I Love You (5ds! Jack x Depressed! Fem! Reader x 5ds! Crow)
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Requested by: Sleepy-Chan67
This chapter will have a spilt ending one for Jack and one for Crow.
I sit in the corner of my room curled up in ball still struggling to process the fact that because I failed to hold my own in the tag duel with my sister, she died protecting me. If only I had done better, if only I had been less useless, then she wouldn't be gone she would still be here. Tears role down my face as I think about my deceased sister who passed away a year ago when we where helping the signers defeat Z-one and his team who were trying to destroy turbo dueling.
After a few hours of crying in the corner I get up and get ready to visit my sister's grave, I adjust my oversized (Fav Color) sweatshirt and pull my hair into a sloppy ponytail I walk out the door and to a nearby flower shop. I get a bouquet of lilies and head to the grave yard to visit my sister's grave.
Arriving at the grave yard I see that Jack and Crow are already there. I walk over to the grave, and place the lilies on the ground in front of my sisters tombstone. Tear start to role down my face as I think about my sister she was the exact opposite on me no where close to useless. She was always so happy, always willing to help others, and she always tried her best to keep everyone else happy. Why did she have to die!? Why am I so useless!? Tears cascade down my face as my thoughts surround me. I get snapped out of my suffocating thoughts by Jack and Crow both pulling me in for a hug. I can feel myself relax in their embrace I feel a lot more calm although a sense of uselessness and sadness still looms over me.
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It's been a little over three years since my sister's death and I've hardly left my house since then. The only times I leave is when I go to work, I go shopping, the anniversary of my sister's death, and when the guys invite me somewhere. Although I feel like I'm more of a burden to them I'm utterly useless and it's not like I do anything except work go home and sleep. I wish I could help them somehow although they don't need much help I think Jack is planning on traveling around the world challenging strong duelist, Crow is gonna join a turbo dueling team, and I'm not really sure what Yusei's planning on doing.
Honestly the three of them have been helping me a lot with my parent since I'm so pathetic that I've never been able to stand up to them and their abuse. It was always my sister who would stand up to them and protect me. Although once the guys learned about it they helped us to get our own place away from them and only a year after we escaped she died because of my mistake. It's all my fault. Maybe if I hadn't gone, maybe if I was less useless she would be alive she would be here. It's all my fault. Maybe if I was never born she... My thoughts get cut off by a knock on the door. I walk over to the door and open it not surprised to see Jack and Crow on the other side of it.
"Hay (Y/N) how have you been?" Crow ask as I step to the side to let them in.
"I've been fine how have you two been?" I ask.
"We're good, when was the last time you cleaned this place?" Jack asks as he steps over a pile of food wrappers on the floor.
"Uh I don't know a few months maybe more," I say as I rub the tiredness from my eyes.
Crow and Jack look at each other for a second and then start to pick up the stuff on the floor.
"Guys, you don't have to do this and if it bother you I'll get to it later today," I say not wanting to be more of a burden then I already am.
"No offence but you wont you'll continue to put it off and it'll never get done so we might as well take care of it besides Jack and I were thinking since you like to stay in so much we might as well hang out here," Crow says as he picks up a empty cup noodle.
"Uh alright," I say knowing I can't argue, I start to help the two pick up the trash littering the floor.
After we finish cleaning up the living room we decide to take a break and settle down on the couch to watch a movie. Not long after sitting down on the coach I nod off.
Third Person Pov
After Jack and Crow notice that (Y/N) has fallen asleep, they decide that they'll finish cleaning the house. The guys decide to start in the kitchen as they clean they discus how they might cheer up the girl they love.
"You have any idea how to help her cause I don't have any more," Crow says as he starts to wash the dishes.
"No I was hoping that you would have some," Jack says with a sigh.
"Mabey we should try the park again that was one of her favorite places to go," Crow suggests.
"Mabey..." Jack says trailing off as the writing on a piece of catches his eye.
Crow ending
A sad smile dawns on Jack face as he reads the tear stained note, a feeling of hope and sadness rising within him.
"I have a better idea," Jack says holding the note up to Crow.
Crow reads the note that Jack is holding.
I don't know what I'm doing I guess I just need to put my feelings somewhere I've really liked Crow for a long time now but I doubt that he or anyone for that matter would ever like someone like me I'm completely useless. I guess that's all don't know why I'm writing this down It'll probably just become a part of one of the piles of junk lying around.
Once Crow finish's reading the note a sad smile forming on his face he was overjoyed that (Y/N) likes him but he is also upset that she thinks that no one would ever like her.
"So what are you gonna do? You going to tell her or what?" Jack asks after he's sure that Crow has read the note.
Crow looks at his friend unable to read what he's thinking although Crow is sure that he is in pain considering Jack also has strong feelings for (Y/N), "You all right?"
"I won't say it doesn't hurt but that's not what we should be thinking about right now this might just be out lucky break in helping (Y/N) get over her depression. So are you gonna tell her already or what? Jack asks once more.
"No I think I'll wait a bit and plan something," Crow replies resuming his cleaning.
Jack thinks about arguing but decides that it's probably best to just let Crow do what he thinks is best.
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(Y/N) Pov
I wake to the sound of a door shutting. I guess they left. I walk to the kitchen for a snack only to see that it's completely clean. I walk around the rest of the house to see that Jack and Crow must have cleaned the whole place up before leaving. I'm so useless I couldn't even keep my own place clean. Just as I'm about to collapse on the coach I hear approaching foot steps from the front.
Crow walks into the living room he smile's when he sees me and says "Ah (Y/N) your awake. Jack just left I was going to head out after talking with you."
"What do you wanna talk about?" I ask.
"I was just wondering if you could meet me in the park in a couple of days?" Crow asks.
"Yeah," I says curious to why he's asking me to meet him there, normally the guys just show up at my house and drag me off somewhere.
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I walk into the park wondering why Crow asked me to meet him here, I look around for my orange haired crush as I walk through the park. I spot him leaning against a tree looking around although he stops when he spots me.
"Hay (Y/N) glad you could make it," Crow says as he walks over to me.
"Hay Crow are the others here or is it just you?" I ask.
"It's just me I was thinking that the two of us could spend some time together," Crow says.
My heart starts to pond in my chest when he says this although it's followed by another wave of sadness since I know that he'll never like me.
"Oh so why did you ask me to meet you here?" I ask.
"That's a surprise," Crow says taking my hand.
He leads me to a secluded area surrounded by trees making it almost feel like I'm inside even though I'm surrounded by nature. Crow has a picnic set up in a small clearing he sit's next to the picnic basket pulling me down next to him.
"So you brought me here for a picnic?" I ask not quite getting how this is much of a surprise.
"Yeah although this isn't the surprise but don't worry about that just enjoy the picnic for now," Crow says passing me a sandwich.
"Thanks," I says taking the sandwich.
I nibble on the sandwich not feeling very hungry, Crow takes note of this and says.
"You want to eat later? I packed some paper we could play hang man or something," Crow says placing his sandwich on a paper plate.
"Yeah, sure," I say putting my sandwich down.
"You wanna go first or should I?" Crow asks pulling out a note book and a pencil.
"You can go first," I say.
"Alright," Crow says drawing what he needs on the paper.
I start to guess letters starting with the vowels and then guessing other random letters. For the first time in a long time I don't feel like I'm doing something wrong or that I'm useless I'm just having fun.
"Alright what do I have?" I ask a small smile on my face.
Crow shows me the note book and I look to see that the hang man is almost complete and at what I have. I _ove _o_
"I got nothing can I get a hint?" I ask.
"Hmm," Crow hums pretending to be deep in thought, "Yeah I don't see why not your not done with the vowels."
"Ok is there a U?"
"Yep," Crow says adding it.
"Aright so I have I _ove _ou," I mutter as I think about what to guess next. "I got nothing."
"I'll give you one more hint It's how I feel about you," Crow says a soft smile on his face.
I think about it only coming up with one fraise that could go but Crow doesn't feel that way right.
"Um I-I um," I stutter unsure what to say.
"I really do feel that way about you, I love you," Crow says reaching out and gently grabbing my hand.
Jack ending
Third person Pov
A sad smile spreads across Jack's face as he reads the note.
I don't know what I'm doing I guess I just need to put my feelings somewhere I've really liked Jack for a long time now but I doubt that he or anyone for that matter would ever like someone like me I'm completely useless. I guess that's all don't know why I'm writing this down It'll probably just become a part of one of the piles of junk lying around.
"What you got there Jack?" Crow ask looking over at Jack from his spot at the sink.
"It's a note (Y/N) wrote. Saying that she likes me although she doesn't think that anyone would ever like her," Jack says showing the note to Crow.
"I see," Crow says after reading the note, "guess it's up to you then buddy you better not mess this up."
"I don't plan to, also I'm Jack Atlas like I would mess up something like this," Jack says.
"So what's your plan?" Crow asks.
"To tell her once she wake's up."
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(Y/N) Pov
I wake to the sound of a door shutting guess they left. I open my eyes and am about to get up off the couch when Jack walks into the living room.
"Hay Jack I thought you and Crow left did you forget something," I ask sitting up on the couch.
"No, I came back to talk to you," Jack says sitting next to me on the couch.
"About what?" I ask turning to look at him, he's gorgeous and I'm utterly useless.
"About our relationship," Jack say.
"What about it?" I ask my heart thumping in my chest a feeling of hope starts to rise but I push it down since I don't want my hopes to grow only to be crushed.
"I was thinking that we shouldn't be friends any more," as Jack says this I can feel my heart sink, "instead I was thinking that we should be boyfriend and girlfriend. So what do ya say will you be my girlfriend?"
"I um I," I mutter not able to process what Jack just said, "y-you like me?" I finally say.
"No, I love you," Jack says pulling me in for a hug.
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