Introduction

Yuri leaned against the wall as she took another puff from her cigarette. Her heart was clenching in pain as she exhaled the smoke out to the clear sky.

"Tiffany is waiting for you"

Yuri turned around to the face the voice and saw Jessica standing. She chooses to ignore the blonde girl as she took another puff from her cigarette.

"Yuri"

"Tiffany can wait as long as she wants"

She exhaled the smoke and was about to take another puff, but stopped when she heard Jessica's heels clatter against the ground towards her.

"I thought you said you would quit smoking"

Her voice was so soft and delicate that sent shivers down Yuri's spine. Yuri closed her eyes as she tried to refrain herself from holding Jessica in her arms.

"I lied"

"Why?"

She wished Jessica would just walk away and leave her to be.

"You shouldn't believe every word I say"

"I believe you Yuri"

Yuri flicked her cigarette to the ground and stepped on it to extinguish the flame. She then took out another cigarette and was about to light it but stopped when Jessica pulled the cigarette out of her mouth.

"Stop. Tiffany is waiting for you"

Yuri gripped her lighter tightly and then threw it on the ground in anger.

"I don't give a f*ck about Tiffany!"

Her voice echoed the empty street as Jessica flinched in surprise.

"I never cared about her nor will I ever!"

"What do you mean?"

Jessica hesitated as she could see the rage in Yuri's eyes.

"Stop bullsh*tting Jessica! You know exactly what I mean"

Jessica swallowed the lump in her throat and shook her head.

"Yuri this is wrong"

"So now it's wrong to love someone? I love you Jessica Jung! I f*cking love you!"

Yuri breathed harshly as she stared at Jessica waiting for an answer.

"What about Victoria? Do you love her too?"

"I never did love her as much as I love you"

They both stood staring into one another before Jessica finally broke the silence.

"Tiffany is waiting for you"

Yuri sighed in frustration as she watched the blonde girl walk away and she took another cigarette and lit it.

"By the way Yuri"

Yuri once again turned around to face Jessica.

"Don't break Tiffany's heart, the same way you did to mine"

Chapter 1

Sooyoung entered the studio, frustrated, as she made her way to the dark-skinned girl who was smoking near the window.

"Do you know what this is!" shouted Sooyoung, as she held some papers

Yuri turned around to face her before exhaling the smoke.

"They are dealers complaints!"

"And?"

Yuri took another puff from her cigarette and looked back at the window.

"Kwon Yuri! I'm serious!"

"So am I"

Sooyoung clutched the paper and gritted her teeth in anger as she watched Yuri carelessly smoke.

"You have rejected to submit your artworks to the dealers who have bought them"

Yuri flicked her cigarette out of the window and walked towards a small table that was located in a corner at the end of the studio. She poured herself a cup of coffee and walked into a room filled with her paintings.

"Do you know how much the dealers are willing to pay for these!" shouted Sooyoung, as she pointed at the paintings hung up on the walls.

Yuri slowly sipped her coffee before turning around to face Sooyoung.

"I told you Sooyoung they are not for sale"

"You need the money!"

"No, you do. I am very much satisfied with what I've got"

Sooyoung huffed as she watches Yuri approach one of the paintings.

"Why are you holding on to these pieces in particular? You know you could paint exactly the same one"

"No I cant"

"Why not?"

"Because they remind me of her"

Sooyoung knew exactly whom Yuri was talking about. Her is Jessica.

"Why are you so obsessed about her? She's already gone"

"She inspires me Sooyoung"

"Are you saying without her you won't get any inspiration for painting"

Yuri didn't reply instead she took another sip from her coffee.

"Well Yuri, Jessica is gone. So you better find your inspiration form someone else, fast!"

Sooyoung walked out of the door, and nearly collided to the person who was entering.

"Oh Tiffany. I'm sorry, I didn't see you there"

"No worries. Why are you in such a rush?"

"Just got to finish some deals for Yuri"

"Is she doing well in the market?" asked Tiffany, in concern

"She's stable, but if she wouldn't be so hard-headed then maybe she could hit jackpot with her paintings"

Tiffany smiled at Sooyoung who looked as if she has given up.

"Tiffany would you do me a favor?"

"Sure, what is it?"

"Inspire Yuri"

"Excuse me?"

"She needs an inspiration, and the only person I could think of is you. So please Tiffany if you do care about her, try to inspire her"

"And how would I do that?" asked Tiffany, confused

"Well that's up to you. Anyway I got to go. I'll talk to you later"

Sooyoung left the studio, leaving Tiffany confused at her words. How could she possibly inspire Yuri, if Yuri keeps pushing her away.

Tiffany pouted, as she was lost in her thoughts about Yuri.

"Tiffany"

Tiffany looked up only to find Yuri staring at her in surprise.

"I'm sorry I came without informing you"

"It's okay, come in"

Tiffany entered the studio and walked to the room that was filled with Yuri's paintings.

"You didn't show up last night, and I was wondering if everything is okay"

Tiffany looked at Yuri, hoping she could find an answer from her.

"I was tired"

She watched Yuri pour herself another cup of coffee and face her again.

"I was waiting for you"

"I'm sorry Tiffany, I know I should have informed you"

Tiffany approached Yuri and cupped her face.

"You look tired," said Tiffany, as she examined the bags under Yuri's eyes

Yuri lightly chuckled as she gazed into Tiffany's eyes. They slowly leaned towards each other until their lips connected. Tiffany parted her lips and tilted her head to give Yuri more access in her mouth. Once the kiss started to become more heated and passionate Tiffany pulled away.

They leaned their foreheads against each other, catching their breaths. Tiffany gently stroked Yuri's cheek and gazed in her eyes.

"I saw Sooyoung just before she left, and she said you were lacking in inspiration"

Yuri looked down on the ground and smiled bitterly. Tiffany lifted Yuri's chin up and gazed into her once again.

"Can I try to be your inspiration?"

Before Yuri could answer, Tiffany already placed her lips on Yuri's. Kissing her.

Chapter 2

Grey = Part of the past

"Yuri wake up"

Yuri tried to hide her smile as she had her eyes closed as she laid quietly on the bed.

"Yuri, come on! Were going to miss it"

She could feel her arm being pulled up, and she shifted her position in order to keep her weight on the bed. Yuri felt a sudden weight on top of her and she couldn't help but smile as she still kept her eyes closed.

"Yah! I know you're awake with that stupid smile of yours!"

This time Yuri couldn't hold it any longer and smiled widely, but her eyes still remained closed. After a while she heard silence and Yuri expected that she has won this little game, and before she could enjoy her victory; she felt a sudden pair of lips on hers.

Yuri gave in to the kiss and pulled the person on top of her, closer. She then flipped the position as she was now hovering over her lover; their lips still attached.

"I knew you were awake," mumbled Jessica, in between kisses

Yuri couldn't help but smile as her lips made their way down to Jessica's neck.

"Yuri, not now. Were going to miss it"

Yuri groaned as Jessica pushed her aside and pulled her out of bed.

"Why are you so eager to see it?"

"Because it's beautiful"

Yuri lazily followed Jessica out of the beach house and into the ocean where the sun was about to rise. Yuri sat down on the sand next to Jessica and smiled once she saw her girlfriends eyes sparkle as she watched the sunrise.

"Is it the first time you've seen a sunrise?" teased Yuri

"No, but with you yes" said Jessica, as she faced Yuri

"So is this a special moment Sica?"

"I don't know, you tell me"

Their faces were leaning close to each other and soon their lips touched. Jessica straddled Yuri's hips as Yuri slowly laid down on the sand; not breaking the kiss.

"I thought you wanted to see the sunrise" smirked Yuri, between kisses

"Shut up"

*****

Yuri woke up by the feeling of someone's lips on her neck.

"Tiffany"

She could feel Tiffany gently bite her neck, and trace the mark with her tongue.

"You finally woke up"

Yuri looked to her side and realized it was still dawn. Tiffany hovered above her and placed a soft kiss on her lips.

"Why are we up this early?" said Yuri, as she saw Tiffany through her hazy eyes.

"I figured it would be nice to go to the beach"

"The beach?"

"Yeah, the water is cool now for something like skinny dipping" said Tiffany, as she traced her finger on Yuri's jaw-line

Yuri chuckled as she closed her eyes again.

"You know if someone caught us we could get arrested"

"Well it's worth the try"

Yuri didn't answer instead she tried to fall back to sleep.

"Yuri, come on it will be fun"

"Tiffany just go back to sleep"

Once she said those words she heard silence, and then the weight that was on top of her was gone. Soon she felt the bed shift and footsteps. Yuri opened her eyes and saw Tiffany wearing her clothes.

"Tiffany where are you going?"

"I have a meeting at 10 and I can't be late"

She could see the pain in Tiffany's eyes, and the sadness in her voice.

"Tiffany just come back to bed, it's dangerous to go out at 4 in the morning"

"I'd rather be anywhere, but in bed with you"

Yuri stood up and wrapped her body with the blanket, and followed Tiffany.

"Tiffany, don't do this"

Suddenly Tiffany turned around with tears in her eyes.

"I am trying Yuri, I am trying my best. You know I love you, but if you wont let me in then I cant help you"

Tiffany then wore her heels and picked up her purse and left the studio. Yuri couldn't stop her and watched her walk away.

Yuri ran her hands through her hair in frustration and sighed. She then walked towards a table and opened its drawer and took out a cigarette and a lighter. She placed a cigarette between her lips and lit it, and she inhaled a large amount of smoke before exhaling it.

"F*ck"

Chapter 3

Yuri took hold of the class filled with champagne and drowned the contents in one gulp. She the poured herself another glass and lit up a cigarette as she sat on the chair of her balcony, enjoying the night sky.

She closed her eyes as drowned her third glass of champagne. She started to feel dizzy. Yuri slowly stood up and tried to keep her balance as she walked up to the rail and leaned on them, looking down at the streets. She took hold of her phone and dialed a number, waiting a few rings until the person from the other line picked up.

"Hello"

Yuri smiled once she heard her voice; it was groggy, she must have been asleep.

"Who is this?"

Yuri bitterly smiled as a silent tear slid down her cheek.

"You've erased my number, haven't you?"

There was no response from the other line except the steady breathing, and after a while she answered.

"Yuri?"

"Have you erased our memories too?"

"Yuri, what's go--"

"If I die how would you remember me?"

"Your drunk aren't you?"

Yuri held her breath, and then slowly answered.

"So what if I am"

"Are you in your apartment?"

"I'm at the balcony"

"Go back inside"

"I wont"

"Yuri don't do anything stupid"

"What happens if I do?"

"Yuri -"

"Save me Jessica"

Yuri then let go of her phone and watched it fall down the balcony and on to the streets. The smash echoed the empty streets, and Yuri fell on the floor with continuous tears sliding down her face. She held on to her broken heart, and rested her head against the rails.

*****

Yuri didn't know how long she was sitting outside on the cold as she kept her eyes closed. She could only feel the snowflakes melt against her skin and yet she did not bother to warm herself up. She didn't care, her heart was breaking.

She felt a sudden warmth wrap around her and she slowly opened her eyes. In front of her stood Jessica, covering her with a blanket.

"How long have you been out here?"

Jessica helped her up and brought her inside the apartment. She placed Yuri on the side of the bed while she grabbed more blankets and covered Yuri.

"Y-You c-came" stuttered Yuri

"Your shivering, I'll get you some tea"

Before Jessica could move Yuri grabbed her wrist and pulled her closer, hugging her. She inhaled the familiar smell from Jessica and tightened her hold.

"Sica" mumbled Yuri, against Jessica's neck

"What's wrong Yuri?"

"Tiffany wants to be my inspiration"

Jessica pulled away and cupped Yuri's face.

"Then let her be"

"I cant"

"Why not?"

"She's not you"

"You have to let go Yuri"

"Why should I when you haven't"

"I have"

"Then what are you doing here? I know you still care about me Jessica"

Jessica sighed as she removed the bangs that covered Yuri's face.

"I care about you only as a friend Yuri"

"No"

Yuri shook her head as tears threaten to fall from her eyes and pulled Jessica closer.

"I love you Sica"

Jessica gently laid Yuri down on the bed and stroked her hair while also laying down next to her. Jessica would sing a lullaby to Yuri until she fell asleep.

She would lay in hours just watching Yuri asleep and gently caress her cheek. Jessica would then place a light kiss on Yuri's lips, lips that once belonged to her only and get up.

"I love you too Yuri"

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Chapter 4

Yuri stepped back and viewed the canvas that was placed in front of her. It's been months since she last held a paintbrush and even painted anything. She wasn't satisfied with the result, she never was.

Yuri sighed and laid on the floor; she took out a cigarette and lit it. She exhaled the smoke and watched it float in the air.

"It's beautiful"

Yuri leaned on her elbows and gazed at Jessica who was leaning against the door with a cup of coffee in her hands. Yuri couldn't help but smile at the sight of her lover; it felt like old times when they were together.

"I don't think it is"

"She would like it"

Yuri looked at Jessica confused at the mention of 'she'.

"Who do you mean?"

"I meant Tiffany"

Yuri stood up angrily and inhaled a large amount of smoke. Her heart was shattered, she didn't care about Tiffany anymore; she only needed Jessica and no one else.

"Yuri, what's wrong?"

"Tiffany and I are over"

"You just had a simple misunderstanding"

Yuri clenched her fist and turned around to face Jessica.

"Why don't you understand that I can't love anyone except you! Why do you keep pushing me to Tiffany! I don't give a f*ck about her!"

Jessica placed the coffee mug on the table and stood up straight.

"We've already talked about this"

Jessica then turned away and grabbed her coat with Yuri following behind.

"I know you still love me! I know you still care! So could you please drop your guard on me"

Jessica turned around and faced Yuri who stood close to her.

"Do you think it's easy being around you Yuri? Do you think I want to be friends with you after what happened between us? Every time I look in your eyes all I could see is that Chinese wh*re of yours f*cking you!"

Yuri extinguished her cigarette and looked back at Jessica.

"Victoria was a mistake and she's long gone"

"You've not done it once nor twice but three times Yuri! You've cheated on me three times, and I still took you back when you begged for forgiveness; but not this time. We've agreed to be friends and we've drawn the line between us. If you dare push me any further I will not hesitate to break all ties between us!"

Yuri swallowed the lump in her throat as she watched Jessica walk out of the apartment. Her hands trembled as she took another cigarette from her cigarette box and lit it up. She inhaled and closed her eyes as anger started to build inside of her.

Suddenly she pulled her bookcase down, kicked the table, and pushed the TV on the ground. Yuri broke anything that was in her sight, and once she got tired, she leaned against the wall and slid down the floor.

Tears threatened to fall from her eyes, but she held it in. Once she couldn't hold it in any longer, she let them fall.

P.S. It's short I know, but get prepared for next chapter! :shifty2:

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Chapter 5

Yuri locked herself in the studio and sat in the corner of her little gallery. She was surrounded with paintings that reminded her of Jessica, her lover. She took out a cigarette and lit it, exhaling a large amount. As much as she tried to get rid of the stress, guilt and pain that has put a weight on her chest; she couldn't.

Jessica was slowly letting go of her and it is causing Yuri unbearable pain. Yuri looked up at one of her paintings she named 'Explosion'. She smiled sadly as tears trickled down her face.

She could remember clearly the reason why she named it that certain name.

*****

Yuri stepped back from her canvas and smiled widely at her accomplished artwork. It might have taken her a while but it was worth it.

"Jessica"

Yuri called her name as she got out of the studio looking for her lover. She found Jessica sitting in front of her typewriter with her reading glasses on and a frown on her face. Yuri chuckled as she took out her cell phone and snapped a picture of her.

Jessica woke up from her trance as soon as she heard the click of the shot. She looked around and saw Yuri with a goofy smile plastered on her face.

"Yah! Kwon Yuri! What are you doing?"

Yuri approached her and placed a kiss on her forehead before sitting down next to her.

"You look cute when you're frowning"

"It's not funny Yuri" sighed Jessica

"What's wrong Sica?"

"I can't think of a proper climax for my story"

Yuri smiled as she placed a strand if Jessica's hair behind her ear, getting a clearer view of Jessica's face.

"You just need to take a break, relax, and it will come to you"

"You know I don't have time for that, the publishers gave me a deadline"

Yuri kissed Jessica's neck and whispered in her ear.

"Maybe this will help you"

She then took hold of Jessica's hand and pulled her up as they both walked towards Yuri's studio.

"It's a surprise"

She then covered both of Jessica's eyes by her hand as she led her in front of the canvas. Once Yuri placed Jessica in the proper position, she removed her hands.

Jessica looked at the painting in awestruck as she stepped closer to view more details of it.

"Yuri, this painting is?Beyond words"

Yuri smiled as she gazed at Jessica.

"Sometimes I wonder what goes through that brain of yours Yuri. It's magnificent"

"You"

"What?" said Jessica, as she looked at Yuri

"You are in my mind, all the time"

Jessica blushed and tried to hide, but Yuri cupped her face.

"You have no idea how you inspire me Jessica. You inspire me in ways that I myself didn't imagine"

Their face were so close to each other that they could feel their breathes. Yuri then closed the gap and kissed her lightly on the lips.

"The painting is not just an explosion of colors Sica, it's an explosion of our love"

*****

That painful memory brought more tears in Yuri's eyes as she lit another cigarette. Yuri heard the studio door creak open, and she instantly wiped away her tears. She assumed it was Sooyoung, since she was the only one with the spare key.

She could hear the heel click against the wooden floor. Suddenly a bright light beamed through window and Yuri flinched at the light that brightened the dark room.

"Yuri"

That soft voice kept ringing in her ear was definitely not Sooyoung. Yuri looked up and saw Tiffany standing in front of her. She then kneeled down and faced Yuri.

"You smoke?"

Yuri smiled bitterly as she put out the cigarette.

"I didn't know that"

"There are a lot of things you don't know about me Tiffany"

Tiffany then extended her hand and caressed Yuri's face, but Yuri instantly pulled away.

"Leave me"

"Why?"

Yuri swallowed the lump in her throat before replying.

"I don't deserve you"

Tiffany took hold of Yuri's hand and placed it on her heart.

"My heart beats for you Yuri"

Yuri tried to remove her hand but Tiffany tightened her hold.

"Please don't break it"

Yuri looked at Tiffany before slowly dropping her head on Tiffany's chest. She could feel Tiffany stroke her hair, calming her down.

"I love you Yuri"

Yuri looked up at Tiffany. As much as she wanted to say those three words, she knew she couldn't.

Tiffany placed a light kiss on Yuri's lips before kissing her deeply. Yuri laid on the floor as Tiffany hovered above her kissing her and slowly unbuttoning her shirt.

*****

Yuri woke up by the sound of her cell phone beeping. She grumbled as she opened her eyes and realized she couldn't move much since Tiffany was sleeping on her chest. The only item that covered their bare bodies was a blanket.

Yuri extended her hand and grabbed hold of her cell phone and opened the message she received.

I'm back

-Victoria

P.S. Many of you have been asking if I will be doing a poll for the couples. Do you want me to?

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Chapter 6

Grey = Past

Yuri stood from afar watching the figure that was standing in front of her apartment building. She watched as the Chinese girl wrapped her own arms around her body sheltering herself from the cold.

Yuri swallowed the lump in her throat. She didn't want to face Victoria, not now not ever. They broke their friendship the day Jessica broke up with Yuri. It was heartbreaking enough to lose a lover and a friend.

Yuri tried to hold in her anger as she approached Victoria.

"Yuri!" jumped Victoria excitedly

"What are you doing here?"

She realized she had failed to hide her anger once she saw Victoria flinch at the tone of her voice.

"I came back"

"I can see that, but what is your purpose this time, to cause more damage?"

Yuri could see the sadness and pain in Victoria's eyes, but she chose to ignore it.

"Yuri I want to fix things"

Yuri laughed bitterly as Victoria continued,

"I want to fix our friendship and I want to help you get Jessica back"

"So you came all the way from China just to help me" scoffed Yuri

"Yuri I have no bad intentions, I swear"

"And you expect me to believe you?"

"Yuri, please give me a chance"

"Jessica meant everything to me and you knew that!"

"I know! Just let me make it up to you"

"What are you going to do! Are you going to go to Jessica and beg her to take me back!"

"Yuri, please"

She could see tears form in Victoria's eyes, but she didn't care. She's overcomed by anger that she couldn't hold herself back.

"You know what she told me. She told me every time she looks in my eyes she sees you f*ucking me"

Yuri tried to hold her tears that were also threatening to fall out.

"You think Jessica will take me back again? Do you think she'll love me the same way she did as before?"

"I will try"

"You can't do anything Victoria"

Yuri then walked towards her apartment building, but stopped once she heard Victoria whimper.

"Yuri please"

"Just leave Victoria, go back to China. You don't belong here"

Yuri then entered the building leaving Victoria out in the cold, crying.

*****

Victoria entered the apartment and closed the door behind her. She held on the brown bag tightly as she made her way to her best friends room. Once she opened the door she saw her friend laying under the covers drowning in misery.

"Yuri you have to get out of your room"

Yuri popped her head out of the covers and looked at Victoria sadly.

"It's been exactly twenty three days and twenty hours since I last saw her, and you know how I feel like"

"Let me guess, like death" said Victoria, as she sat on the bed

"I've never been so far away from her, I miss her"

"The month is nearly over and she'll be back soon"

"Why does she have to promote her book in America? Why can't she do it here? I promote my art work in the country"

"Artists and writers are different Yuri"

"In what way?"

"In many ways"

Yuri sighed as she closed her eyes.

"I've realized something"

"What?"

"I cant live without her. I can't live without Jessica Jung"

Victoria stood up and pulled the cover away from Yuri revealing her from underneath.

"Okay Yuri enough mopping around. I've got something to cheer you up"

Yuri sat up straight as she observed Victoria take out a bottle from the brown bag she was holding.

"Vodka?" said Yuri, as she raised her eyebrows

"Remember during college days the fun we use to have"

"Well that was in college"

"Come on Yuri, it will help cheer you up. Let's just do this once, please"

Yuri pondered for a moment or two before she nodded her head. Victoria squealed and jumped around excitedly.

"I'll get the lemon and salt, and will see who could win the round of shots"

*****

After the bottle was empty, the two girls laid on the bed wasted. Yuri grabbed hold of the bottle and smacked it on her hand, as if she waiting for something to fall.

"Yuri that's not the salt, that's the bottle"

Yuri's mouth formed an 'o' of surprise as she looked at Victoria.

"You want salt?" slurred Victoria

Yuri nodded her head with a loop-sided smile on her face. Victoria placed some salt on the edge of her hand and then leaned her hand towards Yuri. Yuri grabbed her arm and sucked the salt out of Victoria's hand; using her tongue and teeth. This set Victoria on fire as she then cupped Yuri's face and smashed her lips against Yuri.

Clothes torn and loud moans erupted through Yuri's room.

******

Yuri heard the door creak open but she chose to ignore it and fall back to sleep. When she suddenly heard someone whimper Yuri slowly opened her eyes as her head was banging in pain.

When she opened her eyes she found Victoria in her arms naked, and Jessica standing at the doorway with a hand over her mouth.

"Jessica"

Before Yuri could say anything else Jessica ran out of the room.

"JESSICA!"

Yuri wrapped her body with a blanket and tried to run after Jessica, but she failed in doing so. Her head was banging in pain and her legs were unsteady.

"Jessica?Jessica" cried Yuri

P.S. This is the first time Yuri cheated on Jessica

Chapter 7

Grey = Past

Yuri entered the office and approached the full-length window, and gazed down on the city below her. Tiffany called her a few hours ago and said it was urgent to meet up, and now she's is in one of the top leading model agency owned by her girlfriend.

She sighed as she backed away from the window and looked around Tiffany's office. Yuri realized that pictures of her and Tiffany were placed all around. She picked up a photo and smiled sadly since she knew that she couldn't fully love Tiffany. The only way she would love her was if she let go of Jessica, and Yuri wasn't ready to let go of Jessica.

Yuri didn't hear the door open and close, and she also didn't hear the light footsteps that crept behind her. She only snapped out of her trance once she felt a pair of arms wrap around her waist.

"Yuure"

Yuri chuckled once she heard Tiffany's accent and turned around to face her.

"Hey"

Tiffany leaned forward and placed a kiss on Yuri's lips and then wrapped her arms around Yuri's neck.

"I missed you"

"So this is urgent matter" mumbled Yuri, between kisses

"Mmm?This is one of them"

Tiffany then pushed Yuri on the chair and straddled her. She kissed Yuri's lips, and then moved to her jaws and finally her neck.

"Tiffany what is the urgent matter" said Yuri, as she tried to hold back her moan

"I need your opinion on a design set, since you're an artist"

Tiffany lightly sucked on Yuri's neck, which caused Yuri to close her eyes.

"S-Shouldn't we g-go see it, n-n-now" stuttered Yuri

Tiffany then pulled away from Yuri's neck breathing lightly and gazed at her lovers face. Yuri looked back through her half open eyelids and tried to catch her breath.

"You seem down these couple of day"

Tiffany's hand made it's way inside Yuri's shirt.

"I'm just tired"

"Then let me take care of you" said Tiffany, as her hands moved upwards

Yuri closed her eyes and gulped. She knew Tiffany could be fierce at times.

"Tiffany"

Before Yuri could say anything Tiffany smashed her lips, kissing her.

"Why are you doing this to me" breathed Tiffany, as she broke the kiss and leaned her head against Yuri's

Yuri slightly opened her eyes and breathed heavily as she gazed at Tiffany.

"Doing what?"

"Your making me fall in love with you over and over again"

Tiffany gently tugged Yuri's lips and kissed it lightly before slowly moving downwards.

Yuri gripped her hands on the seat tighter as to what she was going to expect next.

*****

Yuri stared at the small paper bag that was on the table. She just came back from one of her exhibitions, and one of her friend who was also an artist, handed her a small pack. She could even recall the exact words that he told her.

"It's marijuana"

"It will help you get more inspiration for your work"

"Believe me I tried"

"If you need more, you could just contact me"

He handed her the small plastic bag and walked away, and now she was back in her apartment staring at it.

She didn't need cocaine for inspirations, she already had Jessica; Jessica is her inspiration. But nowadays Jessica has been busy with her sister, Krystal, who came back from America. She's been so busy helping Krystal unpack and find a proper high school that she rarely saw Yuri.

Yuri finally came in conclusion that it wouldn't hurt her if she tried it once. So she opened the small plastic bag.

*****

She didn't know how long she was on the floor, but she did know that for some unknown reason she was happy. When she tried to get up, she stumbled and fell back again. Her vision was blurry and she couldn't stop laughing.

"Yuri?"

Yuri turned around to the source of the voice and saw an outline of the person in front of her. She then felt a warm pair of arm hold her up.

"Yuri what's wrong with you, and what's that strong smell?"

"Jessica I missed you" said Yuri, as she pulled the person closer

"Yuri's it's Victoria"

"I love you Jessica"

Before Victoria could get out of Yuri's grasp, Yuri smashed her lips against Victoria.

"You have no idea how I've been longing for you" said Yuri, as she bite Victoria's neck

Victoria moaned as she held on to Yuri tighter as they made their way to the bedroom. Just for tonight, Victoria was going to be Jessica.

P.S. This is the second time, and next chapter I promise it will be exciting

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Chapter 8

Grey = Past

Jessica huffed in frustration as she took off her reading glasses and stared at the screen in front of her. She couldn't think of a plot for her new story, she was out of ideas. She leaned against the chair and stared at the ceiling.

Usually at times like these, Yuri would always find ways to inspire her creativity. Sometimes she wished Yuri was with her, holding her in her strong embrace.

Jessica frowned once she realized she was thinking of Yuri again. She got off the chair and made her way towards the fridge and took out a water bottle. Before she could take a sip from her bottle, the doorbell rang.

She made her way to the door and opened it. In front of her stood Victoria, a person she did not expect to see after two years.

"Hi"

Jessica clenched her fist as she saw Victoria smile towards her. She so badly wanted to slap that smile off her.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to talk"

As much as Jessica wanted to reject, curiosity killed her for the sudden visit. She opened the door widely and allowed Victoria in. They both entered the living room and sat opposite each other. Just staring at each other brought memories for both of them.

*****

Victoria packed the last of her box and closed it. She was moving out of the apartment that she was sharing with Yuri. Ever since the two incidents of Jessica finding them in bed, Jessica has become insecure of Victoria's presence.

"I know you hate me Victoria"

Victoria looked up and saw Yuri leaning against the door.

"No I don't"

"You know that I love Jessica"

Victoria scoffed as she stood up and stared at Yuri.

"So our friendship means nothing to you?"

"Of course it does, I treasure our friendship"

Victoria turned away and brushed away the tear that fell.

"I love her Victoria, and I've hurt her enough"

Yuri approached her and hugged her tightly.

"Will still keep in touch Vic, will still see each other. The only difference is that we won't be living together"

They broke the hug and Yuri wiped the tears away from Victoria, and cupped her face.

"I'll do anything you want to cheer you up"

"Love me"

Yuri dropped her hand at the sudden words that escaped Victoria's mouth.

"What?"

"Love me"

Victoria grabbed Yuri's collar and pushed her against the wall. Their faces were so close and Victoria stared at Yuri's lips.

"Just for one night Yuri, just one night forget about Jessica"

When Yuri didn't protest, Victoria lightly nibbled on Yuri's lower lip and then fully kissed her. She held on tightly thinking Yuri would push away. Instead she felt Yuri place her arms around her and pull her towards the bedroom.

*****

Yuri breathed heavily as Victoria wrapped an arm around her waist and snuggled close to her. When Yuri looked at the watch next to her and realized it was way past her date time with Jessica.

She closed her eyes as she felt Victoria's light breathing against her neck. Suddenly the door opened, and Yuri flinched at the light that entered the dark room. Yuri knew exactly who the person was, yet she couldn't chase after her.

Yuri knew this time Jessica wasn't going to forgive her. Yuri knew that what she had with Jessica was soon coming to an end.

She wrapped the blanket over her body and sat at the side of the bed with her head hung low.

"Yuri"

Victoria also sat up and placed a hand on Yuri's shoulder.

"Leave"

Victoria removed her hand and stared at Yuri's back.

"Yuri -"

"You got what you wanted so jut leave" said Yuri, bitterly

*****

"Did Yuri send you?"

Victoria snapped out of her trance as she stared at Jessica.

"She doesn't know I'm visiting you"

"But she does know your back in the country"

"Yes she does"

They both locked their eyes on one another.

"I came to apologize and fix the damages that I have caused"

Jessica scoffed as she stood up and glared at Victoria.

"You think you could come back after two years apologizing and every thing will be back to normal?"

Victoria also stood up and leveled with Jessica.

"I know two years have been such a long time, but I need to fix things"

"Why! Because of guilt? Is that why Victoria"

Victoria looked down at the floor. It was true the weight in her chest has been getting heavier by each passing day and she wants it to go away. Guilt has been pushing her down and she needs to get rid of it.

"Yuri loves you"

"Don't change the subject to Yuri"

"You have to understand, Yuri didn't -"

"Don't say it!" hissed Jessica

She could see the rage in Jessica's eyes, and Victoria swallowed the lump in her throat.

"She slept with you three times, twice under the influence of something; but tell me what about the third? She wasn't drunk nor high yet she still f*cked you! If she loved me then she wouldn't have even thought of touching you!"

Tears started to well up in Victoria's eyes as she clenched her fist in anger.

"You have no idea how hard it was for me too! I love Yuri! I love her more than friends, but every time we did it she kept calling your name! Jessica! Jessica! Jessica! It was as if she was f*cking you instead of me!"

Tears already get slid down Victoria's cheek as she faced Jessica.

"Get out" said Jessica, softly

"You have to understand"

"I don't want to understand anything. You've already caused the damages and nothing can be fixed. Your too late for that"

"I'm sorry"

"Get out Victoria"

Victoria knew from the tone of Jessica's voice that it was the last straw. She nodded her head and walked towards the door, but before she left she looked at Jessica.

"I know you still love her Jessica, and I know she loves you too. I may be the reason why you two broke up, but I also want to be the reason that you two reunite again"

With that said Victoria got out of the apartment and closed the door behind her. From anger and rage Jessica picked up the vase next to her and threw it against the door. She watched it smash into pieces, the same way her heart did.

She slid against the wall and let her tears pour out.

P.S. This is the third time

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Chapter 9

Yuri sighed as she laid her back against the bed frame. She needed to smoke; she hasn't smoke since the last twelve hours. Her last smoke was at seven at night before she spent the whole night with Tiffany, and now it's seven in the morning. Tiffany got out of the bedroom for a phone call while Yuri still remained in the room.

Yuri closed her eyes as she tried hard to forget about smoking. Ever since Tiffany caught her that one time, she supposedly 'promised' to stop smoking. She didn't want to hurt Tiffany, Tiffany didn't deserve to be hurt; not by Yuri.

The door opened and Tiffany entered the room wearing only her lacy undergarments and crawled onto the bed and into Yuri's arms.

"Sorry for taking so long"

Tiffany straddled Yuri's hips and kissed her lightly on the lips. Yuri placed her hand on Tiffany's waist and caressed her abdominal while kissing her deeply. Once they broke the kiss Tiffany lowered her lips on Yuri's neck and gently kissed it.

"Don't you have to go to work?" said Yuri

She closed her eyes as her girlfriend lavished her neck.

"I just cancelled it"

Yuri chuckled as she stroked Tiffany's thighs.

"So that was the important phone call you had to make"

"It is important if I'm going to spend the rest of the day with you"

She then kissed Yuri deeply, slipping her tongue in Yuri's mouth; tasting her. Once they were out of air, Tiffany laid her back against Yuri and her head on Yuri's chest while Yuri wrapped her arms around Tiffany.

They both sat in silence in the dark room. The curtain covered the sunlight from entering the room, only showing an outline. Tiffany slid her hand and entwined it with Yuri's.

"I love you"

Yuri heard Tiffany whisper those three words, and she couldn't reply. She heard Tiffany sigh and play around with her fingers.

"Before I met you Yuri, I was such an obnoxious *****; I admit that. I was my fathers spoilt little girl; I could have anything and everything I wanted. But when I met you, you changed me. You changed my views of life, my way of living and thinking"

Yuri held her tighter and pulled her closer as Tiffany continued.

"You turned me into a better person. I think loves does this to you. It changes you to better person"

Tiffany then placed Yuri's hand on her chest, over her heart.

"I know you haven't fallen for me the same way I have for you, but I will keep trying Yuri. I know that I can't lose you, because I realize that my heartbeats for you and only you"

Yuri held her tighter and placed a kiss on her neck, the tip of her nose slowly trailed Tiffany's neck all the way to her earlobe.

"I can't love you"

She finally whispered those words softly in Tiffany's ears.

"Why?"

Tiffany held her breath, as she waited for Yuri to answer.

"I don't feel I deserve you, you deserve much better Tiffany"

Tiffany turned around to face Yuri, and she cupped Yuri's face.

"Why are you always doubting yourself Yuri?"

"Because"

"Because what?"

Yuri tried to look away, but Tiffany still had her hand on Yuri's face.

"Look at me Yuri"

Yuri looked up into Tiffany's eyes.

"I don't know what's holding you back, I don't know what's causing you so much pain; but give me a chance to heal you. Give me a chance to erase all the pain away"

Yuri lightly smiled as held on to Tiffany's hand and nodded lightly.

Tiffany then leaned forward and kissed Yuri passionately. Yuri slowly laid on the bed; bring Tiffany down with her as their lips were still attached. They pulled the covers over them, as they won't be getting out of bed anytime soon.

It is about time that Yuri should move on.

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Chapter 10

Yuri placed a light kiss on Tiffany lips as she held tightly on her waist. Tiffany wrapped her arms around Yuri deepening the kiss, but Yuri pushed back.

"I really have to go, I'm sorry"

Tiffany frowned as she gazed at Yuri with pleading eyes. They were both in Tiffany's office and they have planned to go out for dinner, but Sooyoung reminded Yuri that she hasn't submitted any artwork.

"Why can't we have a night together?"

Yuri laughed lightly as she kissed the tip of Tiffany's nose and leaned her forehead on Tiffany's.

"We've been having nights together for over a week now"

Tiffany bit her bottom lip and held Yuri closer.

"We could have more if you want"

Yuri grinned as she moved to Tiffany's ears and whispered,

"I'd love to"

She then slipped her hand under Tiffany's shirt, but before she could go any further; someone lightly knocked on the door and opened it. They both immediately let go of each other, as the chauffeur entered the office.

"Ms. Hwang the car is ready"

"I'll be there in a minute"

The chauffeur nodded his head and bowed in respect before leaving and closing the door behind him. Tiffany lightly kissed Yuri before picking up her stuff.

Yuri held on to Tiffany's hand as they made their way out of Tiffany's building. The weather was dark and windy; the reports say a storm was on the way. Suddenly Yuri's phone vibrated and she received a message. She opened the message, and it was from Victoria:

Jessica is in trouble

-Victoria

Yuri stopped walking and tightened her hold in Tiffany's hand. She hasn't heard anything from Victoria in weeks, and now she sends a message, warning her about Jessica. Was she planning to do something to Jessica?

"Yuri what's wrong?"

"I have to go"

"I'll drop you"

"No, I have to go, I'm in a hurry"

Yuri then let go of Tiffany's hand and sped off.

"Take an umbrella it might be raining!" shouted Tiffany, as she watched Yuri walk away

*****

Her heart was beating hardly against her chest. She's been trying to get a hold of Jessica through her phone, but it always resulted into no signal. The rain started splashing hard against the ground and Yuri was already soaked wet in merely seconds. She even tried to call Victoria, but she got no reply.

Was Jessica hurt?

Is she really in trouble?

Yuri didn't know the answer, but she did know was that she had to see Jessica. So she ran to the direction of Jessica's apartment. The streets were apparently empty from the storm, and it was hard for Yuri to see through the rain; but she knew she was close by.

Suddenly she heard a woman high-pitched scream. She stopped in her tracks.

Jessica.

Yuri ran towards the voice, which led her to an alley. There she saw two figures holding on to a lady. Yuri immediately recognized her, it was Jessica.

"Jessica!"

Even though she frightened and scared herself, Yuri charged towards one of the men and punched him on the face. Pain erupted in her knuckles, but she kept her stand.

She expected the men to react, and attack her but they didn't. They simply pushed Jessica away, and ran for their lives. Yuri dropped on her knees and held Jessica tightly, who was crying.

Yuri realized that they have ripped her shirt and her body was exposed to the rain. She immediately took off her drenched jacket and placed it over Jessica. She then picked Jessica up, and held her out of the alley.

There were no cars or taxi's in sight and Yuri was forced to walk to her apartment. With every step they took, Yuri could feel Jessica tighten her grip around her.

*****

Yuri unlocked the door of her apartment and brought Jessica in. She opened the lights and pulled Jessica towards her bedroom, taking out the first-aid kit.

"Did they hurt you?"

"Are you injured?"

Yuri turned around to face Jessica and saw her in the middle of the room, shivering as she held on to her own body, warming herself. Yuri immediately took a towel and placed it around Jessica.

"You should take a bath or you might catch a cold"

Jessica lightly nodded her head as Yuri led her to the bathroom.

Yuri closed the door, and made her way to the kitchen. Never in her life was she so scared of any situation, except this one. She took out an ice cube from the fridge and placed it on her knuckles. It stung, but it was nothing compared to the stinging pain in her heart.

She nearly lost Jessica. She can't imagine losing Jessica. No, she would never lose Jessica.

P.S. There is part II for this chapter, so hold on :P

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