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Emma pov

John and I was sitting on the couch watching cartoons "ill be back" i told John. He nods his head, i walk in the kitchen to find something to eat. When i turned around John was standing by the counter "your alright" i asked he smiles at me. I felt butterflies in my stomach as he began to walk to me. He looks me in eyes, his eye are so beautiful "thank you Emma" he said. His hands went on both sides of my face he closed his eyes as his got closer and closer to mine until his lips were on mine. I closed my eyes and kissed him back, our lips still locked together as we back into the counter. He lifts me up on the counter sliding his tongue in my mouth. I moan in his mouth wrapping my arms around his neck. He moves between my legs putting his crotch against my cunt. He moves against me taking his lips off mine to my neck putting my fingers in his hair. I close my eyes biting my bottom lip enjoying the feeling hearing him moan turning me on more "mmm does that feel good" he said pressing against me more "mhm" i moaned. He rubbed harder and moved faster against me as we both moaned louder "ah shit mmmm" he said kissing me hard moving our tongues together. My fingers dig into his shoulders as i get closer and closer, he bites my bottom lip as we both came. John looks at me smirking pulling away from me. I looked at him feeling guilty because I knew Lizzie would feel some way about me liking John, that's why I never told her I did "john we shouldn't have done that..." He gives me a concerning look "oh...well um....right we shouldn't have I dont know what I was thinking....but Emma I..really think that your beautiful....i know I told you about me and lizzie but believe it or not I like you both...now I know that lizzie likes Paul and I know you though that was a bad idea..but I didn't. Dont feel guilty luv..i know this is just weird or whatever but...im starting to fall in love with you. You beautiful funny caring...something about you just make me want you. For a while I thought it was just a one day thing but now I see its not. I love you and I need you to love me back.." Tears started to form in my eyes, the last boyfriend I had was abusive. John and Lizzie used to take care of me when I was with him. But ever since I never had another boyfriend "I would love to love you but I cant" he wipes the tears from my eyes lifting my face up to his "Emma i won't do what he did to you please just give me a chance please." He pleaded. I nod my head as he kissed my lips I kissed him back, he took his lips off mine hugging me. "I love you Emma" "I love you too John"