The next day at the island, we had such an amazing time. This morning, we pass through this large hanging bridge which really frightens me to my core and at the end, we experience the zip line. As if my soul was left out from the quick ride but it was so worth it. It was so fun to experience this slight adventures. My heart is swelling with happiness and I never want to end this. I just want to elude and get away with Lucas more.

What's wrong with running away with my husband?

I'm serious now, I won't let him go.

Even if everyone is against us. I don't care anymore. I can handle myself now and we can live a life that we always wanted. We can forget everything in the past and be with him.

Right now, all that matters is his warmth near me.

Lucas and I are both submerged in the large hot tub inside the bathroom of the bungalow cottage. It is so relaxing because of the smell of the roses floating around us and the bubbles are thick enough that we barely see our bodies underneath.

We are sitting on opposite side, him in front of me, his lips spread so I can between while my legs are crossed on top of him as well.

There is a bottle of champagne on the tray beside the tub, and a bowl of strawberries were there is a chocolate dip on the side. He picks one strawberry and dipped it before offering it to me. I play along a little and kept my mouth shut. The chocolate slightly glazing my lips and swiftly just stuff it inside his mouth.

"Hey!" I playfully slap his shoulder but he laughed and leaned closer to lick the slight mess he m did on my lips. My eyes widen and got flustered at his bold move.

"I always find it sexy whenever you get flustered like this at the middle of such intimacy." he teased, reaching for my arms and pulled me to him causing me to fall on top of him and pin him while he leans on the side of the tub. He encircles his arms around me and kissed my neck.

Why does he always kiss my neck?

My hair is tied in a messy bun so he had full access to my neck which is I think a bad idea. I won't focus correctly whenever he is nipping it and I'm going to burst any moment now. I bit down my lower lip and stare down at him.

"Last night wasn't enough for you?" I raised an eyebrow teasingly.

But Lucas has better fire than me and he whispered back sexily, "It will be never be enough. I will keep on longing for you"

I have a feeling that my whole body became crimson at what he said. Then a slight teasing smirk forms from those thin pink lips of his. "You ass." I am trying to hide my face because I know he will keep on teasing me. "So, what are we going to do for the remaining days that we are here in the island?"

His shoulders lifted and smirked. "Dunno. Are you getting bored?"

"Bored? Do you think I'm getting bored?"

"Well, I won't let you anyway." He chuckles and leaned in for a quick kiss. "I can entertain you for the rest of your life." then his sinful fingers starts to roam around my body causing me to be heated. He wraps his arms around me and pulled me closer. Ending up, I straddling him. His hands are dangerously rubbing the bare skin of my back and it sends thousands of bolts at every tiny area of my body.

"For the rest of my life?" I playfully winced. "Those are words that requires a lot of commitment. Are you up for the challenges?"

"I'm up for anything." He grins, planting kisses on my neck, up to my lips. It was just one peck but when I saw the hunger in those eyes, I couldn't help but kiss him back with more intensity. As if those deep brown orbs has the power to hypnotise me, making the fire within me rages more.

After the hot make out, he leans his forehead on mine as he always does. The signal he gives me whenever he is giving up or he surrenders completely to me. And in that way, he looks at me with so much longing, but there is sadness in it.

"Why are looking at me like that?" I asked softly.

"Like what?" he teased, playing with the loose strands of wet hair on my neck.

"Like as if you are scared of something." I narrow my eyes at him. "What is it, Lucas? Tell me what you are thinking and what you need. Maybe, I can help you."

Lucas halfly smiles but it didn't reach his eyes. "Nothing. I'm just...everything is just flashing through me." he cleared my throat and leans his back on the tub. "What if...what if I didn't messed up. I know I keep on sounding like a broken record. Saying thus over and over but I couldn't help but to really think about it. What if the world wasn't against us?"

"Then our life would be completely perfect." I stated, rubbing his hard chest with my palm. "And you know how I hate perfect."

A small laugh escapes from him. "Perfect for you is boring."

"Yes." I grin, leaning down to place another kiss on his naked chest where his heart is. "I prefer exciting." I whispered before attacking his lips again for a hot session of make out.

We play around the tub before totally losing everything at the shower. It supposed to be just an hour long deep in the tub but it turned out to be longer. After making love at the bathroom, it was followed by another session at the bedroom.

My body is like on fire every time we make love, loosing all of my senses and I do not care if we break anything or what but as long as we pleasure each other. Most of the time I noticed that he never lets go of my hand, the whole time they were intertwined tightly. But his eyes, they were never taken from me. I never saw him turn or look away, they were just locked to mine. He would kiss me and he keeps on telling me how much he loves me.

My heart aches everytime I hear those line. Am I the only one who hears those words from you, Lucas?

Why the sudden doubt?

"I love you, baby. Only you, my Talia." He whispered before passing out beside me. My head is resting on top of his chest but he is still holding my hand while his other arm was wrapped around me, I am using it as a pillow and it rests on my shoulders. "What if we have a child? Will the world still be against us?" he asked, his eyes nearly closed.

"What?" I was taken back at his faint request. Is he thinking right? Did he know what he just asked?

Yes I am aware that he sometimes speaks honestly whenever is very sleepy but I didn't think that he is thinking about having a child together especially now that I don't even have an idea what is his status with Silvia after this. And now, he is asking for a child with me? Does that mean that he is really asking for a life commitment with me already?

I'm shock at his words but he presume peacefully sleeping as if he didn't just said something that just had shaken my mind. Whoa, relax and freeze.

His arms keeps on binding me as if someone is going to tear us apart. It's been his thing since we got together because he is afraid that I might get away once he wakes up so he tends to really had me wrapped around his arms. And it is not something that I hate. I actually love having his arms around me because it feels so safe in here. No one is going to keep us apart as long as I'm here. No one is touching us.

I've been staring at his sleeping face for a while now and it is so adorable that he looks so innocent in this kind of state. His mouth is slightly open and soft snore is coming out which also makes me giggle when I hear it. It sounds disturbing but I don't mind. Snuggling closer, he moves a little but remains asleep. So cute...

But I'm still going back to the baby part.

He wants a child with me?

The thought brings me to tears.

Ezekiel

He is supposed to be our first born, Lucas. But he died in my arms and it was the most depressing part of my life. I gave him everything that he needs but he still has to leave me.

He was taken away too soon and I will always regret that I will never get to see him grow up. Well, he wouldn't like it if he sees his parents like this so leave everything to mommy. I can take care of this.

I manage to stop the tears from coming down as my eyelids start to get heavy and then, I finally fell asleep.

...

Momma?

Momma?

Hm?

Who is that?

Momma, where are you?

Momma? Is he talking about me?

Ezekiel?

Are you there? Momma is here.

"Talia?"

"Ezekiel?" I mumbled, searching for the voice again.

"Talia, wake up!" someone is shaking my shoulders causing me to jolt up and open my eyes only to meet Lucas's worried once. He is slightly hovering above me and he is shaking me to wake up.

"He's here!" I sat down, searching around me to see if the voice can still be heard.

"What? What are you talking about? Who's here?" Lucas questioned, rubbing my back to calm me down.

"Ezekiel! My son! He's here, he's calling for me, Lucas. He is looking for me." wait, is that even real? The depressing and all of the sadness that I felt before when I lost him came back to me.

Am I hearing right? But I was reflected by the same worried and surprised look from him.

His eyes draw into mine with so much confusion but also, he is shock at the same time. "You are having a nightmare, baby. What are you talking about?"

Now, I think I have to fill all the blanks now.

To be continued...

Hello everyone! Sorry for the late update because I became so busy these past few weeks because of some college things. But now I'm a break so I will be updating more faster than before. Thanks for all of those supporting my stories too. Love you all! Have a good day and God bless! 😘