25.12.19 - 11:00 AM

holy fuck.

i was going through quotes... ones i can relate to... about you.

and i read one... and it made me realise that it wasn't you, or anyone else, that broke my heart.

i broke my own heart, by holding onto you.

fuck it.

here it is again.

it's because i need to let go. but fuck...

i can't.

you know that... i know that...

i don't know why i keep repeating it...

maybe it's for my own closure.

i don't know.

yours truly,

your sweetheart.