked his head lower and kissed my directly under my chin just shy of my adams apple. The sensation I felt at that moment was unlike any other. He let go and stepped back slightly. He smoothed away the hair that had fallen in front of my eyes and smiled softly.

"You have a lot to offer Jae. Don't let the fear of pain keep you from falling in love. Someone will truely return it." Someone. Could it be that what I've wanted all this time was just to fall in love and if I did, would they love me in return? Someone. Had that person already found me? Chapter 10

It'll Be Okay As Long As It's Like This

A/N: Chapter 10!!! I just finished chapter 9 a few minutes ago so I'm still running on insperation. I hope everyone likes this chapter too^^ Thanks for reading!

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By morning, my throat still tingled from his kiss last night. So when I got in the car the next morning I said nothing and niether did he.

Since I had to go to school, he was taking the day off to stay with Jonghyun. When he pulled up to the Kindergarden, I saw the crowds of parents waiting to pick up their kid. I jumped out as soon as he parked and ran to through the crowd. There in the middle of all of the people, was my Jonghyun looking flustered by the crowd.

I picked him up from the behind and hugged him tight.

"Joongie papa, I can't breathe." I smiled and hugged him a little less tight. He kissed me on my cheeck and squeezed me.

"I'm sorry kid, I just missed you too much." I put him down and walked him back to the car where Yunho was waiting. He smiled and waved hello. I strapped him into the back seat and got back in. I hated the fact that I had to get out when he got to my school. I reached back and patted Jonghyun's knee.

"See you later love. Take care of him Yunho." I turned to unlock the door, but he locked it right back. He took my wrist firmly in his hand.

"Hey Jonghyun, could you cover your eyes for a minute?" Jonghyun wrinkled his eyebrow breifly before doing as he was told. Yunho grabbed the side of my face and kissed me tenderly on the forehead. He smiled and fixed my hair before unlocking the door.

I got out and was scared almost shitless by Junsu and Yoochun who were both staring at the car and continued to stare as it drove away.

"What the fuck are you two doing? You look stupid." I walked around them ad into the school. I thought I had left them behind when I felt hands on both my arms. Junsu's eyes became wide and alarmed.

"Yah, Kim JaeJoong! Have you forgotton you have friends? Who the hell was that guy?" His voice had dropped to a low whisper and they had somehow gotton me into the bathroom. The guys that were still using it looked startled. Yoochun let go of me and walked up to them cracking his knuckles.

"Okay boys! Potty time is over now get out!" All four guys ran out, without washing their hands(uh EW!) and one was still zipping up. When they were all gone they kept me cornered.

"Now spill!" I laughed and poked Junsu's stomach. He's been eating too much again.

"Ha, but I don't have to pee right now." I started laughing, but stoped shortly after I realized I was the only one laughing.

"We're not playing with you. Who was that guy?" I sighed and croseed my arms. They were just like a trained fireing squad.

"That was Yunho, the guy I sighned the contract for. Jonghyun and I have been living with him since Wedsnday. That's it." Junsu's mouth was wide open and Yoochun was smirkig.

"That's our JaeJae! You work fast." Junsu punched him in the gut and caused him to bend over. That looked like it hurt.

"What do you mean that's it? He was kissing you." I pushed passed them to look in the mirror. I fixed my hair and turned and leaned against the sink.

"It was just a kiss on the forehead. That was nothing compared to how he usually is." Okay maybe I shouldn't have said it so nonchalantly.

"How he usualy is? You've only know the guy for barely a week!" That was true, but someting in me felt like I've known him much longer and evertime we kissed or got close, the feeling got stronger.

"Look let me explain. I-" Junsu raised his hand cutting me off.

"You can't explain a damn thing Kim JaeJoong. Tonight Yoochun and I are coming over. Give me the address right now." He stuck his hand out waiting for it. I sighed and took out a piece of paper and wrote it down. Hesitantly I turned it over to him knowing this meant trouble.

"Make sure he knows we know about the contract." He took Yoochun's hand and went out of the bathroom almost knocking over the line of boys who had formed outside. Tonight outa be interesting.

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At lunch I snuck back to the bathroom and called Yunho.

"Yunho, it's Jae." I could hear SHINee's Ring Ding Dong blasting loud in the background and Jonghyun's voice.

"What's up sexy?" Calm down JaeJoong. This is no time to be anry.

"First, don't call me that. Second, Yoochun and Junsu are coming over tonight. They're my best friends and the only people that know about the contract. It's it okay?" The song switched from Ring Ding Dong to Replay.

"Sure that's fine. It's your house too. Is that all?" I sighed ad nodded.

"Yeah. See you soon." I was about to hang up when I heard him say something else.

"Kiss you soon!" Then he hung up quickly. I wanted to punch him so badly. Tonight was going to be the definition of hell.

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"Where's Jonghyun?" I got in the car and noticed that his carseat was empty. Yunho smiled and pulled off fast down the street.

"He made friends with the cooks in the kitchen. They said they would look after him while they cook." I smiled a little envious of the fact Jonghyun was always able to make friends quickly.

"So are you sure you don't mind my friends coming over? They can be really difficult sometimes." He snorted and glanced at me.

"Compared to you, I'm sure they're easy." I hit him on the shoulder with all my streangth. He pointed a finger at me.

"See!" I wasn't difficult, I just didn't take his crap. He reached out and massaged the back of my neck gently.

"I'm just messing with you. Wheither it's been one week or a year, I already know your personality well. I like it when your fiesty." Before I could say anything we were already home. I got out and went inside controling my anger.

"Kid I'm home!" Jonghyun ran out of the kitchen and straight into my arms. I gave him a tight hug and began going up stairs.

"Let's go take a bath." Maybe with Jonghyun home, Yunho would be able to find the time to be a perv.

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When Jonghyun finished his bath, I sent him down stairs so that I could dressed. I put on a pair of ripped black skinny pants and white tank top. I was relieved that these cloths had turned out to be just my style. I went down stairs just as Yoochun's truck pulled up in the driveway.

I ran to the door and opened it just as they were coming up the driveway. Junsu had pulled out his cell phone and taking pictures. Oh boy.

"Yah, Kim JaeJoong! You live here?" Yunho appeared behind me at the door. He rested his hand on on my waist easing me back onto him.

"Stop being a tourist and come in already." I reached out and pulled them in and closed the door. Yunho smiled brightly and bowed a bit, but didn't remove his hand.

"I'm Jung Yunho. Very nice to meet you." Junsu winked at me and bowed slighty as well.

"I'm Kim Junsu and this is my future hubby, Park Yoochun. Pleasure to meet you as well." Okay introductions are done and so far we are safe.

"Uncle Su! Uncle Chun!" Jonghyun ran up to them with huge smiles. Yoochun hoasted him into the with one hand. We moved into the living room and sat down on the couch.

For a while we had pretty normal conversations, even during dinner. So far I was pretty impressed. After we finished dinner we played Dance Dance Revolution. I started playing against Junsu and we got really in to it.

~YUNHO'S POV~

I was sitting on the couch next to Yoochun. He was a pretty cool guy that obviously adored Junsu.

"Hey, Yunho hyung can I talk to you for a moment?" I nodded and got up and we went out onto the balcony. He leaned up against the railing and gave me a soft smile.

"Um well, I know that you and JaeJoong have the whole contract and everything, but as a close friend I just want to make sure you really put your heart into this." I took a deep breath and looked out over the neighborhood.

"When you say I should put heart into it, what exactly do you mean?" I was already pretty sure what he meant, but I wanted to see what he said anyway.

"Jae is a really good person. He loves people and he puts his everything into taking care of them. He's the type of person that would put someones health and safty before his own anyday. Wheither you're pretending or not, I think what he needs right now is someone who can show him affection and can take care of him well." I didn't want to make things hard on Jae, but it was hard not to want to care for him.

"JaeJoong is doing me a huge favor by signing the contract,so I promise I will do my best to be that person for him." He smiled and nodded looking releaved.

"But I'm telling you now as a warning, JaeJoong will not fall in love easily. So if you turn out to have more than just pretend feelings for him, don't expect much." Then that means I'm in trouble. I think that was already happening. I sighed an patted him on the shoulder.

"Thanks for talking to me. I'll be sure to take care of him the best way I can." We went back inside just as JaeJoong was doing his victory dance. I'm guessing he had won again.

I smiled seeing his happy face. He looked as if he dropped all of his barriers. I wanted to one day bring that sort of happiness to his face on my own.

~JAE'S POV~

"Oh yeah I kicked your butt again! Aren't I awesome kid?" I high fived Jonghyun while Junsu pouted.

"I'll get you next time! Come on Chun, I got get going." He hugged me tight and I kissed him on the cheek. They bowed one last time before leaving. I smiled and landed back on the couch. Yunho sat down next to while Jonghyun began to yawn.

"Look's like it's time to put someone to bed." I smiled and picked up the protesting five-year-old and went up stairs. I changed him into his pajamas and in less than a minute, he was alsleep. I then went into my bedroom to change my cloths.

"Do you have homework tonight?" I looked up and saw Yunho leaning against the door frame. I shook my head no and was about to sit down on my bed when he grabbed my hand. He brought me down the now familiar hallway to his room. He closed the door and pressed me up against it. None of his actions were rough or rushed. He raised his hand and ran it along my cheek.

"I was a good boy and your friends liked me. So do I get a prize?" I smiled thinking about Junsu and how he said he's going to force Yoochun to work out more to get the well built arms like Yunho. I reached up and placed my hands around his neck.

"But I'm all sweaty still from dancning. Can't you wait unitl tomorrow?" Playing along with this lover act was becoming increasingly fun. No matter how may times he managed to piss me off, I come right back.

"Nope! We only really have four more days for productive practice. Friday you meet my sister." He pressed his hands into my waist and squeezed. His hands were so big and practicaly envoloped my waist. I guess there was no need to deny it. He was handsome, strong and anyone's dream man.

"Fine, but let's make this quick because I'm tired." He smirked and lowered his head so that are lip were close enough to almost touch.

"Shall you lead or shall I?" I rolled my eyes and extended my neck so that are lips met. I think I did it a little to hard because he made a sound I never heard before. I pulled away thinking that maybe I had hurt him.

"Why did you make that sound? Did I hurt you?" He smiled and shook his head no.

"It was a moan because it felt nice. You didn't hurt me." I was sure I was red enough to make Santa Clauses' suit look pink.

He slipped his hand around the back of my neck and brought our lips back together. This kiss was strong and passionate with no sighns of stopping anytime soon.

I hopped up onto him and wrapped my legs around him, my back still pressed against the door. What ever beast that had been hiding in me had been released.

He trailed kisses from my mouth all the way down to my neck sucking as hard as he could. Without realizing it, I had let a small moan escape from my lips as bit my earlobe. Okay this so wasn't practice anymore. But even though I know this, I don't want it to stop.

He moved from the door over to the bed and laid me down gently. I dropped one leg still wanting more. He continued to neck me until I brought his face back towards me. When I looked in his eyes, I could clearly see my own reflection. I wonder if he could see his in mine.

I pulled him down on me crashing our lips together. All I wanted right now was him and it felt like he wanted me too.

I trashed my body hard agaisnt his. He leaned over me on his knees and ran his hand over my stomach underneath my shirt. That's when I stopped. It's still to soon to get that serious. I grabbed his hand gently telling him to stop.

"Let's not okay." He nodded and got off of me. He laid down next to me and ran his hand through his hair. I sat up to leave, but he held onto my arm. I looked down and saw him staring up at me.

"Don't go. I won't try anything so you can stay." Hesitantly I laid back down next to him and he held me in his arms. I rested my head on is chest listening to the steady beat of his heart.

If it was just lust and pretending between us, then there was no chance of us getting hurt. If these feelings didn't exsist for real, then the pain couldn't happen either right?

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To Resist

A/N:HELLO!!!! I just finished reading all the awesome comments and I just want to say I love you all!!!! Anyways, here's chapter 11^^ Hope you all like it:)

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"Good morning." I turned around and saw Yunho walk in with Jonghyun on his shoulders. I smiled and poured two more glasses of orange juice.

"Morning." I couldn't even look Yunho in the eye after last night. If someone were to ask what happened, my curt reply would be, 'How the hell should I know?!' Honestly though, whatever did happen last night was well...hot. Yeah, I had those type of thoughts every now and then too.

"When I woke, you were already gone. Is there a reason for why you're ready so early?" You mean besides the fact we've barely known eachother for a week and we almost went to second base on your bed last night? Mhm, I wonder what it could have been.

"I couldn't sleep. Besides, I have test prep for finals this morning so I have to be to school earlier." He nodded and sipped from his juice. I chugged down the rest of my juice and rinsed out the glass, before walking out of the kitchen. I grabbed my back pack from the couch and picked up Jonghyun to give him a kiss.

"Behave youself and have a good day of school." He nodded and I put him back down just as Yunho came out of the kitchen.

"Don't you want me to take you?" I shook my head no and smiled just as I saw Junsu's car pull up. I guess you could say for now I wanted to avoid him. It was just too awkward.

"It's fine, Junsu is already here. See you at around six." I waved to Jonghyun once more before leaving. I prentended not to notice the look on Yunho's face before I left.

I got in the car and strapped up and Junsu pulled off. It was quiet until we got to a red light. He looked over at me and I knew his eyes were on my neck.

"What are those?" He pointed to the red sploches that I had desperatly tried to get rid of this morning. I put my hands up to my neck and looked away.

"Um I scratched myself." Again with my awesome lying skills huh? He hit me on my knee as he continued driving.

"Do you think I just fell of the dumbass tree? Those are hickies!" Thank's captin obvious!

"Well if you knew what they were, then why the hell did you ask genius?!" I think he just does it to annoy me.

"Because they look like fucking vampire marks. So after Chun and I left, I assume you guys got down to "business" huh?" I didn't bother punching him so I just slumped down I the seat. I didn't think they looked that bad.

"We didn't go as far as you think we did." Even though we almost did. He smirked and pulled into the school parking lot.

"It's fine. You don't have to tell me everything, but you will later. In the mean time, cover those up with some makeup; it's in my bag." I sighed and took the makeup out his bag and began applying it. I looked in the visor mirror when I was done, and you couldn't see anything. This was conveint. We got of the car and I handed his bag back to him.

"Is there a reason why you carry makeup around with you?" He smiled and winked.

"How am I supposed to explain to my bible study teacher that I just got sun rash on my neck?" I laughed and pushed him away as we were walking. There was definatly a purpose as to why we were friends.

~YUNHO'S POV~

"You're going to get some serious wrinkles if you keep frowning like that." I looked up and saw Changmin had come in.

"I don't have time for your right now. Don't you have work to do?" He came over and stood behind me to see what I was doing on the computer.

"Gosh you're a great friend. For your information, I don't have any work to do. Hey, didn't you just buy a new laptop?" Distracted I nodded. I wasn't looking for me though, but for JaeJoong.

"Yeah I did, but this isn't for me, it's for JaeJoong." He smiled and slapped my shoulder with his brute like streanght.

"It hasn't even been a week yet, but he's already got you buying him stuff? Look's like he's got you wrapped around his finger. Have you tapped him yet?" I fipped him off and went back to browsing. I had no clue why I was friends with a pervert like him.

"One, he didn't ask me to buy him anything. Two, I am not wrapped around his finger. Three, no I have not slept with him and I don't plan on it anytime soon." Yes, I was going to disreguard last night, because JaeJoong obviously wanted to forget about it.

"You know I'm just messing with you Yun. It's just you already seem so serious about him. I just want to make sure that you remember that this contract last for a year and gettng to into this isn't going to do either you any good." I'm sure he was right, but I was also sure about how I felt.

"I'm prefectly aware of that Changmin. I won't do anything rash." Hopefully I won't. He smiled and nodded before leaving. I sighed and decided on th laptop for JaeJoong and confirmed the order. It should be here by tonight. I hope he likes it.

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I sighed and looked at my watch and back at the door. It had been six o'clock four hours ago. I had already given Jonghyun his bath and put him to bed. I was starting to get worried until I saw car lights flash in the driveway. I got up and went over to stand by the door.

He came in and smiled at me before stumbling over to the stairs. I went over to him to hold him up but he slapped my hand away.

"Go away, I'm fine." The smell of soju and beer wafted from him in a strong manner.

"Have you been drinking?" He smirked and did the motion of drinkig.

"Shots. They were good!" He stood up as straight as he could and headed up the stairs. I followed him up to make sure he was okay. He pushed open the door and threw his bag on the floor. He almost fell over again but I reached out to catch him.

"You're not old enough to drink JaeJoong." And from the looks of it, he drank a lot and doesn't handle it very well. He pushed my hand away and turned around.

"I'll be eighteen in a few weeks anyway. Besides it wasn't like I was at a bar or anything. Lay the hell off." He began unloosening his tie and tried to unbutton his shirt. I put aside those words that actually stung, and tried to help him. Instead of objecting he dropped his arms down by his sides.

When I got to the last button I stepped back, but he took my hand rested it on his bare waist.

"Don't treat me like a little boy Yunho. I know you have needs, so let me help you." He shook off his shirt and and let it drop to the floor. I looked away, but he brought me back to face him.

"I'm sorry I treated you strangly this morning, I was just a little confused, but I know better now. If we don't practice, then we won't look like a real couple. Come on, do what you did last night. I'll make you moan again." He smirked and leaned up to kiss me, but I stopped him. I didn't want him like this.

I picked him up and brought him into the bathroom. I pushed him into the shower and turned on the cold water. He slipped and fell down trying to push his hair out of his eyes. When I thought it was enough, I turned off the water and threw him a towel. He towled off his hair and looked up at me.

"What the hell Yunho?! Why the fuck did you do that?" I ran my hand through my hair and sighed. He stood up still dripping and left the bathroom. I followed him out and tossed him the cloths he was wearing last night.

"Because you were acting foolish and I don't like seeing you that way. Now take those off before you catch a cold." A bit pissed I turned to leave when a sudden a pair of wet arms encircled my waist.

"I just wanted to show you how much I appreciate you. Don't be angry with me Yun." His voice had become soft and pleading and it sounded as if he had become sober again. I turned around and looked at his face that was covered in wet strands of hair.

"I know you appreciate me, but that isn't the way to show it. And I'm not angry with you. I don't think I'm capable of such a thing." I pushed back his arms and opened the door.

When I got back to my room, I sat at my desk in the dark for hours. What Changmin had said to me earlier, kept replyaing over and over again in my head. If I got too serious about JaeJoong, then I ws going to cause the both of us nothing but trouble. I didn't want that to happen, but the scary thing was, I think it already was.Chapter 12

I Like What You Do

A/N:*Dances to Paradise Kiss theme song* Hi there again Well I posted chapter 11 earlier today so here I am again it chapter 12. I hope you all enjoy it!

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'Oh damn my head hurts.' I sighed and rolled over in bed feeling gross. There's no way I was going to drink that much again. I turned back over and kicked the tangled sheets off and sat up carefully. When I opened my eyes, I saw Yunho sitting in my desk chair looking at me.

"Yah! You trying to scare the crap out of me?" He smiled and got up and sat down next to me. I hadn't even noticed that he was holding a glass of water and an asprin. I smiled a little and took the asprin. He reached out and ruffled my hair gently.

"You probably feel like crap. Hopefully that'll make you feel better." Yeah, I felt like crap and probably looked it too. I laid back down on the pillow and closed my eyes for a while. Yunho laid down next to me.

"About yesterday, I'm sorry. Me and the others went over to Junsu's house and had a few drinks before the upcoming finals. We always do it, but I just got a little carried away because I knew I didn't have to work. Actually everyone got carried away. We're all streassing because finals weigh a whole lot more now that we're seniors. Anyway I'm sorry." It was the right thing to do to applogize. I mean when I get drunk, I was known for doing some pretty promiscuious things and I'd hump anything that moved.

"It's fine and I completly understand, but don't drink like that again. I can't handle the drunk JaeJoong very well." I smiled and punched his shoulder lightly. I wonder what I had really done last night.

Putting that aside, I got up and went into the bathroom to get ready for school. When I came back out, Yunho was sitting on my bed this time dressed in his suit and holding a package. He smiled and handed it to me. I eyed him a bit before takinig it. I undid the packaging and was face to face with a shiny new laptop. Smiling, I grabbed him and gave him a big hug. He wrapped his arms tight around me hugging back.

"Yet again you've done something you didn't have to, but I'm no less gratful. Thank you." He pulled away still holding me in his arms and leaned in to kiss me, but I pressed two fingers to his lips to stop him.

"There's no time to practice. You've got work and I've got school and if Jonghyun comes up here and catches us, you're going to explain." He smiled an released me and we went down stairs. Jonghyun was aready by the door hopping up and down impatiently.

"What took you guys so long? I can't be late today because we're going to start making our fathers day presents." Ah fathers day. My favorite holiday.

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"You're home late. Long day?" I nodded and sat down on the couch and let my head fall into his lap. The first day of crame studying is always the worst. The sound of the tv and Yunho's beathing was actually quit nice. The silence of the school was too much to take. He gently ran his hands through my hair and over my cheek bone. His fingers felt very nice. I was getting used to his touch and lookd forward to it.

"If you keep doing that, I may fall asleep before I get a chance to study tonight." He smiled at me and traced my lips lightly with his index finger. A small sensation went up my spine. Only one touch was filled with a sort of magic that made me loose myself.

"Then just sleep. I'll sit here an stare at you." I smiled and closed my eyes briefly as he ran his fingers from lips down to my neck with gentle strokes. He moved his fingers to my tie and loosened it. I didn't stop him when he unbuttoned a few of the buttons at the top. He slipped his hand into the opening and rubbed circles in my chest.

"How can I sleep with you touching me like that? You make me think you want to do something kinky with me." Hell maybe I wanted him to.

"I do. Time is running out before you meet my sister and if she likes you, you'll be meeting my mother soon after. We need to practice don't we?" I smiled and sat up. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I moved closer to his ear.

"Okay boss we can play for a while, but then I have to study and you can't bother me no matter how late I stay up okay?" He smirked and wrapped his arms loosly around my waist.

"We have a deal." We got of the couch and went up stairs to his room. This time we went straight to the bed, but I was on top.

It was strange how these sexual parts of me that I didn't even know were there came from, but Yunho managed to bring them out.

I dropped down low onto him and kissed him on his neck. When I bit him lightly, he moaned and I couldn't help but laugh. Just having this small amount of control over him was amazing.

I lifted my neck and allowed him to kiss me the same way he did the other night. When our positions flipped, he held my arms above my head and smiled down at me.

"What are you looking at? I thought you wanted to practice. I could always go study you know." He silenced me with his lips with a long french kiss that left me breathless. He was a hell of a kisser I could say that.

We continued this same pattern of him being on top of me and then me on top of him for about an hour. Along the way, I had some how worked myself out of my shirt and he was close to not wearing one either. It was like some game we were playing to see who could win the fastest. When I was back on top of him, I put my hand on his chest and smiled.

"It's late. If we keep this up, something may happen. I'm going to study." I got off of him and picked up my shirt from the floor. He smirked and got up to walk me over to the door. He leaned up against it and smiled at me.

"Are all virgins this innocent?" Instead of giving him the kiss I was thinking about giving him, I punched him hard in the gut. He bent over and moved away clutching his stomach.

"Goodnight you disgusting pervert." I went back down to my room satisfied with myself.

As much as I would have liked to deny it, I was extreamly turned on by Yunho and the way he treated me. It would be nice to have someone actually try to keep up with me. I might as well enjoy it for now since a year would occur quicker than we both may expect. Chapter 13

I Love Messing With You

A/N: *Bangs my head on computer table,hard* GAH! I had a terrible case of writers block yesterday, that drove me looney all night. I actually got off the computer before the next morning which is something I almost NEVER do. I felt bad because I have so many awesome readers who actually look forward to reading it :^( Oh well that's over! Today I'll be writting chapter 13 AND 14. I really hope they turn out well. Ooh and for those of you haven't added me on LiveJournal, my username is lafangurl. If I ever don't update, I will usuasly put the reason why on there. I love you guys! Now enough with the chitty chitty chat(lol chitty chitty bang bang!)Here's chapter 13. Hope you like it!

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"Jae why aren't you ready yet?" I looked up from my text book and smiled sheepishly. It's true that my face has been in books every since I got home, but finals start on Monday.

"It won't take me long. I've already taken a shower. Can you find something for me to wear?" He sighed and went into my closet giving me some extra study time. Tonight was the night I met Yunho's sister and it goes without saying that I was a bit nervous.

He came back out a few minutes later with a black dress shirt and slacks and a light green tie.

"There you have something to wear so get ready. Your brain isn't going to rot if you stop studying for a few hours." I stuck my tongue out at him and got up to get dressed. When I was finished, he came back in and smiled at me.

"I clean up pretty nice huh?" I had to admit, I did feel handsome. This is probably how he feels every day when he goes to work. He smiled and pulled me into my arms. The smell of both our colones instantly revived my senses.

"Very nice. You look good enough to eat." He smirked and I punched him lightly in the stomach. For a moment, we stood there with him holding me just staring at eachother. I was about to look away when he claimed my lips with a small kiss. It wasn't like a full blown makeout, but more of a kiss of reasurance.

"I know you'e nervous, but don't be. Out of the three, my sister is the easiest. Besides, you're a real charmer so you have nothing to worry about." I smiled feeling much better. It was nice to have someone who could read me so well.

We went down stairs to tell Jonhyun goodbye. He bounded out of the kitchen in a full chiefs uniform with the hat barely fitting him. I picked him up and gave him a kiss.

"Be good to the chief noonas and hyungs okay?" He nodded happyly an gave me a big hug before returning to the kitchen. Yunho took my hand and we went out to the car. It wasn't long before we arrived at an even bigger house furthur along down the street.

"You're sister just lives down the street from you?" He smiled and nodded like it was just a coincidence.

"She's older than me by five years so she's incredibly over protective. When I was in college, she bought an apartment close to where I was staying on campus." Mhm, so that's where he got his stalker skills from. I unbulcked my seat bealt and was about to get out when I felt Yunho's hand on my knee. I turned around and saw that he looked worried.

"Tonight we are a couple which means we have to act like one just like we did on our date. Don't give me sass when I hold your hand or grab you around the waist. Also, at least look like you're having a good time, even if you're not." I nodded not really liking how bossy he had suddenly became. When had I ever been sassy?

"I understand sir. We'll be the two fruitiest things in the room I guarantee it!" I gave him the thumbs up and smiled. He didn't laugh or even crack a smile. Was my humor really that bad these days?

"Please just get out of the car." That's what I was doing smarty pants. We got out and went up to the front door. I took a deep breath and grabbed Yunho's hand obviously catching him off guard. I kept my eyes focused on the door as he rang the bell. The front door opened and we were immediatly greeted by a beautiful smiling woman. The first thing she did was look down at me and Yunho's joined hands.

"Oh Yunho you're on time for once huh? Come right in, the rest of the guest aren't here yet." She smiled widly at me and I returned it with my best smile as we went in.

I wasn't entirely too taken aback by the lavish setting. It was very similar to Yunho's minus the fish. We walked in and followed her out to a balcony that already had food waiting. I sat down next to Yunho after she took her seat and stuck my hand out to her. Let's get on with this.

"It's very nice to meet you for the fist time. I'm Kim JaeJoong, Yunho's boyfriend." She turned bright pink and returned the hand shake a little bit too firmly.

"Oh you're so cute! Yunho has told me all about you so no need for formalities. Just call me Hyori noona. May I call you Jae kun?" Oh that's right, she likes shonen ai. I smiled and she clapped her hands happyly. I could hear Yunho sigh. Seems like even though they're similar, she annoys him none the less. Tonight may not be so bad.

"So sis, shouldn't we starting eating?" She waved her hand still looking at me.

"We'll eat soon, but I must take some pictures with Jae kun first. You don't mind do you?" I shook my head no and smiled knowing that Yunho already wanted to go home. She excused herself for a moment leaving Yunho and I alone. I smirked and leaned over towards him.

"I like her. She's not a pervert like you. In fact, she's normal compared to you. What does she do for a living anyway?" He looked back at me with an evil like smirk.

"You'll find out soon enough." I'm not so sure how I felt about the way he answred that. I shrugged it off and sat back up just as she came back in with her digital camara. She pushed back a curly strand of hair from her face and held the camara up to her eye.

"Give me a big smile Jae kun!" I smiled widly and gave the peace sign. She then moved next to me and put her around my shoulder and another flash went off. She stepped back and took a look at the pictures.

"Omo this is awesome! No one ever looks this good next to me. I know you're going to be amazing material. Yunho what took you so damn long?" Material? What the hell?

"When you say material, what exactly do you mean?" She smiled and gave me the thumbs up.

"You're in the presence of one of the best Yaoi love comic book writers in Seoul! I run an agency that looks for everyday uzzalangs, for my comics. I'm going to take Japan by storm and you're just the face I needed." Was this woman for real?! I've learned yet another lesson today: NEVER EVER judge a person based on first impressions. You can either be surprised in a good way or bad.

I heard Yunho snicker slightly when he saw my face. I elblowed him hard in his side with my elbow. Then I got an idea.

"Wow that's awesome! You know I'm not really hungry, so if there's anyway Yunho and I can help you out, I won' mind at all." Out of the cornor of my eye, I saw Yunho shoot me a warning glance. That's what you get.

"Oh that would help a bunch! Since the party is about to start soon we can't do it now, but I would love it if you stick around a little bit after. I'll even kick those freeloaders out early. You're a doll Jae kun, thank you!" She ran over to me and gave me a tight hug.

"No noona, you are not using JaeJoong and I for your work. I'll call over Changmin, but we're not doing it." She pouted and crossed her arms at him. Yunho seemed like the older one here.

"Don't worry Hyori noona, Yunho is just talking. Whatever I say goes isn't that right?" I put my hand in his lap and ran it back and forth over his inner thigh. He went stiff and didn't look like he'd be objecting anymore. I gave him and tiny wink.

"Wow you really do have our Yunho around your finger don't you? I've never seen him get that quiet. Thank you again! Now we should get going because the guests are here." We followed her back out into the main area that was quickly being filled with people. I grabbed Yunho's hand and put it around my waist. When we fell into step with eachother I leaned up and whispered in his ear.

"Don't be so sour. We're a couple remember? You're supposed to hang on to my every word and I'll hang on to yours." Sometimes you had to be careful for what you wish for. He smiled and bumbed his head lightly against mine.

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"Well folks that's all for the night. Hope you enjoyed the food and had a good time. Next time I'll host a party in a bigger vinue. Goodnight!" Bigger vinue? This was alreadly like the Taj Mahal.

I bowed lightly to a couple of girls who had come to talk to me as they left. After tonight, my view of rich people has changed drasticly. They're really normal with the exception that they could probably buy you and then get change back.

Yunho came up behind me and wrapped his hands lightly around my waist. I looked up and saw how pleased he looked which meant I did a good job.

When everyone was gone his sister appeared again in new cloths. This time she was dressed in just jeans and a white t-shirt and her hair was tied back in a high pony tail.

"Alright men, let's get to work!" We followed her through a door that led to another stair case. When we reached the bottom, lights came on revieling a huge white and blue studo with camaras and a back drop.

"Here I'll shoot the pictures and the final products will be drawn by me. Omo I can feel this being a hit already!" I smiled feeling a little excited while Yunho looked like he wanted to be anywhere but here. I nudged him a little and linked my arm with his.

"Look alive will ya. You're doing your sister a favor. We practiced for this." He rolled his eyes and looked away. Hyori reappeared again this time with two outfits. She handed one to me and the other to Yunho.

"Go ahead and change into these. I'll set up." I looked down at my outfit then at Yunho's(Btw, the outfits she gave them were from there "Survivor music video. Yunho's in his his white outfit for the vid and JaeJoong is in the black one. Their hairstyles are the same too.)

She pushed us into the dressing room and closed the door. I stood against the wall with my back facing him.

"What are you doing?" Defeated, Yunho was already getting dressed.

"I don't wish to see you in your underwear and I don't want you seeing me in mine." He chuckled and threw his shirt at my head.

"Don't be such a baby, we're both guys. Just get changed so we can get this over with." Thanks's for pointing out the obvious once again, but there was no way in hell I was turning around until he was finished.

"Whatever, just hurry up and get out so I can change." He tapped me on the shoulder and I glanced a little to the side.

"You can turn around now, I'm done." I turned around slowly just in case he was tricking me, but when I did I was pleasently surprised. Yunho looked really good in white. He smirked and left the room so I could change.

When I was finished, I came back out and saw that Yunho's was getting his hair fixed by Hyori. She stopped once she saw me come out. Yunho also looked over.

"Oh my this is a mirical. Do you kow how many models I had try on that same outfit? None of them looked right in it, but you look amazing!" Ew, I hope it's been washed since the last person.

"Come, let me fix your hair and then we can start." I did as I was told and sat down in the chair where he had been. When I got closer, I heard him whistle. Despite wanting to, I blushed like a red cherry. He was truely a pervert in every sense of the word and I fell for it every time.

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"Now that you're both ready, go have a seat in the middle of the set." I skipped over and sat down and Yuho walked over slowly.

"Okay first positon, Jae kun, get on top of Yuno and then turn slightly to face the camara. Yunho don't look at the camara, just focus on him. Keep your hands on his hips." And so begins the PDA he mentioned, but I would have never guessed it would be in this form.

We assumed our positions some what hesitantly,but it came naturaly. His hands were planted frimly and I could feel his breath on my neck.

"That's awesome hold it!" The camara flashed twice before her next set of instructions.

"Great, now rotate yourselves so that I can see your profiles. Jae kun, put both of your hands on Yunho's chest and Yunho press your lips to his neck." My, what an imagination. We did what we were told and the last thing to come were Yunho's lips. Gently, he pressed his his lips to my neck and my spine felt like it vibrated with an electric shock.

"I'm gonna be in tears! This is just great. stay just like that." I was becoming more eager to see what she'd have us do next.

"Okay Jae kun, in this shot you're the star so own it. Yunho lay down and Jae kun get directly on top of him and hold his arms over his head. Make sure you look over powering and make direct eye contact." Now we're talking! I pushed him down lightly and got on top of him. Strongly, I brought his hands over his head by the wrist. I leaned down close and smirked at him. I loved the way it looked like he was ready to take me right here and now.

"Like this noona?" I was so close to him that our chests touched. I got a loud girly giggle as my answer.

"That's perfect Jae kun. I'm drooling!" My smirk grew wider when I noticed how his bottom lip quiver a little.

"Alright boys, we're almost done. For the next pose, I want Yunho standing facing away from you and Jae kun I want you to lay down and grasp his leg. Make sure to wrap your hand completly around it." Haha 'it'. That could mean so many things. Laughing to myself, I grabbed onto his leg and wrapped my arms around his left leg with one hand starting at the very top of is thigh.

"What should be my expression?" She peaked out from around the camara and eyed us.

"Look like you want him, but he has just refused you. Maybe a distant stare." I nodded and tried to find the right look.

"That's it! Hold it right there." Maybe modeling was in my future someday, especially if all the guys looked like Yunho. I wonder if he felt the same way.

"We're almost finsihed now. Your last postion, Jae kun stand up in front of Yunho. Yunho slip your hand into his back pocket and put your other hand on the right side of his neck. Look at eachother like your ready to do it right now and then when I count to three, you kiss." He smirked and wiggled his eyebrow at me just as he slipped his hand into my pocket.

"If you even think about squeezing my butt, I'm gonna put my foot so far up your ass you won't be able to find the shoe, are we clear?" I kept my voice low enough for so only he could hear me. He didn't respond and placed his hand on my neck bringing our lips closer.

"Okay like porn stars, this will be you guys money shot so get into it. Ready, one, two, and three." Ending the space between us, Yunho kissed me first and I closed my eyes. He bit my bottom lip and I opened right away. Our tongues became ingauged in a war. Soon he removed his hand from my pocket placed it on the other side of my face and I brought my arms up around his neck. The bad part about this was that his sister wasn't stopping us. As a matter of fact, she was still snapping pictures.

"Whoa, that was extreamly hot. Yunho, why didn't you come out sooner?" After a few minutes she finally stopped us. Blushing hard, I stepped back and put my hand to my lips.

"Noona, that wasn't necessary to say. Are we done here now?" She smiled and nodded. She pulled out a card from her pocket and headed it to me.

"I want you to come work for me when you have time. I know a lot of horny teenage girls, and boys, who'd love to get their hands on the actual photos of my comics main character." I smiled and excepted the card. At least I'd be working again. Yunho took me by the arm and dragged me back into the dressing room. When the door was closed, I shook off his hand.

"You're not really going to take her seriously are you? You have school work to do." I rolled my eyes and began to take off my shirt.

"Yes, I take her very seriously. And I'm not doing anything on the weekends any how." I pushed him on the shoulder to get him to turn around before I took off my pants. He sighed and began taking off his as well. I liked making him as frustrated as he managed to make me every since we met. Now he knew how it felt.

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"Thank you two so much. Jae kun, I'll call you when I get the pictures and when I complete the first copy of the comic. Until then take care of our Yunho." She hugged me and I smiled.

"And you Yunho, treat him well. I can't have my future brother in law burdened." She let go and pointed at Yunho. She waved his hand at her grabbed me around the waist directing me to the door. Brother in law?

The ride back home was quiet as I processed what she said.

When he pulled into the drive way and turned off the car I still sat there. He turned to see why I hadn't gotten out.

"What's the matter?" I looked away from him outside. For January, it had unseasonably warm, almost like spring.

"What did your sister mean by future brother in law?" By now I already knew that contract like the back of my hand and none of the conditions said anything about marriage.

"My family believes that we're going to get married at the beginning of next year." You'd think that would be important enough to mention at some point.

"Well what do you plan on doing when that doesn't happen?" He sighed and ran his hand through his hair.

"I'll figure that out when we get to that. Let's just work one day at a time for now." I nodded and got out of the car a little pissed off. It wasn't like I didn't trust him, but how would he be able to pull off a lie big enough so that they'd actually believe it?

I went up stairs and took a shower changing back into the cloths I had on before. Putting my glasses back on, I picked up my text book. Yunho knocked on the door lightly before coming in. I got up and closed Jonghyun's door so we wouldn't wake him.

He sat down next to me on the bed and closed my text book. I snatched it back from him and turned back to the page and began reading again. He put his big hand over the page so I couldn't see anything. I sighed and took off my glasses.

"Is there something you want?" He nodded and put his hand on my waist. I slapped it away and crossed my arms.

"Why do you get angry with me so easily? I wanted to thank you for how well you did tonight. Everyone adored you and you've definatly won over my sister. Don't be like this Jae." He had leaned his head to one side and was staring at me with somber looking eyes. That was exactly why it was so hard for me to deny him.

"You shouldn't have expected anything less from me. I mean you said yourself that I'm a charmer." I smiled putting away my anger. I'm sure he had his reasons for not mentioning the marriage thing.

He smiled and brought me into his lap. Burshing aside my books, he placed me down on the bed. Before he could kiss me, I put my hand on his chest to stop him.

"Let this be known now, this will be the last time you get to touch or kiss me for the next three weeks. I'll be spending all my time studying and my finals last for two weeks." There was no use calling it practice anymore. I think now it was just something we told oursleves so that it wouldn't be so bad when things went a little too far.

His smiled dropped, but he nodded anyway. I put my hands around his neck and brought his lips to mine in a flash. Soon we were both moaning and I was almost out of my shirt again. When his hands slid under my shirt I stopped in fear of Jonghyun coming out and seeing us. Had we been in his room though, I don't think I would have stopped.

"Go to bed now, it's late. I'm going to study." He sighed and got up. I sat back up and resumed looking in my book like nothing had happened.

"We're really not going to practice for three weeks?" I nodded and waved to him.

"Goodnight boss." From the way it sounded, he wouldn't hold up very well, but it'd definatly be fun to see how it'll turn out. Oh how I loved messing with him.

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I Know You Want Me...I Want You Too

A/N: Like I promised(even though it's late and 2 more hours until tomorrow) here's chapter 14! I hope you all like it!

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"I'm home!" to tired for words, I dropped my bag by the door and landed face first on the couch. Jonghyun came in and sat down on my back and it actually felt good. I had been sitting in a chair for six hours straight everyday for two weeks.

I assumed Yunho was the one who removed him when he came in. I looked up and he was only wearing jogging pants and no shirt. His hair was still wet from his shower. If you looked closely, like I was, his abs still sprakled lightly with water. A nice eye full after a long couple of weeks.

"You're not supposed to sit on Joongie papa. You may hurt him." I got up and went to my room for a shower. All I wanted to do was sleep for our one week break. After I finished my shower I slipped on my cloths and was about to get in bed when I noticed a note on my pillow.

'Come see me in my room please.' Blunt and to the point. I sighed and went down the hall to his room. I did't bother knocking and pushed open the door. He was sitting at his desk reading when I came in. He smiled and put away his book. He got up and sat down on the bed.

"Take your shirt off." Someone is being very straight forward today.

"Whoa hold on there cowboy. You're not going to even say hello first?" He rolled his eyes and opened the drawer to his bed side table and took out a bottle.

"I'm not looking to try anything, I just want to give you a massage. Don't your shoulders and back hurt?" Maybe he was a mind reader. I took off my shirt and climbed over into his bed and laid on my stomach as my answer. He got on the side of me and began to massage the oil into my shoulders and back. He massaged every inch of my back and I felt like I was in heaven.

"Oh hell yeah! A little higher please." He chuckled and did as I asked moving his hand to my waist massaging in small circles.

"Does that feel better?" He leaned down close to my face and I noded and smiled.

"So much better. Your hands are like magic. Thank you." I turned over and sat up putting my shirt back on. I smiled once more before getting up to head over to the door. After that, I was going to sleep like a baby.

When I tried to stand up, my shirt felt like it was being weighed down. I looke back and saw Yunho giving me puppy dog eyes.

"It's been three weeks and eight hours. Can't we practice?" My God, he was really keeping track down to the hours. I yawned and streatched.

"Yun, I'm so tired. I might fall asleep underneath you." He got up and stood in front of me. Without another word, he had grabbed my hips connecting only our bottom halfs.

"Then just let me do the work and relax." He brought his lips to my neck in a soft kiss and like a reflex, I leaned my head back and closed my eyes. He left no side of my neck unatended. The more he kissed me, the deeper I fell into a seemingly irreversible trance.

Like I as limp doll, he picked me up bridle style and carried me over to the bed. Hypnotized, I used the last of my streangth to take off my shirt again. I held my arms over my head and he began to kiss me from the center of my chest straight down. He kissed around the edge of where my pants started, but came back up. Most guys would have gone for it since I was virtally lifeless.

He stoped and met my eyes for a moment. I smiled lightly wanting so badly to sleep and for him to continue.

"I feel like I'm forcing myself on you. Do you want me to continue?" Yes! Oh yes I want you to continue, but I wanted to be awake when he did.

"If I fall asleep, then you can stop. For now go ahead." It was like playing a game of red light green light. I closed my eyes again, but I didn't feel him on top of me anymore. I opened one eye saw that he had laid down next to me.

"When you're not so tired, we can continue. You're not my toy." I would be if you wanted me to be. I yawened and sunggled into his arms.

"Thank you. In the morning, I promise I'll make it up to you." I buired my head into his chest and went right to sleep. Tonight marked the fifth week since he's come into my life, and everyday it felt more and more like we were becomeing the real thing. I have to keep reminding myself though, it's only an agreement.

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~YUNHO'S POV~

"Wake up Yun. It's time to play!" I opened my eyes and was met with beautiful brown eyes. No longer in joging pants, but inside tight black pants and no shirt, JaeJoong sat on top of me. I put my hands on his waist securing him in his place and sat up.

"Don't you have school?" He smiled and shook his head no and then pecked me lightly on the lips. It didn't dawn on me until then, how much I had missed his lips.

"We have a break for one week. You can go into work late can't you?" Hell, I could take the whole day off if he wanted me to.

"Do you really want me to steal your virginty today? I mean I haven't even had a shower yet." He punched me in the chest and got off me.

"I knew you were just a nasty! I'm going to take Jonghyun to school." Damn, I screwed that up. Who knows when he'll be in the mood again.

~JAE'S POV~

"I'm telling you Su, he's nothing but a pervert. A horny old pervert. I think sex is the only thing on his brain." Junsu laughed and trew a box at my head. I picked it and looked at it. A box of trojans. I chucked back hard at him when he wasn't looking.

"You better keep these. Me and Chun have plenty." Seriously?!

"Come on, you too? I'm not having sex with him and that's final." He rolled his eyes and flopped onto the bed next to me. Since Yoochun had gone on vacation with his family, it was just me an Junsu.

"Oh really? And how many times have you gotten close to doing it? How many times have you thought about doing it?" Four times and eighteen times, but so the hell what?!

"That doesn't matter. I'm just not doing it." He turned over and flopped his arm across my waist. I sighed and stared at the ceiling.

"Jae, just give it up. You know you like him so stop denying it." I twisted his arm and rolled him over. Like him?! Please!

"What the hell gave you that idea?!" He smiled and rolled back over.

"Because he frustrates you. You never complain about anyone, but you do about him constantly. Just tell him and let it go." But it wasn't that simple. If I told him I had actual feelings for him, I'd be violating the contract.

"I don't like him and I won't. We have an agreement and that's all. Besides, I'm positive he doesn't feel that way about me." Did he?

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"Jae?" I smiled held the pillow in my lap. He slowly came in still watching me.

"Yunho, do you want me?" There's only one way to find out how he really feels about me. Oh man I hope this workes.Chapter 15

Only In Your Arms I'll Cry

A/N: HI! Lol I was just thinking about how you were all worried that I'd keep the YunJae out of the picture for an actual three weeks, but truthfly speaking, I can't last that long. Ooh anyway! Thanks to you who have added me on LJ! It would be really helpful though if I knew who was who so just drop a message or a comment when you can^^ ANYWAY, here's chapter 15. Hope you enjoy it!

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"What exactly are you talking about?" He took off his suit jacket and placed it on the back of the chair. I put aside the pillow and got on my knees. Slowly he sat down in front of me.

"I mean, are you attracted to me...physicaly? Do I turn you on?" What's the use in beating around the bush? It was already embarassing enough without prolonging it. He started to laugh and ran his hand through his hair. I punched him in the shoulder to get him to stop.

"Don't laugh at me you basatard! Answer the damn question." Me like him? He was just way too infuriating to be liked in a romantic sense. He stopped laughing and wipped away a tear that had escaped in the process.

"I'm not laughing at you sweety, I'm just trying to figure out why you're asking me that now." Sweety? Pfft, I wasn't his pet.

"I have my reasons, so just answer already or I'll hit you again." They say violence is never the answer, but it works well with me.

"Okay if you really want to know the truth, yes, I am physicaly atractted to you and you do have the ability to turn me on. Now can you please tell me why you're asking this?" Mhm, so he was a pervert that found me hot. Alright next question.

"I'm not done questioning you yet. Then since you feel that way, do you want to have sex with me?" I wasn't asking for my own purposes, I swear! I was just curious. He sighed and began loosening his tie.

"I've thought about it, but won't act unless you want it too. When you tell me to stop, that's as far as it goes." He went into the bathroom and I crawled underneath the sheets. When he came out of the bathroom, I could smell his shampoo and body wash he used. I closed my eyes for a moment and after I opend them again I found Yunho next to me staring first at my lips and then my eyes.

"Why don't you really try it then? You won't know if I'll stop you if you don't even try." He smoothed my hair away and tucked a loose strand behind my ear. He smiled softly and kissed me on the nose.

"But you don't want me to do that do you? If we have sex and it's not what you expected, who will you blame?" Myself obviously. I wasn't the type of person to blame my unhappiness on someone else just because they were involved.

"I'd blame me, but that's not why I asked you. Don't make this about me alright. If you had the chance to and I didn't object, would you?" He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. Gently, he rested his head on my chest and took a deep breath.

"The point of this agreement wasn't so I could find some cute guy to take advantage of. Contract or not, I respect you and what you want. Your feelings matter to me so you don't have to rush things for my sake. Kissing you is more than enough for me." I wonder if he noticed the rising tempo of my heart when he said that. I cleared my throat and started petting his head.

"I'm gratful to hear that. Ha, I guess I wouldn't make a very good prostitute." He chukled and held me tighter.

"No you wouldn't be, but you'd make a lot of money if you opened a kissing booth." I pushed him a little and laughed. I couldn't deny the fact that around Yunho, nothing ever seemed so bad. I smiled and brought his head up from my chest. I leaned my head to one side.

"Well due to some certain cirrcumstances, I can't charge you so consider yurself lucky." He smirked and leaned into kiss me when my phone rang. I sighed and pulled it out to answer it.

"Kim JaeJoong speaking." Right away I reconized the perky sounding nurse from the hospital.

"Yes, I know I haven't been out there in a while, but I've been really busy as of late. Is there something wrong?" I pulled back the sheets and sat up on the side of the bed. Yunho put his head on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"That's fine. I'll be there in a bit. Thanks for calling." I hung up and patted the outside of his arm.

"Who was that?" I got up and buttoned my shirt and slipped my phone back in my pocket.

"The hospital where my father stays. They say he's been asking for me so I'm gonna take Jonghyun out there for a while." That bastard really knew how to spoil someones day.

"I'll go with you." Before I could say anything else he had already pulled out his car keys. I went to Jonghyun's room and found him watching tv.

"Hey kid do you think you can give grandpa your fathers day gift today?" He looked up at me with his sparkiling eyes and nodded.

"Are we going to go see him?" I nodded and started putting on his shoes. He grabbed an envelope labled grandpa and stood up after I put on his other shoe. I sighed and followed him down stairs really not wanting to do this. Why today of all days?

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Clad with our visitor passes, we went down to his room with Jonghyun skipping ahead. When we got to his door, I stopped him and dropped down to his level.

"Do you remember what your name is when you visit grandpa?" I glanced up and saw how confused Yunho was. Jonghyun nodded and smiled.

"I'm JaeJoong. And if he ask about grandma, which is my mommy, her knee's were hurting so she couldn't come today." Even though I was a crap ass liar, I had managed to teach Jonghyun how to do it convincingly. I nodded and stood back up.

"If you want to, you can stay out here. We won't be long." He shook his head no and put his hand on the small of my back edging me forward. Okay, suit yourself. I pushed open the door and we went in. The man who called himself my father sat in a wheel chair facing the door. Wrinkles and all he smiled. Oh damn, I hope I aged gracefully.

"You punk! How could you not bring me my beautiful son to visit me for so long? Look at him, he's already grown since I last saw him." He reached out and put Jonghyun in his lap. I sighed and shoved my hands in my pockets.

"I'm sorry Mr. Kim. Between work and school I haven't had a chance to." Oh and my little part in this sharades was the next door neighbor who babbysitts. He scoffed and waved his hand at me only interested in Jonghyun.

"Aigoo my JaeJoongie. Did you bring something for me today?" Yunho sat down in the one chair and I sat down in his lap. I was already tired.

"I did daddy. It's a fathers day card and painting." Jonghyun opened it and presented it to him. He clapped his hands together and hugged him.

"I love it! I'm going to have my nurses hang it up as soon as possible. Thank you my JaeJoongie. You know daddy loves you right?" Yuck! Okay, now that I was officially nausious, it was time to bring this visit to a close.

"Mr. Kim, is there anything you want me do for you before we go?" He eyed me and frowned. Old fart.

"Not this time boy. Next time you come though, I want you give me a shave and bring me a fresh pair of cloths. Make sure you take care of my JaeJoongie you hear?" I nodded and put Jonghyun back on the floor out of his lap. Due to the blindness in his left eye, I don't even think he saw Yunho.

"I will sir. See you again." Not soon though. Jonghyun waved goodbye and we left again. When we got back home again, Jonghyun ran back up to his room to play and Yunho and I went to his room to watch tv.

I got back in the center of his bed and turned on the tv. We hadn't said a word to eachother the entire trip. Great, my jacked up life had weirded out someone else.

"So shall I explain?" He sat down next to me and nodded.

"Well my father is in the last stages of demensia. It's warpped his brain to the point where he's stuck in the time when I was still three. From that point on, he progressing forward, thinking Jonghyun is me. He even thinks mom is still alive and has no clue about the woman he cheated on mom with or the fact that he had a kid with her. The doctors say that if it keeps going the way it is, he won't be able to speak in a couple of months." I truely believe that God is beating his ass for the way he treated my mom. He deserved every bit of it.

"And how do you feel about all of this?" That's a new one. No one ever asked before.

"Quit frankly I couldn't give two shits about him. He's never been a father to me, but I'm expected to take care of him while his crack head daughter gets rehab treatment that I'm paying for! He raised her more than he ever did me. He can die tomorrow and it wouldn't mean a damn thing to me." He'd be one less bill anyway.

"If you really feel that way, then you wouldn't be crying now." Crying? I had no reason to cry for someone like him. Yunho pulled me into his arms and I noticed that his shirt was slowly becoming wet. I was crying.

"I'm here for you Jae. Just let it go." I wrapped my arms around him. I hadn't cried in so long that I had forgotten what caused it. Pain is what did this to you. It was exactly what made you miserable.

As much as I wanted to stop, Yunho's warmth seemed to choke the tears right out of me. To the beat of his heart and the support of his arms around me, I cried for the rest of the night. Maybe in the morning when I stopped, he wouldn't hold it against me for being so weak. Chapter 16

Why I Think I Need You

A/N: Hi there peoples! It's already time for chapter 16 and I am super happy to have as many dedicated readers as do. I really hope that you all enjoy this chapter too. I'm really gratful to you all:^)

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When I woke up I was extreamly warm. I looked down an found Yunho wrapped around me watching tv. He had his head laying on my stomach and looked quit content. I guessed he noticed the change in my breathing pattern and glanced up. He smiled and patted my hip lightly.

"Good afternoon. You're finally awake?" Afternoon? Damn, that really was the best sleep I've had in a while.

"Yeah, but if it's afternoon, didn't Jonghyun go to school?" He smiled and nodded.

"I dropped him off and even stopped by my office to pick up so papers. It's already one thirty." I sighed and closed my eyes again. They still felt so tight from cryng. Oh yeah, I was crying yesterday. I actually let him see me cry.

"You could have went to work, I'm fine now." He shook his head no and looked up at me with soft eyes. I knew those eyes. They were ones that gave the look of sympathy and said 'gosh you're pathetic'. I hated that look.

"I didn't want to because I like laying here with you. You're so small and easy to hold on to." I blushed and looked away. Why did he have to stay stuff like that to me?

"Well aren't you bored?" He blinked and smiled. Maybe it wasn't sympathy in his eyes. It could have just been concern.

"No. If I do, I just watch you sleep or listen to your stomach growl. Speaking of which, you're hungry aren't you?" I shook my head no, but my stomach immediatly contridicted me. He laughed and kissed me on the cheek.

"I'll take that as a yes. Go wash up and I'll have something ready for you when you finish." He got up and went down stairs leaving me by myself. I shivered and pulled the sheet up tight around me. It had gotten really cold when he was gone.

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Showered and dressed, I went down stairs drawn by the scent of food that filled the house. I went into the kitchen and found a spread of food fit for a king on the table. He looked up and waved his hand over the table.

"You can eat as much or as little as you like. It's just for the two of us." I sat down at the table overwhelmed about where to start. There were American dishes mixed in with traditional Korean ones. He sat down next to me and started piling his plate with pancakes and then stuffed a bowl with rice.

"What are you a summo wrestler?" He laughed and winked at me.

"No, I just enjoy food. I know you're hungry so dig in." I put a few waffles on my plate and filled a bowl with some kimchi.

After nearly thirty minutes of eating, I was stuffed to the point where I coudn't move. Between the two of us, we had cleared over half the table. This guy really knew how to cook.

"Do you feel better? Eating always emproves my mood." So that's what it was. He did think I was pathetic.

"Yunho, do you feel sorry for me? Be honest." He looked at me and frowned.

"Of course I don't. Why would you even think that?" Because everyone does. My life is so damn effed up, it should be a crime.

"I think that way because you went through all this trouble to make this food because I seemed upset and then you didn't even go to work. You don't have to be so nice to me because you think I'm pathetic." He banged his hand on the table rattling the plates and dishes. Startled I looked up and saw how angry he was.

"Why the hell are you so fucking defensive?! Aren't I always nice to you? Your situation has absolutly nothing to do with how I treat you so drop the the tough guy act and let someone take care of you for a change." I looked down at my hands in my lap. In the almost entire month I've known him, he's never once raised his voice at me. He sighed and got up and went to the side of the table where I sat. He pulled out the chair next to mine. He took my hand in his and squeezed it.

"I didn't mean to yell, it's just so frustrating for me to have you think I would be nice to you just because I felt sorry for you. I know you're a very capable person who doesn't need anyones pitty to make you feel good about yourself. Look, I can't sit here and say that I know what you're going through beacuse I don't, but I can tell you that I know what it's like to be in pain." He tucked a finger under my chin and tilted my head up. I tried my best to avoid eye contact because I felt foolish.

"That girl in the picture I showed you, she wasn't my girlfriend. She didn't even like me the way I liked her. She was in love with one of my best friends, but I loved her so much that I didn't even mind. I stayed by her side everyday until she died. That guy never even came to her funeral. I was bitter and angry that she'd even give her love to someone like that and I tried everything to escape the pain. It hurt so damn bad that I felt like dying, but no one understood so I just kept it to myself. So just because you cried yesterday, doesn't make me feel sorry for you. I'm glad you trust me enough to show your weaknesses to me." I could only hug him after he finished. I wish I could have been there for him the way he was here for me now.

"I'm sorry for being that way. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings." He wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me back. With him holding me, it ws so easy to be calm.

"You better now?" I nodded and he let go and looked at the table.

"Good, because there's no way in hell I'm cleaning all this up myself." I smiled and hit him on the shoulder. How ever he managed to make me smile, I hope he'll always know how.

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"I totally owned you! Hand it over." He sighed and pushed over his second to last lollipop. I smiled and excepted it. We were now back up stairs in his room playing super mario brothers.

"Why are you so good at this? I used to be unbeatable." I smirked and put another lollipop in my mouth.

"Well that's before you met the arcade king. Any and every game, I will win it." I put down my controller and laid down in my pile of lollipops. He smirked and leaned over the top of me. With one of his hands he snatched away the lollipop that was in my mouth.

"That may be true, but there's one game I know you can't beat me in." I raised my eyebrow and smirked.

"And what game is that?" He lowered himself completly down on to me and brushed his face against my neck. My entire body instantly went limp.

"Making you want me. Your body language says it all." He licked me from my collar bone all the way to my chin and I couldn't help but to moan. It also came out louder than I expected. I turned bright red and wanted to kick myself. I bet I sounded horny.

He slid his hands underneath my back lifting me up a bit and started kissing my neck. I closed my eyes and made sure I focused on keeping quiet. After a few minutes he stopped and looked at me.

"Why are you so quiet? You don't like?" Yes I like, but I was embaressed you dumbass.

"Didn't you just hear how loud I was? If you're going to do that, then I'm going to keep quiet." He smirked and leaned down licking me the same way he did before. I bit my lip holding in the moan that threatened to escape.

"But I like it when you make noises. It means I'm winning and not to mention it turns me on." Fourplay loving bastard.

"Whatever. I think you're just a pervert who needs to be put away. Get off me." I pushed him lightly and sat up. He laughed and wrapped his arms around my waist bringing me back down. He kissed me softly on the side of my lips and smiled.

"You know you love it though." I didn't get mad when he said that because he was right. I loved the way he makes me feel and how easy it is for him to make me smile. I also think I love...no! I won't say it. I just can't.Chapter 17

When It Rains, It Pours

A/N: Only 3 more chapters until chapter 20! I'm so excited that the story is progressing along so well and I have so much support. I loves you! Anyways, here's chapter 17. Hope you enjoy it!

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"Get up and go to work already." I was trying to pry Yunho's arms from around my waist, but he wasn't budging.

"But I don't want to go. Besides, I'm the boss." I sighed and stop pushing. I had spent yet another night in his bed and he was literarly attacted to me now.

"Boss or not, you can't lay here in bed with me all day. Your employies won't appreciate their boss being so carefree." He looked up and pouted at me.

"If they don't like it then I'll fire them." Now he was actng just like a first grader. Being the quick thinker I was though, I had just the solution.

"Fine, if you don't want to go then you don't have to. Let's take a shower together instead." Like fire was on his ass, he bolted up and went into the bathroom. I smirked and got up and went to the door. He peeked out of the bathroom and frowned.

"You tricked me!" And whose horny fault was that? I smirked and shrugged.

"But you fell for it. Have a good day at work." I left the room and went to take my own shower. When I was dressed I sent off Jonghyun and a still pouting Yunho. I sighed and flopped down on the couch. Now it was just me and the fishes since th chiefs and maids were on vacation. I took out my phone and looked at the time. Usually on my days off I'd pick up a morning shift at the restaurant and work through the afternoon. I guess I could today since I wasn't doing anything. It beats being here all day.

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"Long time no see Jae!" I smiled and hugged Sungmin and waved to everyone else in the kitchen. The breakfast rush hadn't quit started yet so everything was calm.

"You guys need an extra pair of hands today?" They all nodded and Sungmin tossed me my old apron. I put it on and started mixing the batter for the muffins. I smiled and waved to Junsu when he came in. He patted me on the butt like always and put on his apron.

"What are you doing here?" I poured the batter in the tins and put the first batch in the oven.

"No one is home so I decided to come help out. I'll give you all my tips." He winked and I smiled. I really had missed having somewhere to be everyday.

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"It's no fair! As soon as the girls saw you, they come in. I haven't seen them since you left." I smirked and brought out another round of waters for the loud giggling table of girls. I didn't like to brag, but I did have a certain charm when it came to girls and a select few guys.

"That isn't my fault. Not everyones into a cute little duck butt." I smirked and was about to go back out into the dinning room when Sungmin pulled me aside.

"What's up with you and Taeyeon? She's been stopping by here everyday since you left asking if we've seen you. She's seriously acting like a stalker." Well she had always been a little clingly. I sighed and put my hands in my pockets.

"We broke up and then I moved. My cell number also changed so we haven't been talking." And I wasn't interested in talking to her anytime soon. He patted me on the shoulder and was about to say something, but saw something behind me. I turned around to see what he was looking at and met Taeyeon's eyes. Well how damn lovely. Sungmin snickered and pushed me out of the kitchen closing the door.

She smiled and waved me over to her table where she sat. Since she had already saw me, I couldn't pretend I didn't see her. I sat down in the chair across from her and slouched down.

"Jae do you have any idea how worried I was about you? I stopped by you apartment and your landlady said you paid her the money you owed her and moved out. And then when I tried calling you, your phone had bee disconnected. I went crazy." More like you are crazy. I sighed and sat up in my chair.

"First of all Taeyeon, we aren't together anymore so you don't have to be worried. Second I'd appreciate it if you didn't come look for me because it isn't necessary." She looked down and twirled a piece of hair around her finger. I see she still uses that same tired trick to get her way.

"But that isn't fair JaeJoong. We were together for two years and I was nothing but nice to you. Why are you being like this to me now?" I took out my phone to look at the time. It was almost time to pick up Jonghyun.

"It's true that you treated me very kindly and I was gratful for that and I still am, but I'm not stupid Tae. You thought that just because I was always at work or doing school work that you could just do what you wanted to do with other guys. About two months ago, I saw Taecyeon coming out of you apartment with his shirt in his hand. You were upset because I neglected you so you cheated on me." That ladies and gentlmen, was your first lesson in how to shut a hoe down. I left her sitting there and went back into the kitchen to drop of my apron.

When I came back again she was already gone. I hope I was harsh enough for her to get the picture.

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~YUNHO'S POV~

"Hello, Jung residence." I answered the phone since Jae was up stairs giving Jonghyun his bath.

"Jung? I'm sorry I must have the wrong number. I was looking for Kim JaeJoong." She sounded young maybe in her twenties.

"No wait he does live here. Would you like to speak to him?" Her background was quiet, but she sounded almot paniced.

"Oh, he left his cellphone behind today and I want to return it." It was about seven, but I figured he'd want it back tonight anyway.

"That's nice of you. I'll give you the address. Can you come tonight?" She said she'd be able to come over tonight.

"Alright that's fine see you soon then." I hung up just as JaeJoong came down stairs.

"Who was that?" I smiled and sat on the edge of the couch.

"A young lady who found your cell phone at the restaurant. She's coming over to return it now." His eyes got wide, he wasn't happy, but alarmed.

"Did she say who she was?" I shook my head no and he ran over to the phone. He looked through the caller ID and started pressing franticly. When he found her number, he stummbled back a little.

"What's wrong?" He looked up at me and closed his eyes and then I got the feeling I had screwed something up.

"Damn it Yunho, that was my ex-grilfriend." Ooh...opps.Chapter 18

Those Foolish Feelings

A/N: Well I actually finished this chapter last night, but I didn't post it, so here it is! That means I'll also be posting chapter 19 today too! Thanks to everyone who left so many wonder comments and I hope you all enjoyed this chapter. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

Sometimes I didn't know if he was a grown man or a child stuck in that body. Who gives out their address to random people? She could have been a murderer or someting. I sighed and sat down on the couch and he sat down next to me putting his head in my lap.

"Did you not want to see her?" No shit sherlock! I shook my head and ran my fingers through his hair absentmindly. He took my hand and pressed the back of it to his lips. He looked kind of like a child that has just done something and was looking for a way to make up for it. I smiled and patted his stomach that felt more like a washboard.

"You're not angry with me are you?" I smiled and slipped my hand underneath his shirt drawing my index finger over each ab. How could I stay mad at someone so sexy? As superficial as that sounds, it was the truth.

"No I'm not angry, but a little worried. If you give out your address to someone who found my phone, then what would you do if you lost your wallet and a good citizen wanted to "return" it to you? For all you know they could want to see what they could rob you for." He started laughing took my hand and moved it from his stomach to the center of his chest. His heart felt like it was beating out of control.

"I never thought of it that way, but if they robbed me I'd just replace whatever they took. I means it's not like they can steal my fishes." Damn rich people. I flicked his chest and took my hand away. I really didn't feel like explaining myself to Jonghyun.

"Why do you always stop when you think you're getting to intimate? You stop my blood circulation when you do that." I slapped my hand over his mouth and shushed him.

"Because we don't live alone and at anytime Jonghyun could see us." He licked the inside of my hand to get me to move.

"But you do that even when we're in my room. Are you afraid we'll get to caught up and won't stop?" He was a little too observant.

"Maybe." He smirked and sat up turning around to face me. He took my face between his hands and brought our lips together in a soft kiss. Now we didn't even bother mentioning the word practice. It was just easier to face the fact that we lusted after eachother. When you feel this way, there was no need to pretend.

"When she leaves, are we going to share my bed?" I smiled and nodded knowing what he meant. He wanted to do pervy things to me.

"But I'm in the mood for desert. I think maybe we should share some ice cream first." He smirked and rolled his eyes around in thought.

"No spoons?" I shook my head no and was going to kiss him again when the door bell rang. I sighed and got up to answer the door. Might as well get this over with.

I opened the door and found her standing there stupidly gazing at the other houses on the block. I cleared my throat to get her attention. Her head snapped back and she looked at me. I stuck out my hand for my phone.

"Hold on Jae. You're not even going to invite me in." I had ice cream to eat with a very attractive guy on the couch. What the hell do you think?!

"No. My phone please." Yunho snaked his hand around my waist and leaned down to my ear.

"Ex girlfriend or not, be the bigger person and not so rude." Now you're my manners coach? I sighed and stepped aside allowing her in. I sat down on the couch not even bothering to offer her a seat.

"Um please have a seat. Can I get you anything?" Damn do gooder. She shook her head no and sat down.

"You have a very nice home. I hope my JaeJoong isn't causing you any trouble. As his girlfriend, I should have taken better care of him." What the hell was this crazy bitch talking about?! Who was her JaeJoong? I looked up and saw how visibly shocked Yunho was, but he tried to remain calm.

"Yah, Kim Taeyeon! Have you been doing crack?" She had to be high. It was the only rational explination for why she was saying such crap. She glanced at me and then back up at Yunho who was standing there awkwardly. Sit down you dummy! It's your you damn house for goodness sake.

"And then on top of that he has such a bad mouth. It must be tough on you." Hello! I'm here too! Yunho moved across and sat down next to me putting a hand on my knee to anchor me to my spot.

"Taeyeon, can you please return my phone and go home. It's rude to impose on others." She smiled and reached into her purse and handed it to me. I took it back and and looked through the contacts.

"Let me see your phone please." Hestantly she reached her hand in and took out her phone. I flipped it open and immediatly went through the contacts. The first new ones were all from my phone. I deleted them and handed it back to her. Did she really think she could get over on me? I got up and lifted her out of the chair by the arm walking her over to the door. I opened it and an tried to shove her out, but she shook off my hand.

"JaeJoong, we need to talk." Seriously?! I leaned up against the door and crossed my arm.

"What could we possibly have to talk about Taeyeon? I was pretty sure I said all I needed to say earlier." She stepped around me and sat back down on the chair. I sighed and closed the door. Had she really always been this rude?

"Yun, could you give us a second? I'll be right up okay." I kissed him lightly on the cheek and he nodded. When he was upstairs, I sat down and faced her.

"Where the fuck to you get off acting as if we're still together? You're the one who said you were tired of having a boyfriend that didn't pay attention to you, so why are you even still here?" She put her purse down behind her and scooted closer to the edge.

"Me? You're the one living with this rich guy like you actually come from a good family. Does he let you stay here because you give him a few good blow jobs?" I slapped her staight across the face. The sound probably echoed throughout the house.

"How fucking dare you. Don't you ever open your mouth to trash Yunho that way again. You have no damn right do you hear me?" I grabbed her up by her neck and held her at arms lenght. I had never been so enraged in all my life. When I felt my a pair of steady hands on my arms I slowly returned to myself. I let her go and she stepped back cluching her throat.

"That's enough Jae." He wrapped his arms around me keeping my own at my side. If she didn't leave soon I was going to kill her.

"You don't know the first thing about Yunho and I refuse to let you come in his house and openly disrespect him. I'm giving you five seconds to get the hell out." I was angry to the point where I had began to shake. I was sure that if Yunho let go I'd break her neck.

"We'll talk some other time when you're calm. Sorry for intruding Mr. Jung." She bowed and I lunged at her restricted by Yunho's hold. When she was gone, he turned me around and shook me.

"What the hell is wrong with you? You could have seriously hurt her."Good, that's waht I was going for. I clenched my jaw and tried to pull away.

"Let go of me Yunho,I want to be left alone." I shook off his hands and went up stairs. I was about to open my bedroom door, but his hand grabbed my wrist.

"Didn't I tell you to leave me alone? Go the fuck away." I turned around again, but he had me by my upper arm now.

"I'm not leaving you alone just so you can sulk and think about doing something stupid." He picked me up and put me over his shoulder carrying me down the hall to his room. He opened the door with his foot and put me down on his bed. He closed it back and pulled out his desk chair and moved in front of me. I looked down at the floor still vividly pissed.

"Why'd you go off like that?" He tilted my head up with his finger so that I could look at him.

"Because she was talking shit about you. What ever problems she has with me should be solely delt wth me and you shouldn't be involved. It pissed me off okay." I balled my hands up into tight fist. If I squeezed them any tighter, they may have started to bleed.

"But you shouldn't have gotten so mad." He really didn't understand did he?

"Not get mad? She talks crap about you and thinks she can get away with it and I shouldn't be mad? She has no idea how well you treat me and all the things you do for me and Jonghyun. She doesn't know you at all! How could I have not been angry? It's too upsetting not be angry Yunho." I could feel my throat constict and my voice got higher. I was going to cry again.

"Oh baby come here." He pulled me into his lap and I let my head fall to his shoulder while he rubbed my back. I feel like such a fool. How could I even think about falling for someone like him?Chapter 19

Dream Land

A/N: Hell there! I'm back today with chapter 19 just like I said I would be^^ I'm a wee bit upset right now though because I just finished watching "Oh! My Lady"(Starting Siwon of Super Junior) and it had the suckiest ending I've seen yet! Gah! Anyways, here's chapter 19:)

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"Are you asleep yet?" I looked up and poked his cheek lightly until he opened one of his eyes. He smiled and rubbed his thumb underneath one of my puffy eyes.

"No, why aren't you?" I scootched closer to him and laid my head directly on his chest so that I could hear his heartbeat. We had been laying like this for hours and I'm sure it was already close to morning. I had told him all about how Taeyeon had cheated on me and the time where I was going to ask her to marry. Thank God I didn't do that.

He played in my hair sifting my hair back and forth across my forehead. I closed my eyes and listened to the heartbeat that I was slowly realisning that I enjoyed listening to.

"Because I can't. Why aren't you?" He wrapped his arms tighter around me and pulled the sheet up around us.

"Becaue you can't. You want me to make you something warm to drink?" I sighed and closed my eyes thinking maybe sleep would come, but it didn't.

"I'm not a baby Yunho." Even though I felt like one. He laughed and kissed the top of my head.

"I know you're not, but it still helps. You can go with me if you want." He threw back the sheets and stood up. I also got up but almost fell down again when he squated down in front of me.

"What are you doing?" Looking up, he smiled and pointed to his back.

"I'll give you a ride. Get on." I sighed and folded my arms. There was an actual five year old down the hall if he felt like being fatherly.

"No way in hell. Your old self can't carry me on your back." I stepped around him to the door when I was lifted up bridal style like I weighed nothing. He quickly reversed the postion and put me on his back.

"I don't like it when you call me old. I'm in perfectly good shape for my age and I'm four years from being thirty thank you very much." He opened the door and went down stairs. I had to admit, the house looked a lot prettier from up here and I could see the fish better.

When were in the kitchen, he put me down on the counter and started looking though the cabinits.

"If you're gonna make me something warm, I want coco." He turned around and winked before taking out two packages of hot chocolate and then he went in the fridge and took out a bag of chocolet chips.

"You got it! I'll make it extra thick and chocoletly. You want marshmellos?" I shook my head no and made the yuck sound. Marshmellos were foul.

"No, I hate those." He nodded and started boiling the milk. When the milk began boiling he poured in haf the bag of chocolet chips and mixed it until they were melted. Then he pourd the mixture in with the package of hot chocolate mix. After blowing and stiring it, he had the cup to me. I sipped it and ws immediatly taken aback by the flavor. It was the bet hot chocolate I had ever had.

"You like it?" I smiled and put the cup to his lips so he could have some too. He took a small sip and gave me thr thumbs up. Ha this was a little funny in a way. Directly we've kissed multiple times, but this was the first inderect kiss we shared. We were definatly backwards.

"How'd you learn to make so many things so well?" He smiled and hopped on the conter next to me. He put an arm around my waist pulling me closer.

"When I was a kid, I loved scinece so I experimented a lot. I especially liked trying experiments out on different foods. Once I even blew up our stove." I laughed imagine a younger Yunho with his hair all over his head and black ash all over his face. He didn't seem like the type of guy who'd be so curious.

"Did you get in trouble?" He nodded and leaned his against mine.

"Of course. My mom beat my ass and my dad made me work to pay for a new one even though buying a new one would be like buying a t-shirt. Every day for six months, I mowed our neigbors lawns and did odd jobs for them." So that's why he didn't look down on the working class. I smiled and sipped the last of the hot chocolate.

"So admist all that you learned how to cook. I find it very interesting. You're just a bag full of memories aren't you?" I yawned and closed my eyes. It seems the hot chocolate was already working. He got up and put the cup in the sink before picking me up and carrying me back to his room. When he was in bed next to me, I snuggled up close to him and wrapped my leg around his.

"You comfortable?" I nodded and yawned again. I'd be out in a few more minutes. He kissed my forehead and rubbed my back.

"Yunho, what would you say if I told you I loved you?" My straight forward attitude could be both a gift and a curse.

"I'd say you're violating the contract, but I'll alow it because I love you too." Mhm, what a nice answer. Wait, what?!

"You love me Yunho?" Just call me patchy the parrot. He tilted my head up and smiled.

"Yes, I think I do. Do you love me?" Possibly.

"Maybe I do or maybe I just like you a little." He probably put something in the hot chocolate when I wasn't looking because I couldn't be see this on my own.

"I can take a maybe. If it's you then that satisfies me." I smiled kissed the side of his neck.

"What else satisfies you?" I pushed back the covers sunddednly not feeling tired anymore. He grabbed me around my waist and put me on top of him. I leaned down and started kissing his neck while he brought my shirt off. I felt so hot and I do think I've ever been turned on like this before.

"You do. I want you now JaeJoong." I pulled of his shirt and smirked.

"Then what are you waiting for?" I slowly began to...

"WHAT THE HELL?!" I sat up and looked around realizing I was in my room. I quickly slapped my hand over my mouth and looked around. Yunho rushed out of the bathroom looking alarmed.

"Jae, what's wrong?" It was a dream?! Oh my God!Chapter 20

Contridiction

A/N:Hiya! Omo I love the response to the last chapter! I must have really thrown you guys through a loop huh? Well I was just have having a little fun with ya! Anyways, here's chapter 20. Hope you all enjoy it.

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"Okay, go over the last part one more time." He sighed and ran his hand through his hair. I sat with my knees under my chin wide awake.

"I'll start from the beginning one more time. We talked while you were drinking the hot chocolate. When you were finished you fell asleep on my shoulder. I picked you up and was going to carry you back to my room, but I didn't want to risk waking you up so I just brought you back to your room. I've been here the hold time with you, but I just got up to go to the bathroom. Now will you tell me what the dream is about?" I shook my head no and covered my face with my pillow. I had no right to call him a pervert when I go off having dreams like that.

"It was too freaky. Just go back to your room, I'll be fine." He ignored me and laid back down next to me. He pressed his hand lightly to my stomach to get me to lay down.

"Today's your last day at home so I want to spend it with you." I laid down on my back looking at the ceiling. It was Friday already. He turned over and propped himself up on his elbow looking at me.

"What do you want to do?" I glanced at him and began to think. It would be just us since Jonghyun was going to sleep over at his friends house tonight. Mhm, just us sounded dangerous.

"Take me to work with you and then we'll have a pinic for dinner in the park. I want you to tell me more about your family." He smiled and started to laugh. I pouted and poked his chest. There was still so much about him and his family that I didn't know.

"Okay it sounds good to me, but how about instead of me just telling you about my family, how about we make a list of the things we're curious about knowing about eachother?" I thought about it for a second and nodded. This way we would know more about eachother and I would feel so guilty when we got too touchy feely with eachother.

"I'll go start cooking now." I hopped out of bed and started towards the door.

"It's like three in the Morning Jae." I turned around and shrugged.

"Might as well so we can go straight to the park after work. That reminds me, I'll pack you a change of cloths too." I left the room feeling better now that everything that had happened before was just a dream. Like that could really happen for real.

~YUNHO'S POV~

I smiled and watched his dancing figure move out of the room and down stairs.

I was really the most blessed guy to have found him. I guess it wasn't much of secret that lately my heart has been wavering. I find myself not even able to go five minutes without thinking about him. If I keep this to myself, I'm sure he won't push me away. But if he ever found out or I couldn't help myself from telling him, I'd only loose him. On the very top of things I would never want to happen, that was number one. I'm not sure though, how much longer I'll be able to keep it a secret from him.

~JAE'S POV~

"You know how to behave yourself so I don't want to get any calls about you acting foolish. Are we clear?" He nodded and I adjuted his backpack on his shoulders.

"I'll be a good boy Joongie papa." I smiled and ruffled his hair before he ran into the kidergarden. I went back to the car where Yunho was waiting and got in. When he pulled off I cleared my throat and looked out the window.

"So what's your job anyway?" He glanced at me and smiled. In a way I felt like I was living with someone who had a secret identity. Then again part of that was my fault when I didn't even ask.

"I own a multi purpose comapany. We have a talent search department, a finace department and a business building department. We wanted to be open to all sorts of needs so it was put together in a collective sense. It's pretty busy around there so you'll have to play errand boy for a day. You good with that?" I smirked and punched his shoulder.

"Pretty busy my ass. How come you're never at work then? Well whatever, I don't mind helping out where I'm needed." He laughed and reached out to ruffled my hair.

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"The first thing on the agenda today is a staff meeting." I nodded and carried his briefe case like the adorable little helper I was. I followed him into a large room and almost fell over when I saw the huge table and all the chairs. There could have been close to a hundred chairs and people in them. They all rose and bowed a perfect ninety degrees to Yunho. He bowed lightly and pulled out a chair for me to sit by him.

"I'm glad to see you all here this morning. Before we begin, I'd like to introduce my guest. His name is Kim JaeJoong and he'll be circulting around helping out today. Treat him well please." I stood up and bowed while they all chimed hello.

"As you all know, the anual corperation business summit is comming up in a few weeks which means I'm going to need you woking around the clock in preperation." Watching this Yunho was truely a change from the one at home. He had lost all the child like youth and had become a hardcore business man that spoke gruflly.

"That's it for this meeting. The next one will be held Monday morning and I expect everyone to be here tomorrow as well." I shook my head clearing my daze as everyone began to clear out. He smiled and tapped my shoulder.

"You totally checked out didn't you?" I smiled sheepishly and nodded. If you only knew what I was thinking about though.

"Yeah, I was gone after you said preperation, but I liked watching business man Yunho. He's kind of sexy." He smirkd and grabbed me around the waist pulling me to the door. We were almost to the door when a man as tall as Yunho stood in front of us. He smiled and held out his hand.

"I'm Shim Changmin, Yunho's friend. He's told me so much about you JaeJoong sshi." I wiggled out of Yunho's hold and stood up straight to return the handshake.

"Nice to meet you Changmin hyung." He winked and looked at Yunho.

"You're right, he's much cuter in person. He's also taller than I expected. I'd love to have a cutie like him for myself." Just because they were tall didn't mean I couldn't hear him. Yunho cleared his throat and took my hand.

"You make it really hard for me not to fire you. Go do your work before I make a decision." I waved again before he practically dragged me out of the room. I didn't see why he was so testy. Like wolves, perverts travel in packs.

"If he says anything unecessary just ignore him and why did you call him hyung? We're the same age and you don't call me hyung." I smiled linked my arm with his.

"Because you're Yunho. I can't call you hyung because it would be weird." He smiled and pinched my cheek. Well wouldn't it be weird to call your pretend lover hyung?

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"This place is honestly way too big. My feet hurt like hell." I sat in his office chair and massaged my sore feet while he was changing. I think after today, I had seen every part of that building.

"Regraurdless though, you did a very good job and everyone liked you. I'd like to bring you back again." He put the bag with his suit down on the floor and walked over to his chair where I was sitting. I was about to get up so he could see, but he raised his hand to stop me. He picked me up and then sat down placing me in his lap.

"What are you doing?" He smiled and nuzzled his face underneath my neck.

"You didn't give me not one kiss today and that doesn't make me very happy." I smiled and rubbed my hand over his cheek. The child like Yunho had returned.

"What if one of your employies comes in?" He looked up at me and rolled his eyes.

"If they didn't realize that you were my boyfriend, then they're retards." I winsed at the way he let the word boyfriend just come out of his mouth so easily.

"Then would you like a kiss now?" He nodded and put his hand on the side of my face pulling us closer. I smiled just before pecking his lips lightly. He pouted and connected our lips again in a long and deeper kiss.

"Hey Yunho you got any plans later?" I pulled away and covered my mouth when I heard Changmin's voice. Yunho sighed and hit his head on the back of his chair.

"Damn it Changmin! I told you to knock before coming in." I blushed hard when I realized I was still sitting on his lap. I jumped up and grabbed his briefe case and the bag with his cloths.

"Give me the keys. I'll meet you in the car." He took out his keys from his pocket and handed to me. I bowed to Changmin and bolted out of the room. Oh God I'm so embarresed.

~YUNHO'S POV~

"Seriously Changmin? You choose now of all times to come in?" He sat down in the chair in front of my desk and crossed his legs.

"Yunho you shouldn't do this." Do what?!

"What are you talking about?" He sighed and looked passed me out of the office window.

"You're falling for him. You really shouldn't do this." I didn't think I was that obvious when it came to things like this. I thought I hid it fairly well.

"So what if I am? Aren't I allowed to fall in love again?" I didn't want be alone for the rest of my life, but I also didn't want to be forced to live it with someone I didn't care about.

"Of course you can fall in love again, but who is it you see when you kiss him? Who do you imagine when you hold him?" Did he really believe my heart was that fickle?

"I'll tell you the truth, in the beginning I still thought about her, but it didn't last long. I only see JaeJoong and that's how it's going to be from now on. Why the hell do you care so much anyway?" It wasn't like Changmin to be so noisy.

"I care because JaeJoong seems like a good guy and I don't think it's fair that you hurt him by being selfish. And I care because you're my friend and I only want the best for you." I sighed and stood up. I didn't want to talk about this anymore.

"I appreciate the thought Min, but you don't have to worry. JaeJoong means a lot to me now and I'd never do anything to hurt him. I can't do that to someone I love." How strange it felt to say that I loved him out loud. Bu although I said it out loud, I also know that I've made the biggist contridiction.

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"Okay what were your first words when you were a baby?" I laughed and threw my pencil at him. We had just finished our entire picnic dinner and were giving the answers to the questioneer we made for eachother.

"Why do you ask such weird questions?" He smiled and shook his finger.

"It's not your turn. Now give me your answer." I smiled and took a momment to think.

"Kimbab. My mom was making it for dinner one day and I guess I was hungry so I yelled it out. Kimbab!" He smiled and wrote it down.

"That sounds like somthing you'd say. Okay your turn." I looked at question thirty and decided to ask him.

"As of late, what's your favorite pass time?" I planned on majoring in journalism when I got to college, so questions like these were key.

"As of late...I'd say making you smile. I love it almost as much as I enjoy kissing you." I looked away blushed a little.

"C'mon be serious." He smiled and brushed some hair away from my eyes.

"I am serious. We agreed to be honest with eachother so that's what I'm being." Such a romantic pervert. I smiled and wrote it down and then turned over on my back waiting for his next answer. I looked up at the night sky that had hidden the sun that was here earlier when we arrived. The park was still filled with people, but mostly couples out taking a walk. Overall, it was calm and the perfect second date.

"Where do you plan on being ten years from now?" I closed my eyes pretending to think about it. In truth, sometimes that was the only thing on my mind. If I imagined what the future would look like, then the present didn't seem so crappy.

"I want to live in a big cottage some where near the Han River with two dogs, Michi because I like kimichi and Haru because I like Big Bang's song Haru Haru. I want to be well know in the media for my hard hitting stories and news reports. When Jonhyun starts high school, I'll check in for military duty. That's as far as I got." I heard him laugh and I looked over at him. He was cracking up while writting what I said. I threw my pencil at him again but he caught it this time.

"Don't laugh at me!" He smiled and gave me back my pencil.

"I'm not laughing at you, I just think you're the cuttest thing I've ever seen." I pouted and crossed my arms aross my chest. When people said that, it ususally meant they were in fact laughing at you.

"Whatever, it's my turn now. I'm asking you the same question." I laid back down and he laid across me with his head on my chest.

"I want to start a new business project and move into a smaller house not so close to the city. I'd like to be already married with three dogs, I don't have names for them yet. Also I'd like to make everyday I'm with them special, so every night would be date night for us." I nodded writting down everything carefully.

"You didn't say you wanted kids." He smiled up at me and raised and eyebrow.

"Well if I marry someone with a kid already then I wouldn't mind. It's up to them if they wanted to adopt another." Adopt? I was about to say something but he sat up.

"How many questions have you asked." I looked down at my notebook.

"Thirty one." He nodded and picked up his notebook. It looked as if he had one less than me.

"Mhm, well I have one more question to ask you then so we're even. If someone were willing to give you all their love, would you put aside the fact that you you're afraid of being in pain and try to accept them?" I looked down and at my paper trying to process what he was asking.

"If I thought that I loved that person too, then I'd try my best because they must be pretty damn stupid to love someone like me." I looked up and saw him staring at me not writting it down. He crawled over and stopped in front of me. He put down his pencil and notebook and placed both his hands on either sides of my face.

"Are you calling me stupid?" What did he just say?

..................................................................................................................Chapter 21

I Don't Want It To End Here

A/N: Hello again!!!! I can't believe this is really chapter 21 already. Time seriously does fly. Well for those of you who enjoy the story, I have some good news: I don't think the story isn't going to end until chapter 30. Usually, I'll only go until chapter 25, but I really want to keep things going at a fair pace so in order to do that, it has to be longer. Annway, I hope you enjoy this chapter! WARNING: This chapter contains a bit of violence and harsh language.

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"If you're trying to be funny right now, I'm not laughing." I turned away and closed my notebook. I slipped my sweater back on and picked up the picnic basket.

"Let's go home." I started back to the car not caring if he was behind me or not. I was frustrated and angry and confused all at once. The mood had totally been lost.

The drive home was dead silent and the moment he pulled up in the driveway I got out. Maybe what he had just said was just a dream. Yeah that's it! I'm just dreaming. I started up the stairs when I heard the door slam.

"So you're going just hide away because I said something you couldn't comprehend? You're going to treat me like I'm someone who isn't supposed to have feelings too?" Yes, that was the plan.

"You can't possibly understand what's going on inside my head right now." He took three long stides over the stair case and grabbed my hand.

"Try me." I tried to get away, but my hand was held tightly by his. Nope this wasn't a dream because that hurt like hell. He looked just as frustrated as I felt.

"Yunho, let go." He shook his head no and sat down on the stair case pulling me down gently next to him.

"I'm not letting you go until you explain to me why it's horrible for someone to love you. I know it's the fear of pain, but there has to be something else and we can sit here all night until you're read to tell me." I sighed and stared up at the fish. If I didn't say something, he really would have me here all night.

"I'm not just afraid of me alone getting hurt, but I'm afraid that if I allow myself to love someone too much, that I'll do something to hurt them or make them unhappy." He loosened the grip on my hand and laiced our fingers together.

"Jae, life itself is filled with many things that can cause hurt and unhappiness and love is one of them,but I'll tell you a secret. For every minute you love someone, you're deflecting the chance of hurting them because they know that no matter what happens you're still going to love them." He brought his hand gently to the side of my neck. I knew I was in love with his touch and the way he could change my mood with just a kiss.

"So tell me, aren't I breaking the contract if I have real feelings for you?" That was the only thing I could think about. I still had an obligation to fufill.

"Wait here." He let go of my hand and went up stairs and came back almost as quickly as he left. He held up the contract and ripped it up in front of me. Wait! He ripped it up!

"This contract was stupid anyway. I'll make a new one tomorrow, but until then, the agreement doesn't exsist." He thew the pieces on the floor and grabbed me around the waist.

"Since it doesn't exsist right now, what do we do?" I was seriously lost right now. First it was the dream and now it was this.

"You can tell me how you really feel. I've already told you how I feel so it's your turn if you want to." I rested my hands on his chest and looked away.

"I like it when you kiss me and when you hold and touch me. When I hit you it doesn't mean I'm annoyed, it's just my brutish way of showing you my affection. I marvel at the way you have the ability to make me smile and laugh even when I don't want to. I think you look breath taking in a suit and I wish you walked around more without a shirt. I think I'm really staring to like you." That's the end of my word vomit and I feel very stupid.

"Why are you so quiet?" He pressed his forehead against mine. He smiled and kissed my lips lightly.

"Becuase I'm happy you like me. Like can turn into love you know?" I looked down trying to control my blush. I haven't had a crush on someone for so long, that it was almost a completely foreign feeling.

"Yunho, will you be patient with me? I know that you have feelings for me and I'm really grateful, but I really don't know what it's like to love someone with all my heart." He pulled away and took both my hands in his. His face was adorned with such a sweet smile that I hadn't seen before.

"You may have all the time you need. By telling you how I felt tonight, I didn't intend for you to jump into my arms and say you love me back. Having you by my side like you always are, is good enough for me. I'll wait patiently for the day you can say you love me too." Like an idiot, I began crying. Damn, I've become honestly too mushy. I hit him in the chest and tried to wipe away the tears that kept falling.

"Why the hell do you say such corny things? You've embaressed me so much that I'm crying." He laughed and started wipping away my tears. After a while he stopped using his hands and began kissing them away.

"I'm sorry. I'll try to keep my cornyness to a minumum from now on, but it's going to bee hard." I smiled and wrapped my arms around him in a tight hug. I could definatly see myself with this man for a long time to come, I just had to pray that his patience didn't run out.

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"Okay class settle down. I'm about to pass out the results of your recent finals along with your generated list of colleges you're eligable for based on your results. However before I do, I would like to annouce the student with the highest scores and will have the honor of choosing from whatever college they please. JaeJoong sshi please stand up and take a bow." Holy hell, studying really did pay off. I smiled and stood up bowing slightly while Junsu and Yoochun could be heard in the back of the class room cheering loudly.

"Congrats Jae! We knew you could do it smarty pants." I smiled and excepted Junsu's hug and Yoochun's kiss on the cheek as we left the class.

"Thanks you guys. I'm proud of you too." They had both ended up with the same scores which were also the third highest in the class.

"Let's go have a victory lunch! I'm treating." Junsu took out his wallet and started dancing.

"I'll be right there, I have to make a phone call first." They nodded and headed off to the cafeteria and I went outside to use my phone. I was about to press speed dial number two when it rang in my hand. I didn't reconize the number, but I answered it.

"You think I'm going to let you leave me without putting up a fight? Think again Kim JaeJoong. I'm going to make you pay and you're going to wish you never fucked up our relationship." Before I could say anything the line went dead.

"Are you Kim JaeJoong?" I looked up and saw a taller man holding a bat. Behind him were a bunch of other guys around my age.

"Who wants to know?" He walked up to me and grabbed me by my collar.

"So you're that little gay fucker who dumbed Taeyeon. I hate dirty little bitchs like you." I brought my arm up and and hooked him in the jaw. He stumbled back and looked at me. The monkeys behind him came foward.

"I don't know who the hell you think you are, but you don't know shit about me so fuck off." I turned around and started going back inside. I didn't get very far though before a hand wrapped around my neck with such force I dropped my cell phone.

"And then you think you're tough which makes me hate you even more. Well after we're finsihed with you, you'll be lucky if you can still talk. We're going to fuck you up real nice." He took my other arm and twisted it around my back and I heard a horrific cracking sound. He threw me to the ground and stood over me with the bat.

"Don't stop beating him until I say so." I tried to reach for my phone, but he saw me and stepped on it crushing it to pieces.

"You won't be able to call your boyfriend now you little bitch. Who's got the tough nuts now?" The bat came at my stomach like I was being hit by a car and soon a barage of blows came at me with different objects.

"You're still awake huh? You're stronger than I thought you'd be." He stepped on my stomach and I threw up blood like a fountain.

"Is that all you got? Hit me again if you've got the nuts to or maybe you're all just pussies that do whatever Taeyeon tells you to. If she's fucking any of you, then you can garentee she's doing someone else too." Some how I was still concious and able to talk shit even though I couldn't even feel my legs anymore.

"You son of a bitch! I'm going to kill you." He grabbed me by my neck again and held my head back. I opened my eyes a bit more and spit a glob of blood smake dab in the middle of his forhead.

"Kill me, I'd like to see you try." If I was going to die, I would've been dead already. He brought his fist up and was about to hit me when I heard Junsu's voice.

"Get the fuck away from him!" Oh thank God! I thought my ass was really going to be dead for a minute.

"Back the hell up or I'll break all your necks." Yoochun the wonderful black belt. The bastard dropped me to the ground and ran away with the rest of them. Come on now, Yoochun didn't look that scary. Junsu ran to my side and held up my head lightly.

"What took you guys so long ducky? I really thought I wouldn't see you guys again." I think that was the last thing I said before blacking out. Shit, my everything hurts.

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~YUNHO'S POV~

"Ahhhhh!" I watched in horror as the doctor tried to place JaeJoong's arm back in the socket. They had been trying for the past thirty minutes with no success.

"Stop hurting Joongie papa!" Jonghyun began crying while I held him. JaeJoong grunted and turned his head to me.

"Please get him out of here." I handed Jonghyun to Yoochun who rushed him out of the room before they tried to place JaeJoong's arm again. Finally they placed it in and with one last scream, he passed out.

"Is he okay?" I got up and went to his side. Junsu who was covered in blood looked worriedly at him. The doctor nodded and ajudsted his glasses.

"He's fine, he just passed out from the pain. This way we can treat him for his other injuries anyway. Oh and are you his graudian? We're going to need someone to sign for his surgry to repair his ribs." I nodded and excepted the papers to sign.

"When he wakes up, we'll prep him." He left the room leaving just me and Junsu with him. Junsu grabbed his hand and sat down next to him. I took the other side of him and rubbed the sweaty hair that clung to his forehead away.

"You know when we were kids, Jae got beat up everyday protecting me. There wasn't a day that went by that he didn't take a punch for me. Everytime he did it, I'd cry for him and ask him why he just didn't let them beat me and he'd just say to me 'there's no way I'm going to let anyone hurt my ducky.' And now, the very time when I should have been there, I wasn't." I looked at JaeJoong who looked so broken laying there. When I found the person who did this to him, I was going to kill them.

"It isn't your fault Junsu so don't feel that way." This morning before he went to school, he smiled and gave me a hug. He told me that after he got his results, he was going to call me. He never even got a chance.

Yoochun came back in holding a now sleeping Jonghyun. He put his hand on Junsu's back and nodded to me.

"If it's alright, I'm going to take Jonhyun home with me. I'll look after him and make sure he gets to school in the morning." I nodded and handed him my phone number.

"Call me if you have any trouble with him. I'll keep you guys posted on how Jae's doing." Junsu looked at JaeJoong one last time before getting up. Yoochun took his hand and led him out of the room.

I sat down closer to JaeJoong and held his limp hand in mine. Everyday I fell deeper in love with him and now I couldn't imagine living a life without him. I need him by my side.

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By My Side

A/N: Hi there people^^ Happy Friday! Well I'm presenting you all with chapter 22 today and I hope you all enjoy it^^ Thanks again for your support:)

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"You're crushing my hand." He looked up and smiled at me as if it were the first time we met.

"You're finally awake. How do you feel?" I shifted a little bit in the bed quickly realizing that I shouldn't have.

"Like I got my ass beat pretty good. How long have I been out?" He smiled and looked at his watch.

"Well it's Monday again so you've been asleep for one week." Damn, that's what you call a good nights sleep! I started laughing, but it came out as a sputtering cough.

"Did you miss me?" He nodded and stood up to kiss my forehead which was just about the only part of me that didn't hurt.

"Are you feeling up for more visitors? I could call Yoochun and Junsu." I nodded really wanting to thank them for coming in time. He stood up and went outside to make the call.

"The said they're on they're way. Jae, can I ask you something?" I nodded and tried to sit up in the bed. He help prop me up and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Do you remember anything about the guys who beat you up?" I only remembered the guy who kept talking shit.

"No, but I do remeber that Taeyeon called me before they showed up and one of the guys mentioned her name so she's the reason why I'm here. When I get my hands on that bitch, I'm going to choke her to death." Even if I felt like crap and probably even looked like crap, I still had violence on my mind.

"No, you're not going to do anything. You're going to get better and work on your temper. I didn't have to be there to know that because you kept talking they kept beating you." Yes, I do talk a bit too much sometimes, but only because I have a lot to say. I was about to object when the door opened and Junsu came rushing in looking as if he was ready to cry. I opened my unbroken arm and he ran to my side.

"Jae I thought you'd never wake up. I was so worried." Tears began to stream down his face in a relentless river. I brought his head gently down to my chest and patted his head.

"You don't have to cry. My ducky is supposed to be strong for me. Look, I'm wide awake and I'm not even in a lot of pain anymore." Okay, that one was a lie. I still felt like I had been hit by a truck.

"We were really worried about you Jae." Yoochun came to the bed gave me a light kiss on the cheek. I smiled and looked at all their faces. I was really happy I was alive.

"Where's my kid? Is he okay?" Junsu sat up and wipped away his tears and nodded.

"He cried the first two nights, but we told him you'd be fine so he's at school right now." I sighed in realiefe knowing he was okay.

"Um, Junsu, Yoochun, can I see you guys outside for a minute? Jae, we'll be right back." I nodded and closed my eyes again. I really wish someone would stracth my back.

~YUNHO'S POV~

I closed the hospital door and asked them to follow me into the waiting area.

"Jae told me that Taeyeon was the one responsible for those men who beat him up." Yoochun frowned and crossed his arms while Junsu sniffed beginning to look angry.

"So this was all because of her? Jae could have died because of that crazy bitch?!" I nodded and leaned up against the wall.

"If I asked you to help me with something, would you?" They nodded and Junsu bawled up his fist.

"We're going to get Taeyeon right? And those guys who hurt Jae?" I nodded and took out my phone to make a call.

"Taeyeon, this is Yunho the guy who lives with JaeJoong. Is it anyway you can meet me today?" I knew an even bigger bitch than her. Her name, revenge.

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"Oh Mr. Jung, I'm so glad you called me today. I heard that JaeJoong got really hurt." She pulled out the chair and sat down across from me in the busy cafe.

"I assumed you'd be worried considering that JaeJoong was your ex in all and you seem to still have feelings for him." She nodded pretending to be worried sick. I was going to make her sick alright.

"Of course I was worried. I couldn't get ahold of anyone who would tell me what hospital he was in. I was going insane. Are you going to take me there today?" When hell froze over you physco. I smilled and nodded taking a sip out of my coffee.

"Let's go now. He just woke up and I'm sure he'll be happy to know that you were concerned about him." We got up and went out to my car. When she got in I drove off to the forest perseve. It took her about twenty minutes for her to realize that we weren't going to the hospital.

"Where are we going?" I took a sharp left and turned on to the dirt road.

"You'll find out when we get there. Just sit back and relax." I pulled up behind a large oak tree and got out when I saw Junsu up in the tree with his baseball bat.

"I don't know what you're doing, but I don't like it." So?

"Do I look like I give a shit about what you don't like? Just shut the hell up and get out." Now that I really listened, her voice resembled the sound of nails on a chalk board.

She got out and I brought her out to the center of the ground covered in leaves. In a swift movement, I twisted her arm around her back enough to cause her pain.

"I know you were the reason why JaeJoong is hurt so it won't do you a damn bit of good to deny it. So that I won't have to hurt you serverly, bring those people who beat him up here." She tried to get away, but I kept a firm grip.

"Why should I?! He deserved it for leaving me. I took care of that damn kid and after a year of our relationship, he began treating me like I didn't matter. They should have beat him until he was dead!" I kicked her in the back of the legs causing her to fall to the ground. I pressed my knee hard into her back.

"Listen, you have no clue who I am or who my family is. If I really wanted to kill you, I could and no one would none the wiser. Now be a good girl and call those men here now or I'm going to do something, I may or may not, regret." I got up and stood over her. She got up and tried to run away, but Junsu jumped down out of the tree in her path.

"Where do you think you're going? You've got five seconds to take out your phone and call them here." He smirked and hit his bat hard on the ground. She stummbled back and took out her phone.

"It's Taeyeon. Can you guys meet me in the forest perseve nearing the end of Seoul park? I have someone else I need you to take care of." It wasn't long before the bruts showed up with their weapons of choice.

"What's up Tae? You usuaslly don't need us twice in one month." I walked up behind her held her back by her hair. Changmin, Junsu, and Yoochun appeared out of the shadows around me.

"When you fuck with our friend, you're fucking with us so prepare to get your ass' beat." No wonder they were friends with Jae.

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~JAE'S POV~

"Where did you guys dissappear to? That damned nurse came in here three times trying to get me to take some nasty crap." He smiled apologetically, and crawled into bed next to me. The hospital bed was hard and uncomfortable, but he didn't seem to care.

"I'm sorry, but I wanted to talk to them about maybe looking after Jonghyun for a few more days. Between here and work, I can't be at home with him." I nodded and rested my head against his. I couldn't believe I slept through an entire week that I could have been spending with him and Jonghyun.

"I understand then. So, how's the new contract going? Is it ready for me to sign?" He smirked and shook his head no.

"I thought of something even better. I'll bring it by tonight okay." I nodded and tried to streatch my neck to kiss him, but it hurt too much.

"Why won't you kiss or touch me?" He looked at me with a raised eyebrow.

"What do you mean? I kissed you on the forehead and I've been holding your hand the entire week." I shook my head no and moved the sheets so he could get underneath them.

"I mean really touch and kiss me? Do I smell weird or something?" He laughed and touched the side of my cheek gently.

"You don't smell weird or anything, I just don't want to hurt you. Aren't you really sore?" I quickly shook my head no and scooted closer.

"That's what pain killers are for and plus, I'm not sore everywhere." He smirked and kissed the side of my neck.

"Oh really?" I nodded as he trailed kisses further down my neck. He slipped his hand gently between my thigh squeezing it lightly.

"Higher." He moved his hand higher up and began kissing me on the lips. I smiled and closed my eyes getting more into it. A loud moan threaten to leave my throat just before the door opened.

"Look's like we should have knocked huh?" I sighed and Yunho pulled away. I didn't do this to them when they made out!

"Yes you should have now go away and don't come in until I tell you to." Yunho smiled and waved them in.

"But we brought you something to eat. We know you're hungry." I nodded sitting up.

"You eat something and I'll go bring you a fresh change of cloths." I pouted and nodded as he left. I didn't like it when he left me, but I know he's going to be back because he loves me.Chapter 23

He Really Loves Me

A/N: Hello there everyones! Here we are with Chapter 23! I really am happy that everyone has been enjoying te story so far. I'm side to say, but the story will be coming to an end in about 6 chapters because my summer is sadly coming to a close and I would really love to start another story before I go back to school. Anyways!!! Hope you all enjoy this chapter^^

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"Why won't you let me help you get dressed?" I struggled to button my pants and was even getting sweaty in the process.

"Because you're nothing but a pervert and all you'll do is stare. Just give me a minute." Deciding to screw messing with the button, I tried to put on my shirt. I attemped to put on the t-shirt with one arm, but was failing miserably. I think he brought this on purpose.

"If you're going to be in there all night, then I can't show you what I wanted to." I sighed and cracked open the bathroom door and threw my shirt at him.

"Fine, be quick about it and don't injure me more than I already am." He smiled and came into the bathroom with me. He looked down at my unbuttoned pants and buttoned it.

"You do know that there's a button up shirt in the bag too." I looked down and noticed that in fact there was one in the bag. I hated being broken.

"This sucks." He smiled and kissed me on the nose, before helping the arm that wasn't in the sling, into the sleave.

"You'll be better soon, but until you are, I'm here." He put his arm gently around my waist and helped me back to the bed. He got in next to me and held me in his arms.

"So where's the new contract? I may not be abe to sign, but I can thumb print it." He handed me a folder that was laying on the bed table. I opened it and took out the first paper.

"When you can use your right hand again, you can sign it and I'll take it down so it can be put on file." The top of the paper read 'Property Deed'.

"Yunho what is this?" Yeah I could have asked a better question than that, but my brain wasn't working properly.

"It's the deed to the mansion. Once you sign it, you'll be the second owner. Oh and when you sign the other paper, my bank account, wll become your bank account as well." What is this?! Candid camara?

"Yunho I don't get you. What are you trying to say by doing this?" He put his finger under my chin and turned my head towards him.

"You can't be so dense as to not realize that last week when we were at the park, I was confessing to you. There's no need to have a contract when I have genuin feelings for you. I want you to be my boyfriend for real." His eyes were soft yet serious at the same time.

"Are you sure that this is something you want to do though? I mean I've already told you that I'm not sure on how to love someone with my whole heart. What if you run out of patients waiting for me?" That was one of my biggest fears. That he'd just give up and see that I was a mistake. I didn't want to go back to that hell that seemed so hard to get out of.

"That's never going to happen Jae because I love you. Sincerly and truely, I love you and I'll wait for however long until you can freely say you love me. I'm proving this to you by wanting everything that's mine, to be yours too." How is it possible that someone like him finds it so easy to love a person like me? It's such a mind boggling idea, but you couldn't help but to believe that he was telling the truth.

"You're really serious aren't you?" He nodded and smiled taking my hand in his.

"I've never been more serious or more in love. So do you except? Will you be my boyfriend for real?" More than anything in the world.

"Yes you big perverted weirdo, I'll be your boyfriend for real." He smiled a smile that streacthed from ear to ear and kissed me full on. Of course it would take some time to fully justify my feelings for Yunho, but I was definatly clear on one thing. If it isn't him by my side, then there can't be anyone else.

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"Welcome home Joongie papa!" I smiled and crossed over the thresh hole relieved that I was here.

"It's good to be home. How's my angel?" I bent over carefully and kissed him on the cheek. He smiled as a big tear drop rolled down his face. I wipped it away kissed his nose.

"Why are you crying sweetheart?" He rubbed his face turning it red. Yunho put his hand on my shoulder and looked down at him.

"He's been really worried about you. He thought you'd never come home." Even though I wasn't supposed to, I picked him up and held him in my arms.

"I'm here now so don't cry anymore. My handsome little man shouldn't cry." His cry slowly subsided and he fell asleep.

"You shouldn't carry him like that, you're going to hurt yourself." I stuck my tongue out at him and carried Jonhyun over to the couch.

"Stop being such a worry wart and help me get ready for bed." I grabbed his hand and led him upstairs to his room. The first thing I noticed when I walked in was a new leather recliner next to the bed. There was a large blanket on the back of it and a plushy pillow.

"The doctors said that it would be best for you to be comfortable now that you're at home so I got you a recliner." I went over to the chair and sat down in it and almost melted.

"Oh this feels so good and it's big enough for two." I scooted over and patted the extra space next to me. He smiled and sat down easing his hand gently around my waist. I leaned my head against his shoulder.

"I like it, but why did you put it in your room?" He smirked and ran his hand over my stomach in soft circles.

"How many nights a week do you actually sleep in your room? Besides, I like it when you're in here with me." I put my hand on top of his and smiled. He was right about me and my room. I usuaslly do sleep with him and perfered it over sleeping alone.

"Then are you saying you'd like it if I move in here with you?" He turned to me and smiled.

"Would you? I'd love it very much if you did." He was just like a hyper little puppy. I nodded and patted his head softly.

"I've been thinking about it anyway. With Jonghyun getting bigger, he's going to need more space so if I'm in here with you, he'll have that." He smiled and kissed the side of my mouth.

"Shall we move you in next week? Anything you ever wanted to go in your room you can have it." I loved seeing how happy he was and I liked the idea that I was the one that could make him happy.

"We'll think about that later. All I want right now is for you to kiss me." It had been almost four days since he brought the deed and account papers to the hospital and two days since I signed them both. We were an offical couple yet to share our first offical intimate moment.

"Someone has the hotts for me today huh?" I slapped him on the knee and leaned up and kissed him on the line of his jaw. So what if I did? He was mine now and this is the beginning of us.

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The First Of Our Many

A/N: Happy Sunday people! Hope you've had a good weekend since it's almost to a close. I really am happy to have so many wonderful readers. I really am going to be sad when it has to end:( Well that's all I've got to say for now, enjoy the chapter please^^

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"Are you sure that you're okay meeting my mother tomorrow? I mean you just got out of the hospital." I put on my school vest and fixed my hair while he stood in front of the bathroom mirror adjusting his tie.

"I've already told you a hundred times that I'm better. You're mother isn't going to kill me you know." He handed my wallet and cellphone to me with a sad face.

"But don't you find anything significant about tomorrow?" took a moment to think, but nothing came to mind. I shook my head no and he sighed.

"Fine then I'll tell her that tomorrow is fine. She said she wants to come over." I nodded and plopped down in the recliner since we still had a few minutes to spare. He sat down with me and wrapped me in his arms. He buired his face in my hair and inhaled.

"Have you taken your drivers test yet?" Random question much? I nodded and slipped my hand into my pocket and took out my wallet. I flipped it open and showed him my license.

"I've had it for two years now. Damn good it does when all I've ever used was a year round bus and train pass. Why do you ask?" He shook his head and wrapped his arms loosly around my waist.

"No reason, just curious. Have you ever thought of what kind of car you want?" I shurgged and thought about it. I've always thought about wht kind of car I wanted, but never made it a priority because of all the other things I had to do.

"A sports car. I like fast things, but I can't drive a stick shift." He laughed and tickled my sides.

"So you're a little speed demon? I'd say that's appropreite." I laughed and tried to get away, but he held me there. I stopped struggling and he stopped tickling me and we held each others eyes. It was as if the world had slown down. I smiled and leaned up kissing him softly on the lips. When I pulled away he did the same thing holding the side of my face in his hand. I closed my eyes and let the feeling of his kiss to soak in.

"Joongie papa, my tacher wants you to sign this." Opps. I quickly pulled away nearly punching Yunho in the stomach. Jonghyun stood in the dooway with a paper and pen. He ran over to me and sat between Yunho and I.

"Mr. Fairy Godmother, why in the world are you kissing Joongie papa that way?" Uh-oh, here we go. Let's see how Mr. smooth gets himself out of this one.

"I was kissing him because I like Joongie papa very much just like you do. Doesn't he kiss you too?" Yes, but not ike that! He nodded and turned to me puckering his lips for a kiss. I smiled and gave him a quick peck like I always do.

"Yeah, but he says that's how he shows his affection for me. Isn't that right Joongie papa?" I nodded and hugged him tight.

"Now lets see what I have to sign." Well me and Yunho had finally gotten caught, but it didn't happen at all like I expected it to. I signed the slip for the parent and teacher confrence and sent him on his way. When he was gone I sighed and leaned back in the chair.

"Did the world blow up because he saw us kissing? Did the house fall down? Did he start crying from confusion?" Oh, he wanted to hear me say that I was being too causious.

"No, none of those things happened and he handled it very well so stop being such a smart ass." I stood up and headed down stairs where Jonghyun was watching tv. Yunho ran after me and placed his car keys in my hand.

"I'm not going straight to work so take my car and go ahead. Me and Jonghyun are going to take the bus." I took his keys and eyed him skeptically.

"What are you up to?" I wasn't a very good liar, but he wasn't someone who could get away with being sneaky either. He ruffled my hair and smiled.

"Who says I have to be up to anything? Just drive safely and I'll see you later on tonight." He gave me my bag and pushed me out the door to the car. He gave me a cheesy smile before closing the door. What the hell is he up to?

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~YUNHO'S POV~

"Tomorrow's Joongie papa's birthday right?" Your birthday was something you should always remember, but I guess it was something he never celebrated properly. Jonghyun nodded and smiled taking out a small box from his backpack. He opened it and showed me about six thousand won(about $60 in USD).

"When I turned three, Joongie papa started giving me a small allowance out of the paychecks that he got. He told me that it's important to have money that you can you use in an emergency or to do something fun with. I want to buy him a very good present." I smiled and nodded.

"I want to get him a nice present too and throw him a party. Will you help me?" He smiled hopping up and down. I smiled to myself also thinking about how this would be the first birthday we'll celebrate together.

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~JAE'S POV~

"How was your day?" I sighed and sat down on the sofa.

"Unusual. Everyone has been hearing weird rumors and treating me like I'm some sort of chairity case. Some people even thought I was dead." He bit his lip to keep from laughing. I frowned and threw his car keys at him.

"And showing up in your car didn't make it any better." He started laughing clutching his sides. I got up and headed to the kitchen stepping on his toes as I passed. Siftly, he put his hands on my hips and brought me down into his lap.

"I'm sorry for laughing, it's just you should see your face." I crossed my arms and pouted.

"Now my face is funny? You're really digging yourself into a hole here Yunho." He kissed the back of my neck and smiled.

"I don't mean it that way. How can I make your day better?" Keep kissing me. I turned slightly and put my arms around his neck.

"You can give me a bath and make me a cup of tea." He raised his eyebrow in disbeliefe.

"You'll let me give you a bath?" Pervert. I nodded and kissed him gently on the lips. He smiled and carried me upstairs.

"Shall I help you get undressed then?" He put me down in front of the bathroom door still smiling like a child.

"No, I'm fine in that department. I'll tell you when you can come in." Such a sad little pervert. I went in and started the hot water and poured in nearly an entire bottle of bubble bath. He didn't think I'd let him see too much too soon did he? I had my own plans for when that time came.

"Okay, you can come in now." I was already in the bathtub surround with bubbles. I gave him the wash cloth and smiled.

"Why do you look so dissappointed? You didn't think the water was going to be clear did you?" He pouted and shook his head no. He got down on his knees and began washing my back. I sank down and closed my eyes enjoying his gentleness. When he was finished with my back he moved on to my arms and then my legs.

"You want me to wash your hair too?" I nodded and he put the shampoo in my hair massaging gently. I really felt like a little kid again. Sheilding me eyes with his hand, he took a cup of water and rinsed my hair in one go.

"All done." He gave me a towel and was about to leave, but I stopped him.

"You can just turn around, you don't have to leave." He smiled and nodded turning around. I stepped out quickly and wrapped the towel around myself. When I was finished, I tugged on his shirt and he turned back around. He smiled and wrapped the towel tight around me and pulled me into his arms.

"I love you very much Kim JaeJoong." You didn't have to say that because I already know you do. On my part, as much as I was afraid to admit it, I love him too.

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You Make It Easy To Love You

A/N: Chapter 25 has arrived today! Thanks so much to everyone for reading! Hope you enjoy the chapter:)(Listening to lady gaga's He Ate My Heart, lol fitting right?)

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"Happy birthday!" Birthday? I opened my eyes and sat up. I grabbed for my glasses and put them on. Sitting on the bed was a smiling Yunho and Jonghyun.

"Today's my birthday?" Mhm, I thought that passed already. Yunho held out a bowl of seaweed soup and smiled.

"You really didn't remember did you?" I shook my head no excepted the soup. I dipped the spoon in and got a nice spoon full. I ate it and instantly remembered the tast of my moms seaweed soup.

"I had completely forgotten. Thank you both for remembering." I pinched Jonhyun's cheek and pulled Yunho in for a kiss.

"Don't you want to open your presents now? Open mine first!" I smiled and excepted the medium sized box and carefully undid the wrapping. I smiled when I saw a brand new stationary kit.

"I want you to be the best news reporter ever so you have to use this for practice okay?" I smiled and nodded happy to have a sweetheart like him for a nephew. Yunho smiled and put a small box in my lap. I raised my eyebrow and opened it. In the box, there was only a pair of keys with a mini alarm attacthed.

"What are these for?" He smiled and shurgged.

"I don't know. Maybe you should press the button." I pressed the button and the sound of a car horn blarred so loud that it sounded like it was coming from inside. I set aside Jonghyuns gift and went down stairs almost triping. I opened the front door on the lawn was brand new Porshe Panamera. Whoa!

"You like speed so this was the fastest thing on the lot.I hope you like driving it, if not, I'll get you something else." Something else?! I didn't need this one! I turned around and pointed to the car.

"That's mine?" He smiled and nodded.

"As you like to call me, I'm too old to drive something with that much horse power. That's all yours baby." You've got to be kidding me!

"Hells yeah! Thank you so much Yun!" I hopped up into his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist. He smiled and hugged me back.

"So you like it?" I got down and nodded happyly.

"I love it! You really didn't have to do this." He shook his head no and held my face between his hands.

"I wanted to. I've told you once before, making you smile is one of my favorite pass times. Your my baby right?" I nodded and wrapped my arms around his neck for a kiss. I was his baby and he was my man.

"Oh my, being so lovey dovey in the morning. You shame my husband and I." I turned around and saw Yunho's sister walking up the driveway. I smiled and bowed to her.

"Morning Noona." Jonghyun stared up at her turning pink. She noticed and bent down to his level.

"And who is this lovely young man who looks just like Jae kun?" He bowed a deep ninety degrees and smiled.

"My name is Kim Jonghyun. I'm Joongie papa's nephew. It's very nice to me you noona." Someone had a crush I see. She smiled and ruffled his hair.

"Well it's very nice meeting you Jonghyun sshi. Has anyone ever told you how handsome you are?" He smiled and shook his head no. I was always calling him handsome!

"He's a bit too young for you noona so give it up. Now why are you here so early?" She pouted and went over to my side taking a hold of my arm.

"For your information, I'm not here to see just you. I came to deliever the pictures and the first copy of the comic book along with a new job offer for Jae kun." She took an envelope out of her purse and gave it to me.

"Noona come inside and I'll give you a glass of juice." Jonghyun took her hand and led her inside. I took another glance at my car and smiled before Yunho and I followed them in.

I sat down on the couch and took out the set of pictues. Ironicaly enough, the first one was the one of me stratling him. Wow, we really looked hot. Yunho smirked and looked at the picture.

"I should ask if I can borrow that outfit for you again." I elbowed him in the side and looked at the next picture which was of us kissing. I smiled when I saw this one because this is how we looked when we kissed. In love and desperate for the others attention.

"Those pictures are selling like hot cakes and this is going to be the best comic yet." Jonghyun and Hyori came back in both with a glass of orange juice. I took out the comic book and was shocked by the cover. Animated, I was in the same outfit, the only difference was I was in a pair of cat ears and had a tail.

"Wow noona, you're really good at this." She smiled and smooted Jonghyun's hair who was sitting in her lap. He sure moved fast.

"Thank you Jae kun. I was wondering if you could come to my studio tomorrow after school. I have another model I'd love you to pair up with. I didn't want to bother you earlier because I heard from my son that all schools were having their finals." Yunho made a 'X' over his head with his arms.

"I don't want pictures of him with other guys." He nudged me and pouted. I grabbed his chin lightly and kissed his pouted lips.

"Whatever I do with him, I'll only imagine it's you okay?" Hyori smiled and clapped her hands.

"Then I'll see you then! I must get going. Yunho knows where the studio is so he'll tell you. Bye now." She waved to Jonghyun and rushed out.

"It's getting late you two. Jonghyun go get ready for school and Yunho go get dressed for work. I still need to take my shower." I smiled and took the pictures up stairs with me. Junsu and Yoochun had to see these.

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"Make sure you drive safely. If you take the road that we jogged on, then you can go as fast as you like. Please be careful." I smiled and nodded. I kissed him on the lips and then gave Jonghyun a kiss on the forehead.

"I'll be fine. You drive safely too." I turned off the alarm and got in immediatly loving the feel of it already. I pulled out before them and honked before taking off. I got such a rush from driving so fast and made it to school in record time. I pulled into the parking lot and parked next to Junsu's car. I got out and ran in wanting to find them before class started.

"Yah, where's the fire birthday boy?" I smiled when they both took out a present for me. I accepted it and gave them a hug. I opened it and found the same phone that was destroyed when that bastard beat me up.

"Thank you!" I wrapped it back up and put it in my bag.

"I can't believe everyone besides me remembered my birthday." Junsu smiled and slapped my shoulder that was still kind of sore.

"We could never forget! Now tell us why you were running." I smirked and handed Junsu the pictures.

"That's the first reason and the second reason is outside." Junsu's mouth opened wide looking at the pictures while Yoochun looked confused. I grabbed both their hands and dragged them outside to the parking lot. I pointed to my car and smiled.

"Yunho got that for my birthday." His eyes got wider, but Junsu was still staring at the pictures.

"He did not!" I nodded and smiled.

"You guys look like two really hot porn stars!" The kids in the parking lot stoped to stare at us. Did he have to say that so loud?

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"You mean you haven't done it yet? The man buys you a car, gives you half a house and makes you the second person on his loaded bank account and you can't even give him a piece of ass?!" I threw my fruit cup at him because he was talking loudly yet again.

"God why do you talk like that?!" Yoochun pressed a napkin to his noise as he looked at the pictures for the hundreth time. If his noise kept bleeding like that, he was going to need a transfusion.

"From the looks of these pictures, you look like you both want it so what are you waiting for?" I didn't know either. I guess no matter how much of a grown-up I had to be, I was still a scared little teenager.

"I don't know, maybe I'm just a little insecure." Junsu sighed and rolled his eyes.

"Jae, what do you have to be insecure about? You have girls AND guys in this school all over you. You're freaking hot! And I mean that homo all the way." I laughed and stuffed his mouth with bread.

"Su is right. He loves you, but he's still a guy with needs too. Just trust him and you'll be fine." That made sense. He may wait for me to say I love him forever, but I doubt he'd wait for that the same way.

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I put on my black dress pants and a white button up shirt completing it with a black vest I stole from Yunho's closet. Since we both had wide shoulders it fit perfectly. I checked my hair one more time before put my glasses on and went down stairs to make sure dinner was finished.

"You look very nice." I smiled when he slip his arms around my waist.

"Thank you." He kissed me on the neck and pressed me up against him.

"You're tense. Are you nevous?" Of course I am. If his mother didn't like me, then what type of relationship would we have.

"A little. I really hope she likes me." He turned me around and gave me a hug.

"I love you so she's going to love you too. Just answer her questions honestly and be yourself." I nodded and took a deep breath. I didn't have much time to regroup because the door bell rang.

"I'll get it." I stood up straight and went to answer the door. A tall woman with amazingly long black hair stood in front of me wearing a gentle smile.

"You must be JaeJoong sshi. My, you certainly are very handsome." I smiled and bowed welcoming her in. Yunho came out of the kitchen and smiled.

"Nice to see you again mother." I took her jacket and purse and hung it up on the coat rack. Even in the light, you wouldn't be able to tell them apart.

"Same to you son. Let's cut the chit chat because I'm hungry and I smell something delecious coming from that kitchen. Come JaeJoong sshi, I want you sitting next to me." I nodded and followed her into the kitchen. I looked over at Yunho who just winked.

"I hope you like everything mom because Jae made it all himself. I only made the rice." She smiled and I pulled out the chair for her to sit down.

"I adore a man who can cook." I sat down next to her just as she began to put food on her plate. I waited for her to take the first bite when she did and smiled I could breathe again.

"You're excellent! Best kimchi I've ever had." So she likes my cooking, what about me.

"Thank you Mrs. Jung." I took a bite of rice and smiled at Yunho.

"You're quite welcome dear, so let's get down to it. My son keeps telling me that he's very serious about you and although I would have enjoyed having a daughter in-law, I'll happyly settle for a wonderful son in-law. What are you feelings for my Yunho?" I choked on a grain of rice and had to hit my chest to get it to move. I really wasn't expecting her to be so straight foward.

"Yunho is like no one I've ever met before. He treats me well and puts his love into everything he does for me and for that I can't help but to love him. Everyday I still discover things about him that make me love him more. I can't picture myself with anyone else." I meant it all too. I looked at Yunho who had stopped eating and staring directly at me.

"Mhm, that's all I needed to hear. As long as you're love for him is real then I have no objections. Besides, you're nothing like those girls that Yunho's father and I sent him on dates with. All of their cooking sucked ass and whenever I asked them if they loved Yunho, you could practically see the dollar sighns flash in their eyes. I know you're not like that JaeJoong sshi and my son seems to be very happy with you." She approved of me? Yunho smiled at his mother and poured her another glass of water.

"Thank you mom." I could be with Yunho with his mother aprroval. Now the last hurddle was his father.

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"I'd love to cook for you again Mrs. Jung so please stop by often." I bowed to her as we stood outside to send her off. She smiled and kissed me lightly on the cheek.

"I'd love that very much JaeJoong sshi. And please don't call me Mrs. Jung. You can call me mom like Yunho." I hope she woudn't mind if I called her mommy a few times.

"Drive safely mother." Yunho opened her car door for her and she got in. We watched her drive off before we went back inside. I looked at my watch and smiled. She had gotten here at seven and it was almost nine thirty. We enjoyed great converstations and I got to know her better.

"I did it! Your mom likes me!" I started dancing around. He laughed and pulled me towads him by my waist.

"I knew she'd love you. I told you that you had nothing to worry about." He took my hand and led me up stairs, to our room. We both got ready for bed and got in to watch tv. When it was quiet, the conversation I had with Junsu and Yoochun came to mind.

"Yunho, do you want to make love to me tonight?" Well, it was still my birthday after all. Chapter 26

So This Is Love

A/N: YAY BABY WINGLIN IS BACK! Although it was only two days, it felt like forever. Lol and the ironic part is, I went out this morning thinking it would be down another day, but here it is. Anyway, without further delay, here is chapter 26(which is a rated M for breif mature scene). Hope you enjoy:)(Ooh and peoples, if you don't mind, pay a little extra attention to the A/N at the end of the chap. Thank you^^)

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"Jae are you for real?" No, I'm taking a survey for the viagra foundation. Yes, I'm for real! I sighed and slapped my forehead. Why did he have to make this hard?

"Yes, I'm for real you lug nut!" He sat up straight and turned completely to me. I crossed my arms and stared back at him.

"Why are you asking out of the blue?" Out of the blue? We've been acting like horny freaks for weeks now! This was definatly not out of the blue.

"Although I didn't say it directly to you, tonight I admited that I love you. I wasn't just saying that to get on your moms good side. I'm serious about you Yun and I want you." Might as well spit it out. He put his hand on my forearm.

"Baby, you're really not joking? You love me too?" Even though he's acting slow, I'm not annoyed. I know that he was just in disbelefe that I would come out and say it that way. I nodded and put my hand on his cheek.

"I thought it was kind of silly to love the way you make me feel and not you. You're very important to me Yunho." I'm no good at this love mush talk and in all honesty I feel a bit odd, but the moment called for it. He reached up and smoothed my hair away from my face.

"Then can you say it now, I mean can you tell me you love me?" I got on my knees so that I was a little taller than him and rested my arms around his neck.

"I love you." I leaned down and kissed him on the lips for a short time and pulled away. He held me by my waist and smiled.

"Thank you." Mhm, shouldn't I be the one saying thank you? Afterall, he's in love with someone like me. He gently lowered me down onto the bed and got on top of me. He leaned down and kissed me passionatly on the lips. I put my arms back around his neck and kissed him back. When his hands slipped underneath my shirt, I didn't stop him. He ran his hands all over my bare stomach and chest. I sat up and pulled my shirt off and threw it on the floor. We resumed kissing our moans getting gradually louder. I tugged on his shirt and pulled away.

"Take it off." He smirked and took off his shirt in a swift motion. Hot damn! He was seriously a God underneath that shirt. He leaned down and kissed me on the neck down to my stomach. Just like before, he stopped at the edge of my pants and looked up.

"Can I?" Out of breath I nodded and he slid off my pants. I know that after this there couldn't be any kicking and screaming about give me back my virginity, so I took a deep breath and closed my eyes to keep from being nervous.

"You okay?" Yunho put his hand on the side of my face and was looking at me worriedly. I nodded and swallowed hard.

"I'm nervous." I have no clue why I was whispering when it was just us, but it seemed that I had lost part of my voice. He nodded and stood up. He took of his pants and got back in bed next to me and laid on his back.

"Get on top of me and do what you want to. When you're comfortable, I'll pick up." Now I was focusing on the color of his boxers, bleach white. I swallowed and got on top of him carefully and when I did, a new sensation went through me. Pleasure?

I put both my hands on his chest and began to ride him slowly. I bit my lip when I felt how hard not just I was getting, but him as well. He put his hands on my hips and I picked up the pace. I leaned down and we began kissing again. When we kissed, this all didn't seem so awkward and the more I wanted him. I stopped and licked my lips trying to catch my breath. I couldn't take it anymore. Quickly, I moved down and brought off his boxers. Relaxing my throat muscles, I took all of him in my mouth and sucked hard. He put his hands in my hair and began to moan. Just before his breaking point, I looked up and bit my bottom lip.

"I want you in me Yunho." A very famous porno line! He flipped our positons putting my hands above my head and he was on top of me again. We made eye contact for a second and smiled at the same time. At that moment, I felt more connected to him than I ever have. Well damn, I really am head over heals for this man aren't I?

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"I'm going to take a shower, you want to come with me?" I smiled and shook my head no. I'm sure I would have if I could move. He kissed me on my lips again before going into the bathroom. I looked at the alarm that had been going off for two hours and yawned. I had ten minutes before I was late for school. I heard my phone ring in the pants I pulled off yesterday and crawled out of bed over to them on the chair.

"Yah, Kim JaeJoong where are you? You were supposed to buy Chun and I breakfast this morning." Oh yeah, I did say that yesterday at lunch.

"I'm sorry, I'll buy you lunch instead. Look, I have a question. After you and Yoochun first did it, how long did you stay sore?" I wrapped the sheet tigther around my waist and pulled my knees up to my chin.

"Omo, you mean...Omo you did it! Chunny, Jae let Yunho tap that!" Oh my God, I can't believe he just yelled that. I could hear my morning annoucments begin in the background.

"Junsu!" How did I manage to have such disasters as friends?

"Oh sorry, but no one heard me. Well it depends, how long did you do it. an hour, two?" Uh well we started last night at around ten and now it was almost nine o'clock. So...

"Almost eleven in a half." I heard the screeching of a chair and then it got really quit with the exception of a flushing toilet.

"Would you please repeat that? You banged for how long?" I rolled my eyes and looked at the clock. Now I had five minutes.

"You heard me the first damn time. Just forget it, I have to go." I was about to hang up when both he and Yoochun chimed 'wait' at the same time.

"To answer your question, I'll put it this way, walking will be very difficult." Wonderful. I hung up just as Yunho came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. He raised his eyebrow at me and smiled.

"Is there a reason why you're on the floor?" I slowly stood up and pulled the sheet up higher.

"My phone rang. Um, I'm going to take my shower." I hopped into the bathroom with the sheet and shut the door.

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"Can you give me the address to your sisters studio?" I brushed my hair and put my glasses on. I was only five minutes late, so I gave up rushing. He pouted and slipped my phone and wallet into my pockets for me.

"You're really going to enduldge my sister in her obsession?" I smiled and elbowed him in the side.

"It's not an obsession, it's her work and yes I want to do it. You don't have to be jealous because you know I only want you." I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his hands on my hips. He kissed me on the side of my neck and moved his hands to my butt. He pulled away and looked at me with sad eyes.

"I'm not jealous, just worried. I don't want her making you do weird things with strangers." I smiled and kissed him softly on the lips.

"I know, but don't be. I've gotta go so give me the address when I call you. Drive safely." I put my hands on his and pressed them hard to my butt. Ha, it was funny thinking of it this way, but that was his ass now and I was okay with that.

I started to run down stairs when I noticed that it was difficult. I said goodbye to Jonghyun who was eating his cerial on the couch and got in my car. When I got to school the main gate was alreadly closed so I had to hop it. Big Mistake! I glidded slowly into homeroom and closed the door behind me. My teacher eyed me supisiously and crossed her arms.

"I understand that you're an honor student, but school isn't over just yet. Please try not be late for the last few weeks of school." I bowed and put my hands together.

"I'm sorry teacher, my alarm clock wasn't set properly." I heard Junsu cough loudly and Yoochun snicker.

"That's fine then, just don't let it happen again." Wow, I was getting better at lieing now? I bowed again and went to my seat between Junsu and Yoochun. I "accidently" dropped my text book on Junsu's foot and slapped Yoochun with my pencil case. Junsu smirked and leaned over towards me.

"You're glowing! It must have been awesome. Birthday booty is always the best." I smiled fully embaressed. Like Abraham Lincoln though, I cannot tell a lie. Last night was hella fun!

~YUNHO'S POV~

"Mhm, maybe I should buy Kibum a car." He smirked and stuffed another handfull of M&Ms in his mouth. I sighed and leaned back in my chair in another world.

"I would curse you out and tell you to get the hell out of my office, but I'll let you go today, because when I get home, there's going to be a handsome young man waiting for me." I knew that the first time that we'd make love would be amazing, but I didn't at all picture last night. Changmin threw an M&M at me and scowled.

"So you got it on, big deal. I bet if he never wanted to give it up, you wouldn't give a damn." He's right. It doesn't matter one way or another if having sex was something he wanted to do or not. All that meant anything to me was having him happy by my side.

"That's the sacrifice you make for someone you love. You would know if you weren't always pestering Kibum so much about it. Give the boy a break." He stuck his tongue out at me and rolled his eyes.

"No one said I didn't love him and I don't pester him. I'm just a little needy sometimes. Besides Yunho, I just asked him to marry me, there should be some celebration sex every now and then." I laughed thinking about when Changmin came in last month with a black eye. He said when he got down on his knee in a crowed restaurant, Kibum had a fit and punched him right in the eye.

"Well don't push it or he might blacken something else of yours." He flipped me off and got up to leave.

"Whatever, you pervert. Just watch, you'll be going at it for weeks and then he'll go to college and won't have even a second for you. Enjoy it while it last." Really? He wouldn't just abbadon me like that would he?

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~JAE'S POV~

"Order whatever you like." I pulled my legs up in the seat and took out my cellpone.

"Aren't you going to eat?" I shook my head no and dialed Yunho's number. I hope he wasn't busy.

"Hey baby." Mhm, did his voice aways sound like smooth butter on the phone.

"Hi sexy. What are you up to?" Junsu made the gagging sound while Yoochun just smiled.

"I was waiting for your call. Have you eaten yet?" I drank some water and shook my head no.

"We're out now, but I'm not hungry. You ready to give me the address to unnie's studio?" He sighed loudly and I smiled.

"It's the big blue building right down the street from the train station. How long do you have lunch for?" I looked at my watch. Since we were seniors, we got an hour out.

"Another fourty minutes. Why, you want to come?" Yoochun and Junsu nodded their heads smiling widely.

"Yup! You're at the cafe across the street from school right?" The waitress came and Junsu pointed to the most expensive burger on the menu and Yoochun did the same.

"Yeah, see you soon." I smiled and hung up already excited about seeing him again so soon.

"What are you guys up too?" Junsu smirked and put up two fingers.

"It can be our first double date." I nodded liking the idea of that. About ten minutes later, Yunho showed up. Yoochun waved him over and he scooted into the booth next to me. I smiled and kissed him on the cheek.

"Hey you two." Yoochun and Junsu smiled saying their hello's. He turned to me and held me around my waist.

"Have you eaten yet?" He shook his head no and reached for the menu.

"You're already too skinny, so whatever I order you're going to help me eat it." I pouted and crossed my arms.

"I'm not hungry though. I'm still sleepy more than anything." I smirked when I saw his cheeks turn a light barely noticble pink. Aw, he's blushing!

"Don't blame that just on me." I laughed and patted his stomach. Junsu started to giggle and threw his napkin at us.

"You two are adorable! Remember when we were like that Chunny?" Yoochun nodded and kissed Junsu on his forehead. Man, I was so silly to think that love was something you shouldn't believe in so easily. Looks like I've found that something untouchable to have faith in afterall.

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Now Is What Matters

A/N: Happy Thursday everyone! Well the countdown is on, only 3 more chapters left of "The Agreement" and I'm sad because that means that my summer is QUICKLY ending. But don't worry! I have plans of starting a 5 chapter YunJae fic right after this one and then a full lenght one after that. I hope I'll be able to keep everyones attention^^ Anyway, hope you enjoy the chapter:)

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"Oh Jae-kun, I'm so glad you came. Come on in." I bowed again and smiled entering her office. Just like she was when Yunho and I took photos before, she was dressed cassualy with her hair pulled back.

"I'm glad I could help out even though Yunho is a little scetchy about it." I thought about how he pouted and looked so dissappointed when he realized I was going to do it.

"Don't worry about him. From the looks of it, you've got our Yunho in the palm of your hand. He trust you completely." She smiled and walked me out of the office and down stairs a big area filled with camaras and lights and lots of people.

"The model you'll be working with today is around your age and he's very handsome. You two together will put my latest comic book ahead of all the rest." I nodded and smiled as she handed me an outfit and pointed to the dressing room. (The outfit is from one of the Mirotic promo pics. I'll have the link at the end of the chapter.)

I knocked loud enough before coming in, but was still surprised by a bare back.

"I'm sorry. I'll come back when you're finished." Although we were both guys, I prefered to keep the veiwing of others body parts to a minumum. Before I could leave he turned around and smiled.

"I'm already finished so you can come in." When he spoke, I noticed his voice sounded familar.

"Siwon hyung?" He turned back to face me and nodded.

"You wouldn't happen to be JaeJoong sshi would you?" I smiled and nodded. He laughed and ran over to give me a hug. I hugged him back and smiled.

"Ya hyung, it's been a while right? When did you get back from China?" Siwon was a sophmore when I was a freshman and became my mentor when I was having a tough time keeping up with my studies.

"I just got back a few weeks ago. I wanted to make it in time before graduation. What are you doing here?" I blushed just thinking about the answer I have to give.

"Uh, well my boyfriends sister asked me to come model for her next comic book today, so I decided to help her out." His hands dropped from my shoulders back to his sides and he smiled.

"Ah, really? It seems like you must be really happy with him. I've never seen you smile like that when talking about Taeyeon." What was there to smile about? I was a kid in love with the pretty senior and practicaly warshipped her. Ew, nasty.

"Well Taeyeon turned out to be not what I expected and it didn't work out. Anyway, enough about me, what about you? I never knew you were into modeling." I started taking of my uniform and putting on the outfit I was given.

"It's just a side job until I go back to China next month. My mother seems to think I was born to be a model or something." I buttoned up the shirt and looked in the mirror. It had been two years since I last saw Siwon, but he had gotten taller and well built.

"I can see how she thinks that. Well are you ready? I assume your the model noona said I'd be woking with." I smiled again and we left the dressing room to begin the shoot.

"Oh you boys look great! I can tell this is going to be sexy already. C'mon, follow me." We followed her out of the side door into a pool area set up with camaras.

"These are going to be wet themed angist photos to go with the theme of the comic book which is forbidden and dangerous love. Siwon, your role is over baring while the contrast of Jae kuns role will be loving and passionate. Go ahead and jump in." I laughed and jumped in first making a splash. I haven't been in a pool in ages. Siwon got into splashing water everywhere.

"First shot, Siwon, pick Jae kun gently up out of the water, but not too much and hold his face close to yours." I swam into his arms and he lifted me up slightly and put his hand on the side of my face bringing our lips inches from eachother. Being this close to him though, didn't make me feel the same way I felt around Yunho.

"Very good! Now it's up to you two. Keep the theme in mind and create your own poses." I looked at Siwon and he winked. It's much easier having someone you know do this with you.

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"You boys did a wonderful job and I got some amazing shots. Keep in contact and Jae kun, tell my brother that I noticed that you weren't as passionate as you were when you were with him." I smiled and bowed again before leaving with Siwon.

"We have a lot to catch up on and I'm makng dinner tonight, so would you like to come home with me?" He stopped walking and looked at me. I smiled definatly in a good mood. I couldn't wait to tease Yunho.

"That would be great. I haven't had anything Korean in two years." I smiled and turned the alarm off on my car.

"Then I'll make extra dishes then so you have to eat a lot." We got in and I drove off to home. When we got there, I ran to the door and opened it for him.

"He's not home yet, so I'll start making dinner and once I get it started, we can talk. Come in and make yourself comfortable." He nodded and sat down on the couch while I went up stairs to change cloths. I came back down and began making dinner. Once I was finished with the side dishes, I let the rice cook and went out to sit wth Siwon.

"Wow, this is a big step up from your one bedroom apartment you shared with your nephew. He really must treat you well." I nodded smiling to myself. If I didn't have feelings for Yunho like he did for me, then in many ways it would come off as him being just my pimp.

"He does, but once I start working, I want to be able to do my fair share for him as well so that we're equal." He nodded smiling lightly.

"So tell me about your college plans. How well did you do on your finals?" I smiled and got the paper with my results on it out to show him. He took it and his mouth dropped when he saw the final score.

"Those are the highest scores out of the entire graduating senior class. I can pick any college I want." He smiled and put me in a head lock.

"I knew you had it in you Jae. You were always so stubborn, but the truth is that you're very smart." I laughed and hit him on the shoulder.

"Yes I admit, I was a bit of trouble, but all kids go through that stage." He smiled and handed the paper back to me.

"Speaking of kids, I missed your birthday yesterday so I have a present for you." He went in his pocket and pulled out a long box. I smiled and opened it. A real gold pen with traditonal chinese writting engraved in it.

"Hyung, you didn't have to get me something so expensive." He shook his head no and smiled.

"If you're going to be a real journalist, you're going to need a pen that's faithful. Whenever it runs out of ink, just use regular ink refils and it'll be as good as new." I gave a quick hug and smiled.

"Thanks hyung. You mind telling me what the writing says though?" He smirked and shook his finger at me.

"When you study Chinese literature in your second year, you'll know." I nodded and put the pen back in the box just as the front door open. Looking sexy as usual, Yunho came in and smiled. I got up and went over to him and gave him a kiss.

"You've become quit bold doing such things in front of guest." I smirked flicked his forehead.

"This isn't just any guest, this is my hyun Choi Siwon. He just got back from China and he so happened to be the model I worked with today so I envited him over for dinner." Siwon stood up and bowed.

"It's very nice to meet you Siwon sshi, I'm Jung Yunho." I smiled and danced into the kitchen to put the rest of the dinner on the table.

"Wash your hands, it's time to eat." We all sat down at the table talking quietly.

"Jae, Jonghyun is having dinner at a freinds house tonight so their mom will drop him off here when they're finished." I nodded remembering that Jonghyun had asked me about it earlier.

"Excuse me for saying, but you guys behave like a married couple. I think it's very nice seeing how much Jae's changed." Had I really changed that much? Well I guess if you looked at it in another persons perspective, a lot of walls that I spent time building have come down. I don't believe it would have been possible if it weren't for Yunho. I reached under the table and took his hand. Yes, if it weren't for him, I'd still be the person live a craptastic life.

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"So what do you think of my hyung? He's great and handsome isn't he? I bet we took some really hot pictures." I smirked climbing into bed next to him. He raised an eyebrow at me supiciously.

"Yes, he's a nice young man. He seems to have a crush on you as well." He pulled back the sheets and we got underneath him. I wrapped myself in his arms and put my head on his chest.

"What are you talking about? Siwon hyung doesn't like me like that. What would even make you think that?" He put his cold hand up my shirt and rested it on the small of my back. I shirvered and moved closer to him allowing him to tangle my legs with his. Mhm, still a stratigizing pervert I see.

"Have you always been this dense, or do you just choose not to see? I noticed the way he'd look at you whenever you'd say something or smile. It's very similar to the way I catch myself looking at you sometimes." I put my hand on his stomach and patted it lightly.

"I'm not dense, just not as observant, but whatever the case may be, I'm sure hyung doesn't feel that way about me so shut-up." He chuckled seperated us laying me on my back.

"If I don't shut-up, what will happen?" I took his hand and moved it to the front of my pants pressing down on it gently.

"You won't get any." I smirked and his eyes got wider.

"I won't say another word starting now." I smiled and brought my arm up around his neck bringing him down for a kiss.

Everyday that I'm with Yunho, I find myself treasuring the present more. Before him I prayed for the time to speed up and bring something better along, but now there are moments in everyday I'm with him, that I wish time would just stop. The future would come, but hopefully now, it'll take a little more time.

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