I have been under the shower for an whole hour now leaving Joshua alone to breakfast. I needed to calm down and I can't say I am feeling alright but still decide to go out because Shua will worry. I walk into my room and see Joshua standing there about to change his shirt. That's when I see his back and I walk over.

He turned around when he saw me looking at me a little worried, curious but not saying anything. He holds his shirt in his hand and I grab his shoulders and turn him around to look at his back.
„Did I do this?" I ask while looking and carefully touching the scratches on his back.

„Ah that? Don't worry about that it doesn't hurt." I sigh and hug him from behind. I rest my head on his back and wrap my hands tightly around his body.
„Is everything ok?" he asks rubbing my hands gently with his.
„I am so sorry. For everything that is happening."
„Why are you sorry? It's not your fault at all." he turns around and looks at me with a warm smile.

If I knew that his smile was all I needed to calm down I wouldn't have been under the shower for so long.
„It's so nice to have you here." he cups my face with his hands.

„You should ask me how happy I am to be by your side. How long I waited for this." he says not breaking eye contact with me. I could drown in his beautiful eyes. I couldn't stop looking until Shua slowly removes his hands from my face and tightens one hand around my waist pulling me closer to him. His other hand was playing with my fingers until he started caressing my arm all the way up. I flinch and I see Joshua smiling. He must have noticed what impact he has on me. My other hand is on his chest feeling how his heart is hammering against it.

I don't let him stop while his hand moves up and down. He eyes jump from my eyes to my lips and without knowing I move in closer.
„I want to taste them so badly." he says in a low voice making my neck hair stand up.
„Who said you can't?" I say and it doesn't even take seconds and his lips are pressed on mine. It was a mess my arms locked behind his neck and his hands holding my waist wanting to pull me closer and closer. My hand slides down to his chest making him flinch. He pulls back grasping for air but I want more. I can't keep my lips away from his and he pulls away again.

„I.... I can't breathe." he says and I was breathing irregularly too.
„God I want you so much." is what my leaves my lips and Joshua picks me up while I wrap my legs around him my lips back on his. He lays me down on the bed which was now full of his scent which I loved. Joshua pulls off my oversize shirt which I was wearing, laying there with only my underwears now.
„You are you so beautiful." he says while his lips make the was down to my jaw and then to my neck which makes me grab his arm.

He grabs my hands and pins them on the bed next to my head intertwining my fingers with his. His lips were planted all over my heated body while I felt the oxygen leaving my lungs. I felt dizzy trying to catch my breathe but it was worth it because it was the best feeling I ever had.

He stops for a moment and looks at my tucking my hair behind my ear.
„Is this ok?" he asks worried.
„This is perfect." I say with a shaky voice and he smiles while reuniting his lips with mine...

So y'all... I moved into my new house this week so I was very busy. I finally found some time to update today so I hope you enjoy. This story is also coming to and end soon so thanks for reading till now and I hope you guys will stay till the very end. 🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️