I am so tired I've published like 4 other chapters tonight for the past 3 hours. I'm tired....This is probably shitty.....I'm sorry..........i'm sorry....

I was crying. What was I expecting for dating someone who didn't even understand what love was. What else did I expect? "I knew deep down...I was just an experiment...Just someone he could study and learn.." There was a knock on the door and it opened. "(Y/N)?" I looked up and saw Logan. I stood up and wiped my eyes. "(Y/N)...are you...crying?" I took a step back as he took a step forward. "Leave me alone Logan!" "(Y/N)-" I pushed him away and cletched my fist. "I remember years ago...someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love, I did and you were strong and I was not. My illusion, my mistake I was careless, I forgot, I did!" 

"(Y/N)...You're being-" "And now when all is done, there is nothing to say, you have gone and so effortlessly...You have won, you can go ahead, tell them...Tell them all I know now shout it from the rooftops! Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now! Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken!" "(Y/N)!, LOVE, PASSION WHATEVER YOU ARE! STOP!" He yelled. The one emotion he knew....Anger. I flinched and looked at him. "You should have known! Are you that dense?!" I looked over his shoulder and saw the other sides even Dee and Remus. I looked down and mumbled. "All my scars are open...." "What" I pushed him more making him stumble into Roman's arms. "Tell them all I hoped would be impossible!" 

"Impossible" Roman growled pushing him away. Virgil looked away and patton was crying. 
"Impossible....Impossible" I pushed Logan out of my way and asked everyone else to move. I left the mindscape and into the living room. Thomas was there sitting on the couch. He opened his arms and I walked over receiving his hug.....crying into his shoulders. "Hey...Falling out of love is hard" "Falling for betrayal is worse...Broken trust and broken hearts" He rubbed my back "I know, I know" I wiped my eyes. "And thinking all you need is there building faith on love and words...Empty promises will wear..." "I know...I know.." "Now-" 

"(Y/N) we need to talk-" "Leave her alone!" Roman and Dee yelled as Logan popped up. "When all is done, there is nothing to say..." "And if you're done with embarrassing me-" "On your own you can go ahead, tell them!" He got closer and grabbed my hand "Tell them all I know now..."  "(Y/N) I didn't mean to cause you heart break I didn't know that what I did was wrong.." I looked down. "Shout it from the rooftops, write it on the skyline...All we had is gone now tell them I was happy...and my heart is broken.."

"All my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be impossible.." I looked at him.... "Impossible...Impossible" He looked down as well "Impossible...Hey-" "And I remember years ago....Someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love....I did" I Pulled my hand away and shook my head. "I'll be in my room....You wont hear me for a while..." 

'Tell them all I know now...shout it from the rooftops. Write it on the skyline...' 

I felt water run down my cheeks and touched it. "Yeah, hey, all we had is gone now...I tell them I was happy, ayy..."

'And my heart is broken, yeah....Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah...Impossible....Impossible....impossible....just....Impossible'