Guren's p.o.v

I laid on my bed reading "WolfAge" considering the fact I'm a wolf. Until I got a text. I put the bookmark in and looked at my phone, it was Chooki

C: hey Guren

G: hey Chooki, what's up?

C: well, it's about Ceylan

G: yeah?

C: he's now moved to an Insane Asylum

G: what?! Why?!

C: he killed one of the doctors

I didn't reply after that

C: Guren?

I turned off my phone, threw it on the covers and buried my face into my pillow, sobbing loud and distinctly

"Guren, what's the matter?" My dad opened the door, I looked at him with tears on my face and pillow and my eyes dripping "dad!" I reached out my arms and he instantly got the message and hugged me, trying to comfort me, for the most part this was working, but some of the time I felt like it would never go away, I felt a large hole in my heart and my head was pounding, when my dad walked in, he looked very confused at first, so he asked me this...

"What happened?" I unlocked my phone and showed him the conversation I had with Chooki, he immediately found the pain I was feeling and looked at the ring on my finger, "Guren, I'm so sorry" he said hugging me tightly "this must be hard for you" I nod, shifting my eyes to the picture of our first kiss on my dresser, that made me want to cry more. "But don't worry, I'll try my best and, we can probably be able to see him tomorrow" some part of me said it wasn't going to happen, but the other half said it was possible, and the sliver of me said to kill myself, because I won't be able to get him back, but thats the part I didn't listen to.

"Thanks dad" I say softly, drifting off to sleep, slower and slower, until I dozed out of the world.