29.01.20 - 7:46 PM

i accept it.

i accept the fact i will never see you again.

i accept we won't be forever.

i accept that we won't get our happily ever after.

i accept it.

you will forever be in my heart, and my memories. i will pile everything into a cart and lock it up.

i am over the shock.

i will never forget you. i won't let the grasps of time whisk you away. i'll hold on tight, and stay on my way.

you were my first boyfriend, my first kiss and my first love... i wanted you to be my first everything. but now you're nothing.

but as i said, i accept it.

i would have leapt at the chance to be with you. but now... i will be led away. away from the disaster and heartbreak. away from the cause.

i will wait along the shores of regret, before i can finally forget; not you, but the love, i shall catch in a net... and run.

i will hide away the captured love. i will ignore the feeling that you lied. and i will stop kneeling; for you don't deserve the respect i give you.

i'm sorry if i insult you, but i'm speaking my truth. i won't tie my honesty, just to forget you.

i hope you understand, i will never forget, you, my first man. but, i need to get over you, as i'll need to find another too.

two years have passed, and my love still lasts. the past will always haunt me, but tomorrow could be overcast... so, i will focus on that.

i will love you, always and forever. but we were never going to end up together.

i accept it.

i wonder if you do to...

yours truly; yours lastly,

your sweetheart.