A/N: It's time for the next part and I hope in this one Fergal can lighten up last chapter he was very stressed and upset and I say again with good reason. So sit back relax and grab your coffee or tea and enjoy the next instalment. Happy reading!

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A few days after that fateful day in the living room, Fergal had been cold towards Pam but he was true to his word about allowing her access to Abby and he has kept it. Every time Pam came over to take Abby, Fergal would open the door see that it was her say a quick 'hi' then call Abby down after giving Abby her backpack and telling Abby to be a good girl he let his little girl go off with Pam and as soon as Abby was out of the door Fergal would just slam the door in Pam's face every time leaving Pam upset almost close to tears.

One day Pam had come over earlier then the time that was agreed on and this time Abby came to the door and answered it and Pam was surprised but quickly gave her little girl a cuddle as she came into the house.

"Where's daddy sweetheart?" Pam asked as they walked towards the living room but before Abby could answer Pam heard Fergal calling Abby from upstairs.

"Abby I thought I told you not to answer the door and wait for me to get ou-" Fergal was saying as he was rushing down the stairs with nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist but stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Pam standing there with Abby.

"But daddy..... it's mummy" Abby whined at her daddy as Pam stood there looking at him, her eyes trailing down to his abs before she quickly looked away but not before seeing Fergal's cheeks turn pink as he coughed.

"We'll talk about this later young lady, I'll be right back" Fergal said to Abby then Pam before he turned around and walked back up to get changed before Abby dragged Pam into the living room to play while they waited for Fergal to come back.

A few minutes later Fergal came back down stairs in a tee with a pair of shorts and a pair of vans on his feet. Walking into the living room Fergal found Abby cuddled up with Pam on the couch Abby fast asleep in her mother's arms. Looking at them Fergal felt himself soften up a bit but he shook his head before Pam looked up at him.

"Here, I'll take her to her bed" Fergal whispered as not to wake up Abby.

"It's okay, I've got her just show me the way" Pam whispered back as she slowly got up from the couch with Abby still asleep in her arms.

"Well.... okay, this way follow me" Fergal replied softly leading Pam out of the living room and upstairs.

As they reached upstairs Fergal walked Pam past the master bedroom, a room she had shared with him. Pam looked into the room from the doorway and a flashback came to her as she stopped walking and stared into the room.

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"What do you think of this Fergie?" Pam asked as she stood at the end of the bed in a flowy dress turning around in front of him.

"Hmmm....... personally I think it would look better off" Fergal replied walking up to her.

"Oh my gosh, you......" Pam gasped then laughed before Fergal wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her close to him.

Pam wrapped her arms around his neck as they stood there before they leaned their foreheads on each other as they then rubbed their noses together. They pulled back and looked at each other before Pam's hands moved up cupping his face then they both leaned in and their lips made contact and soon the kiss became passionate and heated.

Braking the kiss, Fergal lean down and kissed her neck before finding her sweet spot and he sucked hard for sure leaving his mark as he slowly laid her down on their bed, he moved from her neck and started kissing her again as they both moaned. Fergal's hand then starts travelling up her leg before he stops to cup her breast their lips moving in unison as their tongues did the tonsil tango......

"Pam........ Pam!" Fergal said looking at her as she stood there looking in Fergal's room.

"Mmmm......... what?" Pam replied snapping out of her daze before she looked at Fergal.

"Abby's room is this way, that's my room" Fergal said still looking at her curiously.

"I know, it was our room Fergal" Pam answered not braking eye contact with him.

"Now it's just mine, Abby's room is over here" Fergal almost snapped back as he broke eye contact with her.

Pam sighed inward as Fergal turned around and walked off towards Abby's room before she followed him. Walking into her room Pam was taken aback with how beautiful Fergal had it done for their daughter, while Pam looked around the room Fergal had pulled the covers back on Abby's bed ready for Pam to lay her down. Fergal coughed snapping Pam out of her daze before she walked to the bed and gently laid Abby down to sleep, Abby snuggled down into her pillow and as Pam grabbed the covers to cover Abby her hand made contact with Fergal's hand when they had both reached out for the covers at the same time. Pam looked up and again they locked eyes on each other before Fergal broke contact and moved to cover Abby but Pam quickly reached out and pulled the covers over Abby tucking her in.

"Enjoy your nap sweetheart" Pam whispered running her hand over Abby's head and hair as she leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on Abby's forehead before she stood up from the bed.

"Sleep well princess" Fergal said softly as he too leaned down kissing Abby on the head softly before he stood up as well.

They both walked out of Abby's room before Fergal pulled the door closed leaving it ajar so he can check on her without going into the room.

"I'll walk you out" Fergal said before he turned and walked towards the stairs.

"That's it, are you kidding me?" Pam said in shock stopping herself from yelling for the sake of not waking up Abby before she followed him down the stairs.

"What do you want Pam? I'm being civil with you it doesn't mean I have to be nice" Fergal almost snapped back as he continued to walk down the stairs with Pam following close behind.

"Don't you walk away from me Devitt!" Pam snapped as she followed him into the living room.

"I have nothing more to say to you Pamela" Fergal snapped back keeping his back to her.

"Well I do and damn it you will listen to me!" Pam yelled grabbing Fergal by the arm and turning him around to look at her.

"And tell me what? You walked out on us and now you've decided to come back and what did you expect for me to do, welcome you back with open arms like nothing. It doesn't work that way, you hurt me, you hurt Abby!" Fergal yelled back as he started to get angry struggling to hold back his emotions.

"Don't you think I know that, I regret it every day of my life that I walked out on my family but I was feeling depressed and I didn't know what to do and I was afraid to tell you, I was afraid to tell anyone so I ran and I FUCKING REGRET IT!" Pam screamed trying not to cry but tears were in her eyes as she blinked them away so Fergal wouldn't see.

"What the fuck do you want from me Pam?" Fergal asked in desperation throwing his arms up as he looked at her.

"Do you still love me Fergal?" Pam asked and the room fell silent before Fergal turned around and Pam could tell he was pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Pam don't do this, don't-" Fergal started saying as he shook his head before Pam interrupted him.

"Fergal, I still love you. I could never love another like I love you, but do you love me?" Pam said cutting him off to ask him once again.

"I don't love you anymore Pam, the day you left was the day I stopped loving you" Fergal replied with his back turned to her.

"Look me in the eyes and say it" Pam said as tears started falling down her cheeks.

"Pam don't make it harder than it already is" Fergal replied again still not turning around to face her.

"Damn it Fergal, look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me!" Pam yelled grabbing Fergal by the arm and turning him around to look at her.

"I don't-" Fergal started saying looking away from her.

"LOOK ME IN THE EYES......" Pam screamed getting right into his face.

Fergal turned his eyes and looked at her, Pam looked back at him in tears as their eyes locked on each other.

"Do you love me?" Pam sobbed.

Pam gasped when Fergal reached up and grabbed her by the back of her head as they continued to look at each other dead in the eyes then without warning Fergal slammed his lips onto hers as he kissed her long and hard before Pam opened her mouth inviting him in. Fergal continued to kiss her as Pam snaked her hands up his chest before she cupped his face and slowly Fergal released his grip on the back of her neck as his hand moved down her back before wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her right up against him while she wrapped her arms around his neck with her fingers in his hair as they started to make out right then and there, their lips not breaking away wanting to drink more from one another.

All of a sudden Fergal realised what he was doing and he pull back breaking the kiss before he turned around and ran his hands through his hair in frustration as he paced around in front of Pam who just stood there with her hand on her lips looking at Fergal both shocked and pleased at the same time.

"You still love me, you still love me" Pam whispered before she started sobbing.

"I can't, I can't do this-" Fergal muttered to himself before he turned and walked out of the room.

"Fergie......... FERGAL!" Pam wailed when she saw him walk out on her.

Pam watched Fergal walk out of the room without saying anything or looking at her as she called after him before she burst into tears after he was out of sight. Pam dropped to her knees crying into her hands and unknown to her Fergal was standing just outside the door.

"I love you too" Fergal whispered softly as he leaned against the wall listening to her sobbing.

A/N: Ugh I hate myself for doing that but I have my reasons why and you'll be finding out in the next chapter and believe me you'll understand why I did what I did. I hope you like this update and you know the drill you have to wait til the next chapter to find out what happens next so I'll be seeing you all in the next update, until next time.....