John pov

"Alright good job mates. George can I talk to ye for a second" George runs over to me "yea" "you talked to Paul" "yea he's pissed at me though" "why" "he thinks I told Liz about Paul cheating" "hm" "I'm guessing you told her" "had to" "and" "she didn't believe me at first but today she told me and Emma sorry for everythin" "man..I feel bad for lizzie ya know. Someone like her shouldn't be so heartbroken" "maybe you should get after her then" "very funny, so what's your plans for the rest of the day" "going to Emma's" "you guys are pretty close" "I mean she is important to me" "you fancy her don't you" "I more than fancy her George" "really" "George I've never felt this way before about a girl. I mean I've cared about people before but it's like I have to have her there. It's not a obsession its....I don't know what it is George. Maybe I'm just overreactin" "or maybe you love her" I stare at him for a second. Then began to pack up my guitar. I told everyone bye and began walking to Emma's. The comment George made was stuck in my head. Am I in love with Emma. I think about her 24/7, I love being around her. I feel so connected to her in many ways. It's something about her that I crave or maybe i just need her in general. Finally at Emma's house I knock on the door. A couple seconds later Emma answered with a smile on her face. So beautiful she is. "Hey John come in" "Liz still here" I asked walking in "yea she's in the living room" I nodded then went into the living room. Liz was sitting in the couch covered with a blanket. I sat next to her "you've been here all day" "pretty much" "sweet" Emma comes back in the room getting under a blanket. "Emma what time is it" Liz asked "7:30" "oh my gosh I have to go I didn't realize it was so late. See you guys tomorrow" "bye Liz" both of us said "alone again" Emma said "ye aunt isn't here" "she has night shift" "ah" "want a blanket" "I want your blanket" she smiles softly cuddling up next to me giving me some of her cover. I kiss the top of her head as she lays on my chest. Once again I began to think "Emma" "yea" "have you ever been in love" she didn't speak for a while "I only thought I was" "what would make you" "not sure" I silence fell over us. She looks up at me with a raised eyebrow and I look down at her "what" "nothing" "come off it" "why the questions" "I'm just askin" she continues to look at me and kisses my cheek. I quickly gave her a kiss on the lips and she smile at me. For the rest of the night we laid on the couch cuddling and watching movies until we fell asleep. I woke up later that night in the same position. Stretching a little not to wake up Emma. She buries her face in my shirt, I stared at her with a smirk on my face. Maybe I should go home for the night I know Mimi is worried about where I am. I gently picked Emma up and carried her upstairs to her bed. Laying her down I pulled the cover over her then kissed her head. "Goodnight Emma, sleep tight I love you." Heading down stairs I heard the door open. It was aunt Kat. She looks at me smiling but also surprised. "Hey John how are you" "I'm good aunt Kat" "are you leaving" "yea I should head home Mimi would be worried about me" "aw ok well hopefully I'll see you tomorrow ok" she gives me a kiss on the cheek and a hug "I'll be over tomorrow goodnight aunt Kat" "goodnight John" aunt Kat was the closest to a mum that I've had. I'm not discrediting Mimi but she doesn't have that type of affection to me. She's very strict but I know that's how she is because she loves me. If she didn't love me she wouldn't have thought to take me in. Even if I gave her multiple reasons to why I should be in a orphanage, it's not like she hasn't said it to me before. I haven't felt this much love since me mum. She passed away last year I still haven't gotten over it. Aunt Kat has always been there for me especially during that time, that's why I love her. Plus she knew me mum. I reached home opening the door quietly and closing it. I headed up stairs to check Mimi's room she was sleeping. Then headed to my room. I took off my pants and shirt, got in my bed falling straight to sleep.