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Jacks POV

I roll over and see my girlfriend playing mindlessly on her phone "Morning"

"Morning" She says back, sounding monotone. I got up and went to my recording room then sat in my chair

I remember how mornings used to be with us, it was stupid to think that it would always be like that.

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"Good Morning" I smiled brightly

"G'morning" She smiled, hugging me tightly

I attempted to kiss her but she turned away, chuckling lightly "I still have morning breath"

"You think I care?" I smiled, moving to sit with my knees on either side of her waist. Then leaning in again.

"Baaaaabe get off" She laughed

"Not till I get a kiss" I chuckled, puckering my lips

"NEVER" She yelled while laughing, I quickly pecked her lips and smiled "You win this time McLoughlin" she fake glared

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Ive noticed she hasn't been herself recently, I've been trying to day its other things like work or her friends

But those are going great for her, the only time I ever see her smile is there or when talking to her friends.

"Maybe we should break up" I mumbled to myself

I mean we also argue all the time and we cant take back the things weve said to eachother

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"Can you just calm down and stop being such a bitch!" I yelled, instantly regreting it.

"How is me wanting to spend nore time with you counted as being a bitch!" She cried " You know what I FUCKING HATE YOU RIGHT NOW"

"(Y/N)... you know I didn't mean it like that"

"Fuck off, Sean" She stormed out

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After thinking on it for a few weeks, I decided I was going to break up with her

"Hey (Y/N)..." I said and she turned her attention from her screen to me

"Yeah Sean?"

"So Lately, Ive been... thinking" I started and she looked confused "are you happy with our relationship"

"Do you want me to be honest with you?" She asked and I nodded "No... I guess we just... lost our spark" She paused "are you wanting to break up"

"Yeah..." I said "It's probably for the best"

"Give me a couple weeks and I'll be out of here" She smiled sadly

A few weeks later, she was gone.

-Time skip 5 months later-

I've been miserable without her, I was now sitting alone at a resturant with a half empty bottle of wine, after being stood up by my Tinder date I stopped caring if someone saw me like this

I saw (Y/N) and her coworker sit down together at another table, holding hands. They order and she was smiling brightly while looking at him/her.

At least she's happier I smile to myself and feel hot tears well up, I stood up and walked out watching her the whole time. I sat in my car and layed my head on the steering wheel "I miss her so much"

I felt so empty but emotional at the same time I started scrolling through pictures of her and I that were on her instagram. Then going to the ones of her and her boyfriend/girlfriend.

Shes better off this way...

I didnt kniw how to end it But IM BACK I had alot of fun, I saw my family, played with my cousins on abandon combines and did some shooting (we shot blue rock not actuall animals, even though my cousin did get a bird) I had alot of fun byt Im glad to be home