Chapter 6

Love- it hurts

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Her mobile buzzed loudly with her panicking.

"Time up let's leave. It's the safest now." Rosie straightened all of a sudden and was ready to leave as she picked all her belonging scattered everywhere and the small sling bag.

Not really concerned about what she was saying Edwin got up, wore his shoes while she wrapped herself in one of the scarves, she was carrying in her bag to hide her flashy outfit that was more of a prostitute uniform.

Edwin followed her to the door as if he was an alien in the planet Mars not knowing a bit about the place. He knew nothing about the place. He was unconscious when she brought him here.

He wondered how a lean and delicate skinny girl could drag him here. It felt weird.

But this girl is strong inside both physically and mentally.

"Hurry up" she said pulling his hand. As soon as she opened the door wide, there was a tall, husky figure on the door passing by.

"Holy shit" she spat, and then turned back smacking Edwin's lips.

She pulled deeper hugging him tight and playing with his hair from behind. She was doing it so passionately it was wrecking his nerves.

He tried to loosen her grip but she pulled him again, "Pretend please. Am sorry' she murmured close in his left ear, her lips brushing his neck and getting the worst in him. She tried to sooth him; calm him by pressing his shoulders.

He banged the door and shouted, "What the hell, you whore."

'Sorry" she mumbled with a drop of tears in both the eyes. "I am so very sorr... Please. Please don't shout. Let me speak first. She was really scared.

Edwin felt sympathy run through his veins.

"Now what was that?" he spoke in utter dismay.

"That was one of my customers. He's feisty, keeps me for the whole night, never letting me go, fucking me again and again and paying for just once. So I always avoid him. I am so, so sorry. I never meant to. I respect you more than anything" she spoke everything in one breath; fear was evidently visible in her face.

It was because of his freaking outburst on her or about that tall man, Edwin couldn't make out but she looked so vulnerable that he couldn't just leave her.

"Come I will let you out safely." he caressed her back keeping his hand on her shoulder.

She chuckled.

"What is funny here?" he asked in disgust. He was so stressed, he wanted to move out of there before anyone notices.

"No nothing, actually I need to take you out of here safely. You don't even know where your car is been parked and you are the one trying to sooth me." She said smiling like a little baby.

"You are right but I was startled by the fear in your eyes" he lifted his hands in the air in defense.

"You are too good to be a man" she chuckled.

"Of course I am a man" he answered back in horror.

I did not sleep with her, that doesn't mean I am not a man.

"No I mean I have never seen an honest and a good non hungry for sex kind of man. That's all. Sorry." She explained her notion.

Edwin tried to asses her complicated life falling into a trap again as it was like a puzzle when her phone rang turning her facial expression into worry

"What?"

"No I have. I do money."

"I'll get it right now. Don't shift him."

"Not the full but I'll manage in a day or two. "

"Please I beg."

"I promise I will pay as soon as possible"

And she broke into tears crying but immediately wiped them off replacing with a fake smile.

"mind sharing?" he gestured her tiny phone that she was now clutching in her fists tightly.

He was hesitant though. He didn't know whether he should ask or not or may be ignore the young slut and even forget whether she came in his life.

But he was too kind of a person who couldn't stop the words pouring out of his mouth.

"What?" she asked mocking anger.

He guessed she was a private person and didn't like anybody's interference in it.

"This phone call of yours" he said softly.

"I don't think this is the right time." She shrugged her shoulders either trying to avoid the topic or she wanted me to be safely out of there.

"This is the only time we are meeting." he tried to get more information.

She thought for a while and said "Yeah you are right. This is our first and last meet and it was a pleasure meeting a person like you in my life. Let's finish the note here. It'll be better for both me and you" the last line came a little roughly.

"I think you are right" he nodded and started to leave.

"Let's go. I'll cover my face with this scarf. You wear these goggles of mine."

He simply stared at them

"I know they are very kinky but you can throw them later. They'll hide your identity just in case. One more thing" She took a deep breath came closer to him.

She looked into his golden eyes like and Edwin could feel the depth of words in the nobleness of her eyes "don't leave your girl. She's only yours and you need her more than she needs you or you'll break. I wish I could complete the story. But I'd pray that we don't ever meet again."

Somewhere her words touched him deep.

She was right.

"Thanks" he said and hugged her.

He wasn't sure why but he wanted to, "take care" and followed her to the car park. She handed him the keys and disappeared soon.

He was gazing towards the path she exited till he heard a voice behind him,'Go Go away I can't leave till I am assured that you left safely" she spoke from the fence of the hotel where his car was parked.

He was scared to see her. He thought she came to return him back his Gucci wallet that he'd slipped into her bag full of money after removing all his essential stuff like credit cards, driving license etc from it.

After he heard her talk on the phone, he definitely knew she was desperately in need of money and she was short of it.

Giving her in hands was a little offensive for the times they had shared together even he developed some respect for her. This was the only way he could help her as she won't ever be able to locate him nor would she want to for the kind of person she is.

"Bye" he waved her for the last time trying to memorize those innocent eyes, which were only visible behind the scarf as he left the hotel they had sheltered for the night.

Never had he ever thought he would get stuck in a place like this.

Her words were echoing in his mind again and again, "Never let her go. You need her" "You need her"

'Yes I do need her from the bottom of my heart and I screwed last night spending it with a prostitute but I cannot let her know. She is already disturbed and this fact though semi spent night as we did not do anything might shatter her.'

He looked at his mobile screen checking 5 missed calls and around 20 messages out of which 12 were from Stella asking him to come back home or enquiring where he was stuck.

'She might have been worried about me." He thought 'I will have to chalk a reason of a night out without the mobile.'

He called back to inform that I was safe but there was no reply. So he ducked the phone in his pocket and drove home.

He reached home with a determination in my heart to never let her go. 'I will make up to her. I will apologize to her and if required I'll do it on bended knees. I will listen to all she has to say or yell at me. I would give her time.'

He opened the door of his house with his personal keys. He always kept one.

There was no reply to the bell.

'I am sure she's angry as hell but I would please her anyhow with a peck followed by kiss,' his gray trousers already tightening at the thought 'followed by smooch, then French kiss and finally deep heated sex what I used to do earlier and she would forget everything.'

This had always worked. He would even take her to her favorite Thai cuisine diner tonight followed by another make out session if she's ready for it. He knew body is still very fragile and she need not stress too much.

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Now when Rosie's brain should think about ways to convince that manager of hospital to let her dad stay for another couple of days till she manages to get some more money, she was all lost in my last night.

She wondered if she'll ever have her first night with some one under normal circumstances like any other girl does.

Would it be like one she would not be able to keep her mind off?

Her first night, unfortunate night when she lost her virginity was something she would never want it for her or any other girl in the universe to go through.

Unfortunately there are plenty more like her.

Back again comes to my mind is the pair of those golden eyes that come chasing her memories.

Can a man really love his woman so truly, so madly and so crazily?"

She did not kiss him on purpose but that touch of skin was so different, she would like to cherish it for my lifetime.

At least she could relive that kiss of an honest human being who is like a prince of a fairytale that she can not even dream of.

But there exists one for sure.

Its not that she was not trying.

She did sing her favorite song 'Send me a dirty picture'.

She tried to focus on her dad who'd been hospitalized since years and even the fact that she did not have enough money not for the treatment alone but for the rent of the room of the hospital but her thoughts had been captured by that handsome man with a manly stature, golden eyes, complexion perfectly minimal tanned for perfection. His golden brown locks of hair, She could still feel tingling on her fingers when she kissed him and yes the kiss, the kiss to the perfectly sculpted M of his lips gave her the heavenly pleasure which she never knew even existed.

His masculine stature body was naked when she put him to sleep but she was lusting over the completely covered one who was yelling at her when he woke her up.

The best thing about him being his love; LOVE that he had for his wife and honesty, which made him, cry when for a second he felt the guilt of deceiving her that he hadn't. He could never do that.

LOVE till today, no last night she felt was a fake emotion used by writers and Hollywood people to earn money felt real now.

Edwin what a man!

Though he paid her for half night but still she had no regrets which otherwise would have infuriated her.

She wished she had someone like him in her life too. But he was already married and she a prostitute. However she was glad that she could meet him in this life of hers.

She had never enjoyed sex since ever but with him she wanted to give a try.

She wanted him to moan, to enjoy the pleasure to see the content in his eyes.

'Oh no Bloody hell why am I thought raping him?

Bless him he is a one woman man and I should respect it.' She scolded herself ' I am going insane because of this man.'

She decided to go to the hospital and talk to this fucking Neil about her Dad's stay.

She changed into a fairly decent jeans and top, something that did not shout prostitute.

"Taxi"

"Cooper hospital"

She wanted forget everything about last night.

She had a lot of responsibilities.

She will have to keep her target straight otherwise people dependent on her will have to starve, education, rent, food, hospital bills, treatment. 'How can I think of anything else?'

"How much"

"5"

"Here you go. Oh my gosh"

"Yes maam"

"You leave. You leave...."

More she wanted to take her thoughts away from him; more they haunted her and what he did this time left her completely speechless.

How can anybody be so thoughtful? She could not believe he left his wallet filled with money in her bag.

He realized her need of money so he dropped it in her bag.

So very surreal!

Anyways she promised herself not to think about him again and thankfully use the money for her family.