Who: Jordan ( CaptainSparlez )

Mentioned: Sonja ( OMGitsfirefoxx )

WARNING: REAL SAD

My shoulders crumble into me, my chest hurting from the constant tears watering down my cheeks. She had left me, I mourn to myself. She crushed my heart to an extent where it hurt physically.

More tears streaked down my neck. I brush them away like how Sonja had done to my heart. My feelings of hatred towards myself growing every second. Depression had gotten the best of me when she uttered those words of hell. My question was why  she felt the need to disintegrate my happiness to smithereens. I sulk now in the darkness of my own room, a frown imprinted on my face permanently.

People come sometimes, talk through the locked door, trying to get me out of my hell hole. They scream at me. Yelling useless things like; 'Jordan, I swear. If you don't get out of there, I will break down the door!' They never try to at least. Their threats hanging pointlessly.

I look down at my pale, bony arm. Scars breaking the skin. I caused it. I smashed one of my mothers win glasses in an episode. I had taken the shard from the ground and ran it across the skin, drawing red, watery blood. I brought so much blood to the air, I had passed out from blood loss.

I tuck my face into my knees once more, the emotional pain hurting more than anyone would realize.