20: I Love You And Always Will (LAST CHAPTER)
Hey guys so this is the last chapter of Your Guardian Angel :( I really can't believe it I never really thought I could write one but here I am so since this is the last chapter please tell me your over all thoughts below of this story :) ~Andrea
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Isabella's POV
It's been four days since we left Harry and he's still not returned. Louis found a quiet place a few miles from where we last saw Harry to stay; he says it's too dangerous to go back to their flat. He's afraid Marcus and his group might be there.
I've been worried sick about Harry wondering constantly if he's alright and when he's going to be back. I know he wasn't completely honest with me but I've put that behind me, I truly miss him. I just want to know that he's alright.
It's Christmas Eve and I've never spent it like this, sleeping out in the middle of the forest hoping a bear doesn't come and attack me while I'm sleeping, not being able to eat very much for we barely have any food -the only thing I have ate is fish, fish and more fish. I guess we're lucky Niall did find the little river not far from our camp area but still, fish gets old real fast. One good thing that has happened since we've been out here is that Niall and Leah have become very close the boys and I have came up with a couple name for them, Neah. They both seem to like it.
The more I see of Leah and Niall and how cute they look I just keep thinking of Harry wondering when he's going to get back or if he ever will.
"Hey." I heard a voice say
I looked up to see Louis standing in front of me with a small smile.
"Hey." I said back
"You okay? You've seemed very distant lately." he said sitting down beside me with his back pushed up to the tree trunk I'm currently sitting against
"Yeah, I guess. I'm just really worried about Harry." I said not looking at him
"He'll come back." he said
"You really think so?" Louis looked over at me saying,
"I know so." we sat there in silence for what felt like forever before I finally spoke.
"What's the real reason Marcus wants me so bad?" I was kinda afraid of the answer but I needed to ask
"I think Harry should tell you" he replied back
"But what if Harry never comes back?"
"Like I said he will-" I cut him off,
"But what if he doesn't? Let's just say he doesn't come back, then who will tell me?" I said now completely facing him
He sighed before speaking.
"Fine I'll tell you."
I smiled.
"It is true, Marcus does want you because you're pure but there's a reason behind that for why..."
"And what is that reason?" I asked
"Because you can set him free, you can bring him back to life." I processed it for a minute
How could I bring him back to life? And why me?
"How?" I said wondering how this was supposed to work
"It works like this, one innocent life for a sinful one. All he has to do is kill you on the day he died; when you die he will gain your life. Not have your life but it will bring him back to life and you will unfortunately die " I was trying to take it all in
So that's why he wants me, he wants me so he can get his life back but why me?
"Why me, why not someone else?"
"Pure and innocent life's are hard to find these days " he said
"Oh." I guess that is true, most girls don't care or respect themselves so I guess if you have a pure life in hands reach then you would go for that one instead of going out and finding one
After me and Louis talked for a bit about random things we went back to the camp area to find Leah and Niall making out behind a tree.
"Get a room." I laughed covering my eyes acting like a child
"We're in the forest; this is the closest we got." Niall yelled over at us playfully
I walked over towards the bon fire Zayn made earlier.
"Hey." I said looking over at Zayn
He quickly put the locket he was holding in his pocket. I raised an eyebrow saying,
"What was that?"
"Nothing, nothing at all." I looked at him knowing he wasn't telling the truth and saying,
"C'mon what was it?" He looked at me then said,
"It was a picture" he replied back
"Of a very special girl." he added
Zayn showed me the picture of the girl. She was beautiful, had medium blonde length hair and had a very nice body. She looked quite petite.
Soon after all the boys and Leah came and set down by the fire. It wasn't dark yet but night time was nearing. I sat there looking at the boys and Leah, they seemed to be having a good time; laughing and telling jokes. Did they forget that Harry was still out there? Or was I the only one really worried about him. I knew that Louis said before that he would have never left him if he didn't think he wouldn't be alright but I just can't seem to understand why they act like nothing's wrong.
I feel like I'm in my own world, like no one can see me. It's just me and my thoughts; they don't seem to notice my odd behavior. All I want is for him to come back tomorrow, Christmas. That's what I want, for my angel to come back. The laughing and giggling stopped.
I looked at everybody to see all their gazes set in one direction. I looked in the direction to see nothing but hear the cracking of branches and leafs crunching. The first thing that popped in my mind was Marcus, he had found us. This was it, we wouldn't make it out, he would take me and kill me and the others but when the person showed themselves I jumped up and ran over to them.
It was Harry, I wrapped my arms around him saying,
"I thought I lost you! I thought they killed you or something, I thought I'd never see you-" I was crying by now
"Sh it's okay, I'm here. You didn't lose me and they can't kill me. I'm here, sh." he cooed
We just stayed there, wrapped in each other's arms. When my tears would fall he would wipe them away and I did the same for him. It was like my world had been fixed, the broken heart I had was fixed. Fixed by him returning.
After a good five minutes of holding each other in our arms we finally let go so that Harry could give the boys a hug as well.
"I'm glad you made it back." Louis said hugging him
"Yeah, I kinda doubted you would." Zayn added
"Well I'm glad I made it back too." Harry said looking over at me, I couldn't help but smile
"How 'bout we all get cleaned up so we can eat." Liam said
"What are we going to eat?" Leah asked
"Wait and see." Liam replied
With that everyone went their ways. I think Leah and Niall went where they've been sleeping and Zayn, Louis and Liam all went in one direction. I'm not really sure where though, that left me and Harry alone. He looked at me and smiled, I smiled back saying,
"How about we go get cleaned up?" He nodded so I grabbed his hand leading him towards the small river
After weaving through trees for about five minutes we finally came to a stop.
"Here we are." I said looking at the small water area
There were trees surrounding the whole area. Thankfully the cold weather hadn't frozen the water but it was still very cold. I was here yesterday cleaning up and the water was quite chilly. Harry walked over to the water bending down testing the water before washing off.
"Perfect!" He mused
Was he being sarcastic because that water is far from 'perfect'. He began to take off his shirt
"You're not getting in that are you?" I asked with an eyebrow raised
"Sure, why not?" Um maybe because you're going to freeze your balls off
That's what I wanted to say but I decided not to.
"Isn't it cold?" I asked but he just started to slip off his pants but stopped right before he pulled them down
"Don't look." he sounded kinda serious so I covered my eyes
I heard his pants drop followed by a splash. I opened my eyes not believing that he actually got in the freezing water.
"Are you crazy?!" I half yelled
"No just dead." he said smirking
"It doesn't bother me, I can't feel it. If anything I like it because the colder or hotter it is the better because I start to slightly feel and that doesn't really happen very often." he explained
I walked over to the water dipping my toes in. I quickly removed them it was so cold.
"Sucks being alive doesn't?" He teased swimming around like it was 80 degrees in there
"I'll just shower when I get home." I said sitting down beside the water
"So are you going to go smelling 'til you get home?" He smirked
"Yes, yes I am." I said proudly
I don't really care, we all were going to smell pretty bad so I'll just fit in with the rest. He swam over towards me crossing his arms, resting his elbows on the ground in front of me letting the rest of his body wade in the water. He smiled at me.
"What?"
"Nothing, just looking." he said still smiling
He slowly took my ankles and put them in the water. It was cold but I kept back the urge to scream from the sudden coldness. He started to pull the rest of my legs in but I stopped him.
"Remember I can feel." I warned
"And doesn't that make you feel alive?" He asked
"Well it definitely reminds me that I am alive." I shot back
"Please." he whispered
Now how was I suppose to say no?
"I have nothing to wear." I say truthfully
I don't, I'm not going in with my clothes on because then I won't have anything to wear and I'm most definitely not going in naked.
"Wear my shirt." he said
I thought about it before saying,
"Then what will you put on." I said watching as he bobbed his head up and down in the water
"I won't get cold just put it on please." was I really going to do this?
Get in the water with Harry half naked wearing his shirt, not to mention the water feels below freezing. I decided to do it. I got up walking over to his shirt saying,
"You sure?" He nodded and said,
"I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't." I just smiled and said,
"Don't look." he obeyed turning around
I pulled my dirty sweater over my head then unbuttoned my jeans and slid them off. I quickly put on the shirt, it coming to about the middle of my thigh.
I thought for a second, should I take off my bra? I knew I wasn't going to take my underwear off but what about my bra? I decided to leave it on.
"Okay you can look." Harry turned around and smiled
Not like a creepy smile but a sweet one.
"You look beautiful." I could feel myself blush
"Thanks." I smiled back
I walked over to the water putting my feet in; I pulled back from the coldness. I have no idea how I'm going to get in. Harry saw how cold the water seemed to me so he got out and came over to me. He stood in front of me, he is quite a bit taller than me but I'm also pretty tall.
"Here." he said taking my hands in his and slowly leading me into the water
it was freezing but I ignored it focusing on Harry. I was now waist in, I knew this would be the hard part. I've always had trouble getting in pools, I could get my legs in but once I got to the stomach I would normally have to get out and just jump in. He saw the faces I was making and brought me into a hug.
At first I thought it was kinda weird but then I realized what he was doing. He was slowly getting me used to the water by him hugging me. His body got mine wet, he hugged me tighter as we went fully in. Once in it wasn't that bad, yes it was cold but I could stand it.
"Now that wasn't so bad was it?" Harry asked looking down at me
"No you made it easier." I said back
Harry and I just swam around for awhile before I asked a question that had been bugging me.
"Did you get Marcus and them?" Harry looked down before speaking
"No but they won't bother you anymore." I didn't ask any others questions seeing that Harry didn't even want to answer that one
"Turn around." he said
"What?" He didn't say anything and just pushed me farther down in the water 'til my face was barely on the surface
He started to wash my hair by running his hands through it and rubbing lightly. To tell you the truth it actually felt nice. After a few minutes of him washing my hair I said that I wanted to do his, he let me.
As I ran my fingers through his hair and softly rubbed I noticed he had his eyes closed enjoying the moment. Once done we got out trying our best to dry off. I was now shaking from the cool air. Harry took notice and wrapped his arms around me keeping me warm.
Once dry I quickly put on my jeans and sweater while Harry put his pants on -since his shirt was too wet he just stuck with his jeans.
"Ready?" he said
I nodded following him back to the camp area. It didn't take very long 'til we were back.
"There you are." Louis said walking towards us
"I was beginning to think you wouldn't come back." he added
"We just had to wash up a bit." I said
"Okay, well dinner is this way." Louis said pointing towards an area I have never been
We followed Louis for about three minutes until we came upon a place that was cleared from trees. It was a circle like area with a big table in the middle with loads of food. Lantern's were hung in the trees surrounding the little cleared out area. It was quite beautiful with the different coloured lanterns lighting up the night sky.
We walked over to the table and sat down, the chairs were soft with red cushions on each chair. Harry took a seat beside me, not one minute later Leah and Niall came and sat down across from us followed by Zayn and Louis while Liam took a seat at the end of the table.
"Where did all of this come from?" I asked still amazed
"I have my ways." Liam replied
"Plus, I wanted tonight to be special. Since it is Christmas Eve I thought we would have a nice family like dinner." he added
"We are family." Harry said looking over at me
We all ate until we just couldn't eat anymore. Louis started telling funny story's from when he was little followed by Harry making some knock knock jokes, they were pretty bad but I laughed anyways. We just sat around for a couple of hours just laughing and having an over all great time. I looked over at Harry to see him laughing, his dimples were showing making him look even happier. He looked over at me still laughing, I just smiled.
Maybe this could work, us. We could live the rest of our lives -well my life- together. If every second could be like this it would be perfect. It was about thirty minutes until twelve o'clock so we started to head back to the camp area, Harrys hand wrapped around mine. We were just coming up on the bon fire when Harry stopped. I looked at him and said,
"What's wrong?" He just pulled me closer to him and said,
"I want to show you something." I nodded following him the opposite direction of the camp area
"What is it you wanted to show me ?" I asked breaking the silence
"You'll see, we're almost there." he replied
We walked for about five more minutes 'til we came upon a hill. I stoped before walking any farther, it looked familiar. Like I've been here before. I heard water crashing on what sounded like rocks just up the hill. Harry looked over at me saying,
"What is it?"
"I-I feel like I've been here before." he took a step closer saying,
"You have." I looked at him thinking, how did he know I've been here before?
It looked familiar, I don't ever remember driving up here to this hill but I remember being here. It then hit me, I remember having a dream. A dream of Harry. I tried calling out to him but he couldn't hear me, I then remember him jumping off he cliff.
"Y-you jumped." I stuttered out
"I did, you were brought here by what you thought was a dream but really was a memory of mine." he said
"Why, why would you do that?" I said really not knowing why he would let me see the way he died
"I just did, it's hard to explain." he said calmly
"Now c'mon." he pulled my arm taking me farther up the hill 'til we were near the edge
It was quite beautiful with the stars and moon shining on the ocean water below us.
"It's beautiful " I whispered still amazed at the view
"It is." he pulled me close to him
I just stared into his emerald green eyes. I felt my feet leave the ground, I look down to see us floating in thin air. I never really get used to this.
"Will you dance with me?" He finally broke the silence
"I, uh... I can't dance." I said looking down ashamed
He just pulled me even closer than what we were before -if that is even possible- and started rocking back and forth. I had my head resting on his shoulder while he had his cheek rested on my head. He hummed a tune that sounded like an Ed Sheeran song.
We just rocked back and forth still floating in the air for what felt like forever, Harry started to slowly lower us to the ground until our feet hit the cool snow covered ground.
"It's almost Christmas " he whispered
I looked at his watch it reading 11:57pm.
"Harry there's something I need to tell you" I said looking him straight in the eyes
"No, there's something I need to tell you." he said putting a hand on my cheek
"Isabella I've always had feelings for you. Ever since the first time I saw you, you were and still are the most beautiful, amazing and smartest person I know. When I see you I can't stop from smiling, I just get this happy feeling that I've never got before. My life was so dull and boring before you but now I have a reason to smile, I don't know how else to say this but I think I'm in love with you." as Harry said that he thought he was in love with me my heart started beating fast
I've waited for him to say that, I never thought he would though.
"No, I know I'm in love with you." he added I just smiled saying,
"I love you Harry." with that Harry leaned in slowly brushing his lips against mine until he started to kiss me softly
It was sweet yet passionate. I kissed back putting my hands on his chest not knowing we're to put them. He had one hand on my cheek while the other was on my waist. It felt so right kissing him, it was nothing like I had ever felt before. I got this warm feeling inside of me even though it was below freezing outside.
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That warm feeling was soon replaced by a sharp pain shooting through my heart.
I backed up a bit from Harry, our lips no longer attached grabbing at my heart.
"What's wrong?" he said coming closer to me
I was about to say I'm fine but another pain shot through my chest. I screamed out in pain, this one was much worse.
"Isabella, what's wrong? Talk to me!" he said making me look at him
Tears had filled my eyes, I then felt a sharp pain in my back followed by another one right beside it I fell to the ground grabbing at my heart. Again, what is happening to me?
"Baby come on tell me something!" Harry yelled
I knew he was just trying to figure something out but I couldn't form words. He had tears in his eyes, they started to fall making red cuts down his cheeks. I reached to wipe them away but a stab like pain hit my heart I cried out in pain as another hit it and did it over and over.
It felt like someone was taking a knife and stabbing me in the heart. I laid back letting my body lay on the snow covered ground. I felt my eyes begin to close as Harry hovered over me trying to keep me awake.
"Come on baby, stay awake!" he cried
"Louis!" he yelled I could feel the tears running down my cheeks along with Harry's
He wiped mine away but they were just replaced by more.
"Baby I'm so sorry" he cried more
"I-I didn't know this was going to happen. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry." he laid his head on my chest as he cried those words
I wanted so badly to tell him it's alright and hold him in my arms but I couldn't. I slowly felt my body shutting down, my vision became blury as tears filled my eyes. Harry looked up at me still crying, soon black spots started to cover my vision along with my eyes starting to close.
"No, no! Baby stay awake! D-don't leave me." he cried the last part
I could barely hear for my world slowly turned to dark.
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Third Persons POV
Isabella laid lifeless in the hospital bed as Harry sat right by her side hoping for a miracle, hoping that his lover would awaken but sadly she never did.
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Third Persons POV
It was the day of the funeral, the day Harry had dreaded since they had lost hope and unplugged Isabella from Life Support. He had put on his best suit and wiped the tears that had fallen and drove to the cemetery where the funeral and barrel was being held at.
As he got out of the car, walking slowly the cool December wind cutting through him as he neared the area where she laid in an open casket. He walked up to the casket looking down upon his love. She wore a long white laced dress and her long curly hair blew in the wind. He takes a red rose and and slips it in her hands. He slowly walks over to the seats where her mother and Leah sit along with the boys and other close family of Isabella's. They wait for the funeral to start, once started Harry finds himself not being able to focus on what is being said until he hears his name called. He walks slowly to the front where Isabella lays and stops. He looks at her before turning around and pulling out a piece a paper.
"Isabella was a beautiful, kind and loving girl. The kind of person you wouldn't mind spending the rest of your life with.
I knew her longer than she knew I knew her but when I finally gained enough courage to talk to her it was the best thing I think I could have ever done.
Her beauty captivated me, she was so natural. Unlike most of the girls now a days who wear so much makeup you couldn't even see if they were pretty or not from the amount they wore. That was one of the things I loved about her, she hardly wore makeup and when she did she looked stunning. Her kindness made me love her even more. She was always kind, even to the most unkind people. The way she loved when she would hug me, it felt so right. I would get this tingling feeling and when we shared our first kiss I swear I felt fireworks. It was so sweet yet passionate but unfortunately that kiss ended in this.
It's hard to except that when you ask the doctor how she died and he tells you by a kiss. Try excepting that, you can't. I don't really know how I'm supposed to go on with out this amazing girl in my life. I heard the best thing to do is just try to forget and move on but I don't want to forget her and all the good times. I want to keep those close to my heart along with her..."
Harry cried softly walking over towards Isabella and laying a note right next to the rose and saying,
"I love you and I always will." he walked back to his seat sitting down in the very back as her mother and Leah both shared some things about Isabella
After the funeral is over and they're getting ready to bury her everyone says their final goodbyes to the girl laying in the wooden casket.
Once everyone is making their way to their cars Harry stands up and walks over to her leaning down and kissing her soft cold lips for the last time. He turns around and walks away leaving the love of his life behind, not hearing
the small beat of a heart.
The End
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