John pov

I walked home after spending a hour with Emma. Upon my arrival home I saw Lizzie walking by herself. Quickly I walked up to her. "Hey Liz" she looks at me and kept walking. Before she walked any further I grabbed her arm turning her around facing me. "Listen to me will ya" "what do we have to talk about John" "well first maybe you should reconsider your relationship with Paul" "really John you're still hurt about that" I had to think about it really.  My feelings weren't hurt at all. At this point I just wanted to be a good friend to her since I know how she feels about me. Plus I'm pretty fond of Emma, out of all the gals in Liverpool Emma. "My feelings aren't hurt Liz now stop being a ass and fuckin listen to me for once!" She looks at me in shock but continued to listen "Paul doesn't love you he's cheating on you" "really John I can't believe you right now" "what the fuck is wrong with you. Now all of a sudden you expect me to tell you some fake stories because we don't talk anymore. No Liz I'm still the same John as when we started as best friends I'm not going to change no matter how fucked up this shit is. But you have to believe me when I say I care about you and Paul is cheating." "Did you see it" "no" "then how the fuck do you know John!" "Because George fuckin told me!" "So your going to believe George" "and your not? For as long as I've known George he wouldn't just say something like this. He's one truthful person and so I believe him" "good to know now leave me alone" "you know Liz, I don't know what's wrong with you. Why are you treating me like this. I've been there for you more times than you can count and now I'm just fuckin garbage to you. Once you find out don't expect me to come and be the hero because I'm honestly done with you Liz." With that I walked away from her and went home. Mimi was sitting down reading a book. She noticed my anger and closed her book. "John sit" I look at her for a second and sat down beside her "yes Mimi" "what the problem with you John" "I just don't understand Mimi. Out of all the people I've known Liz is the last person I would have thought to leave me. She was there when mum died, when I needed someone to talk to. She knows things about me that I'm afraid to tell anyone. I feel stupid." "John, Liz is going to eventually come around to you but for right now focus on your own happiness John." "But Mimi she was apart of that. I used to get these feelings every time she came around...like something lifted off me shoulders. Maybe I just want everything to go back to just me Liz and Emma." "Well you still have Emma right? Aren't you two together." "I don't know Mimi but we have been closer. Don't get me wrong I love Emma. She beautiful to me but she's still hurt over everyone who hurt her in the past, including Liz so I'm the only one who she can depend on. See...I just don't understand why Liz is acting like this. She just doesn't care who she's with other than Paul." "Are you jealous." "Not anymore, yes I was when I found out but now I'm just over it. I'm more focused on me band and making sure Emma is alright." "Ok John but I know for a fact she's gonna come around soon. But until then continue to build with Emma." "Thanks Mimi goodnight" I gave her a kiss on the cheek before walking up the stairs. "Goodnight John."