Sehun pov

I can't stand this anymore it's breaking my heart I have put up with this for far to long I need to tell him how I feel.

Authors pov

Sehun has been watching and listening to all their fans chant and call for his boyfriend and his bestfriend to be together. Being part of the biggest boy band in Korea is so hard, but even harder when the man you love and share a bed with is linked with someone else, is heart shattering.

He wants to tell baek how he feels but the last time he spoke baek told him not to be so silly that he only has eyes for him. But now that their manager likes the reaction the fans are giving their shipname he pushes them closer together not thinking of how sehun would feel.

"Baek we need to talk please" sehun says while walking into the dorm as baek is playing on his ps4

"Awww Sure baby anything for my man" baek answers while putting down his controller and giving his man his full attention lifting his legs up onto the chair as sehun sits beside him

"Baekhyun" ...... before he could start baek interrupts

"Oh no you called me by my full name this isnt good is it?" he asks while taking sehuns hand in his

"Let me talk baby please I need to tell you something"

"No no dont tell me it's over sehun please I'll stop playing my games and spend more time with you" baek says while jumping up and sitting across sehun lap and snuggling into his chest

"No baby" I don't mind you playing your games, I just want to talk to you, we always aggreed when we got together that we would tell each other how the other felt and I need to tell you this because it's eating me alive"

"Oh sehun now I'm scared" baek says while wiping the tears that have escaped

"Baby I know when exo started that we where all paired up with a buddie like a friend"

"Yes you with luhan and me with chanyeol" baek replies while wiping his tears and playing with the zip on sehuns hoodie

"Well yes but what's bothering me now is at concerts our fans are chanting your ship name with Chanyeol but baby your mine not his, they should be chanting for us, it's like they don't want us together"

"Sehun we agreed we would keep us a secret to the outside world, I stand beside you when we talk to the crowd at our concerts. when we have interviews I've sat with you while rubbing your leg sure I even admitted on the shows how I like your body more"

"I know that baby but they don't want us together they want you and my best mate chanyeol to be together and you guys don't help the matter by being all flirty"

"Sehun I'm so so sorry that you feel this way but listen to me"

Taking sehuns hand in his and placing it on his chest over his heart he whispers softly

"Sehun you have had my heart from day one and you always will this heart is forever yours and this body is yours too no one else's"

Kissing sehun, baek can't help but worry that sehun is going to end it all right then and there

Pulling away from the kiss sehun starts to speak again

"Baek it just hurts so much seeing you two do so much together, you go out on the scooter, you are being seen alot I'm beginning to think that there is more going on"

What ?!! baek shouts with a shocked look on his face Jumping up from sehun lap

"Sehun how dare you say that, did I give out when you kissed lay on tv? no I didn't, sure I wasn't allowed to because it was all staged just to make our fans happy

"Baek I said I was sorry to you, we kissed on that show exo next door didnt we, it was the first chance we finally got to do something together,
This isn't getting us anywhere baby I just don't want to loose you baek but I feel like I am"

"Sehun your not loosing me we sleep together every night and wake up in each others arms every morning we talk on the phone when we are away" baek sits back down on him hugging him tightly

"But you went away to have a break from me baek" sehun pouts

"Sehun that was with cbx, I had to go away you went on your fashion show without me too because we had to do other things"

"That break did us good baek because it made me realise that I don't think I can do us anymore, I can't force you to not do what your doing with chanyeol, I know our manager wants us to mess around with our buddies but I can't do it anymore baek"

"Sehun what are you saying" baek starts to sob

"I think we need to end it baek, that way we won't upset our fans" as he wipes his own tears

"But sehun I don't want to end, it it's you I'm with, its you I love baby please don't do this, I'm begging you" jumping into sehun arms and kissing his face all over as sehun stand with baek still hanging onto him

"Baek I need to, we need to our fans will never even notice cause all they see is you and Chanyeol and I can't blame them" as he tries to pull the love of his life off him

"Look at what they are like with Kai and Kyungsoo, they ship them when in fact it's chanyeol and Kai that are together, they are showing it more on their ig accounts now, why can't we baek every time I ask you, you say no but you do live shows with him not me

"I only do them cause our manager asks sehun plus he is my best friend too, please don't do this " Baek sobbs

" Baek I think we need to end this here and now, my heart is shattering and I know it will more when I walk out of this room but baby I have to, I can't deal with it and not being with you will make me deal with it better"

"I'm gonna go away to Japan for a few days baek and when I come back I will move out of our room"

Baek falls to his knees begging sehun not to go hanging onto his leg

"Please sehun don't do this we have been together for over 6 years now please I can't do this without you your my world baby please"

Kneeling down in front of baek he pulls him in closer placing both hands on his cheeks, he leans in and gives baek a soft passionate kiss and both of their tears fall and mix on there faces.
Baek kisses harder knowing this will be the last time he ever kisses the love of his life ever again.

Sehun places both his hands on baeks arm and gently pushes him away but baek holds on so tight as they lean their foreheads together as they both sob

"Sehun please don't go Please" baek sobbs more

"I have too baby I need to"

"No you don't, I will tell our fans the truth, I will tell the mangers I won't do it anymore, I promise just let's forget about it and let's go snuggle in bed the way we love to"

"Baek sweetie you need to let me go now" sehun sobbs more looking at how broken his lover is right now

"I can't sehun your all I want please don't go don't leave me like this" baek grabs him around his neck hugging him tighter but sehun is quick and pulls away

"Baek I will never ever stop loving you, you will always be the true owner of my heart but we need to do this"

"No we don't sehun please" baek beggs more from his knees as the tears are streaming down his face looking up at sehun

Sehun can't help but sobb back at his lover

"We need to do this for our fans baek, we can't let them down they got us where we are today baby"

"But that means I'm loosing you sehun my nights are gonna be lonely without you holding me and the talks we had before bed, How you would hold me when the storm hit"

"Baek I will always be here for you no matter what but I can't be your boyfriend anymore I'm sorry" sehun wipes the tears from his face knowing full well this is not what he wants

As sehun walks away he unlocks the door feeling small arms reach around his waist being hugged from behind

"I love you sehun remember that and I will fight to get you back"

As baeks arms fall free from sehun waist he turns one last time to see baek standing still looking a him with his hands covering the sounds of sobbs coming from his mouth, he watches sehun walk away from him

As soon as the door closes baek drops to his knees screaming ....

"SEHUN"

Authors note :
I actually cried writing this I have no idea why lol

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