Felix's POV

If I've learned anything from trainee days, it's work hard, and once you think it's enough, work even harder. 

Me and my group just released our pre-debut, but kinda our debut, album a few weeks ago. After the new songs get approved and most of our performances are done, we're going to start practicing our new songs and dances! We want to make our debut album the best it can be! 

I'm still struggling with Korean... But I'll get better with my friends help!

I've already started learning the new dances! I normally help Channie-hyung teach the other's the dance moves so it's important for me to know them before we all start practicing. I always tell him to focus on himself a little! We can take care of ourselves a little! But he doesn't listen to me. 

It's not like anyone's really complaining though. He's been training for a long time and he really does help us when we need it, but the other members also help each other too! We're like a big family! 

Recently, I've been feeling kind of down. I've been bothering Channie-hyung a little to much. I keep on asking him to help me with my Korean. He's the best teacher I've had so far! 

Unfortunately, he's very busy. He's the leader after all. The leaders probably get the most stress out of the groups. I definitely feel like the fans don't give them enough attention! Fans! Give them more attention!  

I've heard from the other members that I'm the most popular in the group. Should I be happy about that? Why isn't it Channie-hyung? Binnie-hyung? Jisung-hyung? They work the hardest out of all of us! But... I guess the fans wouldn't know that. They only see our silly side. They don't see out weak sides, right? 

Our songs are about our own experiences. Each one tells a story that we've experienced. All of us have some sort of mental disorder. Some of us are even questioning things that shouldn't be questioned. 

For example, religion and sexuality. That's the two things I'm questioning right now-Is there a higher power? If there is, are our rules we set for ourselves correct in their eyes? Is it wrong to follow our hearts and fall in love with who it tells us to? Is it wrong for us to like someone of the same gender? 

To like someone in the same group?

(A/N: I decided to leave it at that. I'm also sorry this is quite short but I imagine that when Felix-hyungie is talking, he's talking randomly with little thought, and he's talking very energetically with a lot of emotion. I also feel like he doesn't talk a long time. I feel like he's straightforward. Unlike Felix, I feel like Channie talks more thoughtfully and calmly. Essentially, it's like this: Felix = Energetic-BFF type, and Chan = Thoughtful-story writer type.)