16.11.2019 - 09:59 AM

i should have said everything. i should have poured all of my feelings on you. i should have told you that i wanted to be with you forever. that i love you forever.

but i was to scared.

to scared of rejection. rejection from the one i love.

but now you're gone.

you're gone and you don't know. know the way i truly loved you. the way i wanted you to know. the way i wanted from you.

is it to late?

i want to call you. i want to get in contact with you. but it's to late isn't it? it really is and now that i have absolutely no way of seeing you, it hurts even more than before.

still, it's been nearly two years.

two years but you're still deep within my heart, breaking it more and more every second, of every day.

i'm sorry i didn't say everything.

maybe if i had of... we'd be together.

but maybe is to strong to be certain, with the chance of rejection.

so, i'll wait, in the depths of heartbreak; of sorrow.

i love you, forever.

yours truly,

your sweetheart.