🔞Mature content ahead.

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"TAEHYUNG!!! I AM YOUR MOTHER!! YOU CANNOT IGNORE MY WORDS LIKE THIS,-

"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU EOMMA? NO ACTUALLY WHAT. IS. WRONG WITH YOU? WHY YOU CAN'T SEE ME HAPPY FOR ONCE? HAH?"

"sigh* Where are you going?"

"To die." Taehyung said buttoning up his shirt.

"Tae!!!. Where. Are. You. Going?"

"TO THE COURT. EOMMA. TO THE DAMN COURT. TODAY IS HYUNGIE'S LAST TRIAL AND HE NEEDS ME!!!"

"Why you went to Eun this morning?"

"To have some words with him."

"About Jeon boy right? I guess you begged Eun to lose this case right?"

"Isn't it right Eomma? Hyu-ngie will be rescued isn't it seems a bit atleast satisfying to you-

"NO!!!! A DRUGAHOLIC LIKE HIM DESREVES THAT PLACE."

"HE IS NOT DRUGAHOLIC EOMMA!!! HE WAS MISGUIDED. IT WAS A TRAP."

"HE TOLD YOU THIS RIGHT? HOW MUCH MORE DUMB YOU WILL GET TAEHYUNG?"

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU SERIOUSLY. YOU CANNOT BE MY MOTHER. YOU CAN NEVER. NO... TELL ME, DID HYUNGIE EVER DISRESPECTED YOU? HURT YOU? SHAME YOU ANYWHERE?

"NO HE DIDN'T. BUT HE IS NOT GOOD FOR YOU TAEHYUNG. THIS IS THE REASON!!!

"AND WHY SO? WHY? WHY? WHY?

"BECAUSE HE HAS NOTHING LEFT NOW. NO JOB. NO HOUSE!!! NOTHING!!!! HE IS A ZERO NOW. TO START A FAMILY MONEY TOO IS IMPORTANT. MOREOVER PEOPLE CALL HIM EGOISTIC, SELFISH DRUGAHOLIC PERSON!!! HE IS NOT FOR US TAEHYUNG!!

"N-o st-op it stop-

"ALL MY LIFE, I'VE JUST HEARD THAT I GOT A GAY SON, MY SON CAN ONLY SEDUCE THAT JEON BOY AND NOTHING AND WHAT'S NOT. WHAT DO YOU THINK? IT WAS ALL EASY TO TACKLE THOSE VILLAGER'S QUESTIONS? THEIR DISGUSTING STARES? YET I ACCEPTED YOU TAE, I ACCEPTED YOU THE WAY YOU ARE!! I EVEN LET YOU GO HAVE YOUR LIFE WITH THAT BOY, BUT WHAT HE DID? BECOME A DRUG DEALER.
AND NOW  PEOPLE HAD STOPPED QUARRELLING BESIDE ME, BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU SHOWED ALL YOUR WORTH. NOW THAT ALL IS GOING WELL. WHY SO DRAMA TAE? WHY YOU AGAIN BRINGING ME TO THE MESS- cough* cough*

The woman immediately crowls down to the floor holding her chest, coughing loudly.

"Eo-eomma?" Taehyung scoops towards his mother and rubs her back comfortably.

"T-a cough* cough* cough*

"Eomma Y-ou are sc-aring me. Wan-t water- MAA!!!!"

Taehyung's whole existence comes to hault within a second when he saw blood on her mother's palms.

"E-omma!!! Eo-mma!!!.. w-e- are going to hospital.

"N-o I cough* ok- cough*

"Stop it!! STOP SAYING YOU ARE OK!!! NOT-HING IS OKAY!!! MY LIFE CAN NEVER BE OKAY- now stop talking and let me take you to the hospital. Eo-mma? Wake up!!! Eo-mma-

"Chiku!!!!" Jeongguk interrupted the boy's thoughts.

"Hyu-ngie...

"You are not looking good. What's wro-ng?" Jeongguk asked confused.

"Noth-it's Hyu-ngie, I am just tired." Taehyung said looking down.

"O-h." Jeongguk could utter that only. Then a long silence spreads through the room. Both the male is now sitting at the same position facing each other, not being able to utter a single word.

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"Chik-hyungie." Comes out of them synchronically. Both have a different rollercoaster ride of emotions going on internally.

"Ca-n I hug you Hyu-ngie?" Taehyung interrupted the awkward silence, with glistening eyes. Making the other almost cry out of joy.

"Y-es. You ca- sniff* Chiku." Jeongguk stated firmly holding his emotions. He stands up from his position making some space for him to engulf the male after like eternity. And oh God his heart beats are yet to burst outside.

Taehung nod his head stepping forward with tiny steps making the elder almost whine. Jeongguk forwarded his hand to reach the other's palm to hold on. He still can feel the softness the other hold. This is why Jeongguk never wanted his Chiku to work. He feared, what if the other gets hurt?

And now, It felt warm. They entangled their hands firmly, looking into each other's eyes. And it felt right. They felt like the time has just stopped. Their misery, their pain has gone. It's just a new scenerio for them. They are different.

Taehyung diverted his eyes to their entangled hands with glossy eyes. This hands are the only one he wants to hold for eternity. He wants these hands to love him, to put that shining ring to him. He wants this, he wants this person in his life.

Jeongguk is utterly confused by looking at the other's sudden change of moods. But he knows deep down Taehyung is really depressing himself with something.

No one is uttering anything only their heavy heart beats can be heard and be feel.

"Hyu-ngie." Comes out of Taehyung's mouth shakily.

"Shhh." Jeongguk slowly engulfs the male near to his dear heart pouring all his intensity. His warmth.

Taehyung immediately moaned in pure satisfaction when his body got contacted with Jeongguk's one. The younger nudged his face deep into Jeongguk's nack sniffing his manly odour, while sliding his hands over his raven hair carressing softly.

The grip between them is getting tighter slowly. As if they are not enough satisfied with the air between them.

It's been five years. Yes It's been five years. And it's not a joke. It's not a DAMN JOKE!!!!

If they were pretending to be strong a while ago, not letting their emotions to pour out? Then now no longer it was applied. Both of them are now sobbing at each other's shoulder. The younger is now a crying mess.

"I've been dying to feel you Hyu-ngie." Taehyung sobbed engulfing the male more tighter.

"And I've been living for this moment Chi-ku." Jeongguk wishpered back biting his own palm behind to suppress his cry.

"Hyu-ngie... Y-ou... Sniff* Hyu-ngie.... I-t was ne-ver been the same. You were gone from my life. I wa-s- i-was--I am happy now."

Taehyung uttered sniffing the male.
"Me too." Jeongguk compiled smiling hugging him more tighter.

"I was not happy." Taehyung mumbled pouting.
"Me too."

"I w-as alo-ne."
"Me t-oo, Chiku me too."

"I was m-ad."
"And I was a fo-ol."

"I was a very very very... Dou-ble... Tripple... Mad tiger... Rawwwrrr. Sniff*" Taehyung rawr making the other bursted out chukling, when their hot breath hit each other's neck making a lot tingling sensation on that spot.

"And I was a dumb bunny in jail." Jeongguk completed with a pout.

"And I was not there with you." Taehyung said almost inaudibly. A very gloomy aura surrounded the boy. He retreat himself from the snuggle and looked at His Hyungie's face carressing his scar smoothly.

"I was not there for My Judy,my bunny like Nick was right Hyu-ngie?"

(Judy is a bunny and Nick is a fox, a love story from Zootopia)

"N-o, I made my Nick to walk away, Chiku. He was just trying to help me." Jeongguk replied with a sad smile.

"Hyu-ngie I am not a ba-d lover right?"

"Wh-at? No Chiku you are the best one I could ever get."

"You think so?"

"Yes yes I do. I love you for no reason Chi-ku. I love you. You was my best choice, you will be my best forever."

"You ARE the best mother Eom-ma. I never dou-bted it. Sniff* please sleep. Ple-ase?" Taehyung pleaded to his mother who is currently lying on hospital bed, counting her last days of living. As she has lung cancer.

"Tae, I am dying. Atleast don't lie now." The woman protests.

"S-top. Not-hing is happ-ening with you. You will be good again. Doc-tors are prohibiting to talk more."

"Oh cut the crap!!! I am going out from this hell life T-ae. I am happy."

"And wha-t about me? Ju-st leav-e me everyone. I don't need you all. I am alone good."

"Sniff* My adorable tiger. My bin. This is why I want you to narry and have your family bub. You have been dealing with a load. I want a normal life for you.

"Eomma!! Hyungie never took drug nor he did any crime in his life. It's just his ex boss. Who betrayed him. Hyu-ngie loves me Eomma. He loves me more then anything.

"Tae. Love is not Everything. Somewhere a stable heart too we desires."

"It is Eomma. For me love is everything and nothing."

"Yes Love is everything and I love you Hyungie." Taehyung mumbled coming out of his thoughts. A lot have happened with him. He is broken. His mother is dying, his Hyungie too seems like slipping away from his hand. Everything ever Taehyung had is now vanishing. He is feeling like a curse on Earth. He couldn't hold onto anything to him. Everyone is leaving. Scoff* do you know what hurts more? It's that he himself is responsible for everything happening to him.

He created this mess. His stupid ass made a huge mistake a long ago leaving his village. Moreover he created a ugly path for the elder too. Jeongguk suffered, his appa left him. Moreover he never could even able to take care of his own mother. So what he could expect in return anyway!!

"Chiku!!!" Jeongguk's voice strtled the other.
"You are not okay Chiku. Tell me what is going on with you? I plead you please." Jeongguk asked carressing the other's cheeks wiping his tears.

"Hyungie you didn't say in turn, that you Love me too." Taehyung mumbled.

"Chukle* Does it even require hmm? I thought My actions were more prominent. If not then hear me out Chiku, I love You. I love you more then anyone ever did to anyone."

"Then show me." Taehyung interrupted. Which immediately increased Jeongguk's heart beats to its infinity level.

"Chi-ku we promised to-

"Hyu-ngie we have already broke Promises. And -and I don't want to wait - I can't wait anymore for you to claim me as yours. As if- as if the whole world is going to collapse from Tomorrow, as if till date no one ever loved anyone, just like you do. Show m-e." Taehyung said bringing the other's hands near to his chest and placed them over his rapid beating heart.

"Chi-ku.. you are sc-aring me-

"I want you. I want you please. Ple-ase make love to m-e Hyu-ngie. Ple-ase." With that Taehyung pulls the other holding his nape and attached their lips. And the second their lips touched both had got back their vanishing live within them. Jeongguk compiled the kiss with the immense intensity the other was putting.

"My Tae I do agree. Love is live. I have been living only because of you. Tae your Appa- Your Appa is a good person. He always took care of us. He love us. B-but when he gets drunk. He is a different person. He is no longer sweet, caring. More on he is a monster. I've gone through enough. I beg him to stop drinking only for your sake. He did promise. He promised for hundredth of times but-nothing changed.

'Eomma why you saying all?-

"T-ae. I could never be able to see the same pain in you. Jeongguk is a drug addict person-

"He is not Eomma. He is not. It was a trap. He never -

"T-ae listen to me. You are a small baby. You never seen the world like I did. You are binded by love to him just like I was to your Appa. I thought my love could change him, but I couldn't. And now I fear bun, what If- what if destiny recreates? What if You again comes to the street to have your life exam again?"

"E-omma!! Sniff*I cannot live without him. He is everything I want. E-omma ple-ase. Don't make it more complex it already is."

"Come here Tae. Come to your Eomma and sleep. Come."

Jeongguk carefully placed the younger on his bed then hovered over him while smiling.
"You are so Beautiful Chiku. So damn gorgeous." Jeongguk said nudging their nose together making the other smile heartedly. It's been ages he felt this love. To be honest he doesn't want to see the next sun. He just wants this moment to stop forever.

"And you are So handsome Hyungie."

"Chukle* Tell me something new."

"Scoff* Who looks like a bunny, a dumb bunny." Taehyung said rolling his eyes making the other to attached their lips immediately finding the other's actions more cute.

They have missed it. Their teasings on bed, their cuddlings, late night talks, their future planning, most importantly their warmth. It felt knew. So freshening.

"Are you sure you want it now, Chiku?" Jeongguk asked retreating his lips.

"Yes, I want it Hyungie. I've been craving for yo-u like crazy."

"Good because I was craving for you more." With that Jeongguk splits the other within a breath making the younger almost choke on his saliva. Now Taehyung's back is facing the other.

"Hyu-ngie it was not funny." Taehyung mumbled feeling shy at this moment. He nudged his Tomato face to the pillow.

"Oh really? First let me talk to my queen of shinning armour." Jeongguk mumbled pulling down the other's pant along with his underwear, revealing his tempting ass.

"Yaaaaahhhhh!!! We've grown up now Hyungie. Have some decency and shame!!!! Yaaaah!!"

Taehyung whinned feeling embarrassed and shy as it has been long they had these much intimacy with each other.

As for Jeongguk, He is already lost his conscience after making contact with Taehyung's ass, his prime suspect, his queen.
"Aren't these a bit more bigger now Chiku?" Jeongguk asked rubbing it tenderly. Taehyung is about to throw his fists to the teasing other.

"Stoooooooooooop it!!!!!!!!!!!!!"Taehyung shoutes wiggling from the other's grip.

"Chukle*My Chiku." Jeongguk mumbled and placed small kisses on his ass cheeks. Then he splits the other again facing him. Taehyung is now fuming in anger looking at the other.

"Awwww my -
Jeongguk could utter more already got hit by small fists over his chest making him chukle immediately, admiring the adorable puppy.

"You-y-ou cannot just tease like that-..

"Ahahahahah Okay okay I am sorry Tiger. Your Hyungie is sorry." Jeongguk said sitting up and he pulls the other to his lap. And started to shower him with puppy licks all over his face.

"I am still trying to realise the situation that you are with me for real Chiku. Let me have my time hmm?" Jeongguk asked carressing other's back.

Taehyung just nod his head shyly looking at his naked lap. With a chukle Jeongguk pulls out the shy other's shirt as well making him completely naked now.

"My adorable Chiku."jeongguk mumbled eyeing the other's physics.

"Yaaaah I am shy." Taehyung whinned nudging his head to the other's chest.

"Don't be too much cute Chiku, I might break down at this moment."

With that Jeongguk straddled the other on the bed making him gasps his air.
"So beautiful." He mumbled carressing other's Milky thighs forming goosebumps all over the younger's body.

"Hyu-ngie." Taehyung moaned when he felt the other's lips on his sensitive thighs.

Jeongguk traces his soft lips all over to his toes and give them some kitten licks making Taehyung to jerks back out of tingling sensation.

"Hyu-ngie that's dirty." Taehyung mumbled trying to retreat his legs but Jeongguk is not in that sense to listen now.

He spreads Taehyung's legs more positioning himself on middle. His tattoed hand is all over Taehyung's body carressing on it but his left hand is now on the other's penis making him moan out loud.

With a smirk Jeongguk puts it into his mouth immediately making The other screams out loud.

"NO!!! IT'S DIRTY HYU-NGIE.. DON'T!!!" Taehyung panicked when the other started to move his tongue around his dick.

"St-op you....uummhh.. cannot... It's di-rty. Hmmm." Taehyung mumbled followed by his own moans. His grips around the bedsheet tightened when Jeongguk rapidly started to Bob his mouth around his hard sheft almost rising his orgasm. After a moment,

"NO!!! I THINK!!! I THINK!!! I AAAAHH MIGHT PEE NOW!!! HYU-NGIE!!! I NEED TO PEE!!! BATHROOM!!!AAAAHHHH."With a loud scream Taehyung's first ever sexual orgasm bursted out.

It really made the younger to immediately bursted out sobbing making the other confused.
"What's wro-ng Chi-ku? Did I make you uncomfortable?"

"Hyu-ngie I peed. I didn't wa-nt sob* I wanted to hol-d it.. but.. sniff* I lost control." Taehyung said.

"Chukle* Idiot. You didn't pee. It's normal Chiku. Look I enjoyed it. I am happy. Look it's not pee. It's your...umm.... It's your milk."

"Man doesn't have mil-k.. stop lying."

"Gosh!!! It indeed Milk. Smell it. It doesn't smell like pee." Jeongguk comes forth and open his mouth.

"Ewwww...... Ewwwww...yuckkkkk!!!! Don't kiss me anymore. You are dirty. You eat dirty Hyungie." Taehyung made disgusting face pushing the other from him.

Jeongguk almost about to smack the other's dumb head but hold onto himself. While rolling his eyes he undressed himself showing his abs with his huge jr to the other making Taehyung almost drooled at the view.

"Now now. That I am dirty. I might have some physical distance from someone." Jeongguk mumbled shrugging his shoulders.

"NO!!! Not after this." Taehyung mumbled eyeing the other.

"Smirk* oh really."
With that Jeongguk hovers over the other Letting their hard sefts to rub making them moan.

"Hyu-ngie I want to you to hold my hands and kiss on it." Taehyung mumbled which jeongguk compiled immediately.

"I want you to pour out your each emotions when you do it." Taehyung uttered again.

"Chukle* I love you Chi-ku." Jeongguk mumbled carressing his cheeks. And it was Everything Taehyung wanted at this moment a comforting heart.

"I love you more Hyu-ngie. I- Hyu-ngie, If you ever find me leaving you again, then please p-romise me you would find someone better who would never leave you at your worst." Taehyung said almost breaking down.

"S-o you are planning to lea-ve me again right Chi-ku?"

"Only my corpse could do so." Taehyung uttered.

"THEN LISTEN." Jeongguk sobs out loud not finding any way to console his heart anymore.
"Chiku I don't know how to say, but living a life without y-ou scares me to death. I don't want to loose you anymore. It has been so hard for me without you. Since my childhood I never learnt to see the stars alone. You were there with me too. I- I- don't know where it all went wrong but..sniff* ..... I might - I might-

"Hyu-ngie..shhh...shh." Taehyung pulls the other to a hug consoling him. Jeongguk's sobs are getting heavier making the other to almost break apart. God knows why everyone is taking life exams from them. Isn't it obvious that they wants each other.

"Chik-u don't leave me again. All I want it you now and nothing." Jeongguk said hugging the younger more.

"I will never Hyungie. This time I will make everything right. I promise."

"I love you Hyungie."

"I love you Chi-ku."