23.01.20 - 10:54 PM

i think i'm going to pretend.

pretend that i don't know you. that your name doesn't "ring a bell".

because i seriously can't tell you how bad i fell. it would only be an understatement.

yes, i miss you.

yes, i don't think i'll be able to survive like this for long.

and yes, i won't forget you...

but maybe if i pretend like i don't know you... maybe it will start coming true.

most of me doesn't want that to happen... but if i want a happy future, then I need to forget - because i will never have you.

ever.

and i accept it...

yours truly,

your sweetheart.