27.11.19 - 6:20 PM

i hate my life.

is it to late to say i want to die?

it's so strange when i feel happy, but then i don't really on the inside... when i wish i were really happy, but deep down i know i'm not.

is it to late to ask for a different family?

a different life.

a different heart.

this time it isn't you who i blame...

it's my family.

my friends.

my best friend.

my hand and my thoughts.

and lastly,

my heart.

my dead, shattered heart that remains broken, by the sudden leaving of you, for only you can fix my heart, and save me from death.

yours truly,

your sweetheart.