Baris POV
"FUCK! What have I done?" I felt a sudden rage course through my veins.

Lifting a vase on the table, I smashed it on the wall.

Then went ahead and broke everything I could get my hands on.

I still wasn't satisfied after trashing the bedroom.

Grabbing my car keys, I exited the room.

I needed to leave, due to the fact that I'm unaware of what I'm capable of doing if I stayed.

This is what I get for not taking my medication for months.

Seline warned me to be careful and now I've ruined the one good thing I had going on for me.

Willow must hate me so much and it's all because of my insecurities.

My parents especially my mama would be so disappointed in me right now.

They raised me better than this and here I was abusing the woman I loved because I jumped into foolish conclusions.

I really fucked up didn't I? As my sister always told me; "Baris, you truly are a mess" and she's not wrong.

I can already hear her voice nagging me in the back of head.

Willow's POV
Slowly opening my eyes and lifting my body off the bed, I took a good look around my surrounding.

I forgot I fell asleep in a random guest bedroom.

Gazing towards the window, the sun already went down and darkness already took over the sky.

The clock on the nightstand said 9:30 PM, I must've been exhausted for sleeping that long.

Remembering what transpired hours ago, I was too scared to leave this room because I feared Baris was out there waiting to attack again.

I don't think I could ever look at him the same anymore. He terrifies me.

Going into the en suite bathroom, I stared at my reflection in the mirror.

The dry tear streaks on my cheeks and puffy eyes, I couldn't help but laugh as I stared at my reflection.

Thai whole situation is just funny to be because I want to believe it was a dream but unfortunately it already happened.

Turning on the sink, I bent down and washed my face with the cold water.

After drying my face with a clean towel, I found the courage to leave.

Not just this room but this house, this state and go back to my home.

Then eventually to my final destination which is thousands of miles away.

I won't wait to hear anything Baris has to say, what he did today really— nevermind.

As much as I love him, I'm scared of him and what he'll do to me, if I were to stay any much longer.

Slowing opening the door, I sprinted down the corridor to my assigned bedroom.

Locking my door behind me, I began charging my cellphone.

Switching on my laptop, I booked a one way back to New York City.

Once I secured a ticket, I began packing all my belongings.

Thank God, I didn't pack much. After, taking a quick shower and getting dressed in something comfortable.

I ordered a Uber to LAX airport. It said the driver would be here less than 10
mins.

That was a sig

"Ms. James, my I ask where you're headed with your luggage?" Morgan the butler asked taking in my appearance.

"Family emergency back at home" I said with a tight smile.

Morgan nodded in understanding but his eyes told a different story. He didn't believe my excuse.

"Would you like me to get the chauffeur?"

"I appreciate the offer but my Uber is coming in— oh it's already here" I was surprised because it came earlier than I expected.

"Goodbye Morgan, have a blessed night" I told him sincerely with a real smile now.

"Glad to have made your acquaintance, Ms. James it was an honor" He bowed in a respectful manner as he opened the front door for me.

I waved at him before walking down the brick stone driveway to the gigantic black gates.

The gates automatically opened once I neared it.

I saw a white Toyota Sedan parked right in front of the manor and I just knew that was my Uber driver.

Walking up to the shiny vehicle, I gently knocked on the glass window.

The driver who's name was Katya rolled down her window and asked if I was Willow.

I told her yes and she exited the car to help me put my luggage and bag in the trunk.

I thanked her as we both got inside the car, I decided against sitting in the back.

Instead, I settled on the passenger seat and told the Eastern European accented woman that we could leave now.

As Katya drove us to the airport, I didn't mind her trying to form a conversation.

She was cool and seemed to be a few years older than I was. Maybe in her late 20s or early 30s.

I just want to forget all that has happened in the last previous hours and Katya was being very helpful by talking about her childhood back in Belarus.

My flight leaves at 12 AM and LA traffic is no joke, I'm so glad the time is 10:15 PM.

First thing, I'm doing once I reach home I'm calling my aunty in the UK.

The quicker I leave the better.

   Baris POV
My phone began to ring just as I was about to take a shot of the honey colored liquor.

I furrowed my brows when I say Morgan's name flashing on the screen.

This man rarely calls me because he has everything under control 99% of the time.

Clicking the green button, I latter the square device to my ear.

"Sir, I wanted to inform you that Ms. James has left the manor with her belongings." She left without saying me goodbye.

I mean why would she after what I've done.

Placing a $100 on the counter, I exited the bar going to the parking lot.

I wasn't drunk just tipsy and I knew better than to drive with alcohol in my system.

After entering my car, I pulled out my phone and called the only person who would comfort me.

"Seline, I messed up bad." I said with my voice breaking.

"Wait what happened?" My sister's asked with concern laced in her tone.

"She left me" I told her with heavy tears falling down my cheeks.

"Baris, what did you do?"

"I haven't been using my pills for a few months, and I said a few hurtful words and I couldn't stop myself for hurting her. She probably hates me now." I have never cried over losing someone like this.

"Your explanation is a little vague, Baris, I want you to go home and get some sleep. I'll see you in the morning." I guess she's taking the private jet because I know my sister is currently in New Orleans with her husband, Murat.

I hung up the call and got myself together because this is nobody's fault but mine only.

Some would I should go after her, give the circumstances, I'm the last person she'll want to see.

I really love Willow and if her wish is to never see me again, I'll respect it. But I don't know how long I could...

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