25.11.19 - 4:34 PM

i can't do this right now.

i just fucking can't.

i hate my family. i hate my friends. i hate my best friend. i hate everyone.

i hate everything.

...

omg.

even when i fucking write that i think:

"what about him"

fucking hell, you're pissing me the fuck off.

can't you leave me alone just for a little while? can't you just not be in my mind for atleast a day... please get out of my heart.

please.

i really can't right now.

yours truly,

your sweetheart.