28.11.19 - 9.44 PM

i'm alone again.

alone in the darkness of the night... the darkness that holds my demons... keeps them till it's time to devour my happiness.

if you were here would you save me?

if you never left would i be in this position?

would i be depressed?

i don't know... it's all just one big, "what if", isn't it?

that's all we really are now.

i wish we were more.

yours truly,

your sweetheart.