a/n: oh my god this is so embarrassing I can't believe I actually wrote +1k words of bad smut just for thank you

THANK YOU FOR 2K I'M SCREAMING

I mean, I'm expressing my gratitude with some gay sex??? why

I'm really bad at this but I tried, don't hate me pls
and - 4 chapters to the end, how sad🌞

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"Why did he die Dan I want to cry," he says and I giggle.

"I knew he was going to die, I love your reaction"

"I need a moment," he says and shuts up. "This isn't possible"

"I'm sorry," I smile. "C'mon"

"I hate you," he says and laughs soon after. "This film is horrible, I don't want to watch it anymore"

"Okay, me neither," I agree and I place my face between his neck. "I want to cuddle"

He caresses my hair and kisses my forehead, "I love you"

"Mh"

"You're too close to my neck"

I detach myself and I look at him smiling, I move for stay comfortable and I kiss him. "Do you like neck kisses?"

"Are you flirting with me?" he giggles.

"Maybe," I smile.

"I like them, a lot," he says and I approach kissing under his neck.

"And do you like hickeys too?" I mumble continuing.

"Dan don't do that here, I have to work and it will be hard to hide," he says.

"It will not, c'mon," I say but he moves. "Then I'll do one when me and you only can see it," I whisper and I take off his shirt.

"You're flirty as fuck," he says but he lets me do it.

"Mh," I giggle biting and sucking his pale skin on the chest. "You're beautiful"

"So are you," he whispers.

"I feel inexperienced," I say honestly.

"Why? You're going great," he smiles and looks down seeing the red mark. "Look what you did"

"I already did this but Phil.. I haven't touched anyone in my entire life," I laugh a little.

"Touch me"

"But-" I try to say but he inverts the positions, now I'm back to back with the bed and he's on me.

"Let me teach you something," he says and stars unbuttoning my shirt. "Can I?"

"Of course you can," I smile and he approaches to my neck, then I start to laugh. "PHIL PLEASE STOP IT"

"What's wrong?" he laughs too.

"You're tickling me," I say.

"Okay, so I can't kiss your neck or you'll laugh like a baby," he says and smiles.

"I'm sorry," I say. "I didn't know it felt like that"

"Didn't anyone kiss your neck?" he asks.

"No"

"Cool," he says. "Can I try again?" he asks and I nod, then he approaches again and I try not to laugh. Indeed this time I like it and he's not tickling me. "Okay?"

"Okay," I say and I put my hands around his waist, they were on the bed before.

"This is gonna be awkward," he whispers.

"Be patient please," I smile while he continues.

"I'm so patient," he says and starts kissing down.

"Love is about that"

"Patience?" he asks.

"Yeah, and other things.. like, you're tickling me again," I whisper and he looks at me immediately.

"You're impossible," he giggles and goes back on my lips.

"I'm actually nervous"

"Don't," he smiles. "Do you want to do it?"

"Do you?"

"Listen," he kisses me. "If you want to, we can. If you don't we just stay here and cuddle. I don't want to force you with anything"

"You're too kind," I say. I'm so happy because he really cares about me. "I want to"

"Okay," he says. "Tonight is all about you then"

"About us," I whisper.

"Do I have the permission?" he asks putting a hand on the zip of my jeans.

"Jesus Phil, yes," I chuckle.

"I wanted to be sure," he says and try to take them off but he fails. "Fuck you and your skinny jeans"

"Fuck you," I say and I help him.

"Relationship goals," he giggles and takes them off completely. "Nice body Daniel"

"Modestly," I smile. "Let me take off yours too"

"Yes," he says and I do it. "Nice boxers Philip"

"Don't watch there," he giggles and kisses my neck again.

"But I want to," I say and he kisses me.

"Well," he says and rubs his body against mine.

"Mh, I like it," I whisper.

"Already hard Danny?" he giggles.

"It's not that simple"

"I don't think so," he smiles and kisses down.

"Hurry up Phiiil"

"I said it two seconds ago," he says and puts his hands on my boxers. "I'm nervous too oh God"

"Shut up," I smile.

He say nothing and kisses on my tummy and down, he opens my legs a little and kisses the skin there.

"Mmh," I mumble. "Take them off please"

"Yes," he says and does it. I feel uncomfortable but that feeling disappear when I feel his hand around my member and his lips back on mines.

He starts moving it and it's actually good. I smile between kisses and he smiles too, then he goes away. "Um, is it okay?"

"Totally," I smile.

"Get seated," he says and I do it. He removes his hand and approaches with his mouth, then he starts licking and sucking my tip.

My hand is between his hair, it feels so good. I feel my breath becoming heavy and I moan a little, then I push his head deeper and he understands what I want and he goes deeper, I feel in heaven or something like that.

"Phil," I mumble and he stops for some seconds, looking at me in the eyes.

"Okay?" he asks. I nod and he gets back on me,

He mumbles and continues sucking, after some seconds he kisses up and I notice him back on my lips again.

"Jesus Phil, you're good at this," I mutter and I look down his boxers, they're too close for him now. We kiss for some seconds and yen I get off taking them off.

"Impatient?" he smiles.

"Yeah"

"If you want to stop here we can, you kn-"

"Shut up and fuck me," I say and I blush short after.

"I have the stuff in my bag," he says and gets up.

"So you knew this was going to happen," I giggle.

"Of course I knew it," he giggles and goes checking in his bag. "Here I am. I hate this part"

"Why?"

"No, it's just.. I don't want to hurt you, and this will hurt at the beginning," he says and seems worried.

"Phil," I smile and I caress his cheek. "It's okay, you know? Don't worry"

"Okay," he kisses me. "I love you so much"

"I love you too," I smile. "C'mon"

"Yes," he smiles and opens the lube. "Open your legs"

I do it and he nods, then I feel his finger in me. I immediately put my hands behind his back and I try to don't think about it.

"It's okay, you'll like it," he says and adds another one. Then he kisses my neck, maybe because he wants to distract me. "I'm sorry"

"Move it," I whisper.

"You're so beautiful," he whispers too and starts moving them in me, then he adds the third. "I love you. This is the last one, okay? We're done, just some seconds"

"Okay," I say and he stops getting off. He puts some lubricant around his member and on my opening and I feel him in me soon after. "Jesus Christ"

"Alright?"

"Y-yes, move," I whisper and I close my eyes. He starts doing in and out slowly and I like it. He caresses my cheek and I open my eyes, I see that he's smiling.

"Are you okay baby?"

I nod and I close them again, still smiling. I search for his hand and when I found it I hold it, he does the same. I feel his lips on my neck and I smile. "D-don't stop Phil"

"No"

"Fuck this feels good," I say. We don't talk anymore, I can only hear our moans. His head is pushed on my chest at every thrust and this is hot. "Mmh Phil"

He watches and me in the eyes and I don't want to break the contact because it's wonderful, then he kisses me.

"Dan," he whispers.

"Yeah just fuck, there," I mumble.

He giggles and continues, after some minutes I feel that he comes but he continues. A minute later I come too and our stomachs are literally a mess.

"Done?"

"Done," I say out of breath.

He gets off and hugs me, breathing heavily for a little. "That was beautiful"

"Thank you Phil," I say.

"Thank you," he smiles and kisses me. "We need a shower"

"Totally. But not now, I'm tired and I want cuddles"