Swara pov:

Finally I got what I was always wanted. What I always wished for in my life. Oh my God ,it still feels like dream. But Its reality.. I got married to love of my life " sanskar". I had everything in my life but it's said na.. what's life without love? I didn't knew this feeling until I saw him on day in my dad office. He had came for a meeting with dp uncle oops papa. And I fell in love with him at that instant. I just went as dad called me.. he needed my sign urgently on some papers. It had to send that day itself. But God made me meet my destiny.. " sanskar". Since that day, I was following him like mad.. I found out each and every information about him... I was literally stalking him. I was amused by myself because it's first time swara gadodia is so crazy behind a guy. I was head over heals in love with him. But I didn't share it to anyone till the day my dad find it out as he saw me and I was caught.. and whom should I share I didn't have my siblings, friends well I don't really trusted them because they were mostly fond of my money and richness and my mother already died when I was six.. But when dad comes to know about it he was happy with my selection.. he said he will talk to dp uncle. And here it is.. I love you Dad. He is just my hero and I m his princess. He always fulfill my every wish.. I m finally married to sanskar today and here I m sitting in his so beautiful room amazingly decorated with rose petals and candles..
Suddenly I heard the loud thud sound as he come inside and shut the door. I turned my face to see him through my netted veils only to find him burning in anger that made me shiver at that instant. Before I could understand anything I was dragged out of his bed and pinned to cupboard harshly.. it took a second for me to realize that my veil was already dropped on floor..

" How dare u sit on my bed"? He spat angrily.
I looked at him shocked. I tried to speak something but my throat dried. Not a word come out of my mouth..

" Who gave u permission to sit on my bed.. oh I got it.. you're my wife,huh!! Wife my foot!! U r just an unwanted thing that is forced on me to accept but you know what I won't accept you ever in whole my life! Got it!!"

His words were directly stabbing my heart and in a moment I felt warm salt water ran down to my cheeks from my eyes. He was holding me tightly from my shoulder and harshly pinning to the cupboard. I tried to wiggle and remove his hand as I was feeling pain.

" Le..leave me.. I.. it's hurting" I said with so much difficulty.

" But that's what I intended to do sweetheart. What u thought, u and your dad will force me into this marriage and I will happily accept you as my wife.. will leave u so easily. NO!! I will make u realize each and everyday what a grave mistake u have done by marrying me. U have digged ur grave for urself."

I don't know what hurt me more the physical pain or his words.. but as I heard him further I understood that it's not tears of physical pain but it's bleeding of my heart that was coming out through my eyes in form of tears . With each of his words I felt more miserable.

" Sshh.. no.. no don't cry. This is all you wanted right? U wanted to marry me so here u r.. u love me right? But tell me something what do you know about me? Say.. I will tell you. You know nothing about sanskar maheshwari.. but still u messed up with me. You know what ? you r just a rich, spoilt, and an arrogant bitch who thinks that she can buy anything in this world with money. I m forced to marry but I m forced to accept a girl like you as my wife. I won't give that f***ing right to you ever in my life. You may be your father's princess but for me u r nothing . Got that!! " He said and jerk me harshly and flinch in fear closing my eyes tight. His grip on my arms were hurting me so much.

" I might be bound to marry you but I m not bound to live my whole life with you.. just six months and I will throw u out of my life but for this damn six months I will have to bear you. You have no right on me, and anything that belongs to me. I just hate your presence around me. So never try to touch my anything without my permission. Did u understand? " He shouted at the top of her voice.

I didn't answered as I was so lost in my pain ND shut my eyes tightly, praying it Should be a nightmare and when I open my eyes it will be vanished but it didn't and he pushed me harshly such that my back was hit with cupboard and it hurt a lot.
" Did u understand or not!!! " He said at the top of his voice.
I open my eyes shivering badly. I m sure it may be turned red due to tears that I m shedding right now. I tried to speak but again not a word come out . I feel chocked.. and I nods my head slowly and look down.

He furiously gave me disgusted look and jerk me with force leaving me devastated.. then move toward washroom. I fall on the floor lifelessly. I pressed my lips to stop my loud crying. My tears were unstoppable and it kept falling one after other. Everything just shattered in just few minutes. Suddenly I thought something and closed my eyes in pain. I make myself believe that it's good for me .
The washroom door open and he came out. I didn't look up at him. I just wipe my tears and help myself to get up from floor. He walk to bed and remove all those flowers that was spinkled over it and then ly down. I removed my jewelleries and keep them in box. I took a night gown with net jacket and move to washroom to change. I look at my eyes, my face.. which was completely pale and tears were still in my eyes. I splash water on face repeatedly and I started crying bitterly. there is nothing that could wash away my pain. After sometime I tried to composed myself and I did. I get changed and made my long hair in bun with help of clutches. Then come out of washroom.. only to find him working on his laptop sitting on bed. He look at me but I instantly look away.
I placed my wedding lehnga on side table with my bags. I hate myself because I was still sniffing..my nose and eyes have already turned red and here I m still try to hold myself together from the broken pieces. I took a deep sigh closing my eyes. I think I should sleep so that I may feel better. But deep inside I know it i won't be able to. But where will I sleep? I look at his direction.. he was already doing work on bed then suddenly he look at me.

"What??" He asked rudely.

" Umm.. if... U... can.. can I sleep on couch?"
He look at me for a moment with stern expression but then rolled his eyes at me.
" Fine! Whatever..." He look back to screen.
I nods and walk to couch. I adjusted the pillow and ly down on couch facing my back to him. I closed my eyes but I shuddered as I remember his angry face and his words that again trying to break me. I don't want to remember it. I was trying to push back my tears back. I closed my eyes tightly but it escaped from eye. I pressed my lips to suppress my sobs. The light was turned off.. may be he was going to sleep. But I didn't dare to turn around and look at him. I just dugged my face in pillow and try to sleep that was far away from my eyes but something was too close that it didn't left untill I feel everything dark around me and it was my TEARS.

Morning:
Sanskar p.o.v:
I woke up due to sunlight which is all time enemy of my sleep. I look at time . It was 7:15 a.m. I look around to see the couch but didn't find HER. Where is she? Did she left? My mind get alert but then why should I care? It's best for me. Then I saw her bags still where it was. So she is here. Anyway who cares.. atleast not me. I took my phone started checking my mails and messages when the washroom door get open and she comes out rubbing her wet hair with She stopped at she saw me.towel. She was wearing a black and red combination anarkali suit. I look at her face that was having some water droplets. Her nose and eyes were red.. her lip shivers.. for a second I felt guilty but next second my mind replayed what she and her dad done to me and I gave her stern glare. She averted her gaze and go toward dressing table. I ignored her and continue with my phone but I couldn't as next second I saw her long hair as she removed towel. Her hair was literally below her waist. It's surprising I mean, girls nowadays, especially modern prefer their hair short and comfortable. Long too but not like she have. Leave it ,it her choice why should I care. I scold myself and then keep my phone back. I get up from bed and goes to cupboard . I was taking my clothes out when i notice her. She was about to hold her mangalsutra that was kept on dressing table but her hand was shivering. I look at her face as tear roll down her cheeks. She wipes it quickly and then took mangalsutra and then tied it around her neck. She comb her hair and tied it with clutch.. then she applied vermilion in her hairline. She turned around only to find me looking at her. But again she avoid eye contact. Anyway what am I doing? I m not mesmerized or something. I hate her.. simply hate. I hate everything about her. I took my clothes and goes inside washroom.

After sometime I came back and then get ready and go downstairs. Everyone was sitting there having breakfast. I greeted them and joined them. Pari bhabhi and uttara come from kitchen with juice and water jug. Then I saw her standing near kitchen door.

" Swara bhabhi ,u will stand here only or u will have breakfast" uttara said annoyingly.

" Yeah, call that maharani ji to have breakfast otherwise his father will say that we haven't gave her food also. God knows what more is left" mom taunt her.

It's not new. Everyone hate her. It's not only me. Everyone is angry , they know this marriage is forced on me. Even bade papa and badi maa, who never get angry easily. How she is gonna survive here with everyone's hate?
Swara come to dinning table. Uttara goes and sit beside lucky. Swara move toward corner seat beside uttara who just gave irritated look. But there was something that surprised me, she didn't react. She serve for herself which was nothing I think for a person's morning diet. She barely eat. After breakfast I left . As I sat inside the car.. I feel someone gaze on me and looked back but it was none. I shrugged and started car as car move a bit. I see curtains moving as someone left from there. Was it swara? Ahh!! Just leave it man!

I reached office. Everyone greeted me. I go straight to my cabin. That was on the top most floor of the building. As I reached , my p.a. Raina followed me. She told me today's schedule but I postponed it to 1 hr. She nods and left. I took a file from table and go to my glass window from where I could see whole city and howrah bridge. I look at the file.. this is what I wanted. What's my dad and bade Papa's dream. I wanted to fulfil it. And for that I needed that land at any cost which belonged to shekhar gadodia. One of the best business man of the city. So me and badepapa went to his office for the deal. We were happy as he was also interested in selling it. And after knowing we have some sentiments about that land, he said he understands it completely and was ready to deal but all of the sudden one day he call and said deal won't be happen. I was shocked yet angry. He was getting way more better price than he can imagine still he has problem. I went to his office again but this time alone. He said he was ready to give that land and that too without any cost but what he asked for was something I never expected. He wanted me to marry his daughter. I was too angry and immediately denied. He said, then deal is cancel and he had got another interested party. He will give them. I was so frustrated and walk out of his office. I shared it to dad, lucky and badepapa. Badepapa immediately denied it and said I don't have to do it. I was happy that they think about me first but later when I saw disappointed face of dad and bade papa. I couldn't take it. Oviously it was their mother's , our grandmother's property which was sold earlier and now they wanted it back. Everything was good but suddenly everything destroyed. Things doesn't stop here, later our market value started to go down. The shares have go down. Our clients turned down their projects. I knew it only one man was responsible for it and it was shekhar gadodia. Dad and bade papa could not able to see the company go down as it's their whole life. I tried to do everything I could but it didn't help. Worst part was that he kept calling in between.. the deal is still on if I agree to marry his daughter.. everything will be normal. I was not able to understand anything. Then I got call from bank about the lone which bade papa took for a project. We would have surely paid it and it still had time but due to shekhar gadodia and his contacts.. the pressure was increased. I see for some way but find no other way so finally I agreed to marry SWARA GADODIA. I met him and tell him that I m ready. He was very happy. Later he said that his daughter loves me so much and he wanted to do it for his princess.
No one from my family was happy about my decision. They didn't want me to get married forcefully but I somehow made then understand. At that instant I promised myself that I m gonna destroy swara gadodia just the way she and her father did. Alter we got married with simple wedding ceremony. I saw her first time in wedding only and as I see her smiling face coming with her father.. my blood boiled. I completed rituals with stern face. Welcome swara gadodia, welcome to hell that you created for yourself. I said in my mind. As promised, shekhar gadodia gave everything back to us.. but there was no happiness in my heart.
Later after bidaai, we were approaching to mm.. I heard her crying. I gripped my hand to control my anger. How can someone act so well.. seriously disgusting! This girl literally literally forced her dad to do such thing just to get the person she love or should I say obsessed with and how innocently she is crying like she is not happy. Amazing!!.
We reached mm and badi maa ,mom welcomed us. I can see their unhappy faces. How can they when I m not happy. They r family. I just go to study to get sometime for myself away from all these. Later that night, I go to my room only to find her sitting on my bed.. my mind stopped thinking anything else. I just remembered that this girl destroyed my life.
I grabbed her hand and pushed her to cupboard. Her veil dropped on floor. I didn't care. I hold her arm harshly and tell my frustration out on her. She looked shocked and later scared. Good, that she should be.. I thought. She choose wrong person to mess with and I m not gonna leave easily. Tears fell from her eyes. My hold was hurting her, she said it but what I was feeling was way more than she can think. I already decided I m never gonna accept her as my wife and I made it clear to her. I had already talked to lawyer but he said I have to wait for six months for that six month I have to bear it. She look down and cried . I left her harshly pushing back to cupboard, I m sure it had hurt her. But I don't care. I get changed and come out of washroom. She got up from floor wiping her face and later removed her jewelleries putting it in box. She took her clothes and goes inside the washroom . Later she come out in nightgown. Her hair was tied in bun. I look at her but she avoid her gaze and go and keep her wedding dress on side. She was sniffing and trying to control her tears but I tried to focus on my work avoiding her because the more I look at her face it makes me angry. I feel her gaze on me so I look at her and ask what? She asked me can she sleep on couch. I so wanted to throw her out of my room but I calm down myself thinking it's only for six months. I rolled my eyes and said fine ,whatever!!. Because in no way I m gonna share this bed with her. I don't care, she is comfortable or can adjust or not. She can go to hell. I also lay down on bed and think how to bear this unwanted forced thing for six months and fell sleep..

A knock appears on door, I permit the person to come inside. It was Mr. Sharma. I gave the file and tell him to start working on it. He nods and go out.

To be continued....