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❝ Do stuff. Be clenched, curious. Not waiting for inspiration's shove or society's kiss on your forehead. Pay attention. It's all about paying attention. Attention is vitality. It connects you with others. It makes you eager. Stay eager. ❞

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It was late at night, around 12, and you still weren't asleep. Nothing was wrong; you only laid awake trying to think of something to dream about. That's when your phone buzzed on your table. You froze, lying still, trying to hear if it was just a notification or someone calling you. When it doesn't fade, you describe someone as contacting you. So without much doubt, you stand up, trying not to make much sound because your parents are sleeping in the room next o you. You grab your phone and see chan's name pop up. You stare at it for a few minutes, not knowing if you should take it or not. You could wake your parents up with this, but you didn't want that. Then you suddenly remember that you have soundproof walls, so it doesn't bother them much. as long as you don't make too much sound.

With a sigh and propping yourself better in place, you answer chan. When his face pops up on teh screen, he smiles as soon as his kind brown eyes meet yours. You do the same. "이봐, 깨워서 미안해. 잠을 잘 못자서 누군가와 이야기를 하고 싶었습니다. (hey, I'm sorry to wake you. I just really wanted to talk to someone as I can't sleep.)." he says, and you see, even though his room is dim, you can make out the darker shade on his cheek. You giggle quietly and shake your head "it's okay. I couldn't sleep either, so you didn't wake me. (괜찮아요. 나도 잠을 못자서 네가 깨우지 않았어.)" chan smiled and looked relieved.

"난 그냥 얘기하고 싶었어... 글쎄요, 당신은 며칠 전에 당신의 이름을 말했고, 나는 그것을 들었다고 말했죠, 맞죠? 나도 당신의 이야기를 읽었다고 말했을 때 당신은 조금 편안해 보였습니다. 괜찮으세요? 당신을 불편하게 하려는 의도는 아니었어요. 그리고 당신의 책은 완벽합니다! 회원들이 좋아할 줄 압니다. (I just wanted to talk about... well, you told me your name a few days ago, and I said I had heard it, right? You seemed slightly uncomfortable when I also said I had read your story. Are you okay? I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. And your book is perfect! I know my members would love it.)."

You smiled at his serenity and care. It had made you uncomfortable when you had heard it, but who wouldn't? Anyhow you didn't know that he had noticed that. You took a deep breath and repositioned yourself to get a better view of your phone. "everything's fine, Chan. Really. i... I mean, I did get uncomfortable, but who wouldn't? But I'm glad you liked it. I just thought you wouldn't read it or no one of the idols. (다 괜찮아 찬. 진짜. 나는... 내 말은 내가 불편해졌지만 누가 그렇지 않겠는가? 하지만 마음에 드셨다니 다행입니다. 난 그냥 정말 당신이 그것을 읽지 않을 줄 알았는데 정말 아이돌 중 누구도.)" Chan knew you were right.

He knew that people would get uncomfortable if their idols or people they liked read their wildest fantasies, even if it was only a book. The blonde-haired boy shook his head and smiled "모든 것이 괜찮다니 다행입니다. Oh, btw 언제 한국에 올래? 나는 정말로 당신을 실생활에서 보고 싶습니다... 물론 그것이 그다지 문제가 되지 않는다면. (I'm glad everything is fine. Oh btw, do you want to come to Korea sometime? I would like to see you in real life... of course, if it's not too much of a problem.)" you chuckled and shook your head, conjuring a lighty of magic "no, Chan, it's no problem. I have to ask my parents. Of course, I'm old enough to go out alone, but they would like to know. (아니 찬은 문제가 없습니다. 부모님께 여쭤봐야겠어요. 물론 나는 혼자 외출하기에 충분히 나이가 있지만 그들은 알고 싶어합니다.)" Chan nodded. So now that's that fixed.

He couldn't wait for that. He knew you were pretty, but he also knew that somehow you would be more stunning in real life. So he couldn't wait to tell his members!

Let's just hope that nothing terrible is going to happen.

But who can say it does?

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Cliffhanger, so sorry for the shortness, but don't worry, I will make more.

-saph