"It's not true tell me I've been lied to"

She randomly said it. It had to be the "heat of the moment" type thing right? It was an argument and she was upset. You were upset and it slipped out

"Crying isn't like you" 

I had said something that made her  cry and I felt awful for it. She tried to hold back but She couldn't she started crying.

"What the hell did I do? Never been the type to let someone see right through"

I don't know what happened. I think my insecurity caused this. I think she knows too. I have remained blocked off from her I didn't want her to hear this 

"Maybe won't you take it back say you were trying to make me laugh"

It came out like it was a joke.  A sick joke. A prank and it hurt.

"And nothing has to change today. You didn't mean to say I love you"

She said it but I know she didn't mean it.

"I love you and I don't want to"

I know she doesn't love mean she said it herself 

A/N This is based off of Billie Eilishs song I love you and was intended to be anonymous