today the girls at my school went over the line. 

they said that Jimmy did the world a favor by killing himself, and they also said I should follow his footsteps.

why would they say this?

I don't know! 

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO MESSED UP?!

mom said that she lost her job. 

so, I'm probably going to have to get a part-time. 

sucks huh?

oh well, I'll... get through it.

I was going to say 'i'll survive', but... I don't think I will...

***

do you believe in magic? 

I do. 

I think I do.

I'm not sure.

what about you? do you believe?  maybe if enough people believe, it will come true. 

                                  -Sally Sokoto