Deku POV 

We walked around the park by our apartments the fresh smell of oil hits my nostrils , it reminds me of the villain lair . The streets were filled of hobos which me and Kacchan weren't used too but we adapted quickly. It was so quiet,so peaceful, I look over at Kacchan who was sighing peacefully as we took in the view of the park ,the only small patch of green in this rusty city, " I love it here Kacchan don't you!" I say while smiling he looked at me " I fucking hate this place it's gross and crusty as hell...." my smile withers into a frown , but then he continued " But I like my job, I like this park, and I love being with you." He didn't face me when he said such passionate things which only means he's blushing and he doesn't want to seem weak. 

"Kacchan I know it might sound weird but I- I've always imagined my life like this, You  and me living somewhere small we'd have our own hero agency , and taking care of a bunch kids, and us growing  old together." I began to rant about nonsense " But I ruined it didn't I? You  can't  be a Hero because your basically my accomplice and I just ruined your enitire life !!!! How could I not be more of a fuck up ??!! You had the right to bully me all those years because you always knew I was a weak , and just a big mistake of time !!!!!" I  couldn't stop the geyser I call eyes from making tears fall. It was all true, every last word was- " Izuku....NEVER SAY THAT SHIT AGAIN !!!" He yelled passionately. Using my given birth name , but hearing it after so long it almost sounded foreign " Just cause I saved you doesn't mean shit I'll become a hero no matter what.... And I'll do it with you by my side supporting me..... Will  you support me Deku?" Kacchan eyes awaited my answer, scanning my body as if he were looking for signs of  hesitation or doubt . I cofidently kissed him my eyes still watery gazing at his rose colored ones " Of course I will Kacchan, I love you!" I hugged him tightly wheezing out every breath " I love you too Deku.." he hugged back even tighter.

Suddenly , I felt a shrap pain in my stomach it's not time yet why am I feeling..... " Kacchan remember that sickness I was talking about....I think it's coming back!" I push the words out as I held my stomach tightly "Were going to the hospital...." Kacchan picked me up bridal style and started running " We can't go Kacchan they'll find out." I start to yell, my stomach fighting against my wishes twisting and turning as if it was going to explode. " if your taken to urgent care we can just pay on the spot and leave now hold still and let me HELP FUCKING YOU." Kacchan voice based heavily and I stopped resisting his hold on me and focused on my sickness. Thoughts scrambled through my head 'Will my sickness die out' , ' will I be okay' and most importantly 'will Kacchan still love me if he knew I was so weak!'