Tw: mentioned/implied child abuse/child neglect, abandonment, self hatred

I've already mentioned this but

"When he sees me" as Florida being scared after getting in a relationship with the other five

Scared to show his emotions and act how he wants

He thinks it's stupid, Louie's seen him act soft, the others deal with him being chaotic a lot, what's the problem?

The problem is that his parents never liked him

His siblings never liked him

And anyone else that saw him in his entirety either stuck with him because they wanted something or realized he was not enough or he was too much to handle

He's scared the others will realize he isn't good enough for them

Scared of acting how he wants cause he knows it'll push them to their limits

Scared of what will happen if they do stay with him after

He can't see what they get from keeping him around but he thought the same with the others, so how would he know?