Guren's p.o.v

I still can't keep my mind off of Ceylan, I never knew why he would do that, he has a great life, at least I think. Wait... he has been acting more quiet and not cracking up jokes as often as he usually does. I knew something was wrong but when I ask him he puts his headphones on. Okay Guren think, what's the reason that Ceylan would try to kill himself?

Because he's depressed?

Well I knew that already.

He's feeling a lot of pain?

I knew that as well.

Does he have a crush that thinks he won't like him back?

That's the most reasonable one I got. Well I just gotta find out who his crush is, and see if they like him or not. But I don't wanna be to snoopy, cause that'll just be mean.

I try to think but it wouldn't come to my head. Who? Who are you mourning over? I want to help you Cey, why won't you let me help you?! Ugh!... I'll think about this in the morning, and I need to tell Gen and Beni, I'm to tired to go over, and I also don't want to wake them up.

I snug into my blankets, turn off my lamp, and fall asleep.