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I had been though so much physical pain I haven't even known what this feeling I have been getting in the past few weeks. Lance is now chasing after Allura with a passion. Compliments, hand holding, laughing and small blushes. I want that, I want to know what thats feels like, I want.......him.

He was happy, the team was happy, I needed to be happy but the more I watched..... something inside me is sinking, dying. Yes I'm jealous but this is more then thats. I'm so happy for Allura, she got the guy I wanted, she deserves him more then I ever will. I am stupid the think Lance would ever chose me over her, so stupid.

It had been some weeks after my photo Incident. I would like to say that's my feelings I might have had for lance were gone but no......they have changed and now it was like a slowly burning fire Threatening to leap and set me alight.

Back in the castle, doing training for voltron, the normal jazz. I was eating space goo, yuck, with hunk, Pidge was sitting next to me muttering incantations over a cluster of wires. Hunk was just Reciting a dream of his when he walked in.

Now I didn't have Lance I seemed to see him in different ways. Focusing on small parts of him that makes him so handsome. My heart stopped and quicken at the same time. "Keith are you even listening, I got eaten by me" Hunk waved in front of my face get me to pay attention to him. Lance bounced over and dropped into a chair directly across form me, "maybe it's a sign you need to lose weight" Lance joked at Hunk. Lance and hunk lost it, Pidge giggled, I held in my laugh because I didn't want him to see me being happy. "What's wrong mullet, you seem down" Lance turned his full attention on me. His glimmering royal blue eyes surveyed me with a relaxed notion. I didn't meet his gaze, "I-I'm f-ine" WHAT THE HELL ME, I just stammered so badly lance laughed, it was worth it when he smiled an aura of happiness filled me, my gut leaped and did a happy dance, I couldn't help but smile to.

The attention of my Lance was ripped from me as a groggy, dead looking half asleep Allura stumble in. Lance rose to his feet and caught her with grace, the way his muscles move as he swiftly caught her Entranced my eye. "My lady, you are looking extra drowsy this morning, may I Interest you in some coffee." Lance pointed to the coffee machine. Allura giggled, then stood and zombie stumbled to the cups. Lance floated back over to me glassy eyes and a roses blush to match . "She is just so perfect in the mornings" he dreamy said, jealousy boiling up like poison in my throat. Allura joined us with a steaming cup of warm morning potion.

The setting was now Pidge next to me and hunk strait across from pidge, Lance was opposite me with Allura and Hunk on his left and right. I was staring into the eyes of the beast. We shared some muttered conversations, about what Shiro would be doing on his solo mission, what could be happening on earth. "Okay I think I have fully woken" Allura stumbled over her words. Some snappy retorts came to mind for the boy stealing h-. I smiled and nodded. "That's great to here Allura, so would you do the honour of being my training partner." That suggestion of Lance made my veins go cold and my chest freeze over because Lance and I we're normally partners, it was like the only part of the day I got to be close to him. Allura started "A chance to beat you up, how could I den-", I stood up frantically and muttered out something like "I don't feel well" then bolted back to my room.

I couldn't stop the tears from falling down my cheeks. Allura was so lucky, she got him, she's got him fair and square and there is nothing I can ever do about it. I sobbed and wished Shiro was here to pat me on the back and tell me I would be alright. "All I want is Lance" I stammered into my pillow. I'm part galra why do I have to feel these emotions, I need to be strong for my team, for him.

I my heartache was replaced by Unjustified, unruly anger. I decided it would be a good idea to take out my anger on some training dummies. I suited it up into my Voltron gear and readied my Sword. I solemnly jogged to the training room.

I slashed kicked as destroyed about ten dummies and vented all my pent up anger. I though of the dummies each as a problem of mine . I cut through Shiro leaving, kicked Allura getting lance across a room and Impaled and cut off Lance not liking me's head .Dummies guts we're strewn around me, if they were people it would be a gory murder scene. "Hey don't kill all of our dummies".

I turned to attack but it was just Lance. He was holding his sharp shooter gun and silently pinning targets with a deathly Accuracy. "What are you doing here Lance" I growled and turned away. "Hey hey be chill mullet, I have just come to train like you" he said and manned down another target. HA like he is here for the exact same reason, to take out anger on scarecrows. Yet for some reason, the words slipped out of me, "fight me lover boy" I challenged and blushed a little. Lance glanced over at me and without looking shot a bullseye. "Fine then mullet but don't be sad when I win" he put his gun away and said "fists on fist, no weapons just wrestling. I smiled and craved his attention like now.

Lance ran full pelt at me. I jumped his grab and kicked his back. He laughed at me and I smiled with a fiery passion. I made some Lunges at him but he dashed with a natural ability, I forgot how fit he was. After running around for sometime he got a hold around my lower waist. "G-got you n-ow Keith" he hissed into my ear. That made me blush because so much physical contact, his body against mine even if we were trying to murder each other. Lance tried to slam me but I wiggled out of his hold and flipped off his arms. "You are a slippery otter" he huffed. I attacked now under, ducking under his arms. I jumped up but he just grabbed me again. I was in a huge hug with Lance. He laughed in my ear, I wasn't going to take this I tried to spin. Lance was fast though he judo flipped me but was kind. He flipped last second so he would hit the ground hardest and block me.

I was straddling Lance from our hard fall. Both out of breath. The closeness made me swim in a fiery blush. Lance was some what flushed. I was taken by shock. He leaned forward and whispered in my ear. "Cute little fiery one aren't you". I jumped out of my skin and hid my face. Lance just laughed and got to his feet. "We have to do that again and some time and I won't go easy" I was out raged. "I....Umm.....just..leave me alone" I yelled.

I was running back to my room, Lance on my tails. He caught up to me. I was trying to blink tears from my eyes when his hand caught my shoulder. "Look Keith" he was saying but then loud sirens blared. It was a summons to the hub of the castle.