Teja took cab and went back to her house .she just wanted to cry to her full but now is not the time ..she didn't had time..she packed her remaining clothes and stuff she needed and opened her drawer and took out an old crumpled letter and tucked it inside her jeans pocket and hurried outside and booked another cab and left...

Not looking back is so easier yet so difficult...being left behind by anyone is so hard but leaving someone whom u love is twice Harder....she is such a hypocrite..she was pissed at umar and karan too once for leaving her and now she is leaving karan behind knowing it would kill him...but she didn't had any explanation except that she is doing correct.

Karan stormed out of the house after the whole incident...he just drove around the streets of Mumbai in anger..he just needed to calm down a bit...his anger his fucking anger messed up things again...it's that bitch shamita...why can't she just leave him and teja alone..she had to be a pain ...and teja ..it's not what fault that shamita is such a blood sucking bitch ..she effected him enough and now she started her tauntrums on teja too....

Teja ....FINE...I
He hate that word...she isn't fine..
He know she isn't fine..she knows she isn't fine yet she tell him old thing " I am fine"...he just wants to feel as her person..he just want her to trust him enough to share her pain.but she just won't let him in her pain.

In his obsession to protect her he took out anger on her...he needed to talk to her and apologize to her....not now though...he need to cool down first...

After 3 cups of ginger tea and 2 hours drive ...he finally decided to text her..

She took out all the money her dad saved for her education from the bank..she sat down in the train and took out the letter that she kept in her pocket ..she started at the letter with tears in her eyes.

Mera bacha,

If you’re reading this letter that means one thing that I’ve gone to be with your mother. I’m sorry for being such a lousy father to you. I tried to do what’s right by you, but the death of your mother was too much for me to handle and drinking was the only way to kill the pain, at least for me. No matter how bad it got you always stood by me and took care of me when I should have been the one taking care of you. You lost ur mother too and I was burdee to u  and I’m sorry for that.. You should have enjoying ur teen years and having fun, instead you were home taking care of your alcoholic father because he wasn’t strong enough to help himself. I do know one thing teju; I know that you grew into a strong young lady. I know you’ve endured a lot of heartache through the years and then having to fight cancer was unfair, but you did it baby and I’m so proud of you. If I don’t or didn’t get the chance to tell you that, I am now. I am so proud of my little girl. Your mother gave me the attached instructions before she died and asked me to hold it until you were eighteen. It’s the number of a safety deposit box your mother had kept for you. I’ve been adding to it every year since your mother passed. When you are ready, go and get ur funds  and remember how much you are loved.

Love always, Dad.

Her tears rolled down her cheeks..

Teja: I can't let karan  to become what u became after mom's death dad....

Her phone pinged and it was him.

She opened the message with shaky hands

"Hey baby , I am sorry for my behaviour.. I don't know what got into me..listen let me make this upto u ..I am coming home ..let's go for lunch and we will spend the evening at the beach okay...be ready hmm"

Her heart sank....she wanted to go back home ....HOME,  it was with him...she wanted to go back to him and let him take care of her....but no...what she was doing is the right thing.......

She kept her phone back into her bag and leaned back as the train started to move taking her away from him..may be this was destiny...if they were for eo he would find her..she chuckled bitterly

After sometime karan reached home and directly went to her room...she wasn't in the room..he was about to check washroom when he noticed her dressing table was clean...she was a messy person who kept her things messily all over the room but her things were not there on the dressing table..he looked around...the room looked clean...he immediately opened wardrobe ...her bag was missing..he immediately ran down...

Omi came from opp side ..

Omi:She left.

Karan halted ..his heart was almost trying to break out of his ribcage..

She

Karan : she went back to her house...

He shook his head...

Karan: parvez get the car started.
Omi put his hand on karan's shoulder stopping him

Omi: she left....

Karan :what do u mean..

Omi: after the fight she left..Shanti Tai called me..I went to her house it's empty...

Karan: Shit, what the hell have I done?!

He yelled as he ran down the stairs to the living room. He pulled out my phone, but there was still no reply from her so he called her..

At first she didn't know what to say she she ignored but she knew she owed him answers ..

He called again and this time she picked..

Karan: hello Teja...where the fuck r u ?

Teja smiled at his anger.

Teja: far away..

Karan: stop!!! Stop okay...just tell me where r u?what kind of games e u playing...

Teja : karan  I love u a lot....I can't cause more pain to u with my illness ..I have to leave karan to make sure u have better life. .it's better for both of us

"Did she just say better...how would it be better without her"

Karan : Teja don't ...pls .

His voice felt like begging but he didn't care..

Teja : me being in ur life is hurting u karan as bad as it's hurting me...I can only tell u I am ok...I need to go ...it is needed...Idk if I will be back.

She doesn’t know when she’ll be back? What the hell is she doing, and where did she go? He was pissed, and he  could feel his blood pressure rise.

Karan: what the fuck do u mean u don't know when u will be back?...u have to come back...u can't leave m...

He swallowed his tears

Karan: u have treatments to finish ..come back.

Teja didn't respond

Karan: u have to come back...wherever u r get the hell back right now.

She didn't respond again and this time he was losing his battle.

he fell down on his knees.

Karan: I will find u teja and bring u back.I will find you, Tejasswi Prakash, even if I have to travel to the ends of the earth; make no mistake that I will find you.

Teja chuckled..

Teja: I know u will my little stalker...good bye....I love u...

She disconnected the call and  threw it outside the train window.

His heart broke....he didn't call again ..he knew she won't pick up or give him another chance to contact ....she was gone from his life...no he lost her again with his anger.

Guys I already told u it's angsty story