"I don't know if I should even go..."

"(Y/N) You still havent been to a party, youre going this time" Alyssa said "now go choose an outfit"

"Im wearing this" I said looking down at my jeans and sweater

"Honey, No you arent." She said and pulled me into her closet she pulled out a leather mini skirt and a black sparkley tube top. "Put it on and we'll see"

I pulled it on, damn its tight.

"This is way to revealing" I said

She pulled out a black jacket and I put it on "Better?"

"A bit" I said fiddling with my bracelet

"Now Makeup and hair!" She squeled

After I was finished she put on her own makeup "We look hot"

"Heh I guess" I said "You look great"

"I know" she winked

We got in her car and drove to the party held at Jacks house

We both got a cup of watered down beer and I drank quite a bit. I hid in the back with my cup.

Eventually Alyssa left me...alone in a crowd of highschoolers grinding on each other, since shes a Junior she knows whats happening. Me, the little baby freshman, is about to cry and call my mommy.

But she thinks I'm having a sleepover right now "Hey babe" a guy clearly older than me says, putting his arm around me

"Umm... Hi?" I said

"Wanna makeout?"

"No!"I exclaimed, disgusted

"You know thats all that happens at these right?"

"Thanks for telling me" I rolled my eyes

"You sure you dont wanna?" He said pushed his lips on mine, digging his fingers into the back of my thigh

"Back off!" I yelled after pushing him away

"Fine...bitch"

I walked outside and called my brother "Hey sis whats up?"

"Can you come get me from Jacks house"

"Isnt he having a party tonight" I heard Mark groan tiredly

"Please tell me you did not go to a party with a bunch of Seniors and Juniors"

"Nevermind...I'll walk home" I said, feeling guilty

"No, I'll be there in 5 minutes" Tyler said

Marks POV

"Is she crazy?" I asked "Seriously a highschool party, its all drunk idiots and makeing out"

"You dont think she made out with someone do you" Tyler asked

"Shed still be there if she did" I said as we got in his Truck.

We went to pick her up, she looked a bit drunk but damn she looked amazing.

She got in the car and slumped against the window "Sis, you alright"

"Besides getting ditched and having a senior try to make out with me, Yeah I'm great" She said sarcastically

"Hey, I could kick you out of this car and tell mom"

"Sorry..." she said, wiping her eyes

"Tyler chill, I dont think shes had the best night" I said looking back at her
She was now asleep, hugging the hoodie I left in there.

We got home "Can you bring her in, I need to take a leak"

"Sure" I said and picked up (Y/N), I tried to set her in her bed but she wouldn't let go "(Y/N), go to bed"

She groaned and let go "Mark..."

"Yeah?" I Said and paused as I was about to leave.

"Sorry, I ruined you and Tylers 'bro time' " She looked away " I probably shouldve just sucked it up..."

"No, it's fine" I said and sat next to her

-Your POV-

"No its not..." I said, feeling my lip tremble

"What happened..."Mark asked, grabbing my hand

"Im overreacting..." I said

"Even if you are, please tell me"

"So this drunk Senior came up to me and asked to makeout, I said no... then he made me... and he hurt my thighs"

"(Y/N)..." he hugged me "I'm so sorry"

"Its not your fault"

He lifted my face and almost making us kiss. Before he pulled away "um I'm gonna let you change"

He walked out and I out on sweatpants and a baggy shirt, I joined them in the 'man cave' where they were watching Hot Fuzz.

I sat next to Mark, and Tyler looked at me pitifully

"Did you tell him" I whispered

He nodded "sorry if you didnt want him to know"

"Its fine" I mumbled and layed down

I yawned and layed with my head in Marks lap, by now it was normally for us to act like this he's like another brother to me.

-Marks POV-

I stared at her while she had her eyes glued to the screen, I ran my hand through her hair as she fell asleep.

I fell asleep too and the next morning she was up, complaining to Tyler about her headache. I grabbed her some painkillers and water.

"Thanks" she said and swallowed them as Tyler walked out of the room

"No problem anything for you heh"

Too far

"Whats that supposed to mean?" She asked

"It means that I-umm I like you" I smiled

I saw her face drop and regreted what I said imediatly

"Oh... Im sorry but I think of you as a brother, I love you in a family way not relationship..." She said "I'm sorry"

"I-its fine" I smiled even though I was crying inside

I told Bob and Wade what had happened

"Ooh, Brother?" Bob said

"Yeah..."

"Sorry thats tough..."

"Worse than friend zone" Wade said

"Not helping" I snapped "It doesnt matter anyways"