** warning - major smut! **

You didn't fight Laws grip on you as he carried you out of the kitchen and down the hallway. There was no point.

The world around you was spinning, and you couldn't even lift your head.

You felt as he pushed open a door, and entered a room. You felt his hands grip you again, and lift you off of him and into a chair.

You soon realized the dim room you were in was his office, the only light was his desk lamp.

He had set you down in his desk chair, as you looked up at him, face flushed from the alcohol, as he stood in front of you, a pissed expression on his face.

"You look mad."

He let out a sigh,

"That's because I am."

You shifted in the chair so you were sitting up, at the edge of it,

"Why?"

"Because you're an idiot. And you're drunk."

You just looked at him for a moment in silence.

You couldn't help but stare at the man before you, who even when angry was so goddamn attractive.

He already made you feel things, but having alcohol in your system amplified it and made the feelings inside you seemingly unbearable.

Your body was buzzing with energy, that euphoric and dizzy feeling, burning with heat, and the longer you looked at him, the longer you were losing your mind.

This was dangerous for you- no filter and no control of your mind and actions.

Right now you just wanted.

You just simply spoke what came to your mind.

"I know why you're really mad."

"Shiina-ya," his tone was warning, but words continued to leave your lips without any thought,

"Because of my reaction to what you said."

He scoffed and turned away from you.

He acted like it was anger and annoyance that he felt, when really he just couldn't bear to look at you any longer.

He didn't want to talk about it.

What he needed to be doing was creating distance with you.

So why was that so hard?

He had taken you to his office so that he wouldn't be tempted to do something stupid.

But he couldn't even look at you.

And goddammit he felt so stupid- so foolish, but he couldn't stop himself from asking what he had been tossing, turning, writhing, caught on, consumed by for the past few days.

He stood silently before the question finally left his lips,

"Why?"

The one word left his mouth in a quiet tone.

Because deep down he needed to know- it hurt him and consumed his mind for the past days, he could hardly sleep, eat, function, despite trying not to think about it.

When you ran out without an explanation he wanted so badly to chase after you, to ask you if he overwhelmed you, ask if you were okay, hold you until you said you were.

And in this moment, despite trying so desperately to not care, he turned to look at you with a serious expression as he repeated,

"Why'd you leave?"

The question seemed to linger in the air a moment.

You stayed silent a moment before you rose from the chair, wobbling slightly, before steadying yourself.

You could feel your heart pounding so hard in your chest as you looked at him.

He deserves an answer.

"I was scared."

Your words came out in a voice you didn't even recognize.

Hoarse.

Your breathing was shallow.

The room was spinning as you took a step back, nearly losing your balance as you looked at him through half lidded eyes.

Fixed on the man that stood right in front of you.

Trafalgar Law.

The fucking surgeon of death.

"Scared of what?"

The world spinning around you as your gaze was locked with his.

Those steel eyes.

You stepped closer to him, wobbling slightly as he gripped your arms, holding you steady.

Your body felt so hot feeling him touch you.

His firm gaze, still locked with yours.

"Law."

He felt his throat go dry when he heard your soft voice utter his name.

"Don't."

But he knew you wouldn't listen.

"I need it too."

You could see his chest start to rise and fall quicker as you spoke, words leaving your lips without any hesitation,

"I want you, Law."

"Shiina," his voice was a mixture of warning and surrendering.

He hated the way his voice cracked as he said your name.

He hated the way your words nearly made him snap. The way he had been longing to hear them.

The way he wanted you so badly he could barely speak. Barely breathe.

How needed you so badly.

To feel you. Touch you. Fuck you. To make you his.

You felt his arms move to your waist as he picked you up, your arms wrapping around him, legs around his waist as his lips were suddenly pressed to yours.

It wasn't like you had felt before, gentle, controlled. This time it was rough, aggressive, needy. Like he wasn't holding back. Like he couldn't hold back.

You felt as he sat you down on his desk his hands immediately moving to touch your body. One hand roughly pulling up your skirt to your hips, as the other slipped beneath the hem of your shirt and grasped your breast.

Your lips parted as you moaned into the kiss, your back arching from the feeling as his finger tips rolled your nipple between his fingers, before grabbing your flesh firmly again.

His breathing was heavy and movements desperate.

You felt his hands move to the hem of your tank top and before you could even comprehend he was pulling it up and off your body, over your head, your hair falling at your sides as you looked at him.

He looked at you a moment, the only sound in his office was of your heavy breaths mixing.

"God, you're beautiful," he breathed out like he was just speaking the words on his mind.

And the way he looked at you.

It was a way you hadn't seen before.

His steel eyes were clouded with lust, yet he was also looking at you like you were something precious.

Something delicate, something he couldn't bear to lose.

And before you could say a word his lips connected with yours again, forcing his tongue into your mouth as his finger tips traced around to your back immediately moving to unclasp your bra.

His lips moved to your neck, sucking and biting the soft, sensitive skin.

Your body jolted from the sensation, as you let out soft breathy gasps and moans.

You had never felt anything so intense.

The heat pooling in your core.

The aching, and want for him to touch you.

"Touch me,"

You rasped out.

And you felt him stop, pulling away from your neck to look you in your eyes.

He rested his forehead against yours, your breaths mixing as you felt his slightly trembling hand trace up your inner thigh.

You felt as his fingertips found their way to the hem of your panties and lightly teased your heat through the thin fabric of your panties. The breathy groan he let out as he could feel how soaked the material was.

Your legs writhed as a whiny noise escaped you, so desperate to feel him.

"Stay still."

Your breaths were heavy as you looked at him still, trying to stay as still as possible.

You felt as his fingertips slipped below the fabric of your panties, your body jolting as you felt him gently rubbing your clit. Your lips parted as you let out a breathy gasp, your legs starting to tremble.

And then a louder moan escaped you as you felt him slide two fingers into you.

Pumping slowly, your body arching, body trembling from the sensation.

You felt so exposed.

Him watching your expression as your face contorted in pleasure.

But he wouldn't let you look away.

He wanted to watch the way your soft skin beaded with sweat.

The way your cheeks flushed, lips parted.

You were so fucking beautiful.

Everything about you.

He could feel your fingertips sinking into his shoulders as he started to increase the pace, fingers pumping in and out of your faster as his thumb continued to rub your clit.

He wanted to watch you come undone.

And he could feel you were already so close.

You felt the heat build, the knot forming in your lower stomach.

Your legs shook harder as your words came out in incoherent gasps,

"Law..."

"I- I can't- I'm..."

You buried your face in his shoulder as your body trembled with pleasure, your breaths and moans growing louder and more ragged.

"Look at me," his voice came out deep and raspy.

"Look at me Shiina."

You lifted your head right as you felt that knot come undone.

You let out a broken gasp, as your body trembled, clenching around his fingers as you reached your orgasm.

You could hardly breathe as your body was overwhelmed with the pleasure and heat coursing through your body.

Your heart hammering in your chest as you attempted to catch your breath.

Your whole body was tingling still.

You felt in a fog.

You barely registered that Law had laid you back on his desk, and had pulled off your skirt and panties.

You were now on the edge of his desk completely exposed.

You felt as he gripped your face with both your hands looking into your eyes,

"I need this- need you."

His voice was low, hoarse.

"Tell me you trust me. You want me- you need this too."

You nodded your head your voice a completely breathy whisper,

"I want you."

You moved your still trembling finger tips to his abdomen, until you found the waistband of his jeans and started fumbling with the zipper,

"I need to feel you fuck me."

His breath felt caught in his throat as he heard those words.

His lower half throbbing from the pressure and restraint.

His hands replaced yours as he undid his pants, your eyes glued to his lower half as he pulled them down.

And fuck, he was big.

He must've been able to tell the way your body tensed with nervousness, or the look of uncertainty that came across your face, as he gripped your jaw and made you look at him.

You could see the desperation in his eyes as he breathed out,

"I'll go slow,"

When in reality he wasn't sure if he was making a promise he could keep.

He had wanted this- needed this for so long.

He wanted nothing more then to fuck you senseless, fuck you hard.

He couldn't even believe this was even happening.

You were finally giving in.

He lightly gripped your hand, guiding it to his hardened length.

You felt him twitch as he groaned beneath your touch, as you slowly moved your hand. Your thumb brushing over the tip, spreading the precum that had gathered there.

He groaned, his body shuddering as you stroked him slowly.

He had imagined this so many times. But nothing could come close to the feeling of you touching him.

But just as soon as you did, he removed your hand and closed the gap between you, sp desperate to be inside of you.

You felt his hands move to grip your hips, a soft gasping leaving your lips, feeling him brush against you, as he aligned himself between your legs.

You heard a groan come from him as he felt how wet you were, knowing you were just as desperate for this as he was.

Your felt his fingertips sink into your hips, and then-

A sharp loud gasp left you as he slowly pushed himself inside you, your back arching on his desk.

Pain.

You felt pleasure but also pain as he stretched you out.

God he was big.

You could feel your own body trembling, tears beading in your eyes.

"Shiina," he breathed out his steel eyes locked on yours.

He was trembling, fighting to hold himself back.

"Can you take the rest?"

The rest?

There was more?

No. No I can't.

But you nodded your head.

And immediately, another sharp gasp left you as he pushed himself slowly into you.

Your body was shaking with pain and pleasure, as he slowly pulled his hips back.

He let out a groan, as he was coated in your wetness.

He had never felt anything so good. You were so fucking tight, and warm and wet, and god it was you. You becoming a complete mess because of him. You screaming out in pleasure because of him.

Fuck he couldn't take it.

Without warning, he thrust himself into you again, causing another broken scream to leave you as your fingers gripped the edge of the desk so hard they turned white.

He was trying so hard not to hurt you, to go slow, but how could he?

You had been teasing him for so long, he had waited long enough- he couldn't wait any longer.

His hands gripped your hips tight enough to bruise your tender flesh, as he continued thrusting in and out of you slowly, fighting the urge not to finish immediately.

And you.

You were an absolute mess. Back arched, head thrown back. Chest rising and falling rapidly as gasps and moans left your lips. Legs shaking so bad, as he stretched you out, thrusting in and out of you, as your eyes beaded with tears.

It hurt, but god it felt so good.

Fuck.

The pressure in your lower stomach started building as you gasped out despite trying so hard to keep quiet.

This feeling was so overwhelming.

Your body felt overly sensitive.

You could feel each thrust, each time his hips snapped to meet yours, taking all of him in.

"Fuck Shiina," he gasped out.

He could feel your walls tightening around him.

The way he was panting with every thrust. The way he looked at you, in a way you had never seen before.

How was it possible to feel this good?

You felt that knotting in your core.

But it was more intense.

Too intense.

"I- I-"

You couldn't even get out another word, as you felt yourself go over the edge. Your legs started trembling as you nearly screamed out in pleasure as you came. Body trembling, as you felt waves of pleasure through your whole body in ways you had never felt before.

And that was it.

Seeing you finish because of him. Seeing your head tilt backwards, back arch, trembling in pleasure because of him.

You looked like an angel.

And feeling it. Feeling you clench around him, and cum as he thrust in and out of you.

It pushed him over the edge, his grip tightening on your hips.

And without warning, he came hard inside of you before he could stop himself.

Trembling, groaning, muscles tensing, movements slowing to ride out his orgasm.

You gasped feeling him twitch inside of you, as he filled you up.

He was panting, his grip going limp on your hips, hands shifting to be planted on either side of your body, body pressed to yours as he caught his breath.

Your body was still tingling. You could feel your insides throbbing still.

You felt in a daze.

You could hear your heart beating in your ears.

The feeling of his warm, sweaty body laying on your own.

He lifted himself slightly so his body was hovering above yours.

Your eyes were half lidded as you looked at him,

"Shiina."

His voice was hoarse, eyes looking deeply into yours,

"Shiina I..."

Law.

You felt your heart nearly stop in your body as his voice trailed off.

He let out an exhale not finishing his sentence as he let his head rest against you.

There was a moment of silence, the only noise the two of your soft pants as you attempted to catch your breath.

A soft gasp left your lips as you felt him pull out of you slowly.

You didn't move, as you heard the shuffling of clothes as he got dressed.

Your legs were still trembling so hard, as you stared at the ceiling still panting softly.

And that's when you felt the pain.

The fucking pain between your legs.

You were also made aware of the excess of him that was dripping out of you now running down your inner thigh.

You just felt weak and lightheaded.

But you then felt him pull you to sit up, guiding your arms into the sleeves of his jacket as he wrapped your exposed body in it.

And suddenly you were being carried in his arms, out of his office, and down the hallway.

And the next thing you knew, you were under the warm water of the shower.

Feeling the water run down your sweaty body.

Law's hands holding your waist as you leaned against him. Skin against skin.

You felt him plant kisses along your neck as you shut your eyes and leaned into him, completely absorbed in the feeling.

You could feel your legs trembling, the ache in your hips, as he dried you off with a towel and picked you up, once again.

This time when he set you down, you were in his bed.

Naked, in the soft sheets of his bed.

The room around you went dim as you felt yourself wrapped in his arms, and pulled flush against his warm body.

The world around you went quiet as you drifted off to sleep.

"Shiina."

Your eyelids were too heavy to lift.

"I..."

Those same words he was going to say earlier.

The world faded around you into silence as your exhausted body fell asleep.

Wrapped in the warmth of Law's arms.

Hi Readers!

I'm back from the dead lol!

Hope you enjoyed this smutty chapter... (≧ヮ≦)  ☆₊ ⊹

More chapters and more consistent posting will be coming soon!

xoxo,

     B <3