quotd: who's your fav euphoria ship?
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song for this chapter- "Nonstop" by Drake (play when it tells you to)
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She was clean for more than two months now. Eighty-five days of no source of intoxication doesn't seem as celebratory to a normal human being, meaningless and unimportant in some viewpoints. However, Rue Bennett was not fucking normal. She was a teenage drug addict who was hanging dry; her brain spiraling out of control from this sudden rewiring and the only thread of sheer hope that she had in her life was from Jules. Jules Vaughn.

The blonde, pink streaked haired female was odd, not fitting nor caring to fit the norms of daily life at East Highland. But, no matter how whimsical and different she was, she made Rue feel sane; euphoric even as she didn't need the form of a blue pill to go throughout her day. Jules' eyes were dull but full of life when she smiled, her cheeks crinkling upon the upwards motion. Her blonde hair adorned with light pink streaks, reminded the melanin latter of orchids dancing in the sun. Her body was frail and her skin was smooth which was something that the struggling addict loved to pamper kisses upon to remind the woman that she was beautiful and loved. Rue felt like a normal seventeen year old when she was with her and she was aware that she was in love with Jules as she knew that the girl loved her too. Or so she thought.

"Jules," Rue began, the comfortable silence once shared terminating itself.

"What's wrong?" The blonde asked, moving closer to the brunette female to caress her heated skin as she noticed how tense the girl's chocolate brown eyes had become.

"Nothing," Rue weakly chuckled. "I-I just think that I'm beginning to fall in love with you."

Once the words left her mouth, Rue instantly regretted it. Jules inhaled slowly, retracting her hand from her lover's face and moving to sit on the edge of the bed.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. Clearly I'm fucking exhausted right now and tired people like to say useless shit."

The brown eyed addict rambled on, defending her actions but her breath was wasted as the blonde wasn't even paying her any attention. Her mind busily calculating her racing pulse and her palpitating heartbeat. She didn't know what to say nor do at the moment and it took her aback because she always was quick on her feet about these sort of issues; issues such as when one her one night stands grew too attached to her and didn't know how to let go. But, this was a contrast from her wonted no strings attach rendezvous because she actually felt something for this Bennett girl. A drug addict that rocked her world and made her feel like morphine was racing through her veins. She knew by the butterflies that fluttered in her lower abdomen whenever she saw Rue was a sign that there was something more shared between them than sisterhood and menstrual cycles and that newfound feeling terrified her. It scared her so much that she exhaled deeply, running out of her best friend's room before stepping out onto the concrete; hoisting herself onto her bike and pedaling away.

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"I don't know. Do you think straight guys ever, like, watch gay porn?"

"I honestly don't know? Maybe? Why? Is this because of Nate?"

"No," Maddy scoffed, turning to look in the mirror while reapplying her makeup. "If I tell you this you have to promise not to tell a fucking soul." Cassie nodded in acknowledgment, fully aware of how sinister her friend can get when sharing a secret. "I found like three hundred fucking pictures of dicks on Nate's phone."

"Are you sure that they weren't his own dick pics that he took?" The dirty blonde female questioned. It was hard to believe that Nate Jacobs, the most popular jock in school and a descendant of a conservative family, was interested in men. Yes, he has his own personal resentment towards the opposite sex but he wouldn't stoop that far to the life of giving blowjobs.

"Yes, I'm fucking sure, Cass. I think I know what my boyfriend's penis looks like."

"So, what are you planning on doing about this new information?" Maddy sighed, closing her lip gloss before moving to sit on top of the bathroom counter. "I don't know maybe leave it alone for now. You know how aggressive he gets when I pry."

"Yeah, I'm aware." The latter sent a knowing look towards the dark bruises that now adorned her friend's flawless skin; hand reaching out to allow her fingers to brush against the heated flesh on her neck. She knew that Nate was the culprit of that new injury as he was pissed off about Maddy showing out in front of his family. "He doesn't love you, Madds."

The raven haired woman hated the words that spewed out of the younger girl's mouth not because she was mustering up false claims but because she was telling the truth. The cold, harsh truth that she tried to deny, only for it to blow up in her face once again. "Damn, Cass, you sound just like my mom. I'm just saying, love is a million things. Sometimes it feels good and sometimes it doesn't. The one thing I know is that Nate loves me no matter what. He'd fucking kill for me, and I'd kill for him. It feels good to know that there's one person in this whole fucked up world who has my back. You think I want this?"

"I know that you don't want this, Maddy. But, you're emotionally dependent on him. You need to let him go and find someone else, no girl should be treated like this."

A tear made its way down the slope that was Maddy's cheek and Cassie hastily wiped it away, her fingers massaging the raven haired girl's now damp cheek. "God," The cheer captain chuckled, wiping the excess tears from her eyelids. "We're a fucking hot mess."

"Yeah, both of our boyfriend's are fucking assholes. I guess East Highland boys are all the same. But you know what? I say fuck boys!"

"Yeah, fuck them all!" The two screamed out, raising their fists in the air before sharing a high five; the sound of clasped hand ringing in the air. "See, this is why you're my fucking soulmate."

The two friends who were both high off their asses that night, shared a prolonged giggle. One that they held in for the pure amusement of being serious even though they both had a high dosage of weed in their systems. It was so intense and intoxicating that neither of them were aware of their next actions; lips locking filled with tongue and teeth being shared between the two.

"Woah." Cassie pulled back, regaining her lost breath while Maddy peered back at her with her doe eyes; a smirk finding its way onto her lips.

"Now you see why Nate keeps coming back for more."

Cassie shook her head, regretting the moments her lips touched those of her friend. "I may want to slit McKay's throat right now but I would never stoop to cheating on him."

"Oh come on," Maddy rolled her eyes, getting off of the counter and stalking towards her fellow cheerleader; arms crossed and shoulders drawn back. "They won't even know. In fact, Chris and Nate would love it if they knew what we were doing. Guys love some girl-on-girl action."

The blonde female scoffed at the dark haired girl's smirk and attempted to make distance between the two but failed once her back hit the cold wall and Maddy was already pressed into her front. The older girl's fingers trailed down the trapped girl's arm; goosebumps arising on the surface.

"Relax. I'll take care of you."

Their noses brushed against one another, fiery irises piercing in something more than lust, but need. Need to escape the cruel world they lived in where bomb threats were at bay, where wealthy people ruled the social class system, and more importantly, where boyfriends were nothing more than pussies.

So, Cassie let herself get lost in the woman that was, Maddy Perez. She couldn't lie about not being attracted to her; hell, what was not to like about her? She had golden sun kissed skin, black tresses that fell past her upper back, and bulging chocolate brown orbs that oozed in ferocity and determination. What the blonde cheerleader mainly loved about the Perez girl was that she was confident but also weak. Something that resembled her own persona which is why she felt more connected to her than their other friends, Kat and BB. She felt that difference in the way Maddy gripped her hips in dominance; the way she cupped her cheeks in vulnerability and that showed Cassie what she was truly missing in her life. A love like this.

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She looked at herself in the mirror, inspecting her frame. Kat wouldn't say that she hated her body as some of her curves were molded perfectly into her body but however, there were some things that she wished she could rid of. The bulge in her arms and the meat between her thighs were enough for her to perform surgery on her own self but instead, she opted for the latter. The teenager was already familiar with fame as she garnished over sixty thousand followers on tumblr following her racy, controversial fanfic about the shipping between Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson. Her niche was making people adore her and she found out her smut filled stories weren't the only ways to do that, but with her body too.

*Play Song*

She gave herself one last longing look in the reflective glass before sliding her cat mask surpassed her eyes; resting it against the bridge of her nose. Kat smirked before turning away and walking with confidence to her bedroom. She strides over to the open MacBook that rested on her mattress and clicked onto the porn website before hitting the record button and the live video began.

"Bodies start to drop, aye hit the floor..."

The music blared in the background and Kat couldn't think as her body began to move on it own; her ass shaking to the beat as she bent over and rolled back up. She was in pure bliss right now as the overwhelming feeling of being free encased her. She wasn't the body conscious Kat Hernandez whose sex tape got leaked for the whole school and world to see but the Kat Hernandez who wasn't afraid of danger and being in her own skin. She was electrified by the adrenaline rush that coursed through her veins and consumed her every thoughts and encouraged her to continue moving her body to the Canadian rapper. Once she heard the rapid, loud pings that notified her that she was getting tips by online strangers, she smiled; grinding on the floor as she realized that she found herself the love she wanted.

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"She's ruining your reputation, Nate." Cal grumbled at the younger boy, shaking his head in disapproval as he slammed the refrigerator door shut; chugging the beer in his hand down. "This family's reputation."

"I know, Dad." Nate stood by the counter, running his hand down his face as he knew what his night at home entailed for after Maddy showed her ass-metaphorically speaking-in front of his family.

"Do you? Do you really fucking know, Nate." His father seethed, approaching the quarterback with a stern look on his face.

"Shut up."

"What did you just say to me?"

The middle aged man gave the latter a taunting look that challenged Nate but the star athlete didn't hold back. In fact, he even stepped closer to his father until they were merely nose length apart. "I'm telling you, Dad, to shut the fuck up."

The slap wasn't a shocker to the brown haired male but nonetheless he stumbled back, clutching the heated flesh that was aching every time the chilled air graced its surface. "Are you telling me that you rather choose that, that, harlot, over your own flesh and blood?"

Nate scoffed, knuckles beginning to turn white by how hard he was clenching the sink. "You're one to talk."

"What are you insinuating, boy?"

"You think I'm stupid," Nate chuckled, turning around to face his father. "Juvenile. You don't think that I don't notice you sneaking out in the middle of the night? Leaving mom to an empty bed every night?"

"You've gone mad, Nate. She made you mad."

The nervous look in his father's eyes that dared to look into his son's own gave the young jock every untold answer. The rendezvous that his father seeks from prostitutes was known.

"Fuck you, Dad."

Cal grabbed the boy by his collar, a stern look forming once again on his face as he scolded his son. "Don't you disrespect me, boy. As long as your under my roof, you will not disrespect me."

"Fine," Nate spoke with finality, pushing his father off of him. "I'm leaving."

With that, the boy turned around, grabbing his car keys from the table and heading for the door. The shouts from his father became inaudible to him as he closed the door behind him, heading to his car and settling inside. He banged his hands against the steering wheel in frustration before fishing out his phone and tapping on a contact number.

'Hey, this is, Maddy. I can't come to the phone right now but-"

He hung up before the voicemail recording finished and he threw his phone to the base of the vehicle's floor. If she wouldn't answer him then he would have to just go to her. Nate buckles up, jamming the key in the hole and the engine revved to life as he began his journey down the gated neighborhood.

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This chapter was so gay and dramatic but what do you expect from euphoria lmfao! I hoped you all enjoyed this first chapter and I want to know your thoughts on it so far!

This book will be like the show except I will change some scenes around and the people who will be with each character, such as the ships and friendships.

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